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I finally got the illustration book for haikyuu. I found this quote oddly comforting, so for the first time in close to a year, I sat down to sketch.

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Okay, so everyone in the haikyuu Fandom knows these two fanfictions, right? The Galaxy is Endless and In Another Life. I am thinking of making one for Asahi having a terminal illness. It wouldn't be yoai based like the other ones, but Asahixreader.

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More than friends

Warnings: Heavy making out/ unedited 

You have been Asahi’s roommate for a year. You come home sick from work one afternoon and he happens to be working from home today. Your nose is all stuffed up and you have a sore throat. 

“I am home” you say walking into your room and instantly changing into some pajamas. He can hear it in your voice you have a cold. He slips off his glasses and stands up from his computer and starts making some tea. You walkout of yourr room into the kitchen. 

“You don’t have to do that.” You and Asahi have crossed the line of more than friends a couple of times, but you have always chalked it up to him just being nice. 

“You don’t feel well and you look like you had an exhausting day at work.” He says giving you a small smile while grabbing your go to after work snack and handing it to you. 

“Thank you, I am going to go sit on the couch and watch some TV.” You grab a blanket and sit on the couch. 

“I could use a break from my work i’ll join you.” Asahi slumps down on the couch next to you and you instinctively share the blanket. You both sit under the blanket you two slowly inching closer he puts his arm around you and you cuddle into his side. He will never admit it, but he lives for these moments that you two cross over into a territory that is more than friends. 

“Thank you, for trying to make me feel better.” You say nuzzled into his chest. 

“That’s what friends are for.” He says rubbing your back. 

“I think we are more than friends.” You admit and Asahi stiffens. You look at him and you see him smile.

“I think so too.” You lean in and kiss him deeply, while he wraps his arms around you and holds the kiss. “I feel the same way.” You put your hands in his hair kissing him more, but taking breaks to breathe because of your stuffed up nose. A new found energy washing over you. 

“Do you want to be mine?” Asahi pulls away with a hint of lust in his eyes. 

“Yes I want to be yours.” He puts is hands on the side of your face and pulls you closer. You begin to kiss his chin and neck. 

“Good. Make me yours.” He kisses you again while you lay fully on top of him.

“I am yours.” He repeats. You are so happy he feels the same way about you as you do him. He wraps his arms around your waist pressing your body onto his and sighing happily into the kiss. You let out a pleased moan at the sudden contact. “I have always loved you.” He confesses. You pause for a moment to process what he just said before diving in to kiss him again this time exploring each other's mouths with your tongues. 

“I love you too” You say back after you make out for a while you two finally settle down and watch TV. 

“You're for sure going to get sick now.” You tease him. 

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Married y/n in a boring marriage. She flies to Japan for work and meets Asahi at a bar that his friends happen to drag him to. He finds it surprisingly easy to talk to you. A few too many drinks later, you are at your hotel with his tongue down your throat, but a pang of guilt keeps nagging you. You stop the kissing and apologize for wasting his night and telling him the whole truth. He is a little disappointed, but you both agree that you will probably never see each other again. It can be a secret. Asahi gave me you the night of your life and have not stopped thinking about him since.

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I love you in any way

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You walked up the street already hearing the music from the frat house a block away. You held onto your boyfriends arm a little tighter. You promised yourself that you would not over do it with the drinking. Your ex has given you a lecture every time you get too tipsy. You and Asahi haven't been dating for very long and you didn't want to embarrass yourself in front of him. You two enter the house with music booming in your ears and people have already started getting too wasted.

"Would you like a drink?" Asahi leaned over and talked into your ear. You nodded and blushed at his breath on your ear. You two haven't dated long enough to be intimate yet. You were hoping to change that tonight so you need to keep yourself sober. He came book with two solo cups and handed you one. It was a cocktail of many different strong alcohols mixed in one. You made mental note to only have one. Asahi on the other hand chugged three cups and was starting to get red on his cheeks. "He looked cute tipsy. "you thought. He was trying to loosen up so he could put some moves on you, but now he worried if he did it would look like a drunken decision. He really liked you and was falling hard. Asahi didn't want you to think this was anything but true intentions.

