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ABBOTT ELEMENTARY (2021- ) Season 4 | Episode 3 "Class Pet"

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lucy was taking chunks out of the pizza as she listens in and watches the owl now perched on Arthur's shoulder. she points with one finger, " he's like - TOTALLY - a cutie. " ( though she leaves out asking his name for now , instead focused on stuffing her face. )

Freddy is leaning against the counter. his eyes drawn to his game , though he fidgets with his ninetendo switch , " did you know that owls can rotate their heads all the way around ? "

Lucy ignored him , " leave it , dude. " she smiled into the remaining bits of her pizza before explaining , " pinks totally in these days. just need to fix my chop job. " she pulled away at her hair , feeling embarrassed that she made such a mess , of course she didn't have much prior experience cutting her own hair previously. usually being taken to the mall for a salon visit for a trim , or maybe even to try bangs.

that was the most she had ever done for her hair and she enjoyed the idea of upsetting her aunt by getting a new color. MAYBE SHE'D BE CONFRONTED WHEN SHE GOT HOME , or maybe her aunt wouldn't even notice. since she seemed to be always busy with something , or another. at least, to a teenager, it felt like a perfectly good chance at rebellion.

Lucy felt her back slump as she leaned back. folding her arms after finishing eating , ". you seemed like you'd GET ME y' know ?? " she pointed at her hair - then - his , trying to point out the green in his hair. admittedly she also just thought he was COOL FOR AN ADULT.

" like - THANKS. " she said easily enough crossing through the path he opened for her. ducking under his arm to make her way into the house. HER EYES PASSING BY HIS INFANT'S, " hey little dude. " she offered to the kiddo. not quite sure if she'd get a response, her mind more focused elsewhere anyways.

@jokethur . /. continued.

" your house is . . . wowzers. " it was half hearted, but she wasn't the best at complimenting someone else's home. her aunt's was a upscale Gotham abode. made for two. kept together by hired maids, && unfamiliar faces. coming through the home as frequently to conduct business with her uncle. her aunt was scarcely made to be there. but Lucy never really needed adult supervision. especially tonight.

hair, still bubblegum pink, with jaded pieces poking out here and there. she was good at adjusting, and easily found the kitchen after wrestling past their pets, " pizza - totally needed it. " she grabbed herself a slice. preferring the cold cheesy bread with pepperoni to microwaving it.

her eyes ducked down as her imaginary boyfriend entered the room. his glasses left on his nose even as he pushed them back over his eyes. Freddy had always been pretty introverted, but he was oogling her quietly the moment she first cut her hair, && applied that hair dye. saying that she looked like a celebrity, or an anime girl. she never understood his references, but he had trailed with her the whole way to Arthur's , " you think he has netflix? " Freddy asked.

" you think my aunt's --- gonna be pissed? " Lucy said instead. eyes looking around the room. Mapping out all the crooks and crannies, " she didn't see me leave. " she said that out louder for Arthur to hear.

" and . . . it's a look? " mentioning her hair. hands coming up to touch the strands. wrapping a small portion around her finger.

". yeah - you need to fix it. " freddy playfully jabbed at her. chuckling into his ninetendo switch.

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Will probs be on this blog a bit tonight.

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i am not my mother and i am not my father but a third worse thing

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I just want to feel like myself again

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Lucy experiences schizophrenia by seeing five boys that have all become her boyfriends though nobody else can see or hear them and her therapist sessions can revolve around them . . .

RILEY.

her first ever hallucinations started with a boy she called Riley. when she was sixteen years old , back when she first started dating him and officially being an item at nineteen. he is outspoken , cares for her safety , hates it when she drinks and tries to help her when she's feeling scared. he often appears as a nineteen year old ( aging with her ).

NATHAN.

he is her second boyfriend who appeared to her when she first started drinking at seventeen. they've been enseperable since. she fights with Nathan alot but he enjoys it when she parties and acts exhibited. he can be temperamental And he is nineteen years old. Typical frat boy / popular kid / jockey personality.

