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UPDATE!!!

APOLOGIES IN ADVANCE FOR THIS POST, I HAVEN'T POSTED AN UPDATE IN SO LONG AND TO ALL OF MY MOOTS, I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT BEING ACTIVE. I STARTED A NEW JOB AND IT'S ALLL DAY AND I AM ACTIVELY EXHAUSTED AFTER EVERY SHIFT AS WELL AS LOSING MY BELOVED FAMILY PET, I APOLOGIZE FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES, ACTIVE STATUS AND JUST NOT BEING IN TOUCH, I WILL UPDATE SOON, HOWEVER, AS OF NOW, THE PICTURE NOT SO PERFECT SMAU IS DONE AND OVER, I WANT TO MAKE A NEW SMAU FOR DIFFERENT VERSIONS OF RAFE OR FOR EVEN ANY OF THE OTHER CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR. I LOVE AND APPRECIATE ALL OF MY FOLLOWERS AND MUTUALS! THANK YALL FOR UNDERSTANDING. <3

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scarlet johannson did not spend an entire decade fighting tooth and nail to make natasha into an actual character instead of the sex object writers wanted her to be while also having to endure the most vile, misogynistic questions during press tours for people to now disrespect her legacy because yelena is 'better'. the only reason why that is, is because of everything scarlet went through. natasha singlehandedly paved the way for every other female superhero in the mcu and don't you forget that

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was on my laptop but it would let me save it so here she is

stop this was the cutest thing EVER. omg thank you for the tag ❤️ @memoirofasparklemuff1n

picrew here!

npt: @papercranesandinkstains @inthelibrarybtw @bbyg4rl @abigailovesz

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TYSM FOR THE TAG!! I WILL GLADLY JOIN IN! <3

ᝰ.ᐟ last song: Drama by Aespa

ᝰ.ᐟ favorite color: Dusty Rose or Garnet Red

ᝰ.ᐟ last film: Sinners

ᝰ.ᐟ last show: Reba

ᝰ.ᐟ sweet/spicy/savory: savory and spicy

ᝰ.ᐟ last google search: flights to Portland, Oregon. (yes i'm trying to live out my twilight dreams, mind ya business)

tags: @lalaloopsieparty @houseofblve @frankoceanluvr11 @moond0llie @entitled-fangirl @zyafics

Thanks for the tag @winnie1emon

ᝰ.ᐟ last song: 9 crimes

ᝰ.ᐟ favorite color: pink

ᝰ.ᐟ last film: sinners

ᝰ.ᐟ last show: you

ᝰ.ᐟ sweet/spicy/savory: sweeeeet

ᝰ.ᐟ last google search: air canada cos to yqb

🏷️ @rafesthroatbaby @nottsangel @rafesheaven @littlelamy @nemesyaaa @hearts4hughes @rafesbabygirlx

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FOR ANYONE WHO HAS READ THIS FIC ON WATTPAD OR KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT PLEASE HELP!! I AM TRYING TO REREAD A FIC FROM WATTPAD THAT WAS AN AEMOND TARGARYEN X NIECE!READER FIC WHERE SHE HAD TO BEAT HIM TO LAENOR (LAENOR’s FAKE DEATH WAS FOUND OUT BY THE GREENS & THEY HAD SENT AEMOND TO GET HIM TO RUIN RHAENYRA’s LEGACY) AND THE FIC WAS VERY SLOW TO UPDATE BUT I REMEMBER READING IT I JUST DONT REMEMBER THE DAMN NAME! THE OC WAS ALSO SUPPOSED TO BE DAEMON AND RHAENYRA’s LOVE CHILD, IF THAT HELPS, MORE DETAILS ARE THAT HER AND AEMOND TEAM UP, ETC.

