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HIIII HI HI HAIII HELLO

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The other day I was having a conversation with my mom. I asked her why she thinks it's always the meanest girls at school who have the most friends. She told me it's because everyone is afraid of what could happen if they suddenly stopped being friends with the girl or did her wrong. And honestly, it did make me think of antis.

Antis gotta be some of the worst people I've met online. They're always going out of their way to harass proshippers. They can send death threats, tell you to kys, post your faces, send their minions after you, contact your school/work and even in some cases find where you live or get the authorites involved. Even if you're simply neutral, or don't care enough to participate in discourse, they still will do all these things to you for "supporting proship". Antis whole thing is that they're pro-harassmemt. All I'm is saying it's scary what they can do to you if you don't join their cult.

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I’m a big nasty slut for mozzarella.

- Loki

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The early relationship between Ciel and Sebastian is actually so damned adorable to me. To say that Sebastian, being a demon, is unequipped to take care of a young traumatized child who’s just lost his entire family would be a severe understatement. And yet here he was, the demon trapped by the contract, forced to protect and attend to his little master while also having to learn how to cook and provide for a human being without simply magicking his way through everything. It results in this comical sight of a grown man completely inept at basic housework, bickering with a ten year old orphan over how to prepare bath water or how to brew tea. An invincible nearly-all-powerful demon has been completely blown out of his elements.

Much to his credit, Ciel wasn’t intimidated at all either by the demon who could snap his neck like a twig. He wasn’t scared—he had no time to waste by being scared, anxious, or even to grieve over his lost family. He had one goal in mind and Sebastian was his weapon to get there—he needs to hone not only himself but also Sebastian. It was both tragic and admirable—that such a young child could be this ruthless towards himself; showing an unwavering, cold-blooded determination on revenge. He was clearly much smarter than his peers—this ten year old somehow hoodwinked a hundreds-of-years year old demon into practically babysitting him; bathing and tucking him to bed, teaching him how to do his homework and how to ride a horse, etc.

It was only at night when he laid down alone in his bed, that the nightmares would haunt him. Ciel asking Sebastian to stay nearby so he could sleep was the only display of vulnerability he allowed himself to have. And Sebastian, with all his sarcastic attitudes and occasional impudence—despite looking down on human beings so much—said nothing about it.

Sebastian could have been a more fickle, crueler demon and Ciel could have been a more forlorn, powerless child—but somehow Sebastian was not, and somehow Ciel could hold up on his own against him. Sebastian isn’t just a mindless beast, and Ciel isn’t just a traumatized child. That’s why their negotiation for the contract was symbolized with chess—where even if one must make the first move, both sides are equal. This is such an important point in their relationship dynamic and Yana Toboso made a point to declare that they have been equals since the very start—Ciel was punishing Sebastian as much as Sebastian did him. And I think the way they formed such a bond with each other is only possible because Sebastian and Ciel are the way that they are; just two similarly stubborn kindred spirits—one insisting on his aesthetics and the other persisting on his revenge.

Watching how their relationship started out was very interesting because both were clearly struggling out of their depths to adapt to each other—and yet they did so out of an unspoken mutual understanding and respect. The first time we met Sebastian he was still so raw, demonic and unrefined, and our first impression of younger Ciel might have been a more timid, shy and soft-spoken child—they had grown so much within the span of three years; and I’ll say that they both raised each other in different ways—Sebastian educating Ciel on how to be the Earl (even if he wasn’t the real thing) and Ciel teaching Sebastian on how to be the attentive butler (even if it’s only on the surface).

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Old old stuff from freshman year, do as you please with this

ugh I never finish anything

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yes I’ll take that please..

robot shotas... a thought

confession #70

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another appreciation post .. I love you guys! I love you tumblrinas!! kiss kiss

- 🪷 (Ganyu)

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Im going to bang my head into a fucking wall - Quinn

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Ugh.. idk if i fucked it up with this color scheme, looking back i imagine her to be darker if that makes sense

like purples and grays

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Coloring her now tehe

Blaire’s sona 🥶

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yea

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me when I go see the next Hollywood blockbuster in theatres but it says "freaks dni" in the opening credits.

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me ignoring every “proship dni” under xenogender flags on Pinterest and using it anyway because what the fuck does that have to do with my identity

gate keeping gender identities is crazy you guys I need you to know that

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Anyway.. a lot of arguing, my mistake

Nepeta becoming online friends with Damara, who sends her naughty pictures of herself and roleplays, then invites nepeta over and gets her high, then coos and praises nepeta like a cat while she humps damaras leg

yea

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What the fuck does this have to do with fandom whatsoever LMFAO

Fuck TikTok and all the evil corporations who want us to believe we’re dependent on them to speak publicly. Social media does not control us or our political views, speak up.

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Someone whole heartedly tried to argue with me that i cant be pro-ship if i didn’t care about the tiktok ban, or if i wanted tiktok to get banned,

Because; pro shipping is anti-censorship, and the tiktok ban is censoring. Their reasoning for this was because the Republican Party was banning TikTok because it was turning people leftist.

What the fuck does that have to do with me liking to watch fictional men touch teen boys. WTF that got to do with the censorship of FICTION in the first place

if you genuinely think that social media and the internet is the only way activists can speak publicly you need to fucking go outside are you deadass rn. go to a fucking protest or something. Not giving a shit about the TikTok ban is NOT the same as being for the ban of activism gargle my dickk

Fuck TikTok and all the evil corporations

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this comment made me chuckle.

(the context of the post was one of my adult mutuals who has a large platform harassing and bullying a mentally unwell child on tiktok, so I told them it wasn’t ok and we should focus on people who are actually hurting others, so they said “people who actually hurt others you mean proshippers?!)