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nail biting , throat clearing , lying , interrupting , chewing the ends of pens , smoking , swearing , knuckle cracking , thumb sucking , muttering under their breath , talking to themselves , nose picking , binge drinking , oversleeping , snacking between meals , skipping meals , picking at skin , impulse buying , talking with their mouth full , humming/singing to themselves , chewing gum , leg jiggling , foot tapping , hair twirling , whistling , eye rolling , licking lips , sniffing , squinting , rubbing hands together , jaw clenching , gesturing while talking , putting feet up on tables , tucking hair behind ears , chewing lips , crossing arms over chest , putting hands on hips , rubbing the back or their neck , being late , procrastinating , doodling , shredding paper , peeling off bottle labels , forgetfulness , running hands through hair , overreacting , teeth grinding , nostril flaring , slouching , pacing , drumming fingers , fist clenching , pinching bridge of nose , rubbing temples , rolling shoulders
bold which habits your muse has
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  ohĀ  no ,Ā  it’sĀ  me ,Ā  marty ,Ā  18 ,Ā  he / him ,Ā  comin’  atĀ  youĀ  liveĀ  rightĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  depthsĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  underworldĀ  ( cst ) .Ā  i’mĀ  soĀ  tiredĀ  bcĀ  iĀ  workĀ  litcherallyĀ  allĀ  dayĀ  fiveĀ  daysĀ  aĀ  week ,Ā  butĀ  guessĀ  whoĀ  decidedĀ  toĀ  joinĀ  anĀ  rpĀ  anywayĀ  bcĀ  it’sĀ  beenĀ  toĀ  longĀ  sinceĀ  he’sĀ  writtenĀ  Anything ??Ā  anyway ,Ā  here’sĀ  thisĀ  li’lĀ  sh/t ,Ā  jude ,Ā  myĀ  darlingĀ  dearestĀ  who’sĀ  goneĀ  byĀ  severalĀ  differentĀ  namesĀ  andĀ  slightlyĀ  differentĀ  historiesĀ  beforeĀ  this .Ā  this’llĀ  probsĀ  beĀ  BriefĀ  bcĀ  i’mĀ  planningĀ  onĀ  makingĀ  hisĀ  pagesĀ  tomorrow .Ā  likeĀ  thisĀ Ā ā€˜n’  i’llĀ  moseyĀ  onĀ  overĀ  toĀ  you ,Ā  orĀ  youĀ  canĀ  hmuĀ  hereĀ  orĀ  onĀ  discordĀ  @Ā  dick’s wings#3074 !Ā  xoxo
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ļ¹ Ā  š‘”ā„Žš‘’ š‘Žš‘š‘
— - Ģ—Ģ€ it was great seeing JUDE FLORES around barcelona today! the NINETEEN y/o is originally from santa rosa, california, but they’re here to study biomedical sciences as an EXCHANGE STUDENT. i heard the SECOND YEAR got into barcelona university because they’re persevering, but some say they can also be hot-headed. no wonder people are starting to call them THE MAVERICK.
ļ¹  Ā š‘žš‘¢š‘–š‘š‘˜ š‘ š‘”š‘Žš‘”š‘ 
full name:Ā  judeĀ  floresĀ  Ā  Ā nn(s):Ā  literallyĀ  anyĀ  variationĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  nameĀ  tbh dob + pob:Ā  augustĀ  12thĀ  &Ā  caliĀ  Ā  Ā zodiac:Ā  leoĀ  sun ,Ā  capricornĀ  moon gender + pronouns:Ā  demiguy ,Ā  he / himĀ  Ā  Ā  sexuality: Ā homosexual , Ā greyromantic ethnicity:Ā  mexicanĀ  ( spanish + indigenous ) ,Ā  iranian ,Ā  variousĀ  white nationality:Ā  americanĀ  Ā  Ā  language(s): Ā english , Ā spanish , Ā catalan , Ā french label:Ā  theĀ  maverickĀ  Ā  Ā faceclaim:Ā  benjaminĀ  wadsworth
ļ¹  Ā š‘Ž š‘™š‘–š‘”š‘”š‘™š‘’ š‘š‘Žš‘š‘˜š‘”š‘Ÿš‘œš‘¢š‘›š‘‘
TRIGGER WARNINGS:Ā  deathĀ  &Ā  mental / verbalĀ  abuse ,Ā  underageĀ  drinkingĀ  mentions .