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appreciation post for the LITERAL loml @papercranesandinkstains bc you are such an inspo along with so many i could never tag them but a few:

@houseofblve

@lalaloopsieparty

etc! you guys brought back Writer!Davina & she’s never been happier to know a new form of writing a story. thank you all & everyone else who has inspired me in this first ever smau & the start of a new era for #davinashifts333

so much love to you all. really. 🥹🩷

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PICTURE NOT SO PERFECT PART Trece.

(Rafe Cameron SMAU)

7 MONTHS LATER

TAGLIST:

@bee-43

@frankoceanluvr11

@lalaloopsieparty

@houseofblve

@papercranesandinkstains

@highladyofhogwarts

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we. are. BACK BABYYYYY!!!

okay? semi- back. updates will be a bit sparse, not as ofent as the first 10 parts of the smau but: WARNING! it is coming to an end soon, idk how soon, i just have so many things i wanna see from them & i love Soft!Rafe with PoguetteYN & how she’s semi chaotic but also such a strong person in general & the bond they have with the Pogues & Kelce is so cute to me! the Pogues adopting Rafe & Kelce so easily just for their Squirt is so sweet to me but, bare with me, we will see how far i can make this last! plus i can always do fics of them, headcanons, etc. just send me a request! i’m all ears!

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PICTURE NOT SO PERFECT PART Doce.

(Rafe Cameron SMAU)

TAGLIST: @houseofblve @lalaloopsieparty @bee-43 @frankoceanluvr11 @papercranesandinkstains

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PICTURE NOT SO PERFECT PART Once.

(Rafe Cameron SMAU) A/N; ADULT THEMES/TOPICS 18+ AHEAD PLEASE, TALKS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT, ETC. PLEASE DO NOT GO FORWARD IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY THESE TOPICS.

The courtroom is filled with people from our respective sides. Rafe sat to my right our hands intertwined tightly, our attorneys on either side of us and Topper with his attorney. The day ran long, it was full of evidence being shown, the video, the pictures Sarah and Kiara had taken of me the morning after, Rafe, Kelce and Toppers rings being compared and seeing that it couldn't be anyone else's but Toppers, it was overwhelming. Reliving my nightmare was nothing compared to seeing his face as Sofia walked in and sat as our witness, her and I exchanging soft smiles. Topper's eyes bulging out of his head as he gaped at Rafe and I and JJ shouting out as he did.

"Yo, don't look at her!" All heads snap in his direction and he is silenced, a cheeky apology as he sits back down next to Kie. I stifle a giggle as I pay Topper no mind. His girlfriend Ruthie gasping as the pictures of Sofia's bloodied and bruised body and face popped up on the screen. In the end, we won. Justice HAD prevailed, Topper's sentence however was lesser than we hoped for.

"In the case of Y/N L/N and Rafe Cameron v. Topper Thornton, the state of North Carolina hereby declares the defendant, Guilty of 4 cases of sexual assault, physical abuse, intended use of date rape drugs and more. He will be sentenced to 25 years in federal prison and will be eligible for parole in 15 years." The gavel bangs as the cheers erupt being me, Topper's shouting being muffled as he is taken back and Rafe shaking me as I stand there, shocked, numb, not happy, not sad, no longer angry, just numb.

"THIS IS FUCKING RIGGED! THIS IS BULLSHIT! I'M COMIN' FOR YOU CAMERON, YOU TOO SOFIA! ALL OF YOU! THIS IS BULLSHIT!" Rafe flipping him off as he pulls me in for a tight hug and the Pogues reach across the divider to shake me back to reality, all pulling us in along with Kelce and Sofia. Why didn't it feel like I had the justice I so longed for all those years?

TAGLIST: @houseofblve @lalaloopsieparty @bee-43 @frankoceanluvr11 @papercranesandinkstains

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hello my loves! sorry for being mia & not updating the smau in a few days, been dealing with some emotionally & mentally trying things these last few days but rest assured i will be updating as soon as i get a chance to not feel so meh & gross. thank you for the support on the smau! it’s my first ever time doing something like this but i love it! more to come! pinky swear ❤️

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PICTURE NOT SO PERFECT Part Diez.

