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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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nct au

favorite things au

genre: all fluff here

pairing: nct 127 x reader

taeil: hand kisses

10/10 the most loving person ever

loves to hold your hand and place kisses on it whenever you’re around

the other boys gag at the sight of their simp of a member

“ew hyung. get a room.”

“you rascal, i can’t. i share with yuta.”

movie nights with him would just consist of him holding your hand close to his mouth so he could kiss it whenever he wants to

the both of your hands get super sweaty but he still doesn’t let go

leans his head onto your shoulder while you concentrate on the movie

when you sleep, he holds your hand close to his lips

overall, he loves the softness of your hands

johnny: forehead kisses

the man is literally 7’11

he can barely reach your forehead by bending down

when he embraces you, your face gets buried in his chest

and i’m ngl, you literally almost suffocate

still, the giant loves affection and touch

you’re literally big spoon 7/10 times

he loves to kiss your forehead when he comes back home from work

on date nights, as the both of you wait for the subway, he wraps you inside of his jacket and pulls you close to his chest while pressing forehead kisses nonstop.

“y/n. please come to bed, i wanna snuggle.”

“sorry, but working on something important.”

“more important than me?”

“of course.”

let me tell you, he sulked. for like an hour before asking for more cuddles.

“i’m just kidding, john. you’re more important than anything.”

flurry of forehead kisses and cuddles

taeyong: cheek kisses

a total softie

and everybody knows it

he likes to stare at you with a small smile every time you enthusiastically talk about anything

tbh most of the time it’s about your university classes

he doesn’t care because he just loves you too much

gets super jealous when you’re hanging around the other members

so he plants kisses on your cheeks every once in a while

you don’t notice his behavior until you feel a tiny tug on your sleeve and find him pouting

“why are you pouting?”

“because.”

“because?”

“pay attention to me, not them.”

you laugh at his words

“okay.”

he leans over to you and leaves a flurry of kisses on your cheeks whenever you lie on his bed and wait for him to finish playing games

your animal crossing houses are legit #couplegoals

he becomes mom of the nct group while you the dad

just loves you so much that he can’t keep his lips off of your cheeks

yuta: neck kisses

as everyone should know, yuta nakamoto is a trouble maker

he loves to embarrass you in front of anybody

which means giving you random neck kisses in front of your parents or the members

he also loves to do stupid pranks on you

one time, he put one red sock in with your white laundry

let’s just say, he got a good beating and slept on the couch for a week

another time, he mixed wasabi into your mint ice cream

thanks to your high spice tolerance you felt nothing

but he felt something when you beat him again

as you lay in bed, watching netflix on your ipad, he jumps on top of you and leaves soft kisses on your neck

“yuta, it tickles.”

does it more just to tease you

by the time you leave their dorm, your neck is wet with yuta’s saliva

doyoung: eye kisses

you lay in bed with him

enjoying the sunlight that shines through his window, to be exact

since his manager was busy with the other boys

the both of you had a chill day

you lay your head against his chest as music softly plays from his record player

he plays with your hair

twisting it, twirling it, everything basically

your legs wrap around his as he softly laughs while watching videos on his phone

“honey.”

“yes y/n?”

“what do you love about me?”

“to be honest love, everything. but if i have to pick one thing, it would be your eyes.”

“why?”

“because i know that i’m the only one you look at.”

he leans and gently kisses your eyelid

and he’s right, he’s the only one you see

jaehyun: ear kisses

let me just get this out there

this boy wakes you up with ear kisses

he just adores your ears the most

he also loves it when you snuggle into his chest

that’s just when he can get closer to your ear

he whispers sweet nothings into your ear, fully aware that you are listening

“you’re so beautiful.” or

“i’m so glad you’re mine.”

loves kissing your outer ear

with the plus of hearing your giggles

by the time he arrives back home, he back hugs you as you cook dinner

again, he whispers

“how was your day,” or

“hello honey.”

his breath tickles your ear

you push him off

“just get ready for dinner. then i’ll allow you to finish.”

he speeds off and comes back in legit four seconds

ready to give some ear kisses

jungwoo: nose kisses

junguwu

what’s more to say

he loves the size of your nose

especially when he can boop it with his finger

you can literally spend years away from jungwoo

but he will never forget your beautiful nose

any chance he gets, he doesn’t forget to kiss your nose

he will always take you to little hidden cafes for some alone time with you

the both of you read books while in the company of one another

you stare out into the snowy city

jungwoo on the other hand, stares at you

before grabbing your hand and running outside with you

you look at him surprised as he lets go and picks up a snowball before throwing it at your face

you then repeat his action

at the end of your snowball fight, your noses were red

he wraps his scarf around your neck and uses it to pull you closer before

dropping a kiss on your red nose

mark: classic lip kisses

mans is a classic romantic

he loves to leave pecks on your mouth randomly throughout the day

whenever you talk to him or the other members, the only thing he stares at are your lips

yuta, unfortunately notices

“yo mark, are you distracted by y/n’s lips?”

