cyanparade

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concealed uncertainties

Hi! Sorry I was away. This piece was started during 2016. Now that it is 2025, I have completed one chapter! This piece is quite personal to me, I can't write my emotions so I drew them instead. I have more chapters and would like to complete them. My medication for treating depression works this time and I am very grateful to everyone who helped me while I'm on this bumpy ride. I truly missed creating and I hope I am able to catch up. Many many thanks for your support, I am forever grateful to you. Please take care and best wishes.

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Hello!! I will be at Comic Fiesta 2024! Here's my catalogue Level 3 Hall 7 B-L23 (BL ohohoho) A bit chill this year hahhaaha feel free to drop by! Tell me your favourite ships! Your kpop bias!! Tell me anythingggg See you there!!

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Supernova

I didn't draw an illustration for years due to depression, I am glad to be able to finish this artwork within a month.

I am still trying to overcome my illness, and this is my very first step for this year. Thank you so much for all your support and encouragements, I would like to create more if it is possible. I pray for all of you be blessed with lots of kindness 🙏

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flames

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Haikyuuuuuuuu at AGM【F28·sushiroll Cat】booth! I won't be there but hope if you are visiting Animangaki do check out booth F28 😉

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Hi, I'm opening c0mmissi0n for month of March. Feel free to check the link for more information. Reblogs and share are greatly appreciated. Many thanks! https://forms.gle/aQUbYxU6Qn9m3kW36

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引き換えに何もかも失うとしても 抱き締めたいもう一度

This is the first painting I did after many years of burnt out and depression. It is my favourite BL game/anime/drama. I still have no interest in other medias due to anhedonia, I feel so left out. But I am glad to be able to paint something, even if no one likes it

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mercy

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The heart yearns

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Hello everyone! Hope you are doing well

Would you like a digital art course from me? And what would you like to learn from me? Please reply here, thank you so much!!

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The Guardians  hi-res psd + png All sales from this product will be donated to https://blacklivesmatter.com Thank you for your consideration https://gumroad.com/l/kcblm

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https://ko-fi.com/cyanparade

All donations starts from 8th November will receive full size PSD/PNG of this illustration of Korra and Asami. Thank you so much for your consideration and support!! :')

(I apologise for doing this, most expenses goes to renting hotel nearby my dad's hospital and also food, medical needs, bills etc. Thank you so so much)

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Hi all! It’s been awhile.  Life has been a merry go round, after getting PTSD, now my dad is sick. I am unemployed, so I have uploaded some new products on Gumroad!! I need at least USD200 every week to pay for hospital expenses for my dad who is sick due to cancer, if you like any of the products I will be very grateful. Thank you so much for your consideration and support <3   https://gumroad.com/cyanparade

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Hello all. This is the hi-res psd & png file of Haruka & Michiru. The psd file is layered. Due to PTSD, I couldn't work for 3 months, and had to pay a lot of responsibilities. I will be extremely grateful for your consideration and support https://gumroad.com/l/kcharumichi Many thanks and best wishes. Cheers!

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Thank you

The amazing digital art of kiDChan

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Hi, due to major depression, anxiety and on top of that ptsd, which was diagnosed by my psychiatrist, for months I couldn't work for (I'm dumb I know orz) in order to pay debts and all I am open for $60 PayPal fee included sketch. If you are interested feel free to fill in the form, thank you~~

https://forms.gle/nQD1x7q6z8vGUy8o8

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Hey all I will open simple sketch commission in a few more hours, each is like $60 includes PayPal fee. Sorry I couldn’t draw better as my ptsd is really exhausting🙃 feel free to link your references here! I’ll see what I can do.

Or you can message me at cyanparade.info@gmail.com

Many thanks!