(Rafe Cameron SMAU)

TRIGGER WARNING FOR THIS CHAPTER; talks of past trauma from sexual assault/grape. please do not read if you cannot handle those topics. thank you.

August 15th, 2022.

The day ran pretty smoothly, Rafe and I had lunch, went shopping for somethings for Baby Routledge and just spent the day together. Later in the afternoon when we met up with Kelce was when it really would get eventful as Kelce didn’t even know what the video he sent out was back then. OCTOBER 31ST. FIVE YEARS PRIOR. It all started my first year at the Kook Academy, Sarah, Kiara and I were the three favorite Freshman, the bait for the Juniors and Seniors who had their eye on us. I was 14, crushing on my childhood friend/best friend’s brother and we were all invited to a Halloween party at Topper’s house. Excited to be living again after losing my dad. The night was wild, drugs, booze, games, hook ups beginning in every other corner of the house but, I was pursued by the host. Arm thrown lazily over my shoulder as Rafe watched him in pure rage. Little to my knowledge he would end up being the one to spend the night with me but, not in a good way.

"Yo! Let's get these pretty ladies some beverages, what would you like?" His eyes solely pinned on me in an almost predatory way. Kiara and Sarah speaking for me as I felt a tingle of anxiety boiling up in my chest. It continued that way, us drinking, dancing and being pulled into the "It Crowd" scene by Topper. Rafe and Kelce doing their own thing around the party until Sarah started talking to a guy and Kie decided to set up shop outside to smoke a joint. I was okay at first, hanging with Kelce until Topper found me again, hands finding their place on my hips in a rough manner. A few drinks after and all I could remember was being directed up some stairs into a dark room that was enveloped in the scent of cologne and weed. My back hitting a mattress as a heavy weight landed on me, his chuckles burned into my brain as I felt his cold hands tearing off my lower layers of clothes. In seconds I felt that searing pain between my thighs, rough, unwanted. I fought as much as I could to move but my body was stone, too weak in comparison, too tired to fight and everything went black. I woke up what felt like hours later to Rafe's voice shouting at Topper. A shit eating grin on Topper's face as he watched a video on his phone, he sends it to Kelce with a text captioned 'Watch it or don't but, I need you to mass text this. ASAP.' And with that Rafe's first collided with Topper's jaw. He dropped to the floor like a weight that lost support and Rafe's hands clasped my cheeks, so gentle and so in tune with me. I couldn't focus on what he was saying but I trusted him with my life as he guided me out of the room after helping me dress and out to his truck. Yelling at Sarah and Kie for leaving me alone during the walk. I gripped his arm tighter as he did, almost as if telling him to not be upset with them. I couldn't feel my legs at that point as he lifted me into his truck and secured me in the passenger seat.

PRESENT DAY

Kelce's jaw remained unhinged, the shock clear on his face as he remembered finding Topper and the two of them never speaking of it again. He struggled to find the words as Rafe and I sat across from him, my nails digging into my palms as I retold the story and Rafe finished.

"Y/N/N, I'm so sorry. I never watched the video but if I had, I never would've sent it out. I was so drunk I just did what the text told me to. I don't kno-. How can I fix this?" His eyes sincere, glossed over. Kelce was always a sensitive guy, focused on his future rather than the gossip of Kildare.

"Do you still have access to your iCloud account where he sent the video?" Kelce nods and quickly begins logging into it.

"I'll send it to you right now but, how can we prove it was from Topper?" I look between the two. Standing up slowly and with shaky hands lifting my sundress to reveal a scar on my inner thigh near my knee.

"I have to watch the video but if this is able to be seen in it? We can prove it was me in the video, and Topper's ring caused it. " I could feel the rage steaming off of them both as they knew, they all had similar rings, Topper's had a diamond on the sides, which caused the cut a long with his grip. We say our goodbyes to Kelce and he hugs me tightly before leaving, feeling more betrayed and upset at himself than anything before I sit back down on the sand. Rafe following suit.

