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me vs. ME

My heart rate is increasing…

Calm down, keep breathing.

I think I’m going to die…

You say this every time.

It’s blurry, it’s hard to see…

It’s in your head. You’re so weak.

But what if this is THE time…

It never is, you never die.

But what if this is-

You know you’re fine! Fuck!

I can’t calm myself down…

Then give in, take that pill now.

But I’ve done so good without it…

Yeah, it shows, you seem…

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Back road, mountain road; shallow to deep. Not a soul around but me and my boo @sweetbeast1 on this beautiful day in Washington. #drivingtonowhere #nofilterneeded #wanderlust . . #washington #kalamariver b. #nikon #mykgw #kgwnews #pnw #yesterdayspicture (at Kalama River)

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I got skills, they're multiplyin'...our #indica plant, 4 weeks into budding and looking mighty fine. Look at that purple! And she smells like candy. 😳 No experience, no fancy equipment, no PH balancing...just a little TLC. 📷: @sweetbeast1 #legalweed #maniloveoregon #weedporn #growyourown #marijuanagrowers #growtime #purplepunch #budding #sweet #growskills #marijuana #icy (at Portland, Oregon)

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Mt. Hood, I never get tired of seeing this beauty. 🌲🗻🌲 #oregonneedsnofilter #mthood 📷: @sweetbeast1 . . #kgwnews #pdx #wanderlust #pacificnorthwestlife #oregon #portland #westcoast (at Portland, Oregon)

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Above the city... 97°, but still a photo op. #portland #sunday . . #maniloveoregon #mthood #kgwnews #kgwweather #photoop #pdx #nikon @sweetbeast1 (at Pittock Mansion)

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#facts (at Portland, Oregon)

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Friday Night Lights #pdx #portland . . #pdxigers #fridaynightlights #pnw #pacificnorthwestlife #oregon (at Portland, Oregon)

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Happy 4th. (I believe in kneeling) Enjoy our view... #mthood #happy4thofjuly . . . #oregon #kgwnews #pnw #westcoast #bestcoast @sweetbeast1 (at Portland, Oregon)

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There's somethin' about growing your own and seeing the process come full circle. Seed-to-smoke. #legalweed #growyourown #seedtosmoke #craterlakestrain #5050 #growdiaries #weed #marijuanagrowers (at Portland, Oregon)

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📷: @sweetbeast1 Sunday vibes . . #waterfall #oregonneedsnofilter #exploreoregon #kgwnews #pacificnorthwestlife (at Bridal Veil Falls)

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Beautiful day for fallin' 🌲🌳 #oregonneedsnofilter #falls #pacificnorthwestlife #pnw #columbiarivergorge #wanderlust #exploreoregon @sweetbeast1 (at Bridal Veil Falls)

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I've been the bitch before. I'm sure, to someone, I'm the bitch right now. If I'm the one that's bad in your story, I'm sorry. I hope you'll reach out and give me a chance to fix that. #realtalk (at Portland, Oregon)

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Too accurate!!!! 💭💭💭💭 #mindofastoner (at Portland, Oregon)

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Sorry for the fast moving camera motion, the water was a tad on the "it's fucking freezing" side...😳 #oregonneedsnofilter #pacificocean #westcoast #oregoncoast @sweetbeast1 (at Netarts, Oregon)

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Every place we go is like a post card....the west coast is simply the best coast. 🌊🌞🗻🌲 #oregonneedsnofilter #pnw #oregoncoast #pacificocean . . . #mykgw #kgwnews #westcoast (at Netarts-Oceanside)

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Cuban chicken, black beans, cilantro lime rice and homemade Mango salsa. It was slammmmmmmin'. 🍴 #cuban . . . #foodnetworkstar #sundaydinner #nomnom (at Happy Valley, Oregon)

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@sweetbeast ⛳⛅ #tothefence #sundaze #drivingrange #portland . . #fathersday #oregon #golf (at McKay Creek Golf Course)