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Guess who just turned 18 the other day mwahahaahaha 😈😈

Yes that does mean I will be making a VERY self indulgent post soon.

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Arcane Masterlist

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Key: 💗 = fluff, 💔 = angst, ❤️‍🩹 = hurt to comfort, ‼️ = violence, 💝 = crack.

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Update (please read) :D

Hello! So erm…guess who’s back from the dead! 😅 I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long, I had HUGE writers block and was super busy with college, and while I am still busy with college, my motivation has come back!! I’m sorry to everyone who was wondering where I was but I plan on posting again soon, so dw! 😼

Also, here are a few updates about how I plan on changing my account. You might have noticed already that I’ve taken a bunch of fandoms I write for and masterlists down. This is because I’m not that interested in them anymore, however I have kept JJK. Everything else has been removed, apart from the Tokyo Revengers masterlist because I had one work for that fandom. This is not to say I won’t write for these fandoms anymore, I just won’t be taking requests. So they aren’t completely gone, it’s only if I get inspiration.

You may have also noticed I added Arcane to fandoms I write for! This is because JJK and Arcane are two series that I can’t get out of my head for the life of me atm, and they’re fandoms I want to write for.

Now, regarding my series “Reunited”. I know a lot of people are excited by the series, but honestly, I don’t have much motivation for it anymore :( I created the first post with the idea of it being a oneshot and the attention it got was COMPLETELY unexpected lol. But don’t get me wrong, I appreciate all the love so much and I know it makes a lot of you happy, which is one reason why I won’t be completely dropping it. The other reason why I won’t be completely dropping it is because I do genuinely enjoy writing for the AU, I just don’t have many ideas and would like to focus on others I have. This series would become something that slowly updates every now and then, I hope people are okay with this.

On that note, please tell me if you would like to stay on the tag list for my upcoming posts, not just Reunited!

And to people who have requested or dropped by, know that I am slowly replying! The actual requests may just take a min 😭

Either way though, I love you all and tysm for ALMOST 500 FOLLOWERS?! HELLO?!?! The fact that many people like my content enough to follow is insane to me. I hope you’re all well and I look forward to posting again 🥰🫶 Also feel free to ask any questions in the comments or DM me.

— Peanut <333

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About the reunited au (tw suicide)

What if after realising how bad sukuna is reader ends her life instead of moving someplace very far and starting a new life. I mean she finds herself in a completely different era and the man who she loved for so long isn't who she thought he was. Plus the guilt from sharing stuff about gojo, i could imagine she would have a very hard time and it would be interesting to see how sukuna would react if she ended the turmoil for herself in this way. Would he destroy everything in a fit of rage or feel responsible and guilty for her death and stop? Idk i think this could be interesting but i do realise its a quite heavy topic so no worries :)

TW// SUICIDE

This is definitely something that could happen.

Reader was last in the real world 1,000 years ago, the world has changed hugely since then. Sure, they know some things about the new world (curtesy to the students at Jujutsu High and Gojo) but everything’s so new and overwhelming. So starting anew in a world Reader doesn’t know would be daunting and terrifying.

The only consistent person in Reader’s life was Sukuna, but after finding out who he truly is, Reader would become even more lost in this new world. With the realisation and guilt that Sukuna was exploiting Reader’s love to get information about Gojo and then Gojo’s death, everything would shatter.

In every version of the ending, Gojo’s death will always be the tipping point for Reader. He’s helped them so much and was a great guy who only wanted the best for Reader.

I can 100% see Reader being so devastated and overwhelmed that they would end it all.

Sukuna would be absolutely destroyed by Reader’s death, and even more so because they took it themself. He would blame himself for Reader’s death (which it is), and then it would go one of many ways.

Sukuna would become so depressed and ashamed, he would end it all as well.

Sukuna would become so angry about Reader’s death, he would destroy the world, kill everyone and then himself.

Sukuna would carry on with his plan for the perfect future in the name of Reader’s legacy and memory. However, he would never truly be happy as they are not there but he continues to live his life anyway as punishment for pushing Reader towards their demise.

