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hi ignore the fact that this is my first post ever,

do y'all ever think about the fact that Minho and Newt BARELY had like 10 minutes to reunite before Newt died not to mention the fact that Minho was still like drugged up on the fear serum

imagine if when Minho saw Newt's body he thought he was still in the horror simulation.. and when he comes to in the safe haven he can't fathom the fact that his BEST FRIEND is dead

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4/06-4/26

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The Maze Runner doodles because I’ve read all the books and saw the movies and I cannot stop thinking about these dorks

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i see dreams where we reach the safe haven together

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More frypan art (They’re arguing about who’s the best power ranger) (It’s the yellow one)

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This is sorta always how I saw Frypan. I wanted to draw a bunch of character I haven’t drawn yet. Newt I want to draw Alby, Teresa or maybe Gally?

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some random tmr doodles + stuff i made for the glader cup 2022 and 2023 :]

also that brinho doodle is an illustration that you can find in @newtedison ‘s fic over here (she literally tweaked her fic so my art could match it so obviously this is dedicated to her <3)

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Gally, holding out his hand: Do you trust me?

Thomas: I'm not sure yet...

Gally: Understandable, but I’m trying to save you from a burning building.

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hii, i just finished one of your books (talk some sense to me😭🥺🥰🫂💘💌❤️‍🩹💞🎀) and OMGGG i love the way you write 😭 i really mean it, i hope you're feeling better from your burn out <33

(ღ￣; ³;￣)づ ahh feck thank you, this means the world to me. like so sincerely, thank you so much for taking the time to write and send this, it's made my entire week

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Minho: What is that?

Thomas: You hear it too?

Minho: Yes. Do you usually hear things other people don't? Because that sounds kind of concerning.

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Sleepy trio

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I guess I’ll have to face That in this awful place I shouldn’t show a trace of doubt

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bundled up ❄️

thominho all warm and cute for winter hehehe

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reassurance (re·as·sur·ance; noun); something that is said or done to make someone feel less afraid, upset, or doubtful

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some of the gladers start regaining their memories when they finally get time to rest in the safe haven.

it takes longer for some, others regain them much quicker. but most of the memories come out of order and don't make much sense until a new memory appears and gives context.

unfortunately, gally is one of those who take quite some time gathering all the memories to learn about their past.

all he knows is that there's a young girl in his memories, not older than 8. though he's never been good at guessing people's age anyway.

he figures she might be his sister or a cousin of his. maybe a friend. and it causes him some sleepless nights because he can't fucking remember and it feels like such a huge part of his life is missing. he tries to remember her name. or what she meant to him. but nothing comes to his mind and he's slowly losing hope.

he talks a lot to fry about it and he's being a wonderful supporter, not able to come up with an answer either but always listening and making suggestions.

one day when gally dozes off at the beach, another memory comes back to him.

it's the girl again, looking directly at him with determined eyes and scissors in her hand. gally wants to talk to her but he can't. maybe he should be frightened, but instead of fear his chest feels wide with courage and thrill, the feeling of doing the right thing. he watches her raise the scissors and start chopping off her hair, the weight on his chest going lighter as the chunks of hair fall to the ground. the girls is smiling when she looks at him now and something inside of gally locks into place. something like recognition. like a bond that couldn't be any stronger.

when he is waken up by loud noises from other gladers, jumping through the water, he feels more lost than before.

that night, he talks to fry again. he tells him about the memory and the way it made him feel, so lost yet so complete. how the girl was looking at him. how at some point, her movements felt like his own.

as always, fry listens to him. he lets him finish and simply looks at him for a long moment after that.

"have you considered," fry says slowly, choosing every word carefully, "that this person isn't a girl at all?"

gally gives him a confused look and opens his mouth to say something, but the words get stuck in his throat as fry's suggestion slowly starts piecing together in his mind.

fry continues after a few seconds of silence. "what if you were looking into a mirror in your memory?"

and gally doesn't have to say anything about that. his eyes are glued to the floor beneath him, watering from the way he hasn't blinked in a while. or maybe from something else entirely.

would it make sense?

it would explain the faint scars beneath his chest, barely visible when the light doesn't hit them in the right spot.

but does it make sense within him?

does it make a difference?

another sleepless night follows. there's no one he could talk to, no one who would understand. or maybe there is, he just doesn't know how to find them.

but despite all, he feels happy. happy about finally knowing who that kid was. that it was him, after all. he has always been a fighter, even back then.

wicked can't take that from him. not anymore. maybe he should be scared that such a huge part of him was missing. but after all, what does it matter now. he's gally, simply gally.

he has to find a way to learn more about this stuff, wait for more memories to come back or find someone to talk to. yes, this is what wicked took from him.

but never himself. they never could.

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newt could literally get any glader he wanted if he just started flirting back, but he chose the one that never shuts up and annoys literally anyone that isn't newt himself