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what are you even supposed to do on the anniversary of a relationship you no longer have bro

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It's funny having a very high tolerance for pain but a very low tolerance for other forms of discomfort. Like yea tattoos piercings cramps shots cuts bruises whatever thats nothing. But I better not get nauseous or hear a loud sound. Or I'll die

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they could never make me hate you roman volkov

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I love soulmates but also this-

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You are enough. And you're not too much.

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in turn, I feel like zu would have let jude experience things his past self was never able to. like just imagine happy lil jude running through the trees surrounding rubiam's haven laughing fully, with his big big eyes and even bigger smile and zu just making flower crowns for him LIKE AHSKDQJSJSNSL!!!

in my mind I’m convinced if Jude lived, he would’ve been the one to help zu start talking

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Happy 12 years to our favorite YA series

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Stop shaming people for being passionate about the things that they love. Stop mocking people for having unusual interests. Like, honestly, I’m so tired of feeling embarrassed for being "too much". If being too much means having deep interests that fill my life with romanticism and excitement, then let me be!! I’d much rather listen to anyone ranting about their latest obsession with 16th century swords than have a boring ordinary conversation with those who shame passionate people.

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Catie speaks the truth.

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THIS.

I don't remember the exact wordings of the post, and I really hope I find it someday, but I remember encountering something that said that you should replace your derogatory thoughts with more positive, uplifting things instead, even if they're incredibly ironic and unfitting for the situation. the example they used was falling. instead of saying something along the lines of "oh my god that was so embarassing I'm so stupid I can't even walk straight" learning to laugh it off and instead say something like "I am the epitome of elegance and grace" makes such a HUGEEEE difference.

AND LET ME JUST SAY: IT WORKS.

IT ABSOLUTELY WORKS.

DO IT.

JUST TRUST ME ON THIS.

Just realized that instead of thinking "omg that was so embarrassing" I can think "haha I'm so silly"

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You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.

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love is never wasted. it finds its way back to you eventually. it'll be in the sweet nothings. the rays of sun dancing on your skin through the peep of the closed blinds, the gentle hug of a breeze so light it lifts your heels and adds a lilt to your step, the smile from a passerby. the warmth of the resting hand on your arm as you laugh at an elderly woman's jokes. birthday cards. laughing with your friends. laying in your bed, all cosy and warm and safe and happy.

love is never wasted. it is shared. it will find its way back to you in places you never expected.

it is warm.

it is kind.

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jaybe

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yknow, something that has been bothering me a lot recently is how physically my body reacts to being told to chill out. like I'm not even exaggerating when I say that I actually tense up. because it's like how are you telling me to calm down when it is literally an established fact that I am incapable to do so. like im happy and excited and nervous!!!!! I like you!!!!!! I like you and that makes me nervous!!!!!! I am nervous because I like you!!!!! I want to keep talking to you but unfortunately I don't know how to properly converse outside of actually spazzing out!!! but idk hearing those words make me feel so insecure like oh okay.

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sevika could choke me and I'd thank her for it

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sometimes I lie here and then I remember and remember and remember and

I remember