“w-what? n-no.”

you softly laugh and continue your story

one day, you and mark decide to go to an amusement park

he plays a bit of games to win you a stuffed animal

in which all attempts were fails

so you told him it was fine and just decided to go on rides

but not rollercoasters cause mark is a literal child

but your last ride of the day ends up being the ferris wheel

as the both of you finally reach the top, mark speaks

“y/n, i love you so much.”

“i love you too mark.”

he leans in for a kiss on his favorite part of your body

your lips

haechan: shoulder blade kisses

he’s a little shit

but he’s your little shit

you walk into the dreamies practice room as the finish up

setting down the bag of chicken you bought for them

hyuck takes you out of the room and to the roof of the building

“where are we going?”

“shh.”

he opens the door and

bam, picnic on the rooftop

“hyuck, you set this up?”

“no, jaemin and jeno did. but i helped!”

back hugging you, he leaves subtle kisses along your shoulder blades

the rest of the night was spent making fun of each other and a food fight

in which, you got in trouble by doyoung and taeyong

but you ran away after so it was fine

a/n: hi, i’m not dead, yet. but this is my first post after being on a super long hiatus on writing because of my writers block. i have so many stories i need to finish, so please stay optimistic and continue loving my stories!

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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thank you, lovely @ncityy04

nickname - ur mom

zodiac - pisces

height - 163 cm

hogwarts house - slytherin for the win!

last thing i googled - god’s menu

lucky number - 5 idky

favorite song at the moment - daylight (joji)

favorite instrument - piano (even thought i suck)

favorite author - on tumblr ( @espresseo-cafe ) in real life (harper lee)

random - my uncle is friends with joshua from seventeen’s dad lol

tagging - @jae-canikeepyou @marklexleaf @skkrut @fitecuddles @starlightnakamoto and anyone else who wants to do it!

#aboutcozyjsuh #about me

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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hi, i’ve come to write this because i literally cannot mentally write stories. like i want to write but my brain is making me dyslexic all of a sudden so now i’m :(

i’ve been writing a mark au but it SUCKS cause i can’t write in the right tense nor get the plot correct, so please forgive my next few writing pieces lol

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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i didn’t know she had a heart

hogwarts au

fluff

pairing: johnny x reader

you slap yuta on the back of his head as you sit next to him at dinner. he pouts and turns his head toward you. “ow y/n, what did i do?” he asks. “what do you mean, “what did i do?” you bumped me off my broom and i was so close to catching the snitch. you costed us yuta.” you say, glaring at him. his face morphs into a guilty look as he avoids your eyes. “but it’s fine yuta, mark was closer to it anyway.” you assure your baby of a friend. your attention gets taken from yuta as mark calls out your name all the way from the gryffindor table.

“y/n! y/n!” you shush him as everyone’s eyes travel to your speed walking figure. “yes mark?” you answer as you sit next to him. “so we’re having a party to celebrate our first win against slytherin today, you should definitely come-“ you cut him off. “no.” he opens his mouth to protest when johnny speaks up, “you should come y/n, it’ll be fun.” leaving a small smile as you stay entranced by the tall boy. “sure, see you later then.” you reply before walking away and hitting your forehead for being so mesmerized by him.

by the time of the party, you were still laying in bed after your afternoon nap. yuta asks one of your roommates to wake you up and she does but walks away as you wave her off. you get out of bed and walk through your dorm room with one eye closed, yawning. you obviously look different having taken a nap. with a messy bun, oversized tshirt, sweatpants and glasses on, you finally make it to the gryffindor common room after being given a piggyback ride from yuta.

as you enter the room, you immediately get met by the warmth of the room, which is something your common room rarely had. you greet everyone with the wave of your hand as the other always held a cup of fire whiskey. the night went on and you just drank and drank until you were deadbeat drunk. doyoung pets your head as you lay on the couch, drunk.

the next time you wake up, you realize that your on someone’s back as they walk you to your dorm. your head lays on the nape of his neck and you think, “who is this?” but drunk you lets that come out as, “you smell good.” the boy chuckles as he walks you up the steps to your common room entrance. he begins to talk, “y/n, it’s johnny and i need you to tell me the password so i can drop you off.” you tell him the password after many minutes of him asking cause you were to drunk to comprehend anything. he asks you where your room is but again, you knew nothing.