FREDDY.

he is her third boyfriend and is a bit of a nerd. he enjoys reading comics , playing video games, and keeping quiet ,but Lucy loves him a lot. he's introverted and nobody believed a party girl like Lucy would date a geek but especially not Nathan. he's nineteen years old.

HENRY.

he is a bit of a mystery, but he is considered to be a musician and he plays the guitar. he is Lucy's age and he's extroverted. he loves attention, and has made songs for Lucy.

TYLER.

he is your typical skateboarding beanie wearing loner type. he often shows up when Lucy is feeling sad, or distancy. He hates the world, the people, but he loves Lucy. He appeared to her when she was eighteen. He ages with her, and is her age.

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Tried to do a quiz thingy that I was tagged in. did all the questions, but after I finished it wouldn't let me copy the results. ( I'm on mobile. )

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" like - THANKS. " she said easily enough crossing through the path he opened for her. ducking under his arm to make her way into the house. HER EYES PASSING BY HIS INFANT'S, " hey little dude. " she offered to the kiddo. not quite sure if she'd get a response, her mind more focused elsewhere anyways.

@jokethur . /. continued.

" your house is . . . wowzers. " it was half hearted, but she wasn't the best at complimenting someone else's home. her aunt's was a upscale Gotham abode. made for two. kept together by hired maids, && unfamiliar faces. coming through the home as frequently to conduct business with her uncle. her aunt was scarcely made to be there. but Lucy never really needed adult supervision. especially tonight.

hair, still bubblegum pink, with jaded pieces poking out here and there. she was good at adjusting, and easily found the kitchen after wrestling past their pets, " pizza - totally needed it. " she grabbed herself a slice. preferring the cold cheesy bread with pepperoni to microwaving it.

her eyes ducked down as her imaginary boyfriend entered the room. his glasses left on his nose even as he pushed them back over his eyes. Freddy had always been pretty introverted, but he was oogling her quietly the moment she first cut her hair, && applied that hair dye. saying that she looked like a celebrity, or an anime girl. she never understood his references, but he had trailed with her the whole way to Arthur's , " you think he has netflix? " Freddy asked.

" you think my aunt's --- gonna be pissed? " Lucy said instead. eyes looking around the room. Mapping out all the crooks and crannies, " she didn't see me leave. " she said that out louder for Arthur to hear.

" and . . . it's a look? " mentioning her hair. hands coming up to touch the strands. wrapping a small portion around her finger.

". yeah - you need to fix it. " freddy playfully jabbed at her. chuckling into his ninetendo switch.

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It wasn't exactly that the ocean looked TOO BIG, or TOO DARK, just that at any moment you could slip , && disappear DOWN BELOW. as her hands hugged && looped around her own chest , she pushed herself a step, or two away from the boarded up rails that held ,( as firmly as they appeared, ) against the watery abyss below. Gotham's nightly oceans quietly passing , crashing light waves into one another.

her ears felt like an echo passed between them as his comment on OceanGate's went through them. a couple of teens with popped pink bubblegum hair, and nose piercings past by them. laughing about some band. lucy remembered that she wasnt allowed to get piercings, or different hair colors. && part of her non-sober brain calculated, " submersible ? like , gotham beaches have a better chance of being too crowded in summer. " though it was autumn. , she found herself smiling at the humor.

" South Park ?? " she heard of it , even watched it , before being sent to her aunt's. back when she lived with her mom. she'd sit in fluffy pink rabbit pajamas, && eat mint ice cream , && watch a rendition of Butters try to convince his parents that he didn't want to eat humans ... that he just wanted spaghetti-o's , " auntie doesn't let me watch that - but mom used to not care. some adults just like , " here she shrugged , " don't get it. " she didn't elaborate , but her face showed that what she really was trying to say was that her aunt never let her do things that Harley would let her do - that they were opposite people.

