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I Can't Make You Love Me (Justin Bieber Fanfiction) (BWWM) (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/pN3agGpC4R Sasha Leif, the depressed child of a famous dead singer, tries to navigate her deepening love for her best friend, Justin Bieber. Things become heated when Justin realizes Sasha is now a woman and no longer the little girl he grew up with, where he vowed to protect his friend from the toxicity of fame in the land of show business, but will he realize that he might be the person hurting her the most. Sasha breaks away from her mother's shadow and tries to prove her father wrong by making a name for herself as an up and coming singer. She has to find herself before she loves. She will have to make the hardest choice of her life while balancing her career and Justin.

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chapter 17

I sat on the bed in a lingerie set, aesthetically positioned by the co-director and Justin himself.

I watched as Justin animatedly talked to the DP and the Director about the storyboard of the visual album.

I sighed to myself, getting a little impatient. We had a morning and night shoot.

Call time was 6 am but the way he expressed his creativity was cute. 

I knew he wanted to show out like the attention whore he was and make an extra ass video of him pretending to fuck me on camera so the whole world knows not to touch me. 

He thinks I am stupid but I know his ulterior motive. The man is so territorial and jealous, he is branding my forehead for the world to see.

Not like anybody had a chance.

Justin new exactly what to say to me. He was a master manipulator. He just had to bat his long thick eyelashes at me and I caved. So when he told me I was his muse, I couldn’t stop giggling like the weak person I was. 

It’s embarrassing.  

Our new relationship had only solidified my intense attachment to him. 

I was a delusional for so long that I had to keep pinching myself that we both were actually dating one another.

Was my need to be around him 24/7 a little toxic? Maybe. We might have the tendency to be co-dependent on each other, but I love him. 

I don’t even love myself. 

It was pathetic. I know.

The more I watched him, the more turned on I became.

As of recently he refuses to touch me because he wants to “method” act.

Ryan was joking around when he said that Justin was sex addict and he couldn’t stopped if he tried. Justin got the bright idea of refraining from sex to build tension in order to illustrate our natural sexual chemistry on camera.

The problem is, he wasn’t the only sex addict.

I have been deprived.

All the times he was allowed to finger pop his dirty fingernails in me, without washing his hands, in public, the audacity.

I never punished him with sex but he was so quick to punish me.

He’s a sore loser, and I knew he was still upset about the nerf game.

In my defense, he started it. I just finished it. 

What a petty little bitch. 

Whatever he can do, I can do twice as bad.

I could ruin his whole life if I wanted to.

I felt myself pout a little as I wallow in my sexual frustration, the way the cloth of the lace panty rubbed against my clit was uncomfortable as my nether lips became wetter.

I begged him to fuck me this morning but he yelled at me. I remembered his attitude and the little altercation that happened too.

I let him think he is in control.

It was all part of the plan, to get what I wanted.

I’m an emotionally and mentally unstable person.

Two of us can play this game.

Checkmate.

“Please let me put my mouth on you” I whispered in his ear. 

He ignored me as he continued to write an email on his phone. 

My leg was stretched out on his lap as my bare pussy was angled against his gym shorts clad thighs, I began to rub my pussy against him until I felt friction against his bare skin as his shorts rode up. 

I pressed my succulent lips onto the corner of his mouth, and lined his jaw with kisses. I started to suck his neck, I felt him breathe a little heavier. He snaked his arm so that he could hold me better, he tossed his phone towards the seats in front of us. He lifted me against his hardening cock. I grinded against him as he massaged my ass and brought me closer to his body. I soppily sucked his tongue into my mouth. He bit my lip and his tongue took dominance. 

I knew his ass missed me too. 

I pulled back. “Justin” My voice begged for permission, and he nodded.

I slipped my hands beneath his shirt. I traced my fingertips against his abs. I teased him as I ghosted around his crotch, and the anticipation had him buckle against me. I couldn’t wait any longer. He watched me from his half lidded lustful eyes.

I cupped him through his underwear, when I was about to pull him out; his phone rang and he answered the call, and he swatted my hands away from him. I looked at him in embarrassment. I felt blood pool towards the back of my neck and ears. 

“I thought-” I sat there confused.

“I don’t want you” he snapped and then continued the rest of his conversation on the phone. 

I sat in faux shock, he left me on my knees, the position went from empowering to degrading in mere seconds. I can’t believe he rejected me... again.

I shriveled back to my seat. I left a huge space between Justin and I, it was getting bigger as the dismissive silence filled the emptiness in the car. I curled against the window facing away from him. 

It didn’t occur to me that I was crying until I started sniffling. 

I hated being rejected. I don’t deserve to be talked to in that way. 

Hot angry tears poured down my face. 

Every emotion hit me at once. I couldn’t stop it because I was hungry, tired and sexually frustrated.  I angrily wiped my tears away. 

He looked at me oddly, “I have to go, I call so we can schedule the meeting”. He ended his call.

“Are you fuckin crying” he unsympathetically asked. I ignored him.

“I don’t have time for you to be acting like a child, we are about to arrive on set in 30 minutes, you got about 5 minutes to stop” he demanded.

He was so disrespectful. Someone needs to teach him how to deal with woman.

This only made me cry “harder”.

He tried to pull me towards him, but I shrugged him off. “I don’t want you” I threw back in his face.

“I didn’t mean it that way baby, c’mere” he begged me.

I shook my head. 

He yanked me towards him, he whispered into the side of my head, “I’m sorry baby, please forgive me, I didn’t mean to make you cry” he kissed my wet cheek and then softly kissed my lips. 

He then wiped my tears away. He kissed me again and tried to deepen the kiss but I turned my head away from him. 

“Stop being difficult” he pulled my chin towards him and pressed his lips against mine. I eventually gave in and reciprocated his tongue motions. 

Justin snaked his hands up my dress and he cupped my pussy and I couldn’t help my moan in anticipation. I always get what I want, I pressed myself closer to him wanting to feel more friction.

“I’m crazy for you know that,” He said into my lips.

“I’ll always give you whatever you want” he rubbed his fingers against my clit.

He lifted me to so I could straddle his lap.

“Wearing no panties, do you like when I have to punish you?”

Punish me? I’m gonna punish you sweetheart. Men are so weak and stupid.

He thrusted to finger inside me and tapped inside of my wall causing me to leak out, his lips traveled to my cleavage as he sucked in my puffy nipple, he bit on to it as I became a mess in his lap. 

I threw my head back as I felt the build up of my impending orgasm, I wanted him so bad. I whimpered at the loss of his fingers. He thrusted his soaked fingers into my mouth while he unzipped himself and thrusted his cock inside of me. 

Tears fell because it felt so fucking good, his dick pistoled in and out of me, he hammered into me. After I sucked his fingers clean he grabbed my neck by the side and squeezed harder with each thrust. The visceral look in his eyes made me shake with lust. 

