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Still

Would you believe

It’s around 1am

4 years later

And I still miss you

My heart stills hurts

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Forget it

I don’t believe in love in anymore, how could we crave something that only leaves us angry, empty and brittle

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“They watched as she scrolled through old the texts, read old poems, listened to shared songs, browsed pictures from the time before things changed, and they whispered, ‘I suppose she doesn’t know how to deal with heartache yet.’”

— @wind-some

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“If you already have someone in your heart, and your heart is already stolen by someone; don’t try to steal someone else heart; all by intention. What you can’t give, you should not take that.”

— Armaan .  Deep into Love

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The Last Goodbye

I’ve told you goodbye many of times before but today’s goodbye is different it’s permanent this time

I don’t want to do this I don’t want to say goodbye and move on but staying on this roller coaster is too painful for me and I’m ready to get off

In 4 years I’ve cried countless times ,You’ve broken my heart and mended it even more times. I deserve better, why couldn’t you become better just for me. I don’t mean that much to you?

The sex and late night phone conversation has to end I can’t heal with you still around

This is hard for me, I hate you for this but my sister told me wishful thinking is just that. So I have to stop going in circles, imagining what could’ve been because it isn’t

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“I may not hurt you the way you hurt somebody, but I will make sure you feel the same way they felt.”

— Ekta Somera

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Today

I was called a

Bitch and a Slimy Hoe because I cooked something he didn’t eat and wouldn’t cook a separate meal for him

Today

I wonder

Why did I put myself back in this situation

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You ever want to cry because you’re just so lonely and Sexually Frustrated

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“The difference between us is that I saw love, and you saw lust. The difference between us, is that I meant what I said, but you only made scenarios up in your head. The difference between us is that, I’ll always love you, but you threw me out like I was, nothing but an over worn shoe. The difference between us, is I had hope, and you hung it; with the noose of a rope. The difference between us, is I saw reason; but you only saw treason. The difference between us, is I understand pain, but whenever I was on fire; You’d only set me in the rain, to put out my light, so I wouldn’t feel pain, so that you wouldn’t have to help me in an emotional fight and so that my heat wouldn’t radiate onto you but instead you let it drown in the natural sorrows of the earth and blame my hurting and my “problematic life” for your own spiritual demise, and that, that’s the difference between you and I. I promised to love you for every sunrise, but you stopped loving me as soon as you were afraid that you wouldn’t see light until the next day. Now I cry at every sight of a man that tells me what you did wasn’t right, and that it shouldn’t have happened that way. And if you ever really loved me, even though you never meant what you said. Don’t you dare ever try to come back and mend your way again into my head, and never try to make your way again back into my bed. And if you ever want to, please pack a gun full of lead and pull that trigger to my fucking head, because if I had to go through what you put me through again, babe, I’d much rather be dead.”

— I wish you knew how bad you tore me apart. /cnb/

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Sick

They say if you’re sick stay in bed, eat soup, take medicine, stay hydrated, try to avoid going around people until you feel better. I’ve did all those things for a couple days now and I still don’t feel better my heart is still sick for you.

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Maybe this is all love has to offer me, A broken heart and whisky filled nights.

dhddh

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Still

It’s around 1am

2 Years Later and

I still Miss You

My Heart Still Hurts

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Don’t brush off consistently being left on seen by convincing yourself they’re just busy. Stop making excuses for them when they never text you back or refuse to hang out. Respect yourself, your time, your emotional energy. Make sure that people treat you just as good as you treat them. If they don’t, they’re absolutely not worth your time.