she felt Riley pull up on her side, && her boyfriend seemed to keep her at a safe distance from the railings. until finally she walked past the boardwalks , && found herself on Southside Gotham street. pointing out an old building to her. one set on pizza , and caffeine , " ask. " Riley suggested. the pizza joint had to be as old as the latest Gotham mayor. though she has no idea who that was , or who was running up for next elections. the pizza sign lit up in a flashing red. with the letter J not flashing.

lucy felt her stomach growling. having plenty of time to kiss this boy Jordan her BFF told her about later as food became the number one priority. having miscalculated just how far away her friends house was. centering her mind into a smile, " wanna grab a slice real quick ? mom used to say that Big Johnny's had the best in all town , and it beats frozen pizza. " she dug into her pockets , && pulled out nothing, but her fake ID , " like , I'll pay you back ? " she meant it. always keeping her promises when it came to food.

the line for Big Johnny's Pizza wasn't long, but the midnight crowd was piling in. people just getting out of bars, && clubs searching for something to eat. like cats on mice.

she could feel the eyes begin to circle on her the more she stood there IGNORING HER BOYFRIENDS REMINDERS THAT SHE NEEDED TO HEAD HOME. instead , barricading the ideas that she would be better at judging a book by its cover if she tried. but she was just a teenager , and they were never the best at doing that. she let him know right away ,

" cool , chill , or whatever. " she didn't need to remind herself why she wanted to leave , only that she'd end up somewhere with MORE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES. ( holding out in her friends promises of getting high. ) she wrapped her head around the ideals and the believe that she wouldn't get caught. and how could she ? weren't all youths immortal ? without repercussion and plenty of attitude.

she HELD HER HANDS OUT FOR A MOMENT. handing off the bit of alcohol she had left for him to take away from her , given it was what he wanted , not exactly positive if she'd get away with DRINKING MORE OF HER FAIR SHARE OR NOT. she decided to not text it.

" it's definitely just down the street , err , a couple blocks ? " she added to make him feel better about coming along alone without his wife , " I'm sure. " she scratched her head for a moment , only long enough to make eye contact with Riley , who was asking her how much she'd be doing tonight , and how far she'd push herself this time.

her voiceless stare one of many that she would give him. not quite liking the way Riley spoke with her, but heavily encouraged to ignore him. I stead listening in as Nathan spoke, " lighten up , Riley. she's not even there yet. " he rolled his eyes.

she continued to reach for an opportunity to check her texts making sure her aunt wasn't asking where she was. glancing at the glowing screen in her pocket. she had asked, " like , what's up with you ? " she muttered to Riley before ignoring him completely. her eyes pointed forwards.

she NOTICED THE WAY HE WAS GIVING HER A HARD TIME most of the night , and she didn't exactly need any reminders that Riley was the Golden Boy. he wore it proudly.

" it's down there. " she told arthur once they were out of the club , listening to the way people spoke in the crowd , all excited to get in. wishing she had just one more shot before she left, " I'm like - TOTALLY - in need of a four - one - one , you know ? " she meant how she seemed to always need an adult to be with her, but she didn't know how else to word it. she re-tried, " I mean like ... adult supervision. "

she crept along the board walks and peered over the edge of the beach front property. looking into the water, and the dark ocean air , " wow. " she mouthed. not quite liking the way the water was dark, and eerie after midnight.

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she could feel the eyes begin to circle on her the more she stood there IGNORING HER BOYFRIENDS REMINDERS THAT SHE NEEDED TO HEAD HOME. instead , barricading the ideas that she would be better at judging a book by its cover if she tried. but she was just a teenager , and they were never the best at doing that. she let him know right away ,

" cool , chill , or whatever. " she didn't need to remind herself why she wanted to leave , only that she'd end up somewhere with MORE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES. ( holding out in her friends promises of getting high. ) she wrapped her head around the ideals and the believe that she wouldn't get caught. and how could she ? weren't all youths immortal ? without repercussion and plenty of attitude.

she HELD HER HANDS OUT FOR A MOMENT. handing off the bit of alcohol she had left for him to take away from her , given it was what he wanted , not exactly positive if she'd get away with DRINKING MORE OF HER FAIR SHARE OR NOT. she decided to not text it.