With his other hand, he slapped my ass cheeks, I felt them throbbing. I was so close. His grip on my neck was tight and he carefully wiped my tears. I was a mess and I was crying for release, every synapse in body was about to explode. The nerves were so sensitive, I was teetering on the edge, Justin roughly rubbed my clit. 

“Stop, please I can’t” I said weakly. 

Justin looked me in the eyes and rubbed faster. The feeling of pressure building between my legs and my stomach muscles tightening, I felt a tsunami of pleasure crash into me as I couldn’t control the noise or liquid that came out of me. 

Justin’s dick was soaked with my juices. Justin’s hand on my clit didn’t move as I continued to cum. 

“Isn’t this what you wanted” he acted coyly as if he wasn’t the cause of my pain and pleasure.

“Cum for me” Justin hot breath touched my neck as he bit down on my jugular. I could feel my pulse thrum through out my body, loudly like a washing machine. 

I came harder as he rubbed my clit. I splashed his lap as I squirted and liquid pooled against the seat. I try to catch my breath as sobs racked my body. I clung on to Justin body. 

“Suck me off” Justin commanded, I obediently got down on my knees and swallowed him whole, as he held my head down. 

Tears followed and sucked him to his base as he bobbed my head, hitting the back of my throat. I felt his dick throb and twitch before releasing in my mouth. He emptied his load down my throat and made sure I swallowed every drop.

He put himself back into his pants. I crawled to sit on his lap. I curled into him he wiped my tear streaked face. 

“You are so beautiful like this”. He kissed brushed his tongue against mine and tasted himself. 

I sat there in content, just wait on what I got in store for you, sweetheart.

He loved it when I cried for him, I know he was eating up the fact how distraught he had me feeling over the loss of his dick.

Yet I always get what I want.  I still ain’t have enough of him. 

His underwear sat right below his thick V cut. His abs were glistening with the baby oil I rubbed into his skin. I closed my eyes thinking about the last time he made me squirt before today, he had me squirting every where that night, it was such surprise to us, cos it was the first time it happened with just his dick, it probably had a lot to do with the fact I ate an edible and that shit kicked in heavy as fuck. It wouldn’t fuckin stop, it was like a water fountain. 

Justin called me his fountain of youth after that and always brings it up in public cos no one else knows what the fuck he is talking about. He so nasty. 

I love that.

I barely shifted my thighs so that my clit would rub against something giving me some release.

“Baby, you good” Justin asked, my eyes opened in account of his raspy velvet voice.

I just nodded, kind of embarrassed.

“Imma need you to bring your A game. I want you to lick my abs and shit, whatever feels right, when I give him the heads up, he’ll yell action, the scene will start. We’re just doing B-Roll, so we gonna have to shoot 20 different sex scenes and make out scenes just in case I want to edit something differently”

“Just in case?” I laughed at him. He roles his eyes at me.

“Ok maybe I just like torturing you but I’m gonna start filming us, when we’re alone so that we can have more intimate moments like the one we had in the car this morning” he smirked against my neck and ear.

I pushed him away. “You so nasty” I lick my lips at him.

“You love it” He pinched my ass.

“I do” I smiled at him.

“You ready” he looked at me and I nodded.

He gave a thumbs up to the director as he yelled action, and slowly Justin came crawling to me, starting sucking my neck and kissing my chest. I forgot they were about 10 cameras on me and lights shining down, I started acting ambitious. 

I was gonna fuck with him a little. I grinded my hips up to meet his and he barely flinched, I almost didn’t catch it. He held my hips down and whispered into my ear. “Don’t fuck with me” he said.

“Kiss me” I pouted.

Justin pressed his plump lips to mine and I connected to his face roughly. I wanted him so badly I felt my clit throb.

I wrapped my legs around his waist as he thrusted his hips in to me. He was gonna get so mad at me for what I am about to do.

I sneak my hand down his pants grab his dick and hear him lightly moan. He gives me a look of disbelief, I just give him a seductive smile.

“Behave” he mouths to me. 

He pins both my wrists above my head, I am no longer in control. 

I guess he wants to play dirty.

I flip him with my body weight so that I am straddling him. 

The Director calls affirmations that he likes what we’re doing.

I pin his hands down and he begins to laugh at me and I just kiss the tip of his nose.

Out of nowhere, he gets out of my hold and picks me up and sits me on top of his face. I never been this vulnerable in my life. 

He really is petty. 

I decide to twerk on his mouth, I could feel his wet tongue lap me over my panties. 

I stand and face the opposite direction, instead of the head board and continue twerking for him. I could tell he super distracted with my ass shaking in his face.

I sneakily unclip my lace bra from the back .

He still hasn’t noticed what I am about to do.

I fling the bra on the floor. I feel him tense a little as he realizes everyone can see my breasts, on camera as if I am porn star.

I shake my ass some more and turn around to face Justin again, I put my black heel lightly on his crotch and drag it up slowly to his wind pipe. I put a little pressure on him. I remove it once I feel I’ve emasculated him enough in front of our company. Once I pull my heel off his throat, I gracefully walk down from the bed and strut to the middle of room, I stop once I know every camera can get full view of me.

Justin sits at the foot of the bed, I bend slowly so he could get full view, and I slowly untie the flimsy g string that flossed my ass. 

I know exactly the type of dumb ass face he is making right now. I can’t wait to see it on camera.

I toss it in his face, I slowly walk off set into my make shift dressing room. 

I hear a lot of silence maybe cos I was running on pure adrenaline. 

I hear a loud cut, and Justin shouting. 

Then I hear his footsteps come into my dressing room with a red face. I don’t know if he is turned on or mad. 

I actually think I might be in trouble.

“What the fuck we’re you thinking, are you fucking crazy?” 

I didn’t say anything to him, so I just shrugged.

He pulled me to his chest. 

“You’re mine, who told you to do all of that, no one. You got me fucked up, no one post to see you naked, you know I’m crazy. You got me looking stupid.”

“Well maybe if you didn’t disrespect me earlier in the car, I wouldn’t have to teach you how to respect me” I shot back.

“Don’t roll your eyes at me” He yelled.

I pushed him away from me.

“You didn’t disrespect me before you started to put your dick in me, maybe we should go back to being just friends”

“You don’t mean that” He looks into my eyes.

Maybe I did this on purpose cos I wanted him to declare it himself. Maybe I was acting out cos I wanted him to say it out loud, obviously he couldn’t control his emotions when he was angry.

I knew he would feel some type of way.

He paced around the room as I bit my lip.

I anticipated what he was going to do next. I’m always submissive, I blurred so many lines, that I am sure I got to him in some way, especially when I put my heel on his throat.

His dick thrusted inside of me without warning, and I had to hold my screams in, I felt Justin pull on to my hips as he hammered into my vagina, he slammed my pelvis into him. His roughness made my eyes roll to the back of my head. He was stroking my g-spot so repetitively he knew what he was about to do. 

I felt my vagina contract uncontrollably around his dick. He hadn’t said a word to me yet, but this role-play was so fuckin hot, I couldn’t take it.

The more he swiveled his penis in the right angles, I felt a familiar sensation of release, my orgasm was so far away but I knew that I was about to release the fountain of youth.