Sukuna would stop all the killing, make amends with everyone and try to become a better being for the sake of Reader. However, he still would be unhappy as his one true love is gone and he will never see them again thanks to his blindness and stupidity.

There are many more possibilities where he lives, but if he does, he would never be truly happy. Reader is the only person he actually cares about and to have them dead is effectively killing Sukuna.

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Hi peanut how are you? :3 hope you're doing well <3

Heya! I am, thank you :D I hope you are as well <333

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Y’all pls give me prompts/ideas or just personal thoughts on scenario’s for Reunited AU 🥲 I’m a bit stumped atm.

I hope you’re all well and I am working on drafts, rest assured! I just need a little boost.

— Peanut <333

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i am actually living for your reunited series my brain is overflowing with it its SOOO GOOD

THANK YOU LOVELYYYY <333

I’m happy you enjoy it sm 🥹 Rest assured, more parts will be coming out SOON!

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Fluff where readers want ti get gauges / stretch their ears to match Boyfriend!Geto? He helps, ofc 🤭

I’m sorry lovely, but I’m not taking requests atm. But keep an eye out for when they’re next open and feel free to request this again. 💗

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I’M SO SORRY EVERYONE FOR BEING COMPLETELY INACTIVE FOR A WHILE :((

I had a lot of exams going on and I just finished my school and I’m now going to college, which is HYPEEEEE!! But that’s exactly the reason why I’ve been inactive 😔

More posts coming soon and thank you for being patient 💗💗

— Peanut <3

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Fireworks

Pairing: Suguru Geto x Reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: GN! Reader, ANGSTTTTTTTT, not proofread, possible grammar and spelling mistakes, swearing, partly inspired by AOT (you’ll get it if you’ve watched/read it).

A/N: For context of this fic, it was inspired by Mitski’s song Fireworks. Listen to it if you haven’t already :3 (Geto is so Mitski coded and I am HERE for it). This fic is also slightly Eremika coded bc THIS SONG IS LITERALLY THEM!! Also dw everyone, I’m still writing the Sukuna fic, I just wanted to be a bit self indulgent with angst :3 Enjoy! <3

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Fireworks used to be such a joyful experience. They light up the dark sky with a harsh bang and beautiful colours. The varying patterns mesmerising everyone into watching forever.

But now they are nothing but a painful reminder of the past.

You tell yourself year after year that you’ve moved on from him — you’ve moved on from that good for nothing murderer who slaughtered all those humans for no reason.

But when you’re lying in bed, on a warm summers’ night, you’re reminded that you can never truly snuff out your love for him — despite his actions.

You’re disgusted with yourself for not being able to move on from this diabolical man. He’s ended so many lives — so many innocent lives — yet here you are, replaying old memories you seemingly eternally cherish.

“Hey, Suguru. Wait up,” you yell, Suguru stops walking to give you a chance to catch up to him, but he keeps his gaze to the floor. “Did you hear there’s going to be a firework display tonight? I heard they’re doing it to celebrate Jujutsu High’s Tokyo branch for being around for so many years. Anyway, we should watch them together!”

Suguru finally tears his eyes away from the wooden floor to look at you. “I don’t like fireworks. Their loud noises overwhelm me.”

“Oh…I didn’t know that…hey, what if we watch them from my dorm window? We’d get the perfect view and it shouldn’t be too loud.” You grin. Suguru is sceptical, but your beaming smile and want to hang out with him makes him cave.

“Alright. What time should I be at your dorm by?” Your grin grows impossibly bigger as you tell him eight o’clock. That gives you two half an hour to set up properly before the fireworks start.

“C’mon, Suguru. It’s almost eight thirty, we need to sit by the window.” He was still slightly nervous to watch the fireworks with you, even though he is far from them, but he swallows his fears down and sits with you by the window.