basically ,Ā  hisĀ  parentsĀ  areĀ  well - offĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  beĀ  comfortableĀ  withĀ  aĀ  tadĀ  bitĀ  ofĀ  extraĀ  cushion .Ā  hisĀ  momĀ  divorcedĀ  hisĀ  bioĀ  dadĀ  whenĀ  heĀ  wasĀ  four ,Ā  andĀ  sheĀ  remarriedĀ  herĀ  side - guy .Ā  hisĀ  dadĀ  gotĀ  himĀ  onĀ  theĀ  weekendsĀ  andĀ  everyĀ  otherĀ  thursdayĀ  andĀ  friday ,Ā  andĀ  heĀ  preferredĀ  beingĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  bioĀ  dad ,Ā  whoĀ  wasĀ  hisĀ  heroĀ  andĀ  mainĀ  inspirationĀ  ( andĀ  stillĀ  is ) .
hisĀ  bioĀ  dadĀ  diedĀ  inĀ  aĀ  workplaceĀ  accidentĀ  whenĀ  judeĀ  wasĀ  ten ,Ā  andĀ  hisĀ  bioĀ  momĀ  gotĀ  fullĀ  custodyĀ  ofĀ  herĀ  goldenĀ  boyĀ  ( that’sĀ  whatĀ  hisĀ  step - dadĀ  calledĀ  him ,Ā  andĀ  notĀ  inĀ  aĀ  NiceĀ  way ) .Ā  he’dĀ  actedĀ  outĀ  beforeĀ  then ,Ā  butĀ  afterĀ  hisĀ  dadĀ  died ,Ā  heĀ  actedĀ  outĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  moreĀ  frequentlyĀ  andĀ  moreĀ  intensely --Ā  butĀ  heĀ  alsoĀ  gotĀ  betterĀ  atĀ  hidingĀ  itĀ  andĀ  findingĀ  waysĀ  aroundĀ  consequences .
he’sĀ  hadĀ  hisĀ  mindĀ  setĀ  onĀ  goingĀ  toĀ  barcelonaĀ  forĀ  collegeĀ  sinceĀ  heĀ  wasĀ  seventeenĀ  andĀ  freshlyĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  highĀ  school .Ā  heĀ  wantedĀ  toĀ  getĀ  asĀ  farĀ  awayĀ  fromĀ  hisĀ  momĀ  andĀ  step - dadĀ  asĀ  possible ,Ā  becauseĀ  whenĀ  theyĀ  weren’tĀ  ignoringĀ  hisĀ  existence ,Ā  theyĀ  wereĀ  overbearinglyĀ  loudĀ  andĀ  meanĀ  ( andĀ  heĀ  wasĀ  loudĀ  &Ā  meanĀ  rightĀ  back ) .Ā  theyĀ  wereĀ  moreĀ  thanĀ  happyĀ  toĀ  payĀ  hisĀ  tuitionĀ  andĀ  getĀ  himĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  theirĀ  hair .
heĀ  startedĀ  smokingĀ  somewhereĀ  betweenĀ  theĀ  agesĀ  ofĀ  sixteenĀ  andĀ  seventeen .Ā  wasĀ  drinkingĀ  beforeĀ  then .