“y/n, where’s your room?” he asks. “there,” you say as you point to the boys dorm, “no i mean there,” you say as you point to the entrance to the common room. you start to whine and cry not knowing where your room was so johnny takes you back to the gryffindor dorms and into his room. as soon as johnny lays you down on his bed, you fall asleep but not before trashing his bed. you throw his pillow at him before jumping on his bed and then proceeding to thrash around in his blanket. johnny and his roommates all stare at you as you then lay down and sleep on his naked bed. as johnny tucks you, you whisper into his ear, “i like you,” thinking it’s just random gibberish, johnny leans away further until you whisper again, “i like you johnny.” johnny smiles at your drunken self before he goes to sleep next to mark on his bed after the sudden confession.

you wake up the next morning abruptly and realize that you’re not in your slytherin room let alone a girls dormitory. grabbing whatever you could find that belonged to you, you quietly tiptoed out of the room and out the common room entrance. you run to the dungeons and enter your room with a heavy sigh. luckily it was early in the morning so none of your roommates were awake. with the remaining amount of time left, you sat in the common room and reread yuta’s alchemy essay that he asked you to edit for him.

after about a good hour, everyone began to wake up starting with doyoung. too hungry to wait, doyoung drags you to the great hall for breakfast, not waiting for donghyuck and yuta. as you arrive, you grab a slice of toast and munch on it until yuta came so you could criticize his essay. with appearance of your friends, came students from other houses which included johnny suh. doyoung fills you in to what happened last night. he told you that you slept in johnny’s bed and was drunk out of your mind. doyoung’s story gets interrupted as a hand finds it way to your shoulder, tapping it softly. you turn around expecting to see chanyeol asking if you could go to practice today but was surprised to see johnny.

“hey y/n.” he begins. “hi johnny.” you answer back shyly. “do you remember anything from last night? i was surprised to see you gone so early in the morning.”

“yeah, sorry. i get wild when i’m drunk. i hope i didn’t say anything offensive or out of place when i was drunk.” you reply, a little uncomfortable about your drunk self.

“no, you just couldn’t remember where your dorm was so i just brought you back and then you thrashed around a bit on my bed and then literally crashed.” your face scrunches at his words. “sorry.” you apologize. “don’t worry about it, but can you meet me after quidditch practice? i wanna tell you something so i’ll wait for you in the stands for you.” he says. “o-okay.” you say as he smiles and walks to his table.

after quidditch practice, you lay across the wet grass when yuta comes and taunts you. “y/n, your prince charming is waiting for you.” you shut yuta up by throwing your shoe at him, in which he catches and runs away with it. you walk over to johnny with one shoe. he looks at your foot and back at you while you sheepishly smile at him.

“so y/n, there was one more thing you said last night.” you turn shocked as johnny speaks those words. he reassures you by smiling and saying, “don’t worry, it wasn’t offensive but i want you to clarify them.”

“okay.” you let out suspiciously. “yesterday, you told me that you like me.” your eyes widen. “so do you really like me?” johnny asks as you avoid eye contact. “oh um so about that,” he chuckles at your words, “first of all, i was drunk and i probably said a bunch of shit i wasn’t supposed to say, so that’s that and-“

“so do you like me?” you scrunch your nose up and whisper, “yes.” johnny pulls you close to him and gently kisses you. your cheeks redden as he pulls away. “i like you too, y/n.” you hug his waist as he wraps his arms around your neck. “will you be my girlfriend, y/n?” he whispers, “always.”

as yuta and haechan watch from afar, yuta says, “i didn’t know she had a heart.”

a/n: bro this might be the last oneshot for a while, i’m starting to run out of ideas :(

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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tagged by: @jae-canikeepyou

rules: post a photo of yourself and your biases and see who your followers ship you with

a/n: idrk what to say also, i don’t need to be shipped lol. this was fun tho

tagging: @ncityy04 @babynakamoto @marklexleaf @skkrut @fitecuddles @starlightnakamoto and anyone else who wants to do it!

#nct #monsta x #bts #exo #lol #for fun #might delete lol

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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[twelve thirty am]

you enter your apartment slung over taeyong’s shoulder, drunk out of your mind. his first order of business was to clean your makeup off and get you clean so he gently set you down on the toilet and brought out the wipes. you stare at him as he softly wipes your makeup off and drag your hands through his soft hair. he then grabs your toothbrush, puts some toothpaste on it and hands it to you. while brushing your teeth, you wrap your arms around his neck and continue. when it was time for you to spit, he held your hair back and helped you wash your face with little words of encouragement like, “now grab the soap baby,” or “good job, honey.” for your skin care, he carefully dabbed on your essences and creams. you cling onto him like a koala as he walks over to the bed and sets you down. he tucks you into bed before climbing into his side. before you fall asleep, you turn over and look at him. you whisper, “thank you yongie.” you bury your head into his chest as he wraps his arms around you, “no problem, princess.”

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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for you, it’s worth it

boxer au

genre: fluff and angst (both ig if you squint but idrk)

pairing: jaehyun x reader

you finish up and rush out of the operation room as you hear news of an all too familiar guest back at the emergency room. you check the er charts before finding his name and stomping towards the bed. ripping open the curtains, you meet face to face with the bloody boy. not being able to keep your composure, you lash out.