Soon the night sky begins to light up with the long awaited fireworks and you’re completely enamoured. So focused on them, you don’t notice that Suguru isn’t looking at them — in fact he hasn’t looked at a single one in front of him — the only fireworks he has seen tonight are the ones that reflect in your adoring eyes.

He uses this moment to question himself. Is he really going to go through with this? If he kills everyone in his village, there’s no going back and he’d most likely never see you again. You’d probably hate him as well, so there’s no point in asking you to join him. But would it hurt to ask? Would you push him away and call him a monster? Or would you agree to be his lover and stay by his side? The choice is yours.

“Y/N,” he almost feels guilty for ripping you out of your trance, but he needs to know now. It’s now or never. “What am I to you?”

“Hm?” You raise a brow. “What do you mean?”

“What am I to you?” Suguru pinches his brows together as he prepares for your rejection.

“I- Suguru, what are you-“

“What am I to you? Do you see me as the man who’s fought along side you or your family?”

“Huh? I- um- w-where did this come from?”

“Please,” Suguru looks at you urgently. “What am I to you?”

“I’m…you…you’re…you’re my…” You bite your lip with uncertainty before answering. “You’re my family.”

Suguru watches the fireworks properly for the first time tonight with a saddened look, and so do you. Unsure about your answer but too afraid and embarrassed to correct yourself.

Fifteen minutes of fireworks and thick silence go past slowly until the last one is lit and Suguru bids goodbye. You watch how his long hair sways when he walks down the corridor, not knowing that that would be the last time you saw and talked to Suguru Geto.

Now looking back on that memory, you wonder how you hadn’t seen Suguru’s heavy eye bags. How no one saw them. Or perhaps you did see them but you were unsure on how to talk to him about it.

These damn fireworks, always reminding you of him.

But still, they always have you wondering what would’ve happened if you told him how you truly felt. Would he have stayed at Jujutsu High with you, or was he too far gone at that point and would’ve asked you to join him? You honestly don’t know and most likely never will.

But you do know one thing:

Fuck warm summer nights, fuck fireworks, and fuck Suguru Geto.

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HIII HHOW R U

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HELLOOO, I’M ALR!! Been a bit busy but I promise I’ve been working on reqs 🫶🫶

HOW ARE YOU THO? 💗

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hihiii i just wanna drop by and inform you that the links in your "Masterlist of Masterlists" were redirecting to an account whose name is "truthful-peanut" and no posts were shown :((

Hello lovely! Thank you for informing me. My original name on this account was “truthful-peanut” which is why that happened, but I have now updated all the links, so happy reading nonny :)

If anymore problems come up, please lmk.

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Once there’s nothing left to destroy and no one left to kill, he comes to terms with the fact he killed Reader and becomes disgusted with himself. He’s officially became the monster Reader thought he was. The only fair punishment he deems for himself is to live out the rest of his life on this bare planet, wallowing away in the pain he stupidly caused himself.

thats literally poetic i would eat it up

ur so right ab their personalities i can def see it happening. i like how ur writing is very relative to the characters personalities. if u write angst i cant wait to read it

if u go w the gojo idea, imagine seeing sukuna manipulate reader using their love for him to find out stuff for him or to help him out n stuff, and the reader hates it but hasnt ever known any other love, and thinks this is like normal until gojo finds out and is so betrayed bc he thought the reader was close bc reader liked gojo back

reader going out of japan and sukuna becoming a good guy (im delusional) n all n finds her his whole life only when he does shes moved on n stuff and like doesnt even remember him that well, now that would make me cry rlly bad 💀💀 - 🍥

Thank you!! I truly think that that is how everything ends in this AU. Reader can no longer look past Sukuna’s actions, so they move on completely, leaving all shackles of Jujutsu Society behind. But Sukuna can’t accept that and becomes loss of purpose and overwhelmingly angry, so much so he destroys everything and regrets it for all eternity once he’s calmed down and realised what he did.

And I’m glad you think so! I’m sometimes worried I write them ooc (I mean, soft Sukuna is VERY ooc, but like, other than that I mean lmaooo), so I’m happy that my depictions of them are right.