asĀ  forĀ  friendsĀ ,Ā  heĀ  wasn’tĀ  everĀ  really ,Ā  youĀ  know ,Ā  theĀ  mostĀ  popularĀ  kid .Ā  heĀ  wasĀ  bulliedĀ  inĀ  elementaryĀ  untilĀ  heĀ  stoodĀ  upĀ  forĀ  himselfĀ  inĀ  fifthĀ  gradeĀ  byĀ  punchingĀ  aĀ  bullyĀ  inĀ  theĀ  jaw .Ā  asĀ  heĀ  grew ,Ā  heĀ  preferredĀ  hisĀ  lonesome ,Ā  becauseĀ  everyoneĀ  heĀ  gotĀ  closeĀ  toĀ  wouldĀ  quicklyĀ  turnĀ  aroundĀ  andĀ  startĀ  ignoringĀ  himĀ  orĀ  whisperingĀ  behindĀ  hisĀ  back .Ā  kids ,Ā  right ??Ā  //Ā  heĀ  DOESĀ  haveĀ  oneĀ  friendĀ  heĀ  madeĀ  inĀ  eighthĀ  gradeĀ  thatĀ  isĀ  stillĀ  hisĀ  bestĀ  friend ,Ā  toĀ  thisĀ  day ,Ā  butĀ  heĀ  andĀ  hisĀ  familyĀ  movedĀ  toĀ  australia ,Ā  ofĀ  allĀ  places ,Ā  inĀ  theirĀ  seniorĀ  year .
TDLR:Ā  hisĀ  parentsĀ  suck ,Ā  he’sĀ  neverĀ  likedĀ  people ,Ā  grewĀ  upĀ  tooĀ  fast ,Ā  andĀ  heĀ  missesĀ  hisĀ  dadĀ  andĀ  bestĀ  friend .Ā  oh ,Ā  and ,Ā  heĀ  grewĀ  upĀ  speakingĀ  bothĀ  englishĀ  andĀ  spanish ,Ā  usingĀ  almostĀ  onlyĀ  spanishĀ  whenĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  bioĀ  dad .
ļ¹  Ā š‘ š‘œš‘šš‘’ š‘Žš‘›š‘Žš‘™š‘¦š‘ š‘–š‘ 
tooĀ  intelligentĀ  toĀ  hisĀ  ownĀ  good ,Ā  butĀ  notĀ  exactlyĀ  theĀ  wisest .Ā  hisĀ  bestĀ  subjectsĀ  areĀ  scienceĀ  andĀ  math ,Ā  andĀ  he’sĀ  aĀ  li’lĀ  nerdĀ ,Ā  butĀ  byĀ  g*dĀ  ifĀ  heĀ  isn’tĀ  alsoĀ  theĀ  stupidestĀ  dudeĀ  ever ,Ā  andĀ  heĀ  knowsĀ  it .Ā  heĀ  doesĀ  itĀ  onĀ  purpose .
cynical ,Ā  sarcasticĀ  asĀ  hell ,Ā  andĀ  hasĀ  aĀ  deeplyĀ  rootedĀ  hatredĀ  forĀ  authorityĀ  andĀ  mostĀ  anyoneĀ  whoĀ  isĀ  aboveĀ  theĀ  ageĀ  ofĀ  a millennial .Ā  he’sĀ  ( mostly )Ā  self - interested ,Ā  andĀ  he’sĀ  gottenĀ  peopleĀ  intoĀ  troubleĀ  beforeĀ  withoutĀ  remorse ,Ā  evenĀ  thoughĀ  theyĀ  hadn’tĀ  everĀ  doneĀ  anythingĀ  toĀ  him .
quietĀ  andĀ  soft - spoken ,Ā  butĀ  easilyĀ  riledĀ  up .Ā  he’sĀ  gotĀ  aĀ  shortĀ  fuse ,Ā  andĀ  anyoneĀ  whoĀ  hasĀ  metĀ  himĀ  knowsĀ  thisĀ  veryĀ  well .Ā  heĀ  doesn’tĀ  usuallyĀ  yell ,Ā  butĀ  he’sĀ  gottenĀ  intoĀ  manyĀ  fightsĀ  inĀ  theĀ  past .Ā  he’sĀ  gotĀ  moreĀ  biteĀ  thanĀ  bark ,Ā  whenĀ  he’sĀ  trulyĀ  pissedĀ  offĀ .