“jung jaehyun! again?! didn’t i say to not use your arm for anything?! you were here yesterday. yesterday! you come to the hospital more than i do and i work here! it’s like you live to disobey my instructions. yesterday was a gash on your cheekbone, that i had to stitch up, today, a dislocated shoulder. i can’t be at your disposal twenty four seven, you’re lucky that i just finished a surgery.”

“y/n, how long was the surgery?”

“why do you care?”

“y/n.”

“fine, ten hours. i have another surgery after i pop your shoulder back into place.” you wrap your arms around his torso and grab his wrist. “you know the drill, count down from ten.” he begins to count out loud and by the time his tongue pronounced the beginning of seven, you pop his shoulder back into place. of course he lets out a grunt of pain, in which you ignore.

you walk over to the cabinet to grab his sling. “please listen to me. keep off of your arm for two weeks. it needs recovery time and sooner or later, your body is gonna break if you keep pushing yourself.” he nods as you hand his chart to a nearby nurse and prepare for your cardiac surgery.

you finish your surgery at about four am, leaving you unable to keep your eyes open. walking to the on call room, you slam into basically anything in your blurred vision. you plop onto the bed and drift off.

your phone dings as a message had been sent to you. “y/n, jung jaehyun is back.”

in the meantime, jaehyun and his buddy, johnny both look around anxiously so they don’t meet you after seeing you not only ten hours ago. jaehyun shifts in discomfort as the er doctor plugs an iv into his arm. suddenly, johnny spots you walking into the er with a tired and pissed off look on your face. jaehyun matches eyes with you as you stare at him in disappointment. you had already read his charts on the way here and although he had a minor concussion, it still pissed you off that he was back.

you walk towards the two boys but dodge them to go talk to the patient in the bed next to him.

“i believe you’re having a migraine. though it has similar features as a heart attack, it’s basically a large headache, so don’t be too afraid. but it was the right decision to come to the hospital, just in case. all i can prescribe to you is sumatriptan and rizatriptan, which can hopefully help it.”

as you turn to leave, jaehyun grasps your hand. you barely turn your head to glance at him, “i’m tired jaehyun. let go.”

“then get into bed with me.”

“no. let go.”

in one swift movement, you were no longer on the floor but in jaehyun’s arms. he puts his lips to your ears to whisper. “i’m sorry y/n. i don’t mean to be a bother.”

you try your best wriggle out of his grip but he just tightens his hug around your waist. “jaehyun, let go. i wanna go home.” he loosens his arms and you get out of the bed, “just rest up and please don’t do anything stupid.” before you leave, you hand him a small card, “my address and phone number. if for some reason i’m not at work and you need help. don’t be scared to call or ring the doorbell.” you pet his hair gently and grab your backpack.

by the time you reached your one bedroom apartment in the epicenter of seoul, it was seven am. the first thing you did was to shower followed by taking a good seven hour nap. after taking the nap and eating your lunch, you sit down in front of your tv and binge watch until you felt like you had no eyeballs left. the time was about eight pm after you had finished watching four movies. you ate dinner and proceeded to watch another movie when the time turned to eleven pm. by twelve pm, you were already in bed, dozing off.

your slumber gets interrupted by abrupt knocks on your front door. the knocks get more abrupt as you quickly wake up and open the door. you see jaehyun on the back of johnny.

“y/n, he was knocked out in a fight tonight. his opponent took that chance to beat him even more.” you barely listens to his words as your eyes stay on jaehyun, subtly but heavily breathing. johnny sets jaehyun down on your bed as you bring a doctor’s first aid kit out from your bathroom.

studying his injuries you conclude that he has a busted lip, wrist fracture and multiple cuts all over his upper torso and face. you tell johnny to go home and rest, assuring him that jaehyun would be safe at your house.

your first order of business was to stitch up his busted lip. you take out the anesthesia from the kit and pet his head. “jaehyun, you need to wake up so i can stitch your lip up.” he groans in discomfort but opens his eyes to look up at you. you drag your fingers through his hair gently as you assure him that it would be painless.

he stares at you as you pierce his lip multiple times. “you’re lucky i gave you my number and address. in addition to having a great friend.” he rolls his eyes.

after tying up the stitch, you move on to treat his wrist fracture. you grab a metal rod and wrap his wrist with bandages. he grips onto your shirt as you finish wrapping his wrist and move on to clean the cuts on his face.