“Justin, please stop, I am gonna make a mess, please stop” I begged him but he knew what he was doing on purpose. 

The levee broke as I squirted all over him, uncontrollably. My thighs shook as my clit erected and streams of arousal splashed on to the couch, floor and Justin.

Justin flipped me on back and started to play with my clit as he continued to thrust inside of me. 

The next wave came harder and longer. The moment he completed one circle against my sensitive clit elicited gallons of squirt.

I couldn't stop squirting, it was splashing all over Justin’s chest and face.

Tears started to fall from its ducts out of pure pleasure, my clit was so sensitive. With each stroke, I could feel my stomach clenching, the muscles in my body were tightening, as the waves of pleasure began to build, and my walls pounded as my clit throbbed against Justin’s finger tips.

My pussy was making all types of water sounds, which I knew turned Justin on even more. His thrusts become erratic with every sound effect. 

The building pressure was intensifying with continued combo of thrusts and friction against my clit, I felt my vagina contract harder and harder. Justin’s dick pushing into that button over and over and over. My body freezes and all I could feel was my soul floating. I am moaning and squirting, Justin enters me again, thrusting as fast as possible, while my vagina is milking his dick.

Justin body twitched as he emptied himself inside of me. He pulled his thick throbbing cock out of my pulsating cunt, as I contracted his cum seeped out of my tight apex. He rubbed his head, spreading his cum around my clit, each time his rubbed against me I swear I was going into anaphylactic shock since I was so sensitive.

Justin entered me a few times, very slowly. I held him from pulling out and I looked into him, Justin patted my leg so that I could wrap my legs around him. When I did, he lifted me from the couch, so he could sit, as I lay on top of him, still attached. 

As he relaxed, he wiped the tears from my face and tiredly smiled at me.

“Are you gonna apologize to me” he cockily asked as he nipped at my neck.

“I didn’t do anything wrong, that’s not my fault you have a weak male ego” I smiled at him.

“You knew that little stunt would make me mad, didn’t you”

I laughed.

“Like I said I always get what I want, I wanted to fuck you again”

“You could have asked nicely”

“Where’s the fun in that” I kissed him on the lips.

“So sexy and crazy” he whispered in to my mouth, I swallowed his tongue. He started thrusting into me again, I gave him a throated moan.

As he fucked me, it was a good ache and I didn’t want him to stop. 

I rocked back and forth in his lap as he thrusted into my wetness ever so slowly. 

“You feel so good” I threw my head back as I held on to his chest.

“I love this” He grunted. 

I couldn’t ignore the inkling that he didn’t mean in it the way I wanted him to. I could care less. I never wanted anything more in my life then him. I was in love with him for so long it all felt so surreal.

I smiled at him “I love y”  he kissed me hard before I could say the rest, it was the type of kiss that made me want to believe anything he told me. 

Maybe he could see the my doubt in my eyes. He was good like that.

“C’mon, we need to get back on set” He slapped my butt as he pulled me off of his dick.

I moaned at the absence. He walked away to the bathroom, as I stretched out on the couch face down. 

I dozed off a little and heard the sound of my skin smacking against Justin’s hand, I gave him seductive moan knowing it would get a rise out him.

“I am tired, you fucked the shit out of me, I need a nap”

“Take a quick shower and redress, we need to film” he clapped his hands fast.

I got up and dragged myself to the bathroom complaining every chance I get.

“If you stop pouting, I’ll give you a massage as soon as we get home, okay” he promised and rubbed my back. He gave me a kiss. 

“I don’t have a choice” I yell after him as he walks out.

I pulled it together and promised myself and Justin that I wouldn’t sabotage him. 

The quicker were done, the faster I could be with him naked. That was the only thing getting me through the day.

Surprisingly enough, I got through different scenes, acting while Justin sang to me, in different positions in the bed. 

It was so hot watching the play back. But we had to take a 30 minute break because we all (crew included) couldn’t stop laughing at Justin’s face when I took off my panties. It could have been turned into a meme. The way his hand was on his heart like he was tryna stop a heart attack from happening. 

Eventually we moved passed our fit of laugher especially when we saw the video of Justin sucking one of my nipples.  

He wanted a documentary style for his visual album. 

I was directed in doing random things like singing while cooking, combing my hair in the bathroom. 

There was even a shower scene, where I was pretty naked but the fog and and stream of water blurred my physique out on camera.

I was happy about the footage because it was done in a very cinematic and artistic way.

After I did the last take I was in I went back to my trailer as Justin stayed back to with the crew.

I changed into one of Justin’s oversized tour merch shirts and threw on some slides. 

I took some clorox wipes and sanitized the couch we fucked on. I felt a little bad. 

I also picked up the towels on the floor and threw the into the dirty pile.

Justin walked in as I was getting my stuff together.

“Ready” He said in a sing song voice. I nodded.

I looked up and he was making the face at me.

I rolled my eyes cos he knew exactly what he was doing. As we walked to the escalade hand in hand he kept making the face at me. 

“What” he said.

“I hate when you make that face at me”

“What face” He says facetiously as we get to the car.

“I know what you’re trying to do” He starts to giggle as he opens the door for me. We both get in.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about” he laughs at me as he feigns innocence

“The horny face Justin!” . 

“What me?” he says almost as if he is appalled.

“You know I can’t say no to you” I squeeze his hand. 

“I’m not even offering anything” he looks at me so sexily again, and licks his lips.

“Stop it” I smacked his arm.

“That’s just how my face is” He tells the driver to go to the studio.

“What about the massage” I pout to him.

“I have something better in mind” he raises his eyebrows.

He pulls up the partition.

“Why did you pull the partition-” Justin attacks my mouth and pulls away. 

“I want to eat you out, think of it as my apology for making you work so hard and also not giving you the massage that you deserve baby”

“Let me make you feel good” he licked his lips as he got down to the floor and spread my legs.

“No panties, you don’t listen huh” He smirked at me.

“I’m all about easy access” I smiled at him.

“I’ve been wanting to taste you since this morning” he says with a thick voice.

He kissed my thighs. He gave me that look again, I swear, his soulful brown eyes I always got lost in them. 

Sometimes his stare intimidated me during these moments because I wanted to be sexy for him and not let him down, it was almost as if he knew this, I didn’t know how he did it but with one look, he gave me friendship, safety, and assurance. 

With one of his looks I knew he would eventually hurt me. It was only inevitable.

I felt raw and vulnerable. I saw him for who he was.

He was going to eat me alive.

When he looked in my eyes, he almost made me forget that he didn’t love me. When he looked at me, I felt pieces of myself attach to him. I felt so connected to him. I never wanted to leave.  I know eventually he’ll stop looking at me that way. When he does, he will take parts of me that I will never get back.

I wish he would never leave me, I wish he was more in love with me than I was in love with him.

Maybe I should just enjoy him, before he comes to his senses.

I can’t make him love me, but I sure as hell was gonna try.

