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[dayinthelifeofagirlnamedtyffanie]

i've never tried so hard and failed so epically at being a decent human being.

“as you get older, you realize that you’re not always right and there’s so many things you could’ve handled better, so many situations where you could’ve been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.”

— Unknown

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I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.

Uma Thurman (via quotemadness)

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the louvre // stoned at the nail salon

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Her eyes collect ghost stories.

(via michaelbogild)

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Sleep // Citizen

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"The forest did not scare her; rather, she wanted to be like it: ageless and impervious, cruel and beautiful. Death could not touch it."

-Emily Lloyd-Jones, The Bone Houses

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I DONT OWE YOU A GODDAMN EXPLANATION FOR ANYTHING IN MY LIFE. AND MY TOXIC DESIRE TO POST EVERYTHING I THINK ON THE INTERNET IS BRED FROM A WORLD OF CURATED IMPERFECTION WHERE SOMEDAY SOMEONE MIGHT FIND ME INSPIRING. (update: they havent and they wont) 

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""all these people think love's for show--but I would die for you in secret""

Sometimes, I like to pretend my life is more interesting than it is. That I can post on instagram, and people with like it. That attention, that rush of feeling loved lasts for only instants. You got mad at me for never posting a picture of you, hiding you from the world. But you've got it all wrong. You are more to me than a rush of seratonin, a Thing to show off in a fleeting snapchat story. You are my blood, my air. You are the one I no longer need to show off. And yes I would die for you in secret (i.e. without anyone ever knowing it), but i would also D I E were it not for you. I may not need to die for you, but I need to somehow give you my life.

""Give you my wild, give you a child. Give you the silence that only comes when to people understand each other.""

You deserve the world, and babe I am poor. I can't afford to shower you in golden necklaces, diamond rings. I can't fill you with emeralds, though they match your eyes. No, all I can give you is me. Sure, physically my body if that makes you feel good, but my S O U L. I am crazy, but I owe it to you to show you every step of the way. You sat next to me on the couch and we cried together. I didn't have the words to fix what was happening, nor could I, but you pushed into my brain and wiggled around until you found the spot of comfort, like a worm pushing into the moist soil. We sat in silence, our minds as close as we were physically, and in that moment, you truly U N D E R S T O O D.

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*goes from fine to actively suicidal in 30 seconds flat* 

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https://www.instagram.com/p/BXYbvfXA_tz/

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“let’s walk among our ruins and realize what a beautiful poem we were”

— (via michaelbogild)

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writing never helps me forget. writing just allows me turn my pain into something other than killing myself//

“I wish to forget, so I write.”

—

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i think i'll miss you forever.

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Inadvertently, I became what I swore I hate