#tw derealization

[captainzira]

i love how, from an outsider's perspective, the markiplier lore is like "oh man! look at this adventure with silly gaming youtuber" and in reality the lore is like do you remember who you are? are you sure? i can't tell how many times we've been here before, you and i, trapped in this void. what has he done to you?

[castlefly]

this took a bit! I just wanted to try a little thing from the new update!

spoilers below VVVV

(tw derealization)

[ganem-ouchie]

Just bestie vibes✨

Art trade with @iconsumethesoulsofthedamned part 2 TMA edition bc we're cool like that,

OG REFERENCE BELOW

[sad-leon]

That feeling when the passage of time clings to you and drags you down with it

Inspired by @remedyturtles's Death Wish fic that I've been rereading <3

KoFi || Patreon

[biografter]

hes so mecore

[mikaikaika]

Quackity entered the server to this 💀💀💀

Quackity : Admins idk what you are doing but please do not do this shit to me. This is fucked up please

[thepenguisalive7]

Oh how the mighty have fallen

[aesthetic-otd]

Today's aesthetic is lostcore

[beefcliff]

a little comic about gender, the forever road.

send me an ask.

[traumatizeddfox]

TW: the small text is very paranoia based, pease dont read if you struggle with that

[lightbluesleeper]

just been thinking about how well night in the woods captures derealization

i don’t think i have the exact same problems as mae but as someone who struggled with derealization for like 7 months the feeling she describes as everything just being ‘stuff in the universe, lines that someone wrote’ hits so hard. when you’re in a state of derealization, it feels like you’re untethered to anything. everyone is a cardboard standee to you and you feel like you’re in a tv programme, and everyone’s just reciting their lines, repeating lines of codes. you want it to hurt, cause god damnit it would mean something.

when it got real bad i would just thrash around my room and try and break shit, just to prove i can touch something and my hand won’t go right through it, and i think mae’s breakdown on andy cullen is exactly what i wanted to do to make myself matter somehow and prove that the world i was living in was full of objects i can interact with.

it was all shapes, everyday, and it felt like everything was gone forever, but it being talked about it in a game,, i dont know it made the world feel a little more real to me. the whole idea of ‘at the end of everything, hold on to anything’ is such an important sentiment because at times like that you’ll use anything to ground yourself; little things that remind you that you’re a real person are crucial.

i don’t know i’m just rambling but i’m so glad i got out, and i just wanted to share what this game means to me :) if you’re going through something like this just remember it’s not forever. there’s always hope for you. i love you and you mean alot to me even if all you’ve done is read this post - we’ll feel real again soon friend

[aggressivedaikons]

”I want your everything! Every single part of you!”

“If you think you can fuck with me, you’re going to loose.”

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YAYYYYY IM SO PROUD OF THIS

it’s so late when I finish this (I usually queue up posts to a time when more ppl are active) BUT IM SO HAPPY WITH THE RESULT GRRRRR HES SO EMO YAYYY WE LOVE OUR TIME ANOMALOUS OBSESSIVE OURPLE BABYGIRL 😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰

anyways YIPPEE I love wm’s design sm just AUGH HES SO NEON

so ya if you liked this (I know you did wink wink ;]) PLZ reblog it helps reach SO much 😘 love yall

[skinnyr4t]

[pupstim]

Some of my favorite BBH Jumpscares

Trigger Warning for De-realization and paranoia because this character goes REALLY hard with it. You cannot really tell what is real and what isn't, things are popping up and there's loud screaming as well so... yea just be careful guys.

I thought this stream was excellent though and had to save some of my favorite clips

[mikaikaika]

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[iucidnightmares]