Justin was in another recording booth since he wanted his new song to be a surprise. That gave me a chance to record one of my songs.

“Turn down the lights” 

All of the shiny things just said and did for me didn’t make me up for the fact that he wasn’t in love with me.

“Turn down the bed”

He disguised fucking as love. He hid behind the fact that he loved sex with me, that he loved me as family and his best friend. 

“Turn down these voices....  inside my head”

My inner mantra screamed at me all day that he didn’t love me, yet I spread my legs for him every chance I got. It felt great but I hated myself so much after.

“Lay down with me.... tell me no lies”

No bullshit, was he doing this just for me. Was I pity fuck?

“Just hold me close..... don't patronize”

A placeholder until he found someone else better.

“Don't patronize me”

Or at least until Selena came back?

“Cos’ I can't make you love me if you don't”

I can't fuck him into loving me.

“You can't make your heart feel something it won't”

The truth is you can only try for so long.

“and here in the dark, in these final hours”

Why was I giving my all to someone who didn’t even want it? I am waiting for him to pull the plug.

“I will lay down my heart”

After this there’s not much I can do, all I can do right now is love him, wait and wish.

“and I'll feel the power.... but you won’t”

And if it doesn't end the way I want it to, I’ll still be his friend and I’ll stop trying. I can’t stop loving him though.

“No you won't”

I don’t want to stop fighting for him, he was worth it. I mean if it was any indication we were so good together, well when it came to sex.

“Cos I can't make you love me”

“When you don't... no you don't

I will have to face the truth eventually.

“I'll close my eyes cos’ then I won't see”

I hate being alone cos I can’t avoid the feelings of second place, that I was his last choice, that he was settling for me.

“The love you don't feel... when you're home with me”

The feeling of never being enough for some one.

“Morning will come .... and I'll do what's right”

Judgement day will come and it will break me cos good things never happen to people like me.

“Just give me till then...... to give up this fight”

Eventually I will succumb to every dark thought I’ve ever had about us.

“And I will give up this fight”

With him I still felt alive, but when he does eventually tell me how he truly feels, I know deep down I won’t have anything left to live for if he no longer wants me.

"Cos’ I can't make you love me if you don't”

I can try to get him to love me maybe it’ll end up the way I want it too.

“You can't make your heart feel somethin' that it won't”

He’s gonna try to fall in love with me.

“And here in the dark, in these final hours”

It’s hard to love someone like me.

“I will lay down my heart”

I can’t even love me.

“and will feel the power but you won't”

You can’t take back love that goes unnoticed. 

“No you won't”

I won’t be able to love him for the both of us.

“Cos’ I can't make you love me when you don't”

I love a man who is emotionally unavailable.

“When you don't”

Well only emotionally unavailable when it comes to me.

[daddybugattibieber]

Wait I don't understand two chapters ago Sasha admitted she loved Justin and Justin was like I love you but I'm not in love w you bc he's still in love w Selena then Sasha asks him if they don't work out then he'll try and start a relationship with her and he agrees. But the latest chapter he says he's trying out the relationship w Sasha. So did he just forget about Selena or?? I'm not following. Also I don't get why she's still having sex w justin when she's knows justin is basically w Selena

Justin still loves [Redacted] cos u know men get their heartbroken over one relationship and can’t ever respect another women emotionally again! When [Redacted] ended it with Justin, Justin will always love her and is not fully over her, so he claims. So this is his justification to fuck Sasha, [Redacted] had been insecure with the closeness of their relationship from the jump since [Redacted] started their on/off relationship from when Justin was 19. Also Justin wanted casual sex but he doesn’t want it from someone who will use him. He is a little bit jealous from how men are starting to pay attention to Sasha who is starting to fill out. He feels he has to mark his territory, he wants to keep Sasha for himself, he feels ownership over her. He manipulates Sasha into sex cos she is in love with him and she is inexperienced and he makes it seem that he is helping her, that he wants to teach her things, and they are friends and that she should loose her virginity to someone who won’t hurt her, surprise surprise Justin is gonna hurt her anyways. Now when Sasha admits she is in love with him and she wants more, Justin is like I don’t want to hurt you, I still love someone else, blablabla run down. This is Justin’s way of saying I don’t want a relationship with you. Justin does not owe Sasha anything at all and he doesn’t ever have to have the same feelings as her either. Sasha begs him b/c even though Justin is so in love with [Redacted], Justin wants try for his best-friend, cos a small part of him likes her, it a compromise. [Redacted] is not talking him, has cut him off, they don’t talk, but he still hopes to be with her, b/c he still feels for her. So in the meanwhile [Redacted] ignores his existence, Sasha will give him everything he wants with out feeling the pressure or real strains of being a boyfriend. He can still be single and still take from Sasha which is sex and emotional support, he does this cos he really thinks he is doing no harm, in a way he is building himself up at the same token stripping her away.

He has some redeeming qualities b/c in a way he feels like it would be fucked up to be in love w Sasha and [Redacted] at the same time. He loves Sasha as would a really good friend, he cares for her a lot and he sees parts of her other people will never see, how great of a person she is… he knows that if Sasha wasn’t so in love with him that she would never give him a chance, Sasha is 19 while Justin is 24-25, essentially in a weird way, Justin has groomed and raised Sasha at the young age of 15 when they began their friendship. Sasha clings on to him b/c her father was emotionally absent, then she kind of uses Justin as this crutch to fix her, to fill an unconditional love. Justin knows Sasha deserves more but Sasha is insecure and just experiencing life as a young women, she ain’t grown yet, she might be mature in other areas but she is gonna entertain this bullshit cos she doesn’t know her own worth.

As you know, our society uses labels to define the way we treat people. In Justin’s head even though they have a type of relationship, they are not boyfriend and girlfriend, its a trial run for him, so he is not forced to give all of himself as he would a girlfriend. So if he wanted to sleep with another girl Sasha can’t feel entitled to him, she said it before that she does not control him. She would still feel hurt but Justin can continue doing what he wants as if he was single but Sasha will still hold him down. Just b/c Justin is trying w/ Sasha doesn’t mean he fully is over [Redacted], (we haven’t had his POV, which I will write since I’m assuming the plot is getting v complex at this point). He wants to try with Sasha to get over [Redacted] b/c he is tired and exhausted on how he is continuously manipulated and strung along for [Redacted] to hurt. He tries with Sasha b/c he loves her, they have great sex, he is comfortable, they are best friends, and he likes to be around her, on top of that he can treat her the way [Redacted] treats him, that’s the irony. He is the definition of hurt people hurt people, he can easily control Sasha into anything he wants b/c Sasha is younger than him, this is first person she had ever had sex with, she is so in love with him she’ll take anything he’d give her, and Justin knows this. Justin knows that he has Sasha wrapped around his finger. She might check him and be a caregiver but at the end of the day she’ll still do whatever he wants. If he wanted to keep her on the sidelines, she’ll agree to that etc. b/c she is so in love with him, eventually we are gonna see how Sasha reacts to how Justin mistreats her, she’ll definitely come out of their honey moon phase.