"Asahi would you like some water this time?" You giggled sitting next to him on a couch. He shook his head no.

"You don't want to drink anymore? You have only had one since we have been here. Do I make you uncomfortable to be drunk around? I promise nothing will..." You stop his rambling by placing your finger on his lips.

"I just don't want to embarrass myself." You say looking down at the floor.

"I promise this is the drunkest I will get if you want to let loose a little." He said getting you two up from the couch and leading to the kitchen to grab some shots and another drink mixture or two. He kinda broke the promise of not drinking anymore, but you insisted with all your drinking that he take some shots with you. You slam any drink that comes your way until you can't walk. Asahi sobered up enough to walk you back to his place.

"I want Mcdonlads!" You declared leaning on him while you two walked out the front door.

"I will order some to be delivered." He laughed at your goofy smile and how you were putting all your body weight on him. His house was a short walk from the house party. You ran to the bathroom real quick while Asahi got you a glass of water and waited for food. You looked at yourself in the mirror of his bathroom and deiced you were going to put the moves on him tonight. In your drunken haze you walked into the living room and sat really close to him on the couch. You kissed him without warning and quickly heated up the kiss into a full blown make out session. Asahi couldn't get enough of how you tasted. He has kissed you but, never this way before and it was so sloppy yet easily the hottest thing he has ever experienced. He felt like he was getting drunk again, but off of you this time. You moved to unbutton his shirt and that's when his good guy instincts kicked in. Asahi grabbed your hand lightly and gently told you, "I think we should stop at kissing, you are too drunk to consent to anything else right now." You felt like crying. You knew if you let go and drink something bad will happen. He picked up on the rejection anxiety and made you look at him. "I want to do more than kiss you trust me. I just want you to be fully aware of what is going on." He pauses and kisses you long and sweet. "I want you to feel everything I do to you." He says. You two eat your hamburgers and cuddle up and sleep on the couch in his living room. You both knew you fell for each other that night.

Author's Note:

Thank you for reading!

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Asahi brainrot

This man! I have come to realize I have been simping for him for like two years! Constantly on my mind. I need to start writing all the day dreams I have about him.

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🤤 Asahi

“Why, sir,” The madman stepped forward, tilting Asahi’s chin upward with a finger. His dark eyes contained an untamable spark, power radiating from his irises as he drank in the sight of his prisoner. “It’s only you.”

my artwork for chapter two of Threads of Gold

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7 Day Writing Challenge

I am challenging myself to a seven day writing challenge! Let's see if I can do it! This is the first day and I linked where I got the prompts below. I am also using all anime characters for this challenge. Keep me motivated!

Day One 8/13/22

Daichi had asked his mom one simple question. One that changed his life forever. He asked her for his birth certificate so he could finish enrolling in college. Daichi didn’t understand the sad look on his mom’s face when she said to wait until his father got home. That night he sat on a lone chair in his parents living room while his parents put the words together. 

“We have to tell you something, son.” His dad said with a long face. “We adopted you the same day your sister was born. Your birth mother was very young and felt she couldn’t provide for you. We never told you or your sister your birth dates, just days.” Daichi’s plans came to a screeching halt. He was told his whole life that he looked like both his parents and has never questioned that his sister’s birthday was a day after his. 

“Can I meet her?” Daichi asked about his heat aching at the news. “ I want to at least meet her.” He reiterated as he began to feel abandoned for the first time in his life. 

“We don’t know where she lives, we only have a name.” His mother said, handing him a little slip of paper with the only clue of his origin. Daichi took it and read over it. His name was on it with the same last name as his parents and the name of the birth mother was - and no birth father listed. His mother was seventeen. 

“I am going to use my college savings to try and find her this summer.” He held back tears. His parents reluctantly agreed to his trip. He was going to invite Suga to come along. Suga was a little worried about the planning, but came along for support. Also this much alone time with his crush is a dream come true! The boys set out for an adventure across Japan to find Daichi’s birth mother and finding out a lot about themselves along the way. They hit a snag with money and have to come with crazy ideas to make ends meet. Eventually meets his birth mother and finds out why she gave him up. While also finding love along the way.

