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you can do everything right and still feel sad at night

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Any “knight in shining armour” who expects a reward for saving the damsel in distress isn’t a hero. He’s a mercenary.

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Having suicidal thoughts are just a few cells plotting to kill all their colleagues.

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Please be strong. Stay safe. Don t do this. Please. Someone loves you. I m here for you.

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Emo dissapeared because now everyone wants to die and it isn’t special anymore.

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I don’t really like existing anymore.

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I will… Dont know when but I will…

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Waking up

Everyday waking up is torture. The first thought that comes into my mind is: “Oh no, why?“.

The second thought is: „Why am I still alive?“

The third thought is: „Should I call in sick at work?“

These thoughts run through my head each and every morning and it‘s exhausting!

I love my job but in the first moments after waking up I hate it. I hate that I have to go there. I hate that I have to take responsibility there.

There‘s nothing I want more than to just crawl back to bed, wave all the responsibilities of life away, and go back to fucking sleep.

After waking up the mere thought of being gone at work for 8-10 hours is a nightmare.

My brain works like this:

Ok. You need 1 hour to get to your workplace. Then you have to work for 10 hours. Then you need 1 hour to get back home. In total 12 hours. Then you need to do some chores and studying. Approximately 1 and a half hours more. Then you need to eventually eat, shower, brush your teeth etc. Takes another hour. So, you can go back to sleep in 14 and a half hours again. Good luck.

Worse days are when I got to be somewhere after work. When I can‘t go home immediatley.

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Hey, I’ve been lookin through your blog and I like the short stories you make- like to those prompts and random posts. They’re really good

Awe..thank you! 😁

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You can only put off killing yourself for so long before you eventually run out of reasons not too

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On our knees or on the throne, we all still die alone!.

Upon A Burning Body

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Short comic about something scary to me.

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Ive never gotten close to anyone for about 4 years. Every girl ive flirted with ive kept close but distant. Always expecting the worse. Which usually happens.