seemsĀ  fearless ,Ā  butĀ  he’sĀ  justĀ  veryĀ  brave ,Ā  bold ,Ā  impulsive ,Ā  andĀ  stupid .Ā  heĀ  willĀ  provokeĀ  someoneĀ  thriceĀ  hisĀ  size ,Ā  andĀ  he’llĀ  doĀ  almostĀ  anythingĀ  someoneĀ  daresĀ  himĀ  toĀ  do .Ā  he’sĀ  gotĀ  aĀ  goodĀ  recordĀ  forĀ  that .
he’sĀ  goodĀ  atĀ  notĀ  gettingĀ  caughtĀ  byĀ  authorityĀ  figures ,Ā  orĀ  ifĀ  heĀ  isĀ  caught ,Ā  it’sĀ  notĀ  entirelyĀ  difficultĀ  forĀ  himĀ  toĀ  getĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  slipperyĀ  situation .Ā  he’sĀ  gotĀ  hisĀ  witsĀ  toĀ  helpĀ  himĀ  outĀ  whereĀ  hisĀ  physicalĀ  strengthĀ  andĀ  agilityĀ  lack .
heĀ  couldĀ  beĀ  literallyĀ  dyingĀ  andĀ  he’dĀ  stillĀ  tryĀ  toĀ  getĀ  upĀ  andĀ  walk ,Ā  andĀ  pissĀ  offĀ  theĀ  peopleĀ  heĀ  doesn’tĀ  likeĀ  orĀ  whoĀ  hurtĀ  him .Ā  hisĀ  perseveranceĀ  andĀ  determinationĀ  rarelyĀ  falter ,Ā  andĀ  it’sĀ  notĀ  alwaysĀ  aĀ  goodĀ  thing .
okay ,Ā  so ,Ā  he’sĀ  aloofĀ  andĀ  doesn’tĀ  likeĀ  beingĀ  closeĀ  toĀ  anyone ,Ā  butĀ  heĀ  alwaysĀ  findsĀ  himselfĀ  gettingĀ  closeĀ  withĀ  atĀ  leastĀ  oneĀ  orĀ  twoĀ  peopleĀ  thatĀ  heĀ  lowkeyĀ  wouldĀ  dieĀ  for .Ā  he’llĀ  teaseĀ Ā ā€˜friends’  toĀ  noĀ  end ,Ā  butĀ  allĀ  inĀ  goodĀ  nature ,Ā  andĀ  it’sĀ  easyĀ  toĀ  tellĀ  whenĀ  heĀ  likesĀ  youĀ  becauseĀ  he’llĀ  talkĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  more ,Ā  andĀ  walkĀ  orĀ  sitĀ  closerĀ  toĀ  youĀ  ( andĀ  it’sĀ  easierĀ  toĀ  flusterĀ  him ) .Ā  he’sĀ  actuallyĀ  aĀ  prettyĀ  decentĀ  friend ,Ā  ifĀ  youĀ  getĀ  thatĀ  closeĀ  toĀ  him ,Ā  alwaysĀ  thereĀ  andĀ  willingĀ  toĀ  helpĀ  ( evenĀ  thoughĀ  he’llĀ  tellĀ  everyoneĀ  elseĀ  heĀ  doesn’tĀ  actuallyĀ  careĀ  aboutĀ  you ,Ā  heĀ  doesĀ ) .
TDLR:Ā  he’sĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  shitĀ  whoĀ  hasĀ  AĀ  HeartĀ  Ā andĀ  isĀ  toĀ  SmartĀ  andĀ  MischievousĀ  forĀ  hisĀ  ownĀ  good ,Ā  withĀ  theĀ  mouthĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  sailor ,Ā  albeitĀ  aĀ  quietĀ  one .Ā  getsĀ  headshakesĀ  andĀ  tsksĀ  fromĀ  everyone .
