deftonesluver

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At least my fit is fire

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summer wishlist:

a gun

ozempic

prozac

1 million cans of coke zero

ozempic

long healthy hair down to my ass

did i mention ozempic?

can the gun be pink?

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ʚĭɞ happiness is a butterfly ʚĭɞ

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"just a kid."

I felt the cool blade

run against my damaged skin

the words of others

including myself

leak down my weak legs

my eyes water

my vision blurred

but the pleasure

and satisfaction

filled my brain

the victory

of proving everyone i could do it

filled my head

as the oxygen ran out

no one believed me

“you’re just a kid” they said

“you don’t know what life is really like” they said

but only if they knew

the feeling i had

when that man took me

took my life

the breath

out of my body

my childness

my playfulness

everything

then they would know

that i knew what life is really like

i heard the steps

the yelling

but it was to late

i was to far gone

the blade was far to deep

i waited

and waited

to be taken away

smiling as i felt the warm embrace

of the gates

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“you can suck in your stomach but your arms and thighs will always tell the truth”

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i will be skinny by october. i will be thin by october. i will be weightless by october. i will be dainty by october. i will be small by october. i will be slim by october. i will be perfect by october.

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★BARKBARKBQEKWOOFWOOFJANDK★

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headphones aren't enough. i need the song to stab me in the chest

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hate that I cry when I’m mad

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Prozac Nation (2001)

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me

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i hate hate HATE people acting like they're better than you just because they're older. i know teenagers who are more wise than 80% of adults combined. living more does not make you smarter. it's about the experience that comes with living.

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i never regret the meals i didn’t eat, only the ones i did.

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