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I was in a vc with people I thought were my friends last night and one of them asked the other if they could switch to a private vc for a moment and so they left me alone for like 10 minutes and I kept feeling worse and worse as the minutes went by and then when they finally came back they were like "I was complaining about my dad" which just feels like such a cop out kind of answer so yeah anyway I guess I don't have friends anymore <3
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I was content being the martyr in this situation but now others have forced me into being the Bad Guy and I gen would rather not deal with it... all of which makes me even more of the bad guy
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Me making a post on main talking about issues I have with X knowing that Y is going to see it and waiting for Y to snitch on me to X so I can block Y and be justified 🥰
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"I'm on snl and you're not!" But it's me eating a wonderful meal I just cooked while you starve yourself
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"I don't want to lose a friend over this" well I'm ready to lose that and so much more. Isn't that funny.
#alternatively: all of this has been about what you wanted. its my turn to decide now.#shut up;;#break ups
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I see two friends in a discord call. I think that it would be good for me if I were to join them. I decide to send a message first. I type up message. I stop before I hit send. They probably hate me. They're probably actively talking about me. If I join I'll probably ruin their night. I delete message. I curl up into a ball and drink the pain away. The numbness soothes me
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There is a bit (a lot) of paranoia that surges in me whenever I softblock someone and they instantly follow me back
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Genuine question but can someone have a PD from each cluster
#the more i think about that guy who suggested I have quiet bpd the more i think about it#like i know many people with avpd comorbid with bpd but I also have ppd?? like can i really have three?? it seems unlikely#but reading about quiet bpd makes me question it#god i need a new therapist#shut up;;#cluster c#cluster b#cluster a
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Quietly leaving a friend group because I don't feel like I'm allowed to be there anymore + it gen feels like no one cares about me regardless. The only reason I'm still in there is for ~2 people who I try to talk to exclusively via dms and even then it's not much
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Lost nearly my entire support system less than a week before my birthday 😀✌️
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How long can I not respond to someone until I'm the asshole
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ppd culture is someone accusing you of faking all your trauma and instead of having a normal reaction, you leave every community you’re in and block everyone because if one person thinks that, everyone has to, right?
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Genuine question, but can someone explain the difference between discouraged/quiet bpd and avpd
#ive been told i have avpd but recently ive seen stuff about discouraged bpd and now im a little miffed#discouraged bpd#bpd#avpd#shut up;;#i doubt i have both but also the idea of me having both makes me laugh
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Deciding that after the depression episode that was my birthday last year, this year imma just keep it on the downlow. People who remember, remember. I'm not gonna ask people to hang out so I don't get sad when they ditch me. Maybe I'll log off for the day and pretend the loneliness is intentional instead of a defect. Regardless I'm just done feeling like the 2nd option to everyone and I don't want to cry on my birthday again this year.
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I've gained so much weight 😭😭
#like all the weight i list over the last year is back im so fucking sad#this is what food insecurity does to a motherfucker i guess#shut up;;
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