ļ¹  Ā š‘¤š‘Žš‘›š‘”š‘’š‘‘ š‘š‘œš‘›š‘›š‘’š‘š‘”š‘–š‘œš‘›š‘ 
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  closeĀ  friend ,Ā  confidante:Ā  someoneĀ  whoĀ  rivalsĀ  hisĀ  bestĀ  friendĀ  inĀ  australia ,Ā  whoĀ  heĀ  didn’tĀ  evenĀ  realizeĀ  heĀ  wasĀ  gettingĀ  closeĀ  toĀ  whenĀ  itĀ  wasĀ  happening .Ā  he’dĀ  alwaysĀ  beĀ  suggestingĀ  theyĀ  goĀ  outĀ  togetherĀ  andĀ  doĀ  whatever .Ā  he’dĀ  justĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  hangĀ  outĀ  withĀ  themĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  becauseĀ  they’reĀ Ā ā€œ theĀ  onlyĀ  personĀ  heĀ  canĀ  stand . ā€Ā  he’dĀ  dieĀ  forĀ  them .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  rivals ,Ā  enemies ,Ā  nemesisĀ  andĀ  what - have - yous:Ā  probablyĀ  someoneĀ  orĀ  someĀ  peopleĀ  whoĀ  areĀ  moreĀ  stuck - up ,Ā  whoĀ  alwaysĀ  followĀ  theĀ  rules ;Ā  ORĀ  whoĀ  areĀ  justĀ  veryĀ  competitiveĀ  andĀ  wantĀ  toĀ  seeĀ  whoĀ  canĀ  doĀ  theĀ  stupidestĀ  shitĀ  withoutĀ  gettingĀ  caught .Ā  canĀ  beĀ  amiableĀ  orĀ  actuallyĀ  fullĀ  ofĀ  disdain .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  studyĀ  buddies / smolĀ  groupĀ  ofĀ  ā€˜friends’:Ā  he’sĀ  reallyĀ  neutralĀ  withĀ  them ,Ā  butĀ  talksĀ  moreĀ  toĀ  themĀ  toĀ  mostĀ  othersĀ  ( aĀ  lotĀ  more ,Ā  actually ) .Ā  theyĀ  giveĀ  himĀ  theĀ  chanceĀ  toĀ  completelyĀ  nerdĀ  out ,Ā  andĀ  theyĀ  actuallyĀ  understandĀ  what’sĀ  comingĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  mouth ,Ā  evenĀ  whenĀ  it’sĀ  comingĀ  outĀ  aĀ  mileĀ  aĀ  minute .Ā  andĀ  heĀ  listensĀ  whenĀ  theyĀ  doĀ  theĀ  same ,Ā  andĀ  theyĀ  helpĀ  eachĀ  otherĀ  outĀ  whenĀ  they’reĀ  stuck ,Ā  teachĀ  eachĀ  otherĀ  newĀ  things ,Ā  etc .Ā  basically ,Ā  they’reĀ  totalĀ  adorableĀ  geeksĀ  together .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  bad - influencee:Ā  someoneĀ  who’s ,Ā  forĀ  someĀ  reason ,Ā  takenĀ  anĀ  interestĀ  inĀ  himĀ  andĀ  actuallyĀ  wantsĀ  toĀ  hangĀ  outĀ  withĀ  him ,Ā  andĀ  he’sĀ  startingĀ  toĀ  rubĀ  offĀ  onĀ  themĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  mischievous ,Ā  cunning ,Ā  deceitfulĀ  ways .
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  literallyĀ  anythingĀ .Ā  iĀ  willĀ  loveĀ  youĀ  andĀ  anyĀ  connectionsĀ  youĀ  haveĀ  inĀ  mind .
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