The deeper realization is that this is also a very toxic relationship, b/c of how they both treat one another. Sasha is vulnerable but also manipulates Justin with sex, and they deflect their deep rooted issues with sex. Both of them suffer from depression, they both have daddy issues, they both suffer from neglect. In a way they found one another and they depend on one another but at the other side they are both destructive towards one another.

As I continue to get older I see a lot of the tropes I have centered my characters around are indeed internalized misogyny, which I feel is the basis to western society’s normalizations of dating. How my male character is kind of a predator in a sense, there is a lot of embedded glorification of rape culture and pedophilia. Such as Justin devirginalizing her etc… I’m realizing I made characters mad problematic. I was 17 when I started writing this and now I’m 20, so my writing style has changed a lot. I want to create art that reflects positive roles of black woman, and glorifies respect and value of black women, and also reinforces how people should treat one another, mass media artists need to be more inclusive to different identities and stop being oppressive… writers can only get experience through life, so as I get older the concepts change, and this story mimics things I have been through emotionally and kind of how I wanted some things to go in real life. I am also trying to figure out how to create a formula for tropes that are not oppressive but go through conflicts and educate people in positive ways but not be corny as hell, I’m still learning how navigate my own art, please bare with me.

I also wanted to thank you for asking me these questions I love talking about my writing process, its so lonely. Please feel free to comment or have any other questions, cos I love talking about my work. Tell me what you think is going on, I’d love to hear it!!!!

[daddybugattibieber]

Sis!!!! It. Is. Now. 2018. We will no longer be waiting a full year for the next chapter of ICMYLM. the storyline is just too good to be waiting that long and we're too eager!!! In no way am I forcing you or want to put pressure on you but I know what you're capable of❤️❤️

this literally made me so happy thank you I promise I’m gonna try to finish the fic this year!!! I appreciate your support ❤️

[daddybugattibieber]

look: the right people will get it. the right people will see you and appreciate you for the person that you are. the right people won’t require you to dilute, censor, or edit yourself in order to be worthy of their time and affection. you don’t need to waste your time on people who are committed to misunderstanding you 

[daddybugattibieber]

can you weird ass bitches stop writing about jason mccann its played out we get it your white, next time I see so much as a tag im snitchin to the fbi that watch me through my phone, hope it was worth it xoxo 💋

[daddybugattibieber]

Justin Bieber - Christmas Eve (Full HQ)

[daddybugattibieber]

[daddybugattibieber]

from multiple sources I’ve heard this was true, someone find it for me

[daddybugattibieber]

‪♛‬R.I.P. to my nigga Bizzle. rest easy king, black jesus got u now thug angel, hope u singing sum melodies and slinging the yams in the trap. U deserved the thicc succ daily and I’m sorry you had to leave us so soon. always remembered, never forgotten. Bizzle 2013-2017... G fought a dumb long battle and lossed, started the battle in 2016 but Bizzle became a body by the white man, our canandian trap lord, the young prophet, biebervelli aka Bizzle was forever lost. time will only tell if the prophet will resurect and come back to save us all with some heat and drop a journals 2.0♛‬

[daddybugattibieber]

Did you delete just a crush because when you click open the link it doesn’t load

i think tumblr just havin glitches cos the same thing happens to me on mobile, usually it works for me when I hit share and then press more, then use safari or any other search engine.

[daddybugattibieber]

umm do you think justin ever gonna sing about popping pussy again or he just gonna embarass us like dis cos

[daddybugattibieber]

chapter 16

I started the music from the beginning and concentrated on the lyrics in front of me. Today was a long day in the studio. I redid some vocals on other songs and was rearranging different verses and beats. I was a perfectionist. I had a long talk a couple of days ago with Justin and we were kind of back to normal; we are in a different place almost every day.

I didn’t want to tell him how I felt cos I was afraid of him not loving me back, my insecurities couldn’t be more right. He said he’d try though.

“And I hate….to say I love you

When it’s so …..hard for me

And I hate…….. to say I want you

When you make it so clear …. you don’t want me”

I didn’t really wanna talk about it because I got choked up every single time I thought about that night. I didn’t want him to settle with me but he was obviously doing that.

“I’d never ask you cause deep down, I’m certain I know what you’d say

You’d say I’m sorry believe me, I love you but not in that way”

I don’t want him to resent me.

“And I hate……. to say I need you

I’m so reliant

I’m so dependent

I’m such a fool”

I can’t walk away because I love him so much. My happiness is conditioned by him. I would have to leave and shut him completely out of my life in order for me to give up, to walk away. I know my life would suck without my best friend in it.

“When you're…. not there

I find myself singing the blues

Can’t bear

Can’t face the truth”

I know he doesn’t feel the same about me and I try to avoid it.

“You will never know that feeling

You will never see through these eyes”

I’m not stupid, Selena still loves him; he has no obligations to me, what’s stopping him from going back to her.

“I’d never ask you

‘Cause deep down I’m certain I know what you’d say

You’d say I’m sorry believe me, I love you but not in that way

You’d say I’m sorry believe me, I love you but not in that way”

I knew what this was from the jump and I continued it, I enabled myself and him. I begged him to love me but the truth is I can’t force him to feel that way. It’s not meant to be. I can’t constantly give him 100% when he is only giving me 20%. I know he loves me but he is not in love with me. I should just give up cos I’m done feeling like I can’t fucking breathe, I’m done feeling like I am incapable of loving. I deserve it. I want it.

One of the producers buzzed in the room. “You good Sasha”, he couldn’t really see me crying cos of my sunglasses sat over my face.

“We’re keeping the vocals. Let’s wrap it up”

I wiped my tears from under the sunglasses, and made my way out of the sound booth.

I saved whatever edits I had and gathered everything together. I drank a bottle of water it felt so good to wash down my cotton mouth. The team slowly started to trickle out as I sat replaying all the vocals and organizing them on to my lap top once I finished, I called my driver to come get me from the studio.

I climbed in the car, I settled in the back of the limo to hear faint music as I went through night traffic.

My phone rang out. Speaking of the devil, Justin. I answered.

“Hey”

“Sash, are you okay.” He instantly sensed my morose attitude.

“Yeah I’m fine” I sighed.

“you sure”

“yes, you called”

“C’mon talk to me”

“I’m just tired, it’s been a long day” I lightly said.

“You know you don’t have to hide from me. I get it”

“But you don’t” I quickly said.

“I don’t but try to make me understand, you’re also my best friend you know”

“I know”

“I don’t want to hurt you anymore” he said over the phone.

I felt myself let out a whimper. The tears started to fall again. I put my glasses on top of my head and held my face in my hands as I cried these heavy tears I’ve been holding all day.

“I’m sorry” I apologized for crying over the phone. I didn’t want to make him feel guilty. I hiccupped between air and kept on sniffling. I just couldn’t handle it anymore.

Justin was comforting me and calmly telling me to breathe.