“this is gonna sting a bit.” you tell him as you use a qtip to clean out the cut on his cheekbone. he hisses in pain but you ignore it and continue.

by the time you finished, it was three am and the boy was fast asleep on your bed. you stare down at the boy you’ve seen more this week than your own coworkers. tucking him into your bed, you quietly stand up and exit the room. you heat up some soup for him to eat and then write a note telling him that you were going to work.

upon entering the hospital, you get handed a chart.

in the meantime, jaehyun wakes up at probably ten or eleven am, looking for you. he finds the note on the fridge and heats up the soup you left for him on the stove.

going back to you, you sit in the cafeteria eating a club sandwich after finishing up your heart transplant. of course your shift was done at six pm but you decided to stick around for a little longer, just in case jaehyun comes again.

as you leave the hospital, rain starts to drizzle down and forces you to walk home in the rain. you push your front door open and get met by heat and the smell of freshly grilled steak. you see jaehyun standing at the stove grilling the meat.

“you didn’t leave yet?” he turns around and give you a soft smile with a shake of his bed head. you walk over to him and put one hand on his face observing the healing wounds. he pulls you in and your face gets buried into his chest.

after showering and eating dinner, you laid in your bed, tired after the long day. jaehyun lays down on the other side while he faced your back. his arms slowly slither around your waist as he buries his face into the small of your back. you turn around and face him.

“come to my match next week. i promise to win for you.” he tells you. you groan but accept his proposal, “fine.” you answer.

the week progresses quickly and before you know it, you’re standing with flowers in the doorway only to be met by the sight of jaehyun and another girl. not wanting to bother them, you softly set down the flowers at the door, you walk away. rain starts to pour as you take your first steps outside. pissed off by thoughts of jaehyun and the girl, you sit down on the bench outside of the arena while jaehyun waits for you to show up inside. as he walks out of his room, he sees the flowers you left. ‘she’s here?’ he thinks. you shake off the thoughts of jaehyun with that girl and go inside as the security guard scans your ticket.

jaehyun had already started fighting as you enter the noisy arena. you watch as he gets blows to the face and delivers some as well. he gets knocked to the floor which causes you to flinch and as he stands back up, his eyes find you. still pissed about his interaction with the girl, you decide to leave. he gets knocked to the floor one last time as he sees you leave the arena. walking out you think, “why would he even invite me if he’s just gonna flirt with other girls.”

you spend the next week working in the pediatric section rather than the er. you’re fixing a little girl’s iv drip when she asks you, “do you like anyone doctor?” you answer her, “i do.”

“why do you like him?”

“i like him because he’s like prince who’s kind and courageous. but he fights for the wrong reason.”

“well i like a boy in my class named jacob.”

you continue the conversation with the little girl until a intern hands you random chart with no name written. you find your way down to the er and open the curtains to get met by bruised jaehyun. turning back to the intern, she whispers, “he specifically requested you.”

“and i was busy. you could’ve called any other doctor in the er. you should’ve known i was working in pediatric this week.”

“i’m sorry docto-“

“just go back to the patient in bed two.” you sigh disappointedly. turning back to jaehyun, you start to apply ointment to his bruises and cuts on his face.

“why’d you leave my match early? you only saw me getting beat up, but i won at the end.” he says as he smirks.

ignoring his tactics to start a conversation, you finish and hand his charts to another intern. while walking away, jaehyun runs out of bed and grabs your arm.

“why are you ignoring me? did i do something?” he asks while laughing a bit.

“am i joke to you?”

“what? what are you talking about y/n?”

“you think it’s fun to play around with people? because i didn’t go to school for twenty one years of my life just to played around with someone who fights for fun.”

“y-yeah, well i don’t fight for fun and i also wouldn’t even like a someone who thinks that she’s better than everyone cause she’s a stuck up doctor! i don’t even like you, you’re just a ticket to get free medical care after i fight.” his grip on your wrist loosens as you stand shocked. heaving uneven breaths, you walk away slowly after being emotionally murdered. staying stone faced and not wanting to breakdown in front of anyone, you go back to your locker room and grab your bag.

you wait for your local bus to come when jaehyun runs up to you at the bus stop after settling his bills. “y/n, i didn’t mean what i said. you of all people should know that when i get angry, shit comes out.” the bus slowly arrives and you get onto it, sitting in the only open seat, which happened to be the window where jaehyun was standing outside. tears slide down your cheek as you continue to stare at anywhere besides jaehyun.

you arrive at your apartment, void of any emotions left. sitting at your counter, you spend the rest of your night dazed off. the sun sets and your apartment becomes dark, almost as if nobody was home. you sit in the dark for as long as you could remember. laying on your bed, you stare at the bare ceiling.

the following week, you keep your distance from just about everybody until one day, when johnny comes in.

“y/n, please forgive him. he’s barely eating but at the same time he’s still fighting. he’s got multiple fractures and wounds and i’ve tried my best to help them heal, but i’m not a doctor. so please, just for one day, put your differences aside and help him.” you contemplate about your decision for a while. when you finally decide, you call johnny over to your office.

“fine, but i want him blindfolded, i don’t want him to look at me.”

johnny nods as you follow him out of your shift and to the gym they always workout at. you wait in the car while johnny goes to blindfold the boy. johnny comes back to get you and as you walk in, the other boys there stare at you in awe, not believing that you would actually come after the things jaehyun said about you. johnny leads you to a secluded office and the first thing you notice is all the cuts and bruises jaehyun had. cupping his cheek, he leans into your touch.