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Single Dad AU

I for some reason really like single dad AUs so here is something I wrote. No clue what do for a title or if I want to make this into a full fic.

Asahi and his five year old daughter, Yuki got off the plane entering the busy airport. He carried her on his hip for fear of losing her in the big crowd. Asahi made the way to baggage claim to receive their suitcases. It was the middle of winter and extremely cold. Some of his friends back home thought he was crazy for moving to the US, much less to the midwest where the winters were harsh. Asahi wanted a new place for him and Yuki. Japan brought too many challenges for his clothing business. He wanted to raise his daughter in a small town where the community was strong and not much went on. They exited the airport and went to the parking garage where his new car was parked and unlocked it, he put Yuki in the carseat and buckled her in. She was severely jet lagged so she passed out as soon as he sat her in the seat. He hopped into the drivers side and started driving to their new home or actually apartment since he hasn’t been here in person to look at any houses. Asahi had the heat blasting in his car and could still feel the cold in his bones. He glanced back at Yuki in the rear view mirror, she was still fast asleep curled up in her coat. After about an hour of driving they made it to their new town. It only had about 10,000 people and driving through it only took about ten minutes. Their apartment complex was near the north end of town, he tried to pick the nicest apartment complex he could. He parked in his assigned space and went around back to wake Yuki before picking her up and walking up the stairs to their new home. It wasn't a big apartment with small bedrooms, a kitchen/ dining room combo, and a small living room barely big enough for a decent size couch and TV. He will get something bigger soon he thought, setting Yuki on the floor, she was barely awake now. Asahi heard the furniture store truck pull up in the parking lot.

“Yuki please stay here while I go get our furniture.” He says trying to find a place for her to be while they unload all the stuff. The coach and love seat of course arrived put together however nothing else did. As soon as the living room furniture was put into the place and the rest of the boxes unloaded outside the truck the store employees left. Asahi sighed to himself thinking how he was going to get all that stuff upstairs. He pushed all of it to the sidewalk so at least it was out of the way of the parking lot. Just as he pushed the last box onto the sidewalk a silver Charger pulled into a spot next to his car and a you got out in scrubs and a hoodie looking tired, but stopped to look at the new car next to yours. You noticed all the boxes on the sidewalk and an out of breath Asahi.

“Sir? Are you by yourself moving all this?” You asked, walking up to the row of boxes. He nodded too out of breath and tried to form any english words right now. “Do you want some help?” You asked. This time he shook his head and finally had enough breath to form a sentence.

“No thank you, I don’t want to bother anyone.” He said with a thick japanese accent. You found it cute, but cleared her head before speaking.

“Okay well I assume you're my new neighbor on the second floor? I am right next door if you change your mind.” you say walking up the stairs to your apartment. It was Asahi’s choice to move here so he figures it’s no one else's responsibility to help. He starts with the box that has Yuki’s bed fully intending on getting her bedroom put together today. He started by pulling the box with him as he walked backwards up the stairs. Just as he was about fully up them he let go to adjust his grip to turn the box on the flat floor and the box went tumbling down the stairs loudly. Asahi sighed in frustration and started his way back down the stairs to try again. Just then you open your apartment door now wearing green athletic leggings and the same hoodie. Hearing the ruckus outside and decided you are helping now. You walked down the stairs and got on the opposite side of the box as Asahi.

“I am sorry! I know that was loud.” He said bowing. You waved your hands in front of you. Being an American not used to bowing made her flush a little.

“Don’t worry, but you need help so please let me. You don’t have to pay me or anything.” you say starting to push the box up the stairs while Asahi pulls. He is going to do something to pay you back, he thought. As soon as they entered his apartment you noticed a little girl sitting on the floor playing on a phone. She is very cute with long brown almost black hair braided down her back and a fluffy pink coat that almost looks too big on her.

“This is my daughter Yuki.” Asahi says walking behind and crouching down and putting his hand on her head to get her attention to look up. She did and gave a shy wave and looked back at the phone. You did the same back and Asahi realized he never introduced himself. “Oh and I am Azumane Asahi.” He says nervously, you liked his name.