I caught my breath. “I’m dealing with it on my own”

“But you don’t have to. Come to my place, I haven’t seen you this week"

I should just let him go. Move on already. I’ll hold him back. He will eventually resent me if I ask him to try to love me; I don’t want to make him unhappy. I don’t want to leave him though.

He was my best friend but lately the lines of friendship were blurred. Did we ruin the that special thing that made us, us?

“Stop stressing yourself out for no reason. I told you I’m gonna try, you are not forcing me, I want to be with you. Please come see me”

“Alright, I’ll come” I gave in.

“See you soon baby”

“Bye” I mumbled.

I gave the driver the new directions and within 10 minutes I was at Justin’s crib.

I used my key and let myself in.

“Justin, I’m here” I shouted setting my stuff on the kitchen counter.

I turned around to see Justin smirking at me.

Before I could say anything, Justin captured my lips with his. The roughness of his tongue swept against mine as he moaned into my mouth.

He pulled away from me as he trailed his lips down my neck.

“I missed you” he panted in between kisses. I brought his face back to mine so he could attack my lips some more.

“You could have called someone else” I said jokingly.

He pulled away from me and lifted my shirt off and tossed it on to the floor.

“Please your the most jealous person I know” Justin mimicked me. I shoved him a little. I rolled my eyes.

“Sasha, you have a huge attitude problem” Justin unhooked my bra and flung it somewhere.

“If this is gonna work we need communication” he suggested.

“Is this your way of communicating”? I asked. We were supposed talk about our feelings rather than deflect it with sex which we were so great at.

He cupped my tender breasts, and the puckered his lips around one of my nipples sucking the it into his mouth, nicking me with his teeth. 

His mouth still attached to my breast as he unbuttoned my shorts while he yanked it down.

“Something like that” he mumbled into my chest.

“You’re about to get your ass beat” I looked at him. Justin laughed. “You think I’m joking but I’m not playin with you” I felt his vibrations on my chest, warm and content, it made me fall in love with him more, god I couldn’t stop if I wanted to. I get lost in his eyes. I cracked a smile and decided to play along with his goofy ass nature.

“See this communication thing works and just to let you know, I’m the only one doing the ass beating around here, so tell me some things you want out of this” Justin smiled at me.

“I don’t want an open relationship, I’m also not here to control you; you can do whatever you want  but I also have the room to be jealous and tell you that I am. I’m not okay with you entertaining girls in the slightest, I don’t want you to cheat, will I leave probably not, but don’t do me dirty. No offense but I was really the only girl besides redacted so it shouldn’t be hard to refrain from yo lil friends” I bit his chin.

“Damn we really doing it like that” he held my face back with his free hand so he could look me in the eye. He squished my cheeks squishing my lips and pressed a wet kiss onto it. I pulled back. 

“Yeah we are, I’m not playing your little games Justin. I’m not kidding. I get that your transitioning from your ex even though y’all broke up about two years ago. If you entertain that girl’s fucking shit, I swear to fucking god” I raised an eyebrow.

“You really put my shit on blast” he lifted me on the kitchen counter.

“I’m communicating, Justin” I smirked and opened my legs.

“Alright, can I get back to you on my decision” he distractedly said as he swirled a finger in my wetness and thrusted his thick finger inside of me, the familiar pressing on my walls made my legs fall open wider.

I lowered his head in between my thighs.

“Communication” he said before he gave a long lick against my clit.

I ignored his attempts to tease me, then he halted his actions.

“C’mon talk to me Sasha, communication is key” I looked at him trying not to get impatient.

“You talk and I keep… talking” Justin explained.

“What do you want to talk about” I strained. Justin held up his finger to indicate he needed a moment while he continued to suck on my clit. This nigga was so fucking conniving. I moaned.

“Sorry it’s rude to talk while you eat” He explained.

This made me angrier. He only laughed at my facial expression with his shit eating grin.

“Let me get this straight, we are together but with no labels” Justin asked as he went back down and began his ministrations.

“Yeah, that’s what you want right” I looked at him honestly, with all joking aside.

He nodded.

“We can always talk ab-bbout it. That’sss the thing about a relationshipppp, the rules aren’t exactly fff-ffinal, we do what’s besssst for us, this is not set in stone, I don’t want you to feel like you are trapped” I let my head fall back as his suction became harder.

“I don’t feel trapped Sasha, you know how clingy I can be baby” he smiled against my lower lips before padding his rough tongue in a swirling motion, I unintentionally slipped my hands in his hair. He added another finger and began curling his fingers in a come here motion.

“Good, I’m glad….you…feel that way.”

“Did you miss me?” Justin mumbled in between my thighs, he licked and opened mouth kisses while I began to shake.

“No” being petty was something I was good at.

“You look really good” I felt him smirk, as he sucked on my clit.

“I know” I hummed. 

“Remember you’re not the one in control.” He pulled his face from under me.

I slithered my hand so I could get myself to climax, no job is better done than by a woman anyways. Before I reached my apex, Justin swatted my hand away.

“Sasha stop playing around with me” he growled. I laughed until he slid into me and instantly my pussy clenched around his girth.

“Fuck you’re so tight for me baby” he groaned. I met his thrusts half way, I was so starved for him. I loved the way his hands felt on my body, his touch alone sent tremors of pleasure surging throughout me.

His thrusts halted as someone pounded on the door.

“Fuck, just keep on going ignore it” I begged. Justin’s thrusts began pick up from where he began until we heard the familiar voices of our friends.

“Tell them to leave” I moaned in his ear. “make me cum before you open that door”

“I can’t fucking concentrate” He groaned in annoyance.

“Justin get your ADHD ass together and fuck me”

“I think I’m gonna get the door” Justin winked at me.

“Fuck you” I yelled at him as he zipped his pants.

“Wasn’t I just doing that” He laughed.

“Barely” I yelled at him and threw whatever article of clothing was closest to me.

He left the kitchen. Where that idiot put my clothes? I threw on his wrinkled shirt instead, I quickly pulled on my panties.

In midst of a convo, our friends all nonchalantly kissed me hello like they weren’t interrupting my impending orgasm..

“What took you guys so long” Khalil asked while he closed the door.

“We were just talking…” Justin winked.

They went straight to living room with all their stuff.

I went back into the kitchen to gather the rest of my clothes.

“What are they doing here” Justin looked at me confused.

“I dunno, you deal with it, not my problem” I shrugged.

“Bizzle where you at?” Za yelled from across the room.

“In the kitchen” Justin yelled.

Next thing I know the three of them were in the kitchen with us.

“Y'all forget about us like that” Za jokingly acted like he was heartbroken.

“We have our movie night” Khalil quipped.

Justin and I shared a look and really didn’t remember how we ended hosting this movie night.  

“Woooooooow” Hailey said like a nigga who just got caught cheating. I snapped my head so quickly, this girl is too much.

“You be hanging around them too much girl” I shook my head and got a bottle of water.

“That still doesn’t excuse the fact y’all forgot about us” Hailey said in more or less of her regular voice.

“Maybe we should all fuck each other” Khalil snickered.