“y/n? i’m sorry. i wasn’t thinking when i said all those things and i cut too deep.”

you finish patching him up, keeping him blindfolded. cleaning up the syringes and bandaid patches, you pack up, getting ready to leave until jaehyun speaks once more.

“i just want you to know, that when i picture myself happy, it’s with you.” you turn around to where he was sitting and reply, “stay safe jaehyun, if not for me, then for everyone that cares about you.”

another month passes by and you continue your daily life, just one without jaehyun. you go to work, come home, sleep and repeat.

one night, as you sit and watch the news on your tv, your doorbell rings unexpectedly. you glance up at the digital clock on your oven and read twelve ten pm. you wonder who would visit you this late at night but then again, who would visit you at all, so you curiously sneak up to the door and open it softly. surprisingly, you get met by the face of the boy you had so dearly missed, which was also surprisingly clean of any injuries but replaced by dark circles.

“y/n. i’m sick of trying to pretend i can live without you. don’t you understand? can’t you see it’s killing me?” he adds on, “i’ve stop boxing for you, i’ve stop getting hurt because i want to be with you. so please, let me love you.” he approaches closer towards you and you let him. he waits for you to decline his open arms but you don’t so he wraps his arms around your neck as you do the same but to his waist. the both of you speak no words but cherish the silence. you spend the rest of the night in his arms whether it be laying down on your bed or sitting on your couch. you trace over his endless scars gently, dragging your fingers across his muscular arms, while he plays with your messy hair.

you whisper in his ear as he begins to doze off, “you didn’t have to quit boxing for me.” he leans in closer to you as you both lay in the dark,

“for you, it’s worth it.”

a/n: hi this was in my drafts for like four months and i finally got the confidence to post it. okay so let me explain my thought process during the writing of this story, so first, i wrote this as jaehyun but then thought i had too many jaehyun fics so i changed it to johnny but i have to many drafts of johnny i should post. then i made it lucas but it just didn’t match my standards so then i made it mark, but the actions and behaviors throughout this story just match the shit jaehyun does so i went back to jaehyun.

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who messed with my daughter?!

mafia au

fluff and crack (?)

jaemin x reader (but i don’t have a jaemin section so jaehyun x reader)

requested!

the time was six thirty pm and you were sitting in the large dining room that your father owned. and by your father, i mean jung jaehyun aka the biggest mafia drug lord in all of south korea. because you were born early in jaehyun’s life, jaehyun was only thirty seven, making you eighteen, while your mother was nowhere to be found.

since your father was the most famous crime boss in all of korea, he was extremely protective of you. sitting at the table during their meetings was just one of the many precautions they had with the addition of having a body guard twenty four seven and that body guard being johnny suh.

while you look around the room, bored out of your mind while waiting for the meeting to be over, you catch the eyes of a certain boy.

na jaemin aka second in command of the subgroup, nct dream. you have a stare off with him, smirks arising on both of your faces. your stares get broken as jeno smacks him on the head to get him to pay attention. you stand up, catching the eyes of all the boys in the room before throwing up a peace sign to your father, giving a subtle glance at jaemin and proceeding to strut out of the room with johnny trailing behind you.

“yo suh. let’s go to the convenience store down the road.” you yawn while stretching your arms in the air. “y/n, we don’t even have mone-“ he shuts his mouth as you flash a centurion card. “where did you even get that?” he asks. “swiped it from dad on the way out.”

“swiper no swiping. swiper no swiping-“ you interrupt his chant by smacking the back of his head. “ow y/n.”

“what do you want?” you reply, browsing through the aisles. he grabs a bag of chips and tosses it at you as you catch it without looking. you put a six pack of beer on the counter but before you could pull your wallet out to show your id, johnny stops you. he leans closer to you and whispers, “don’t look but there are spies, three o’clock.” you nod and give a smile to the convenience store clerk before wrapping your arms around johnny’s waist. “come on honey, we don’t need beer, i just realized we had some at home.” as you and johnny exit the store, the same guys do as well. you lead johnny down an empty alley before the both of you disappear before the men and appear back behind them cornering them. before you know it, johnny and you are fighting with daggers against the spies. at the end, johnny stands to the side to call the ‘clean up crew’ while you suck on a lollipop. as the clean up crew arrives, you and johnny head back. but before you can enter the premises, johnny stops you and looks at your face.