"You sure you want to watch it? I can if you aren't comfortable doing it. Even though I might lose it a bit if I do bu-." I cut him off with a nod. It had to be me. With that, we headed home to the cottage, the Pogues all there waiting when we arrived. My hands shaky as I walked to my bedroom, locking the door behind me. Airdropping the video to my laptop and opening it. I mute it before I hit play and see not only my cut, now scar but, Topper's ring and his initials, the same ring he still wears to this day. I was finally going to get closure that I never sought out, out of fear.

TAGLIST:

@bee-43 @frankoceanluvr11 @houseofblve @lalaloopsieparty

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SECOND CHANCE AT PICTURE PERFECT (PoguetteYN’s camera roll)

Part of the Picture Not So Perfect SMAU

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i just got done watching Rafe edits & half of them SCREAMING y/n & Rafe in Picture Not So Perfect. like SPOILER WARNING, but this is an angsty smau & i do have the ending but i also have 2 versions of it.. this one edit is so sad bc it’s Ward’s voice in Rafe’s head telling him he knows what to do, but he does the opposite. like PLEASE!!!

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PICTURE NOT SO PERFECT Part Nueve.

(Rafe Cameron SMAU)

AUGUST 9TH, 2022, 7:15AM, Y/N's meeting. I woke up jittery, the last few days have been a fight between myself and telling Rafe the truth, Topper was the one who broke us up, Topper was the one who ran us off the road, it was all Topper. He even hurt Sofia for God knows what reason. It was supposed to be a joyous occasion, the first birthday back together, a special one because he was now an honorary Pogue, part of our chosen family now and forever. So, after the board meeting I decided to shake it all off, collect as much evidence as I could so after today, I would tell Rafe and we would sue Topper. I let the others know to not bring it up, that I would be fine. They had each been staying with me (couples ofc) so I wouldn't be alone the last 3 days and today was the day, we would give Rafe a very much deserved birthday. And that was what we did.

Dinner was perfect, we caught up with Wheezie, filled her in on our scheme when Rafe went off to the restroom and when he came back brought up some of our favorite childhood memories. It was what it should be. Until the drive home became quiet. Sarah had said something to him when I went to pay the bill and he was a bit tense. We arrived at the cottage and he tells the girls that we would be in, in a second. I took it as him wanting some alone time, which we would have later that night anyway but, he turned to me and there in those ocean blue eyes I had fallen so deeply in love with all those years ago, was a hint of sadness.

"Why didn't you tell me? About Topper, about your panic attack, the pictures, the last 3 days, Squirt?" I let out a shaky breath that I had no idea I was holding in and he simply grabbed my hands, no sense of anger, no tension, just guilt? Why was he guilty?

"I didn't want to ruin what we planned, I wanted our first birthday back together to be special and if we walk through those doors it will be and I would've told you tomorrow that my attorney has enough evidence to file a lawsuit against Topper now, the video, the pic-." His hand cupped my cheek.

"It's Topper, Y/N. His grandfather is a judge, it would be unfair. And I know you meant well keeping this from me but I don't want that to be how we start over, I don't want to wonder if you're going to be keeping something from me so I won't explode. I'm not like that anymore, baby. I have a decent head on my shoulders now. Trust me." I grabbed his hand.

"I'm sorry. You just felt so guilty for trying to protect me that, I wanted to protect you this time. Can you forgive me for not telling you when it happened?" I put on my best puppy dog eyes, pushing my lower lip out in an exaggerated manner and he chuckles turning his head towards the door.

"I'm letting it slip, this time, Y/N. Next time? I don't give a shit what time it is, if we just hung up, if you're not able to speak, you call Me. Okay? We work through this together. But, for tonight? Let's just enjoy some good moments of us being together again. I'm too tired to deal with drama right now and to be fair, my arm's still sore from getting that fucking cast cut off." I turn his face toward me, skimming over every detail, every freckle and unique feature on it and pull him in for a kiss. He smiles into it, sending a shiver up my spine.