I will definitely explore the Gojo idea, but I don’t think it would be the canon idea. Or at least where Reader reciprocates the feelings. It could possibly come close, but then Sukuna’s like “nah, you’d lose.” And kills him.

But yes, no matter if Reader was to reciprocate Gojo’s feelings or not, Sukuna would know and would definitely use your obliviousness to Gojo’s feelings and devotion for him to his advantage and manipulate Reader into giving him information about Gojo.

Now Reader is a kind soul, even though they love Sukuna and he’s told them time and time again that this is okay and it’s for the greater good, deep down Reader knows they shouldn’t be doing this and it eats them alive. Therefore, I’d like to think Gojo would immediately know something is up.

When he questions Reader, they would immediately crumble telling Gojo everything that Sukuna knows thanks to them and he’s not gonna lie, he feels absolutely betrayed and heartbroken that while he thought you were finally reciprocating his feelings, you were secretly telling Sukuna everything. I think this is where Gojo would properly start honing in on the idea that Reader should stay away from Sukuna and telling them he isn’t healthy for Reader — despite being heartbroken. Maybe if you cut contact with Sukuna, you will fall for him this time?

The plasters ripped off and Reader’s view of Sukuna shatters as they finally realise who Sukuna truly is. Completely overwhelmed and heartbroken that Sukuna would use them like that, this would be when Reader leaves Japan.

And yk what? Sukuna becoming a good guy is extremely delulu icl, but soft Sukuna is already delulu enough, so why not go the full mile? 😂

I honestly love this idea! It’s definitely not something I would make canon but something — like if Reader started dating Gojo — I would like to explore at some point!

Imagine Sukuna realising how shitty of a boyfriend he has been when Reader left. He was so focused on creating the perfect future for Reader and him that he completely neglected Reader’s feelings during the creation process, so he stops his plans, changes his ways (mostly) and focuses on trying to find them.

After a few years of searching, he finds Reader in a country far from Japan with a completely new life. Itadori warned him before he left that finding Reader probably wouldn’t end well, but he ignored him. He now wishes he’d listened to his bratty nephew. Reader had a dotting, human boyfriend, worked at a bakery, had a nice welcoming home and had completely moved on from him.

He was unsure about approaching them at first, but he regretted when he did because you had to rack your mind for a good minute before recognising him. But that wasn’t even the worst part. When Reader recognised him, their face morphed into pure fear as they just stared back at him. Waiting for him to do something. Perhaps kill them for running away from him.

“I see you’ve created a lovely new life.”

Reader warily nods as tears prick the corners of their bloodshot eyes. This is it. This is the end.

“Promise me that no matter what life throws at you, you will live a life you can be proud of.” And with that, he turns and leaves them alone. Forever.

Thanks again 🍥 anon for the yummy angst thoughts :333

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If anyone saw a concubine! Reader x Heian Era! Sukuna post…no you didn’t 🫡

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i love both of the ideas tbh, its interesting if reader saw sukunas different side, like she knew what he did but he never exposed her to that and treated her like a delicate flower, and all those years locked up she obviously missed him abd was blindsided but seeing him like this would absolutely ruin her and make HER feel guilty for supporting him at some point yk and he feels this but its like deeo in his heart hes chanting that he only wants to do this to be w reader

for gojo i think he'd get a little selfish and be like, shes so nice and sweet someone like sukuna will only hurt her, so maybe he badtalks sukuna and tries to make you stay w him but it pushes you awag

what really would be awesome is reader escaping to live a normal life

can i be 🍥 anon? :3

Thank you, I’m glad you like them both! And ofc you can be 🍥 anon :D I wanna say thank you for planting this into my brain and I will deffo explore Reader finding out who Sukuna truly is leading them to think of him as a monster, only seeing the amount of bloodshed he’s created for their ‘perfect’ future some more soon. It’s the perfect tooth rotting angst that kills my devious little soul in the best way possible :3

I also agree that once Gojo starts noticing that you’re questioning your love for Sukuna, he would use this to his advantage.