“y/n, you can’t go in there looking like this. your dad will kill me.” confused, you ask. “what do you mean?” he pulls out his phone and hands it to you. your eyes stay the same as you glance at the long gash across your bloodstained cheek. letting out a huge sigh, you begin, “so i’m gonna sneak in through the infirmary and get treated by jungwoo. just distract my dad.” he nods as you sneak around the building to find an open window.

climbing the window, you enter and get met by the haechan and taeil staring at you while eating whatever was leftover from last night. taeil stares at you while pointing at his cheek and you mouth, “i’ll tell you later.” leaving the kitchen, you dash as fast as you could to the infirmary that was probably on the other side of your mansion. with the mile you just about ran, you finally made it to the infirmary. you explain everything to jungwoo as he applies ointment to your cheek. you let out several hisses of pain and huffs of sighs until you notice the same boy from the meeting staring at you while wrapping his wrists up.

“hey how’re you doing?” you ask trying to ease the awkwardness in the infirmary as jungwoo left to attend a meeting. “fine, you?” he questions back. “judging by the fact that i have a long gash on my cheek, better than normal i guess.” the longer you spend in the infirmary, the more you learn about jaemin. you learned that he’s a leo, is a single child, hates hula hooping and loves to play piano and dance. as the sky became darker and darker, you realized that you had to go train with taeyong.

“hey so sorry to interrupt you but i have to go to training in like five mins so, i’m going to have to leave but we can meet again tomorrow. poolside at eight sharp.” you say as you grab your items to leave. he lets out his signature smirk and says, “see you tomorrow princess.”

the next day, you attend breakfast or lunch judging by the fact that you woke up at one pm. your father sits at the table as you enter and sit. his eyes glance at you down and up before realizing that you had a gash on your cheek. “y/n, would you like to explain where you got that cut?” your eyes widen as you glance over at johnny for help before clearing your throat. luckily, your father was too busy looking at his tablet and sipping on coffee to notice your desperate stare. “i got it while practicing butterfly knife tricks. the hellbent.” you quickly lie, literal butterflies fluttering around your stomach. by the time you finished eating and training with johnny this time, it was time to meet jaemin again.

you play imessage games with johnny while waiting for jaemin to show up and when he does, he does not hesitate to pick you and get ready to toss you into the pool. as soon as you notice you throw your phone to a patch of grass and except your fate as you touch the surface of the pool. with a quiet but large splash you fall into the pool coming back up to the surface with an unamused face. reaching an stretched out hand to jaemin, he grabs it as you pull him into the pool as well. after about an hour of splashing each other in the pool, you get out and grab two towels from the poolside shed and walk back in after making another meeting time.

about two months pass after your meeting and you get closer each day. one day, as you’re sitting at dinner, johnny hands you a note and you open it unknowingly at the table consisting of your father and the numerous number of nct members. you open the note and it said, “hey loser, can’t wait till tonight. don’t forget to be careful, your dad might be catching on. -j” your father’s voice snaps you out of your thoughts as he asks for the reason for the smirk on your face. he keeps his calm demeanor as always, “y/n, why’re you smiling as if you’ve read something that pleases you?” nervousness fills your body as you barely stutter out, “n-nothing dad.” with one flick of his finger, the paper gets snatched out of your hands and gets handed down each person until reaching the hands of your father. looking at your lap, you pray for a miracle of the paper catching on fire but sadly it didn’t. through the silence, your father’s voice booms through the dining room. “y/n!” you nervously fiddle with your hands and look up with a smile. “yes?”

“who wrote you this?” he asks but this time calmly. you pretend to zip your lips up and stare back at him in defiance. you feel accomplished until he speaks to the whole table. “who’s been messing with my daughter?!” your eyes widen as you stare at your father. “obviously his name starts with a j so, jungwoo?” jungwoo shakes his head not even caring. “johnny?” johnny looks at jaehyun with a disgusted face, “me with her? hell no.” your father begins again, “jen-“ but gets interrupted by jaemin scraping his chair against the wood floors and saying, “i did.” jaehyun turns his head towards jaemin and you let out a tiny, “shit.”

“na jaemin, of course it was you.” your father says. “jaehyun, i love y/n and there isn’t anything i wouldn’t do for her.” you turn your eyes back to jaemin as he stares at your father. “fine. love her but if you hurt her even as little as a word, i will break every bone in your face.”

“dad!” you shout out. “fine, and johnny, you’re to be by y/n’s side even on dates.” johnny groans and furrows his eyebrows at you in discomfort. “thanks dad.” you say as you grab jaemin’s arm and walk off. jaehyun stares at johnny until johnny notices and groans standing up before running after you but not after telling jaehyun, “you’re lucky y/n is your daughter because nothing and i mean NOTHING gets in between me and my burrito.”

a/n: to the sweetie that requested this, i’m so sorry that you had to wait this long for something this low quality but i hope you enjoy it! (she asked me like four months ago).

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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thank you for 300 followers!

thank you guys so much for 300 followers and for loving my (crappy) stories!