"Trust me, as much as I would like to bend you over this seat right here? I know the Pogues are waiting for us in there, there will be time for that when you and I come home later tonight, okay?" And it was then, the moment he called my home, his, ours.

I let out a little huff and pout, earning another chuckle out of him and we grab the leftovers, him helping me out of his new Jeep, walking in hand in hand to the cheers and popping of confetti by the Pogues. Our Family.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY!!" Rafe's hand squeezed mine in surprise as he laughed at the gesture, everyone bidding him their wishes as Pope stood there holding the cake with the candles for him to blow out. Without a second thought, he blows them out. Wrapping his arm around me as he flashed us his signature smirk.

"We didn't even get to sing you the song!" Sarah whined. He shook his head.

"Don't need it, I got all I need right here in this place. Thank you guys, really, this was super sweet." We cut the cake and end up driving back to the boneyard heading toward the cave entrance to set up camp. The full moon light flashing down at us as the boys set up a fire, the girls and I getting the blankets and towels laid around it and Wheezie bringing the bag of pillows down from the truck. It was perfect. Music blasting over the portable speaker, a bag getting heavier from the snacks and drinks being emptied into it, everyone talking about our past treasure hunting adventures and comparing scars, it was what I wanted for the night, to see the smile on his face that I had missed out on for a whole year. I never wanted the moment to end.

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PICTURE NOT SO PERFECT Part Ocho.

(Rafe Cameron SMAU)

August 6th, 2022, 5:30pm, Socials.

An hour had gone by and Rafe and I had just hung up our daily FaceTime and now knowing where he wanted to go to, I hurriedly set reservations for 4 when my phone dinged as to an alert in the driveway of the cottage. *motion detected in driveway*

"Who the hell?" I turned the light off in my room and grabbed my bat, Rafe was home with Wheeze watching her while she had her slumber party, Sarah and the Pogues were back at the Chateau, who could be here at this hour? It's damn near midnight. I open the app only to see a truck, damage to the front right side, eerily familiar and a figure hop out in dark clothes and a box. They leave the box at the door and hop back in the car, headlights pointing directly forward, stopping me from being able to see the license plates. It was too dark when they drove off to see them too. Could it be the person who drove us off the road? It had to be! Why's my chest so tight? Why can't I breathe? My back hits the wall as I try to steady myself, suddenly feeling lightheaded and out of air, I let my body slide down while reaching for my phone, dialing Cleo or whoever was the last call made.

"Hello? Y/N/N? What's that wheezing sound? Y/N! Are you okay?" Last thing I heard was a banging on the door and the buttons beeping in the rhythm of the code for the door.

NEXT MORNING A cold rag woke me from my sleep, a familiar smell pulling me awake. Sarah, Cleo and Kie. How are they all here? And suddenly I hear a cup drop, sitting up rather quickly, the girls panic to get me settled.

"Hey, hey, hey! You're okay! We got your call last night, I was half asleep but you were wheezing and John B drove us over. Pope and JJ got here this morning, had to keep the chateau guarded. What happened? We same the camera footage pulled up on your phone after the call, a box with black tape at the front door and tire tracks, I thought Rafe's truck was totaled?" I nod listening to Kie speak.

"It is but, I don't know. I got a notification on my security system saying there was movement in the driveway and I knew it wasn't Rafe, he was taking care of Wheeze and her slumber party and we had just hung up from FaceTime. Did you see the truck? They parked with their headlights facing the camera, they had to have known I had them. But, I saw the damage on the front right side of it too. I panicked and shut the lights off and grabbed my bat. No knock, no anything, they just left the box and were dressed in dark clothes. I guess I had a panic attack, I don't know." I sigh, a sense of uneasiness falling over me as they all looked around at each other then Sarah grabbed my hand.

'Try to expose me? And you're next. FLIP ME.' on the back, a picture of Sofia's face, bruised and bloody.