" it's definitely just down the street , err , a couple blocks ? " she added to make him feel better about coming along alone without his wife , " I'm sure. " she scratched her head for a moment , only long enough to make eye contact with Riley , who was asking her how much she'd be doing tonight , and how far she'd push herself this time.

her voiceless stare one of many that she would give him. not quite liking the way Riley spoke with her, but heavily encouraged to ignore him. I stead listening in as Nathan spoke, " lighten up , Riley. she's not even there yet. " he rolled his eyes.

she continued to reach for an opportunity to check her texts making sure her aunt wasn't asking where she was. glancing at the glowing screen in her pocket. she had asked, " like , what's up with you ? " she muttered to Riley before ignoring him completely. her eyes pointed forwards.

she NOTICED THE WAY HE WAS GIVING HER A HARD TIME most of the night , and she didn't exactly need any reminders that Riley was the Golden Boy. he wore it proudly.

" it's down there. " she told arthur once they were out of the club , listening to the way people spoke in the crowd , all excited to get in. wishing she had just one more shot before she left, " I'm like - TOTALLY - in need of a four - one - one , you know ? " she meant how she seemed to always need an adult to be with her, but she didn't know how else to word it. she re-tried, " I mean like ... adult supervision. "

she crept along the board walks and peered over the edge of the beach front property. looking into the water, and the dark ocean air , " wow. " she mouthed. not quite liking the way the water was dark, and eerie after midnight.

SHE INTERRUPTED HER OWN BOYFRIEND BY FLICKING HER EYES AT HIM. nathan committing on Arthur , and his lack of directional hazards. not exactly pleased that HE was hounding his girlfriend.

". tell him to fuck off. " NATHAN SPOKE. barricading the idea that Lucy was without fault , nor didn't have to listen to anything he said.

" seriously lucy. let's just listen to him. " Riley interrupted, " let's get out of here. "

Lucy Quinnzel knew when it was time to stop , even as she felt like staying. at the mention of her aunt's name she THREW OUT A COUPLE WORDS, " yeah - she wouldn't know. please , don't tell her I - " she felt her boyfriend speak behind her , and she ignored him , " I will head home then. " ( did she have a choice ?? ) before , abruptly , her pink Samsung rang.

SHE FELT HER HANDS FALL ON HER PHONE , reaching to pluck a piece from behind her hair. pushing the phone into her ears ,

" your not going to believe it - " the other voice on the phone spoke , " you gotta stop by !! it's a total rager here. "

" I'll be right there. " lucy spoke quickly , excusing herself the moment to catch up on teenage drama. her eyes flickering back to Arthur's. SHE REACHED FOR HER PURSE. plopping the phone right in , " I gotta head back , but I need to stop by my best-friends house. she's got something waiting for me. " a half truth. more obvious that she wanted to continue to party the night away , but not clearly visible was her friend offering to do drugs tonight with a hottie named Jordan.

" . . . wanna make sure I get there in one piece ?? " she offered. aware of his wanting to call her aunt. heavily keeping that in mind. wanting to appear ever the good teenager. though , she had an absence that suspected she wanted to not be alone. especially walking to Chrissy 's house.

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FILES // LUCY MAY QUINNZEL \\ THERAPIST REPORTS

Patient Name: Lucy Quinnzel

Age: 16

Date of Assessment: [REDACTED ]

Presenting Issue:

Lucy Quinnzel, a 16-year-old teenager, seeks therapy to address her experience of having five distinct hallucinations that she perceives as her boyfriends. These hallucinations have been causing her distress and interfering with her daily functioning and interpersonal relationships. The purpose of this assessment is to gain a comprehensive understanding of Lucy's experiences and develop a treatment plan to alleviate her symptoms.