We all know Gojo isn’t some perfect saint, but Reader doesn’t know that. The only experience they’ve ever had with him is the Gojo who goes out of his way to keep them safe while simultaneously saving as many people as he can. This is a big difference to Sukuna who seemingly wants to kill everyone Reader has learnt to love and care for after being unsealed.

I think Gojo would start telling Reader things like “do you really want to stay with someone who’s killing all your friends?” And “what if one day he decides you’re not enough, so he kills you?” To try and convince Reader to stay with him and fall out of love with Sukuna.

Sukuna would go ballistic at this, how preposterous is that? Hurt you? However the more damage Sukuna does to the world, trying to prove his point, the more he pushes Reader right into Gojo’s arms, despite telling them he’s doing all of this for them.

But it could also be that Reader recognises who Sukuna is but still doesn’t want to be with Gojo, so they move out of Japan to a safer place. They want to start a new life without the control of Jujutsu Society scrutinising every move they make — despite their only affiliation being Sukuna’s ex-lover…

Or maybe Reader stays with Gojo but when Sukuna kills him, it convinced Reader they need to stay away from him. So they move out of Japan, away from Sukuna. Again, starting a new life, free of the weight of Jujutsu Society.

Both endings where Reader moves out of Japan, Sukuna would go truly insane. You were the soul reason for his plan and you up and left him. I could imagine an end of the world type thing where he gets so angry with the world for pushing you away, he completely destroys everything, and I mean everything. He kills everyone, including Reader, completely blinded by rage.

Once there’s nothing left to destroy and no one left to kill, he comes to terms with the fact he killed Reader and becomes disgusted with himself. He’s officially became the monster Reader thought he was. The only fair punishment he deems for himself is to live out the rest of his life on this bare planet, wallowing away in the pain he stupidly caused himself.

…Yummy angst 😋

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btw im alr so invested in ur like writing and ideas injs know ur gonna b one of my fav authors from now on 😞 do u allow anons ?

AWWWWW, THANK YOU SMMM 🥺🤧💗 I’m so happy you like my writing so much! And yes, I do allow anons :) Lmk if you want a specific name/emoji affiliation.

I hope you’re having a good day/night, anon! <3

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like no pressure u dont need to add this or anything cuz im js speculating

it would be rlly interesting if like reader cant met sukuna for a while for whatever reason and gojo has to take care of her and ends up liking her js a bit, not alot and when she and kuna reunite he gets heartbroken n stuff

YES OMG. I am SUCH a sucker for angst and I love this idea sm. might make a silly little oneshot about this at some point 🤭🤭

!!MANGA SPOILERS BELLOW CUT!!

But in all seriousness, I feel like if this was gonna happen, it would be after Shibuya when Gojo gets unsealed. Because during that time, Sukuna has changed vessels from Yuji to Megumi and before that when Sukuna completely obliterated Shibuya, I don’t think Reader would be happy with Sukuna and maybe decides to stay with the sorcerers.

Seeing Sukuna in this new light of the monster he is with everyone else scares and angers Reader into possibly falling slightly out of love for Sukuna and possibly moving onto Gojo who is everything Sukuna is not — in Readers eyes.

I love angst :333

Edit: I just realised I read this wrong and you meant Gojo gets feelings for Reader but they’re unrequited 💀

In this case, I think it would happen early on if Gojo was to become romantically attracted to Reader because, in part 2, Gojo tells Reader he has been ordered to mentor/keep an eye on Reader because the higher ups don’t trust them. Gojo and Reader will spend a large amount of time together because of this.

However, I think he would except quickly that you are only interested in Sukuna. Which does hurt him, but it’s to be expected.

Buuuutttt, if Reader was to ever reciprocate his feelings, it would be after the Shibuya incident. Reader doesn’t like violence and Gojo could just use that to his advantage after you whiteness Sukuna in Shibuya 🤭