“What in the hell is wrong with you. You’re so fucking nasty” I side eyed him.

“I was just saying we would have to fuck each other to be around y’all since that is all you do” Khalil chided.

“That’s not all we do” Justin and I said in unison. I bit my lip. There might be some truth to that but I was deprived.

“I choke her sometimes, well most of the time” Justin poked back. I slapped him against his head.

Justin rubbed the back of his head easing the faux pain he didn’t even experience.

“And I’m the nasty one, that’s some white boy shit ” Khalil sized me up and down in my own house.

“I know your ass be choking girls too, don’t front” Justin defended his actions. I swear he never wanted to admit he was white.

“What movie are we watching, honey” I fake smiled at Khalil.

“I wanted to watch White Chicks”

“You do fuck enough of them” I said under my breath.

“Roasted” Za laughed along with Justin and Hailey. We moved into the living room.  Za started on the bags of popcorn.

“Don’t even start with me, Sasha”

“Justin is the exception” I laughed.

Justin pursed his lips at me like he wasn’t believing a word I said.

Justin sat on the couch and patted the seat next to him. I leaned into Justin as he put his arm around me.

“I’m the exception huh?” Justin questioned as he licked the shell of my ear.

I pulled his face into mine as I kissed his lips to reassurance. I pulled away.

“I need some more” Justin quickly mumbled against my lips. Justin finally pulled back.

“I’m the exception” he repeated.

“I like men of color but you have full lips, you’re not that ignorant, and you also have a fade. Majority of your friends are black… I wouldn’t love you the way I do if you didn’t love black people the way you do”

“I do love black women” Justin smiled.

“Black woman, meaning only this black woman” I corrected him with a peck on on the corner of his mouth.

“Why are you not wearing any pants” Hailey interrupted us.

“We were fucking before you guys came and interrupted us” 

“Nasty” Khalil said in disgust as he turned on the X-box.

“That’s my baby” Justin laughed proudly.

“Is that why you’re so cranky” Hailey hugged me to her as if I needed comfort. I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Maybe if you gave us a key, we wouldn’t interrupt you from fucking all the time” Khalil suggested.

“I see your ugly face everyday” Justin disagreed.

“How come Sasha get’s a key then?” 

“Cos I’m fucking her, that’s why, any person who can suck my dick the way she can, can get a key” he laughed as I blushed and shoved his chests.

“Yeah that’s why I have a key” I sarcastically stated, I rolled my eyes.

I got a key for almost every house, apartment, and car this man had. It was cos we have been all we had for a minute. Za and Khalil used to live with him before I came in the picture, but all of them grew up and got their own places.

I remember when he gave me a key to his house, it was a big step, he didn’t even give it the girl he was smashing at the time. I was always with him, sometimes when he was on tour I would sleep in his bed, inhaling his scent because I missed him so much. 

I always had a key to everything. Well not everything, he still hasn’t let me inside his heart.

I was pulled out of my over analytic moment when Za’s idiotic self tried to carry five big bowls on top of one another. “I have popcorn” he sang.

“Did you bring the hot sauce” I asked.

“I gotchu girl” he handed everyone a bowl and then searched inside his pocket for my bottle of tabasco and handed it to me.

Za settled down on the couch in between Hailz and Khalil.

Khalil kissed him on the cheek adoringly, “Love you bro”.

“You’ll love me more when you realize I also copped”

“Forreal, aight that’s why you my nigga. Popcorn and weed” Khalil dapped him up.

“How much you got on you” Justin wondered.

“A half baby” Za winked. As he pulled out a freezer bag from his backpack.

“So you were just conveniently driving with 14 grams in the car” Hailey’s whiteness came out.

“I mean you don’t have to smoke it, if you don’t wanna” Za teased.

“I’m just saying, you should be careful, stop being so reckless” Hailey emptied out a plastic bag of black and milds.

“Says the one who prolly has coke in her purse” Khalil snorted.

I pursed my lips like the black guy in the gif. TEA! 

Everyone laughed at her reddened face. 

“I’m model, it’s for the culture” Hailey shrugged.

I eyed all the black people in the room like when some white people shit go down. 

“Don’t say that, don’t say that for the clout, what culture you got” Khalil said.

“Ooooooo” Za chimed in. He finished rolling his blunt as he licked the sides to mold it together. 

“Y'all remember when Justin got kicked out of the club for rolling the worst blunt" I couldn’t help but laugh as Za retold the story. 

“You weren’t even there, why are you laughing so hard” Justin side eyed me even though I taught him how to do that.

I laughed harder at his expense because he became more heated.

“You remember when he changed his race to african american” I said in hysterics. 

“You can say black, babe, it’s not like it’ll offend us, not every black person is african american” I wipe the tears from my eyes.

Everyone was laughing so hard, I could’t sit up straight. 

I saw Justin crack a smile at me.

“I thought I was woke” Justin said in defense as he held up two flat blunt he rolled himself.

“Barely” I laughed in his face.

“I said black lives matter though” He pouted.

“I know baby, you are trying and that’s what counts. You are definitely not as racist” I pecked his lips.

Justin shook his head in defeat.

Justin placed the blunt in my mouth and one in his. He moved his thumb against the lighter and lit the end of my blunt first as I sucked in to start the burning of the tree. After I puffed my fist air of smoke, Justin lit his. 

Soon the living room was under a fog and our laughter only increased. While the movie played, Za and I made jokes through out scenes.

Justin ended up throwing popcorn at me, I threw some back. I was trying so hard not to laugh.

“Stop playing” I said so he could only hear me. 

Justin threw a hand full of popcorn in my direction some of it hitting Hailey in the face.

“What the fuck?” Hailey whispered.

Justin hid his face in my stomach, as Hailey looked at us with shake of a head.

She went back to watching the movie. Justin took another hand full, this time the popcorn reached Za and Khalil as well.

“Yo who is throwing popcorn” Khalil looked over at the two of us why we giggled uncontrollably. 

I felt popcorn rain on top of me and Justin, I looked up to Za behind the couch smirking like he was up to no good.

“That’s it” Justin bounced from the couch and began to chase Za.

I got up and shook off the popcorn on me. I heard the sound of running feet re-enter the living this time both these two idiots had nerf guns, Justin pointed his gun at me. Khalil was no where to be seen. They staged a coup on me and Hailey. They always pulled shit like this.

Hailey and I shared a knowing look. This was revenge from when me and Hailz won the last game, they surprised attacked us.

I licked my teeth.

“Chill, babe, this is so unfair please don’t shoot, I’m unarmed, you remember black lives matter Justin, you are so woke baby, I love you” I begged Justin not to the pull the trigger, before Justin could answer I ran to get a hold of some nerf guns, Justin’s gun went off,  the nerf bullet flew right by my ear, I turned the corner and got situated with a nerf gun and pack of bullets, I heard someone come in, I jumped aiming at the person but it was only Hailey.

“It’s just you” I sighed in relief. She had a gun in her hand.