Background Information:

Lucy Quinnzel is a bright and creative individual who has demonstrated a love for art and storytelling. She comes from a supportive family environment and has some history of significant trauma or mental health concerns. However, she has recently been struggling with feelings of loneliness and social isolation.

Presenting Symptoms:

Lucy reports the presence of five persistent hallucinations, which she perceives as her boyfriends. These hallucinations have distinct personalities, appearances, and ages. Lucy describes them as comforting and supportive, providing her with a sense of companionship and emotional connection that she feels is lacking in her daily life.

Impact on Daily Functioning:

Lucy reports that her hallucinations significantly impact her daily life. She often engages in conversations with them, which can be distracting and time-consuming, leading to difficulties focusing on schoolwork and participating in social activities. Her preoccupation with the hallucinations has resulted in strained relationships with peers, as she has struggled to maintain authentic connections with her real-life friends.

Treatment Goals:

1. Reduce the distress caused by the hallucinations and improve Lucy's ability to distinguish between reality and her hallucinatory experiences.

2. Enhance Lucy's coping skills to manage feelings of loneliness and isolation, promoting healthy social interactions and connections.

3. Strengthen Lucy's sense of self-identity and self-esteem, allowing her to develop a stronger sense of self-worth outside of her relationships with the hallucinations.

4. Improve Lucy's overall functioning, including academic performance and engagement in extracurricular activities.

Proposed Treatment Approach:

A comprehensive treatment plan will be developed, drawing upon evidence-based approaches such as cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) and psychoeducation. The therapeutic process will include the following components:

1. Establishing a therapeutic alliance to build trust and rapport with Lucy.

2. Providing psychoeducation about hallucinations and their impact on daily functioning.

3. Developing cognitive restructuring techniques to challenge and modify distorted thoughts related to the hallucinations.

4. Enhancing social skills and self-confidence through role-playing, assertiveness training, and gradual exposure to real-life social situations.

5. Exploring underlying emotional needs and promoting healthy coping strategies to address feelings of loneliness and isolation.

6. Encouraging artistic expression and creative outlets to channel Lucy's imagination and storytelling abilities in constructive ways.

Monitoring and Evaluation:

Progress towards the treatment goals will be regularly assessed through self-report measures,

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SHE INTERRUPTED HER OWN BOYFRIEND BY FLICKING HER EYES AT HIM. nathan committing on Arthur , and his lack of directional hazards. not exactly pleased that HE was hounding his girlfriend.

". tell him to fuck off. " NATHAN SPOKE. barricading the idea that Lucy was without fault , nor didn't have to listen to anything he said.

" seriously lucy. let's just listen to him. " Riley interrupted, " let's get out of here. "

Lucy Quinnzel knew when it was time to stop , even as she felt like staying. at the mention of her aunt's name she THREW OUT A COUPLE WORDS, " yeah - she wouldn't know. please , don't tell her I - " she felt her boyfriend speak behind her , and she ignored him , " I will head home then. " ( did she have a choice ?? ) before , abruptly , her pink Samsung rang.

SHE FELT HER HANDS FALL ON HER PHONE , reaching to pluck a piece from behind her hair. pushing the phone into her ears ,

" your not going to believe it - " the other voice on the phone spoke , " you gotta stop by !! it's a total rager here. "

" I'll be right there. " lucy spoke quickly , excusing herself the moment to catch up on teenage drama. her eyes flickering back to Arthur's. SHE REACHED FOR HER PURSE. plopping the phone right in , " I gotta head back , but I need to stop by my best-friends house. she's got something waiting for me. " a half truth. more obvious that she wanted to continue to party the night away , but not clearly visible was her friend offering to do drugs tonight with a hottie named Jordan.

