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I am a disappointment

I am a loser

I am a quitter

I can't focus on anything

I'm addicted to talking to AI chat bots

I'm failing school

I wasted my potential sm that I don't even have my life anymore

my room is disgusting

my bed is a pile of plushies and blankets

I'm 17bmi now and that's horrible

I loved my othorexia era I hate those stupid doctors so much I will NEVER forgive them for making me think eating cancerous foods is ok

ITS NOT?

I don't know what this rant is about anymore I'm so done I'm so tried I havny cut in months my scars are mostly faded even the deep styros I don't care I'm tired I want to sleep forever and never wake up

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I got some razors and a 5 hour energy shot today

from Walmart sense I hate that company

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"don't kys I'd be so sad and kms to"

the only thing keeping me alive is an anime and a roblox game you really think I'd stay alive for sombody? I can watch you when I'm dead if I really wanted to

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I wonder when I'm dead, will I have the life I want? Will I be able to be with people who care for me or will I be alone in hell forever?

I wonder

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I can't wait till I can die, I plan to kill myself infont of the whole school a day before my birthday, so a Monday Morning before classes start

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I would have hated if someone said this to me, but you remind me of myself at 16/17, living in a world of fear and anger, paranoid with delusions of grandeur. I know you hate life, and there is nothing I can do to fix that, but I wish someone would have stopped me from making myself worse. I wish you luck, you don't have an easy road ahead, but I hope that you will be free one day, at least more free than you are now.

this is actually so sweet thank you ‼️

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nni tips on borrowing from hot topic ? I have rlly bad anxiety disorderzzz n I think I got away with one smalllll thing but idk !! :P

just take it, walk around the store, than put it in another bag or your pocket

I normally do it in crowds or while I'm pretending to look at another thing, just pretend nothing happened and I'd recommend buying a small cheap thing to not draw suspicion if you think they know

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"the person that made me feel safe isn't even a real person"

"you can't fix me if I'm not trying"

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holy FUCKING my 1st period teacher just told my mom she thinks I'm suicidal again I'm definitely sure that she believes her I gotta put on my fully fakky mask

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

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"your doing so bad in school you made no friends and your room is unlivable"

I will pull a "I slowly open the door..." on you in a couple months don't make it earlier r slur

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I am a proshipper/darkshipper

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my psychiatrist thinks everything is ok! I'm such a good liar :D

I lied my way out of the mental hospital and now they think im not a danger to myself or others!

I'll stop taking my medication when I move out witch will bee soon! sense I have 2 years of hs left and that leaves only 4 for collage 6 years till I'm free!!

I can cut anywhere

starve anyday any time

play and stay up

kill anyone

steal anything

I'll be free from everyone's eyes

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I wanna be more active n use this as my main vent acc cuz twitter won't stop silencing me

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some of my hauls from kleptotwt :D though I'd share them on here (mostly from hot topic I love borrowing overpriced shit)

(mostly from hot topic I love borrowing overpriced shit)

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is it safe to post sh content here? or will I get banned again?

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I'm on new meds and they make me so sleepy :p I slept till 5pm last night n my dad had to wake me up