This was our hiding space last time the guys still haven’t found where we hid our guns and amo.

“What’s the plan” she asked.

I tossed her a pink walkie talkie.

“This is our mode of communication, we are going on a stake, make sure you are far away from them and have it turned off so they don’t hear you if I come through”

“I’m going to check upstairs to see if it’s clear, you hide downstairs and tell me where I can spot them and snipe from the balcony” I commanded.

We took this game really seriously.

We left the room, I stealthily made my way upstairs, I cleared out the rooms and made my way to the balcony, I clicked the radio “upstairs is clear, heading to balcony, copy”

“I have located the boys, they are on the patio” 

“Shit I have to get closer, I’m coming down stairs. Keep me informed.”

I raced down the stairs, and went out the back door to be on the opposite side of Hailey. Hailey and I both spotted each other as the boys were making their plans. 

We were both far away from them where they wouldn’t hear us or see us.

“We will wait until one of them is left” I said into the walkie. “wait for my nod”

Justin and Za left to go back in the house, as we waiting or them to go deep enough in the house where they couldn’t save Khalil.

Khalil was sitting there like a duck, blunt in mouth, his back turned to us. I nodded at Hailey and we closed in to the target. Once we’re both behind him, Hailey and I pulled the trigger and shot Khalil at the same time. 

“Noooooo” Khalil dramatically sank to floor as his knees hit first. I saw Justin watch the scene from the balcony, shot’s were fired, Hailey and I ran away from the scene. 2 more to go.

“Let’s split up, I get Za you get Justin” She said, I nodded. 

“Let me know when you are done with your attack” I said. Hailey continued to run where I hid behind the bush still watching Khalil pout as Justin come running down asking where we went.

Justin ran right by me into Hailey’s direction. Once he was far away Hailey said she located Za in the garage, I knew to go back to my spot on the balcony, I ran behind Khalil as his eyes were closed, I snuck my way inside the house and ran up the stairs. 

I went towards the guest room with the balcony. 

Hailey radioed me that she got Za. I saw her drag Za and sit him by Khalil on the patio. She snuck around back behind, so Khalil or Za couldn’t find her but just in case Justin would show up she could aim for a nice shot.

I turned off my radio, I heard a click.

I immediately turned around with my gun pointed.

“I really don’t want to do this, but you play dirty baby” Justin said with smirk as he inched closer with his gun pointed and loaded.

“What can I say I’ve learned from the best” I circled around him looking for a point of exit

“Don’t try to get yourself out of this one, I locked the door”

“I could just pull the trigger right now” I said with an eyebrow raised.

“Drop all of your guns, you know the rules, your back was turned to me”

“You shot at me with no gun today, that was also against the rules”

“Not if I missed on purpose” He licked his lips. “Drop them”

There was some sexual tension, but I had a game to win. We were both so competitive.

“How about we make a deal, we both shoot at each other, you still loose, I still have Hailey, waiting, we would still win”

“We both know Hailey is no match for me, I know exactly where she is.”

“We can walk away, we can tie” I compromised.

“Not if I shoot first” He said. “Drop them first and we will make that deal”

“I don’t trust you, you won’t shoot first anyways”

“Why you think that?”

“Cos you only have one bullet” I laughed.

“Smart girl” He raised his eyebrows.”Alright, we’ll make the deal, we both drop the guns, but you have to give head if you want a tie” 

��Sounds like I’m still loosing no matter what”

“Well guess we have to see, won’t we” 

“Fine” I rolled my eyes. 

We both slowly put our gun’s on the waist tall dresser

Justin took my face in his hands and stuck his tongue in mouth, he sucked on my lip.

“You’re so hot when you listen to me” He whispered into my neck. I moaned into him. I pushed him away a little.

I clicked the the walkie talkie, Justin continued to suck on my neck “I have located Justin, I have one bullet left so I’m have to wait until he is not as alert”

“Okay no problem, let me know if you need back up”

“Okay girl”

I placed the walkie back on the table and smiled at Justin.

“See, I can be cooperative” I said with dripping sarcasm.

“I know baby, let’s see how cooperative you can be” He smirked and sat at the edge of the bed.

I kissed him again ass he palmed breast through the big t-shirt that was his.

“First let’s rehash what we were doing in the kitchen” Justin grabbed my ass as he ripped my panties in half.

“You’ll have to remind me” I smiled.

Justin’s hands slithered down reaching my clit, as he spread my wetness around my clit, two fingers entered inside of me. I felt my eyes dilate with the lust as he pumped inside me, consistently hitting my wall, adding an amazing amount of pressure.

He pulled his fingers out of me, I moaned from the loss, his fingers were drenched in my arousal. He placed his fingers inside of his mouth and moaned as he sucked it in. I bit my lip. He was such a freak.

“So delicious” He whispered on my lips, as our tongues connected I could taste myself on his lips, it was so erotic, I basically swallowed his tongue whole. He released his cock from his shorts and quickly thrusted inside of me, I felt whole once again. The ache I was feeling was getting fed. He slowly rocked into me as his hands were gripping against my hips slowly sliding me up and down his rigid cock, I felt like I would be the first one to cum. I have felt myself quickly building up like a wave, his deep shallow thrusts were making me moan into him, my nipples hardened at the rubbing against his chest. I was so turned on, fucking while our friends were waiting for us, just loving Justin’s rigid cock pumping repeatedly into me, he hit the same spot over and over and over, it was just right, his next thrust sent me in shock, as his cock hit a nerve that made me shake uncontrollably, I felt my impending orgasm rush through my whole body and I rolled my eyes back, his shallow thrusts slowed  down as he lifted me off of his dick.

“I want to cum in your mouth” he said as he pushed me on my knees and took his cock between my lips and sucked the head as pre cum rushed out. His eyes squeezed shut preventing himself to not shoot his load. I reached from under the bed and grabbed the gun I purposefully left under the bed the first time I came up to the balcony room. I smirked at my great plan.

I moaned as his dick was deep down my throat and Justin’s body jolted, he was about to cum soon, his cock twitched in my mouth as I bobbed my head up and down, Justin groaned as he shot his load down the back of my throat, I sucked every drop, his dick was a burning pink and his eyes were closed.

“Open you’re eyes baby” I said in the sweetest voice.

As soon as Justin opened his eyes he gave me a humorless laugh as I pulled the trigger releasing the bullet right into his stomach make a loud pop sound.

“I always win, baby” I stuck my tongue at him. I tugged on a new pair of panties and pulled down the long shirt.

“Hailz we won” I said into the walkie as I looked at Justin’s exhausted body trying to catch his breath.

I saw her run out of hiding and shoot the boys with the left over amo.

I walked out of the guest room, leaving Justin behind to replay how I tricked him. 

This game never got old.

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Lil Za, Lil Twist, and Lil Shit aka Justin Bieber.

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i just wanted to say the xavier smith and khalil sharieff were the best things that ever happened to justin and now they are gone and i miss them so much and i will never forgive the ugly ass toe that is justin for not showing them off like they deserve