-cjs 💓

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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here’s an actual convo i had with my dad like ten secs ago

me: i love yuta

dad: ?

me: NO!

a/n: i’m sorry, thought it was funny at the moment lol

#nct #nct 127 #nct yuta nakamoto #nct yuta #nct 127 yuta #nct 127 yuta nakamoto #yuta #yuta nakamoto #nakamoto yuta #thought it was funny #might delete lol #lol

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cozyjsuh · 4 years

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mouth breathers (27/?)

summary: just a filler tbh

pairing: jaehyun x reader

tag list:

@ncityy04 @kevincametomyparty @apricottulips @stpidgenius @nctssidehoe @marklexleaf @angelichris-b97 @928jaem @fitecuddles @cowward @dong-hyuc @casualgemini @ncityluvvs @toodaloola @raywishii @stayzenniesstuff @seeking-faces @mikachu-28 @sensiblebutch @peachyjunz @donghyuckster @jae-canikeepyou @kpopstanh

a/n: as the summary says, “just a filler” this is just a filler so i can get back into my writing phase! but i’m finally back!

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[eleven eighteen pm]

you walk into the police station, wearing only a hoodie, shorts and flip flops. speaking to the police officer, he finally leads you over to where people are held. as you walk through the hallway to the cell, you get met by familiar faces.

“y/n!” mark exclaims as he sees you, alerting the other boys. “y/n, i’ve never been happier to see you.” johnny sighs out. you count the boys in the cell and realize that one is missing. you think in your head, “taeil, johnny, yuta, taeyong, doyoung, jaehyun, mark, haechan and jungwoo.” but you only count eight.

“where’s jungwoo?” you ask the boys. jaehyun scratches the back of his head, “he waited in the car while we egged you know who’s house. he’s at the mcdonald’s down the street.” a smirk forms on your face as you turn back to the officer, “can i come back for them later? i think they still need to learn their lesson.” the officer nods at you as you turn back. “i’ll be back in like an hour.”

“what? where are you going?” doyoung asks while reaching through the bars for you. “i’m gonna eat ice cream with jungwoo.”

“y/n please.” taeyong begs as you teasingly wave and walk down the hall to go find jungwoo.

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no life has lived to the fullest unless you have loved and lost

medieval times au

genre: pure angst i swear

pairing: johnny x reader

you stand in the ballroom that your mother had loved after being yelled at by your father for not being ready for marriage. though the room is dark, it stays illuminated by the moonlight shining through, which glistens your lonely tears.

as you sit in the empty room, a boy about your age walks into the ballroom. he sees your sillouette and apologizes before turning to leave but you call out to him. “hi i’m y/n, what’s your name?” he turns around to look at you with tired eyes. “i’m johnny.”

“what are you doing out here by yourself, johnny?” he hesitates to answer, “i was t-taking a break from the stables. i’m a stable boy.”

“really? i love horses, but my father says only men could ride them.” you reply, assuring him that there was nothing to be embarrassed of. “oh what i’d do to just leave this kingdom.” you daydream sadly but you convert back into enthusiasm, “i have to go, but hopefully we’ll see each other again.” smiling at johnny while he slowly smiles back at you. “me too.” and let’s just say the both of your kept your promises.

each and everyday you met with johnny, the more and more you fell for him as he did for you. it was about a year since your meeting and you were finally about to tell your father about you and johnny. you walk into the dining room where he sat with your step mother and begin. “father, i’m in love.” your father glances up at you excitedly, “which one my dear? the one from the north kingdom or south?”

“father, i’m in love with the stable boy, johnny.” your father stabs his fork into the table bringing out a flinch in you. “you fell in love with the stable boy?! out of all the promising suitors, you chose the poorest of the poor, lowest of the low?!” you tear up at harsh words spoken by your father. “father please, i deserve to be happy!” he harshly grabs your arm and drags you until you meet the gorgeous ballroom once again. you throws you in there and calls for the guards to bring johnny.

you sit on the floor quietly as you see johnny stumble in with bruises and cuts. your father speaks from the door, “i hope that your love was worth dying for y/n.

“no father no!” you yell as he lights the gasoline he poured on the floor. the room quickly ignites leaving you and johnny in the center of the ballroom. johnny embraces you as fire engulfs the room. “i-i love you johnny, and i’m so sorry that i do.” you let out in choked up sobs.

(i recommend listening to “in this shirt” by the irresistibles [starting from 3:37])

“y/n, look at me. i don’t regret falling in love with you and you shouldn’t either. since this is our last moment together, may i have this dance?” he speaks and you nod. the both of you dance in the elegant ballroom as moonlight shines in, once again, illuminating your tears as the fire in the room grows larger by the minute. johnny speaks up one last time as smoke fills your lungs, “i love you y/n.”

your love had begun and ended in the ballroom. though the both of you never got to live out your lives, you lived it to the fullest with the person you loved and no life has lived to the fullest unless you have loved and lost.

a/n: ngl i cried, i never knew i could write something so devastating :(

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