“I am Y/n” you say, holding out your hand. “Nice to meet you Azumane.” Asahi took your hand and shook it and for a brief moment he liked the way you said his name. You knew quite a bit about asain culture and knew that Azumane was a last name. You held yourself back from adding the san at the end, you were sure he was older than you. Asahi and you spent the rest of the afternoon getting all the boxes at least up into the apartment so that they could shut the door and keep the heat in. The apartment was a cluttered mess so Y/n helped move the respected boxes to their rooms. Just as they opened the box for Yuki’s bed she ran to her dad.

“Papa onaka ga suita!” She said. Little did Asahi know that you knew exactly what she said. She’s hungry.

“I could whip something up at my place or order something for us if you want.” You offered to pull out her phone to look at the restaurants that deliver which aren’t a lot around here.

“You have done enough for us.” Asahi paused. “You understood her?” He asked, shocked. You were not about to tell him you were an Otaku and you learned Japanese so that you didn’t have to read subtitles to watch anime.

“I took a class.” You lied not wanting to look weird. It was kinda the truth though. It was an online class.

“Well that’s good that one person can understand us. I know English pretty well, but Yuki is not so good yet.” He says with a shy smile.

“Daddy!” Yuki whines to remind Asahi she is hungry.

“Let me treat you as a thank you for helping us.” Asahi says not to give you time to protest getting his phone from Yuki. “What would be the easiest to eat without plates or silverware?” He asked

“Um pizza. Order Pizza Hut, it’s the best.” You say continuing to open the box while he downloads the app to order. Everyone decided cheese would be the best option. As you and Asahi waited the two of you slowly put the bed together since the instructions were hard to understand in both English and Japanese. You guys got it together just as the pizza arrived you did go back to your apartment to grab some cups for the pop he ordered. You all sat on the floor and ate your pizza in comfortable silence. You stayed and helped put the rest of Yuki’s bedroom together. All that was left was to decorate it. It glanced at your phone and noticed it was almost ten o’clock. You have work the next morning.

“Azumane, can I come help you tomorrow? I have to get up early for work.” You say politely.

“No problem, it’s late and I need to get Yuki to bed anyway..” He trailed off not really sure what else to say other than thank you which has probably said a thousand times by now. You gave him a smile that automatically relaxed him. He hasn’t been around many women other than Yuki’s mom. You made your way to the front door and put your shoes on. He just realized you did that out of respect for him and blushed a little. You said good night to Asahi and went to say good night to Yuki, but she passed out on the couch with Asahi's dead phone on her chest. You smiled at the cute girl and left their apartment and went next door to yours.

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Years of creative slump

Here lately I have been finding that I want to start being creative again. When I was younger I was very creative in a lot of different ways. Between the ages of 12 to about 16 I would write, paint, draw you name it, anything that had to do with creating something I did. I had hit some bad mental problems at 16 and my life got busy after that. Now I am 23 and my life has slowed some to where I have a little more free time. However I have found my skills are rusty and need a lot of practice to get back to the level I was. I have been trying to pull inspiration from everything I can think of. Anime and Manga has helped a lot with that. I might start a daily blog of just random short stories and things like that to maybe help hone my skills. May also try drawing everyday by starting a sketch journal of some sort. My mind is often over flowing with ideas I just to organize them somehow.

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Last night I had a dream that I was back in high school. It was lunch time and the lunch lady was filling up my tray with food. I said thank you and went to the back of the line and started putting the food back. Mainly the high calorie ones like the dessert and some meat. When Asahi grabbed my wrist and stopped me. He pulled me to a quiet spot in the cafeteria and started to put food back on my tray. He told me I was fine the way I was and I needed this food because I had after school activities. I wouldn't be able to eat until dinner at home. We know Asahi is rough with no one and I could tell it upset him that I wasn't eating enough.

There is a little back story to why I probably dreamed this, but that will be a different post.