" . . . wanna make sure I get there in one piece ?? " she offered. aware of his wanting to call her aunt. heavily keeping that in mind. wanting to appear ever the good teenager. though , she had an absence that suspected she wanted to not be alone. especially walking to Chrissy 's house.

in momentarily lapsed judgement LUCY QUINNZEL tucked her drink between her thumbs before putting it down on a thick blackened table. all glitz and glam gone. at least he was honest.

she scrunched up her eyebrows in a fit of orchestrating the perfect lie , ". yeah --- totally. ". not that she believed him. he didn't exactly tell her it was bad , or anything , just that it was / ENOUGH. /

" I'm , like , waaay sober. ". another lie. she could tell she wouldn't be getting that far with that one. Nathan pulled up behind her with Riley in tow. telling her to drink when the adults are all gone , much to Riley's dismay.

". hey. , why'd you come ?? I mean --- " curiosity. mainly seeing if he owed her mom any favors. not that she'd know either way.

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Lucy experiences schizophrenia by seeing five boys that have all become her boyfriends though nobody else can see or hear them and her therapist sessions can revolve around them . . .

RILEY.

her first ever hallucinations started with a boy she called Riley. when she was sixteen years old , back when she first started dating him and officially being an item at nineteen. he is outspoken , cares for her safety , hates it when she drinks and tries to help her when she's feeling scared. he often appears as a nineteen year old ( aging with her ).

NATHAN.

he is her second boyfriend who appeared to her when she first started drinking at seventeen. they've been enseperable since. she fights with Nathan alot but he enjoys it when she parties and acts exhibited. he can be temperamental And he is nineteen years old. Typical frat boy / popular kid / jockey personality.

FREDDY.

he is her third boyfriend and is a bit of a nerd. he enjoys reading comics , playing video games, and keeping quiet ,but Lucy loves him a lot. he's introverted and nobody believed a party girl like Lucy would date a geek but especially not Nathan. he's nineteen years old.

HENRY.

he is a bit of a mystery, but he is considered to be a musician and he plays the guitar. he is Lucy's age and he's extroverted. he loves attention, and has made songs for Lucy.

TYLER.

he is your typical skateboarding beanie wearing loner type. he often shows up when Lucy is feeling sad, or distancy. He hates the world, the people, but he loves Lucy. He appeared to her when she was eighteen. He ages with her, and is her age.

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JACOB ELORDI Euphoria #2x04

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in momentarily lapsed judgement LUCY QUINNZEL tucked her drink between her thumbs before putting it down on a thick blackened table. all glitz and glam gone. at least he was honest.

she scrunched up her eyebrows in a fit of orchestrating the perfect lie , ". yeah --- totally. ". not that she believed him. he didn't exactly tell her it was bad , or anything , just that it was / ENOUGH. /

" I'm , like , waaay sober. ". another lie. she could tell she wouldn't be getting that far with that one. Nathan pulled up behind her with Riley in tow. telling her to drink when the adults are all gone , much to Riley's dismay.

". hey. , why'd you come ?? I mean --- " curiosity. mainly seeing if he owed her mom any favors. not that she'd know either way.

IT WAS EASY TO STEAL. even easier to get away with it , less chances when someone POINTED IT OUT. her eyes glued on her drink , keeping the alcohol at close hands. convincing her boyfriend that she'd be done soon , even as he nagged her to come back home.

she felt his voice cut over the music , " for fucks sake , lucy ! you're going to get caught this time ! " HER EYES ROLLED HEAVILY before she raised up her hand , and easily gave him the middle finger. even as he persisted. she drowned out his voice in alcohol.

" I'm not gonna cause much trouble , " clearly not believable enough , but could do the trick. not that she needed another reason to cause havoc. she had already stolen a couple of wallets. more than enough , to buy herself something fun tomorrow.

she needed a distraction from her own fucked up mind that night and this place was going to do that for her. now she just NEEDED A BETTER WAY OF USING IT. she used the idea that she'd get away with doing illegal shit tonight.

". what did I tell you , she's fine. ". voiced her second boyfriend Nathan. he saw no problem with her partying , but he never did to begin with.

". I'm not even thinking about everything I could steal, and take home. . . that was a joke. " she added. feeling as if @jokethur to know that. not exactly coming off as much sober anymore.

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