#tw 🦋

[redsrunning777]

Thisss

[fauna-ghost]

Yesterday at work one of my friends/coworkers was wearing a pair of low rise jeans and she had that hip gap. You know? Well she was also pointing out the bruises on her hips. And it just made me so mad cause like that use to be me. I use to have that hip gap and “strange bruises” on my hips and legs.

It just reminded me of how fat I’ve actually gotten and how round I am. I hate it. I’m restricting as much as my partner is letting me (they make the food and make sure says we go to the gym that we eat at least 3 meals and it’s very frustrating) and I’m fasting on days where they’re not around and going to the gym.

They’ve got work outta town for a few weeks so I’ll be able to kick into over drive for a week but I really want all this pudge gone by march. I want to be at most 120lbs by march so I’m trying to push gym more. I don’t actually even know what I weigh atm and I’m so scared to check

[shookymonster]

How to eat low cal for lunch:

Make a low cal soup

Eat that soup

Immediately eat a gIANT fUCKING bANANA

Act like the banana never happened

[spearmxnt-and-ice]

Low Cal Chocolate Milk (40 cals total)

Ingredients

1 cup unsweetened almond milk (30 cal)

1 tbsp unsweetened cocoa powder (10 cal)

stevia, to taste (I used three packets) (0 cal)

Combine ingredients together in a cup and mix mix mix - cocoa powder is hydrophobic, meaning it repels liquid, so you’ll have to stir vigorously to incorporate the cocoa powder into the almond milk.

Super awesome for beating sweet cravings, and filling!

[sweet-like-saccharine]

me when i feel like a failure but i haven’t eaten in over 40 hours again

[ollie-isd3ad]

y'all I got therapy after thanksgiving and I really really want to tell her all about my ed but also I CANT get admitted to the psych ward, I'm not in immediate danger cuz I'm at a kinda high weight rn, but I really need to tell someone just to talk it through and I have no other people in my life that I can. should I just keep it to myself?

[thatblackbirddd]

hi, heading back to Tumblr, creating a new acc to cope. good seeing everyone again!

[kai-isnotokay]

I don't need food to live. I live off of white monster and cigarettes just fine *faints*

[redsrunning777]

I want to be mid-late 90s rachel greene monica geller thin

[fauna-ghost]

Second day of going to the gym by myself

And I hate it so much honestly. I wish my buddy or my partner was going with me.

Today wasn’t bad. Tho I need to do more weights and less cardio

[shookymonster]

Tummy burns for no reason yayyyyyy

[spearmxnt-and-ice]

Just push through those cravings. Your body will enter ketosis before you know it, and then you won’t want to eat anymore.

[sweet-like-saccharine]

“remember you’re trying to lose weight not ky$”

ok what if i’m trying for both

[ollie-isd3ad]

NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING, NO EATING-

[coffinhelena]

i forgot how good fasting felt omg