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I DID IT!!!!

after years and years of struggling to lose weight and keep it off from both binging + the world’s slowest metabolism, i finally did it. this is my lowest weight since i was 15 and i’m bouta turn 19🥹

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body check

5’2 (157.5cm) / 103lbs (46.7kg)

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tw ed

does anyone else have a weight they just CAN’T get below no matter how hard they try? i keep hitting 102 but then i just either stay at 102 for days or creep back up to 105 and the cycle repeats🙁

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total weight loss this week: 3.9lbs

if i can keep this up i’ll finally be in the double digits by next week🥹

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why does nobody ever talk about the sheer loneliness that comes with eds? i feel like i never have the time and energy to see my friends. and even when i do, i’ve pushed most of them away because i didn’t want them to worry about my lifestyle. i’ve distanced myself a lot from my family too. i really wish things were different but i don’t even know where to start in fixing them. this is genuinely the loneliest i’ve ever been in my life🫠

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oh no, don’t tempt me

i ain’t slept in six weeks

haven’t ate since wednesday

goddamn i’m empty🪦

-am/pm

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it’s always a trap idk what they be putting in those ritz crackers but they addicting asf istg😭😭