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Did you know that if you slap me my pupils turn into little heart shapes

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do u ever get emotional about the fact that tchaikovsky, a gay man, wrote his Romeo and Juliet overture for his brother and his brother’s gay lover bc I sure as hell do

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when Doms use destructive words like "wreck", "ruin", or "break" to describe how they're going to fuck you...

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my favorite hobby is making butches hard in situations where they can’t do a damn thing about it 😇

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“Cash poor, but cock rich” really sounds like living the dream, @mrsexsmith.

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the idea of having vibrators on me in public, hidden under my clothes, is really hot to me. especially if someone else is in charge of how intense the vibrator is. so that whenever they're feeling bored they can just turn it up high and know that i'm struggling to keep it together so nobody can figure out just how close i am to cumming. maybe its super obvious anyway, who knows.

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Removing the fear opens the play. HELL YES.

and it’s like. don’t get me wrong. i understand why it’s controversial to say that your boundaries WILL get crossed. like i get it. but listen. are you mythologizing sex? are you putting it on a pedestal where it is completely separate from other human actions? are there other social situations where you believe there is ZERO margin for error? if you genuinely believe that no mistakes or accidents ever happen during sex between consenting adults, i can only imagine you’ve never had sex, you don’t make your partners feel safe coming to you when they feel uncomfortable, or you have a fundamental misunderstanding of how boundaries work. it’s not that it’s GOOD or that we should NORMALIZE crossing boundaries, it’s that we recognize that human interaction is complicated and sometimes there’s stuff to work through rather than just burning it all down.

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For transmasc folks who haven’t started T yet, have you found effective ways to get yourself off that feel gender affirming?

I’m married to a wonderful woman, but my sex drive had been absent for awhile—in retrospect probably because of dysphoria. I came out a couple of months ago, and as I’ve I started dressing and presenting more masculine, my sex drive is has been waking back up. Right now I’m exploring solo play, because I want to get more comfortable exploring things on my own so I can better express what works for me to my wife and other partners. So I’m experimenting, and wondering what others have found that has worked and has felt gender affirming.

I experimented with using a vibe earlier while stroking my packer and holy shit that blew my mind!!! I thought I’d died and gone to the heaven I don’t believe in. Whew! I may need to get a smaller vibe, tho…the magic wand was just an awkward choice. A few days ago, I also tried using the bulb of the wand on me while stroking the longer part of it. That was great, though I don’t think my dick would be quite that big, so it felt a little odd to me.

I won’t be starting T for another few weeks (or more) and I’m super eager for bottom growth so that I can try some of the transmasc stroker toys. But for now, while I’m just starting to reawaken my sex drive since I’m overall less dysphoric, I am wondering about what others have found effective and affirming.

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mean mean dom holding the vibrator at just the right spot that it overstimulates me even on the lowest setting and holding the tip of their cock right against my hole refusing to let it enter me even as i try my hardest to move my hips into place

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wanna go to the gym men's room and find a quiet corner to strip off. sit on the bench, hide my lower half slight with my bag, and just finger myself, two, then three. i'd be dripping already but a couple of minutes of feeling that fear and it'd be all over the floor.

then i feel eyes on me, i look over and one of the regulars is there, watching, smirking. i slam my legs closed. "no, no. go on, i was enjoying the show" he says, and i fuckin gasp, feel myself clench around nothing. desperate.

so i do, look right at him as i spread my legs again, let him see my swollen wet cunt. i see him lick his lips, see him twitch under his towel, and i'm done for. push my fingers back in and close my eyes and let him watch. it doesn't take long until i'm so, so close, whining and moaning, shifting my hips, pretending my fingers are his cock. i'm right there.

but then he's in front of me, grabbing my wrist and pulling my fingers out, "i'm not done yet". the towel is gone now and he's hard and thick and dripping too.

he pushes me down, hard, to lie on the bench, lifts my legs up to my shoulders and without any warning just pushes his cock into my cunt. i moan so loud, clench around him. it hurts, he's too big, but i'm wet and begging and i need this.

he slams into my cervix, over and over and over, and i'm lost in the haze of it, tears dripping down my face, begging for him to stop, begging for him to never stop, begging for him to cum in me.

he starts going even harder, pushes my legs down further, growling above me, calling me the worst names, "slut, whore, cunt, bitch", and with one last deep push he fills me up. there's so much it drips out of me.

i float on that feeling, being full and used, and when he pulls out i feel destroyed, stretched out and dripping with cum and ruined.

he gets up, wipes himself off with his towel. he moves to the side. there's two more men behind him.

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If you make pretty noises during sex I'm going to grind harder against you this is a promise

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I want a dom to put a remote controlled vibrator inside me and then make me put on my boxers and jeans, trapping the vibe two layers deep. They make me sit across from them on the chair, "be a good boy and put your hands on your knees," they say, gently pushing my legs apart and turning on the vibrator so I can feel how intensely it can stimulate my cock. "that's level one." They drag their finger across the screen and the vibrations intensify to the point that my whole body shakes and I start to pathetically moan. "I can smell how wet you are already," they grin, turning it down and lounging on the bed, "I want you to tell me if you're close to cumming." They turn up and down at unexpected intervals, laughing and taunting me as I struggle to maintain my position, as my hips start to buck and my whining gets more desperate. "I'm close," I gasp, "I'm so close." they grin, "fucking filthy slut, you want to cum in your jeans? You want to get your clothes all wet with your cum? You want to make a mess of yourself?" they say with faux pity, "then cum for me."

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I am also back on my 'get me drunk and fuck me' shit, thinking about a pretty boy tilting my head back gently and smiling at me, pouring fruity flavoured spirits in my mouth when I smile stupidly back at him! the alcohol making me touchy and giggly and sensitive to touch so you can get me all worked up, taking things into my own hands eventually cus I get to impatient and dumb that I forgot I'm your mutt, you can either let me have my fun or make sure I remember that you're my superior, either is fine! just drunk silly touchy whiny puppy who's a little lost and confused but obsessed with you anyways <3

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Boys who get wet when called a "good boy"

Boys whose holes clench when someone tells them "good job"

Boys who's tdicks twitch when someone asks them dumb questions "can you do that for me?"

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It's me I'm boys

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Some days I’m like “it is very inconvenient to suddenly have a gender when I now realize that I was previously apathetic about my gender without knowing it” and other days I’m like “GIVE ME T NOW I WANT BOTTOM GROWTH AND STROKER DICK TOYS.”

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when all you have is a hammer, everything looks like a nail. when all you have is a paintbrush, everything looks like a canvas. when all you have is a cock, everything looks like the exhaust pipe of a 2014 honda civic. so yes, to answer your question, i am stuck. please call the emergency services