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My Brain won't work

Having a moment where I have a bunch of creative energy, but don't know what creative outlet to use. Should I write, color, draw, or digital art!? My brain just can't seem to focus and now I am sleepy and wired up at the same time.

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Chest Pains

Here lately I have been having chest pains. Instead of calling the doctor to get it checked out I am writing this instead.

You come home one day and start making yourself dinner when all of sudden the pain in your chest starts again. You ignore it and continue to make yourself dinner. Asahi is gone in Tokyo for a fashion show so its just you at home. You haven't told him about the chest pains you have been having because he has been busy at work. You figured it was something to do with your anxiety and that they would go away with time. As you are about to make your plate the pain starts up again and this time its a lot worse. You end up on the floor luckily your phone is within reach and you dial the emergency number. You tell them your address and wait for them to get to your house. As the ambulance pulls up you here the emergency workers enter the house loudly announcing their presence. They knew to look in the kitchen.

The next thing you know you are waking up in a hospital bed. You notice the flowers on the night stand and then turn to see Asahi slumped over in a chair asleep while holding your hand. You move a little causing him to wake up. He looks at you with a relived face, but you could tell he has been crying. You are still very weak, so he speaks first.

"Y/n! You're awake finally!" He says lightly hugging you and kissing your forehead. "You have been out for a day. They can't quite tell what is wrong with your heart yet. You are still young so the doctors are pretty confused." He says letting all the information sink before continuing. You mind is foggy and you have your memories of what happened. Then you realize Asahi isn't supposed to be back yet.

"Why aren't you in Tokyo?" You ask him concerned about his career and hoping this didn't just destroy it. Your heart monitor started to beep since your heart rate went up too much. Asahi gives you a panic look and places his hand in yours and squeezes it.

"I couldn't just leave you here alone and my part of the show was done anyways. You matter more to me than anything." He says as nurse comes in to check on you. Your heart slows down and she leaves, but warns Asahi to wrap up the visit so you can rest. He heeds the warning and turns to you.

"I love you and please don't ever think my career comes before you." Asahi says sternly leaning in a giving a kiss on the cheek. You weakly tell him you love him back as you feel tired again and fall back asleep.

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Feeling Down Asahi head cannon

Basically you woke up in a bad mood and are having a lot of self doubt. Your boyfriend Asahi is still asleep. You go to the kitchen and make your coffee listen to music, but that doesn't bring up your mood. You are pretty use to comforting yourself in these moods because of your past. So you turn on the TV to one of your comfort anime. (Mine today is Ouran High School Host Club.) Pull out a coloring book and start to color while watching and listening to show in background. Asahi wakes and instantly knows whats going on. He knows you don't like to be touched too much during these times because you feel weird in your body. He gets his cup of coffee and silently sits down beside you on the over sized chair in your living room. Asahi leans over kisses your head and and says "Good Morning Beautiful." Then just sits back and watches your anime with you and silently supports you.

Hey was feeling down today and deiced to write this! Hope if you are having an off day this helped. This is the exact thought that helped me.

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Recurring Daydream 1

So basically I have been having a daydream consonantly for about a week. In this my friend group is Chanwoo, Asahi, and Kuroo basically. We are all in collage or working. We come up with this idea of throwing the biggest rager that a small town has ever seen. Basically it is my hometown and they are forgien students. Also Asahi and I have a big crush on eachother and throught the process of a us planning this party, Chanwoo and Kuroo try to find ways to get us together. My job is to pick out the music. We are also throwing this huge party during pride month so June. 

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Kenma dream

Last night I had a dream that made me irrationally happy and no romance at all happen in it! Which as you will find out is really weird for me! Basically Kenma and I worked at the same job. We got to know each other and we ended up being friends. Later on he would text me and ask me to come over and play video games with him. Kenma would also text how fun it always was to have me over. 

Really weird how happy this has made me! 

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Hi

Okay here is the thing I have not been on Tumblr for like years! I have so many random thoughts through out the day so I am thinking of starting a blog. Just about all the random shit I think about. Please excuse the username I made it when I was probably 13? I will post mostly about anime since that is what I am into and it takes up pretty much all of my mind!