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JSAB: HELP- Pages 349-353

shmiles

next batch wont be up for a while, i havent even finished sketching it out yet (sobs)- but its gonna be a big one >:3

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:(

”Two sides of one coin.”

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Woohoo!!

Don’t worry. They’re still gonna try to kill each other quite a bit.

also I’m not apologizing for lycan

Btw, the song Cuda plays is an actual song! I nabbed the tab off of Musescore, but you’re gonna have to work to figure out what it is if you don’t already know ;] here’s a little hint: it’s played in D flat major, and I had to mess with the score to get it to fit lmao

hope you like!

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AAAA SO CUTE I LOVE IT

I made a little fanart of @deltaqi cube

I see people making fanarts of them corrupted and I really like them in corrupted form

But I really LOVE him/she/them even though he doesn't show up much when he's normal. I think they're one of the cutest things I've ever seen and I think there should be more fanarts of him

I'm very normal about them

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JSAB: HELP- Pages 345-48

splitting this set in half so i can upload the next part sooner rather than later :) aiming to get the other half of this set done for next week!

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its true this was my doing

Soulofzurvan said that all Lycans must eat cabbage at 3:00 am on a Wednesday

The cabbage on 3:00 am started by @deltaqi actually! and we all decided that's canon for every Aus also i have to dig my old doodles again, Lycan lore jumpscare!

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goofy ahh

gonna try and focus on working on jsabh for the next little while! now that i have a job, i dont have to rely on commissions and ill feel like i have more time to work on the comic. SO hopefully i can get an update out soon! but i cant promise anything, the dnd hyperfixation is going strong still AND suddenly i hyperfixated on Viktor lore (LoL/Arcane).

however just know i WILL update eventually, i will finish this comic no matter what. this is a story i want to tell, and its like, just over halfway done! so! shapes will continue!! i love shapes

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Corrupted Bond (Cover 3)

things were better back then...why did we end up like this?

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Logic Gatekeeper

Content Warning: Fantasy Violence

I had lying this around for ages and decided to finish it.

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Antimony asks from @//zimcard-artblog's discord server

Love my little freak (he is available for the ask box i have open here btw, sorry im so slow to answering those but it is always open!)

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i like them a very normal amount.

The Doctor will see you now ✨

Behold, the lunatic themselves!!!!!

I love this character, so expect more of them lmao

they are my mad scientist dude <3333

EDIT: forgot to mention, thank you to @deltaqi for the idea for the second outfit :]

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ohhhh im so excited for the next few batches of pages hehe

as soon as i finish up the last 2 commissions in my queue, work on the comics will continue! im hoping to pick up familiar properly again, got 2 new pages finished for the next set whenever that'll be. but as of rn both comics are in the thumbnail/script stage as i figure things out. big shit is comin and i wanna make sure i get it right >:3

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i see the lil help book, i see what you did there >:3

“Words of bygone titans.”

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Not a particularly exciting chapter, but some good lore and interactions ^^

gonna finish art trades after this!

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glimp

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SERIOUS POST.

This may have some uncomfortable topics. But please read this whole thing. It’s important to be transparent, and I don’t want Cin to spread more shit.

my deepest apologies to people who are just here on my blog and reblogging my work for fun.

Alright, Cin. Since you want a response so bad, here ya go.

So what is this whole thing about?

User @/cintagonisupset is going around telling people this.

I’m already seeing the impacts, having my friends come to me about this. You’ve got my hands tied, so I’m making my statement.

First and foremost: I‘m not going to pretend that I didn’t make dirty jokes in my server in the past, before my birthday when I was 17, a minor myself, and before I banned such jokes last year. With 100% earnest I know this was a bad idea, and I have taken the time to be more careful about what I say around certain audiences. I am not perfect. But in his haste to fuck me up, he left out some crucial details.

1: I was 17 at the time, a minor myself, and was and still am in high school. I was a high schooler, making high-school-tier jokes in a server of other high schoolers. I am not ACTIVELY MAKING THESE JOKES like he says I am, and I do not condone the idea of doing so.

2: I am autistic. I struggle with social cues, with decision-making and so forth. I am only recently 18, but that does not mean I am mentally or emotionally mature, far from it. Mentally I am still a child. I struggle more than the average person with judgement, and often slip up around those I let my guard down around. I am working on this to avoid things such as this.

3: I am incredibly susceptible to peer pressure. In a place where those jokes were made, I wanted to feel like part of the group. So, as I often do, I mirrored behavior to feel like I fit in. I wasn’t sitting my high-school ass down and going “Let’s make raunchy jokes with kids!”, I was thinking in terms of “Maybe if I talk like them, they’ll like me and I’ll fit in somewhere” without fully realizing what everything meant, and without being able to properly process the social queues associated.

4: This was MONTHS ago. I do not actively do these things, nor condone them, I think it’s fucked up and I’ve done everything I can to be better than that. But to misrepresent the situation as me actively doing so isn’t great either.

So with that out of the way.

Do I think it was a good idea? No, absolutely not, but let’s not pretend that this is unheard of in high school and definitely on the internet. Since the dawn of time kids have made stupid jokes with one another. I was a middle schooler once and a high schooler now, I know exactly what goes on in those places. Let me restate: that doesn’t make it good, but let’s not pretend I’m the only high school kid who’s ever made a joke like that around their peers.

My point is, once this thing has become so normalized all over the place, in school, in media, it becomes difficult, especially for a neurodivergent such as myself, to deduce what to and not to do. I have fundamental principles and rules, but that does not mean I am not susceptible to being pressured into this sort of thing.

As I mentioned: I am not emotionally, or mentally, mature. I don’t know everything. I don’t fully comprehend the nuances of things. I am not always aware of what I am saying. I cannot understand social queues in the same way you do.

Make your conclusions as you will, but this is my stance, and this is the truth.

Also, maybe don’t tell people to kill themselves and that nobody likes them? Just a thought. (BTW: As mentioned I am autistic, it’s not as simple as “grow up”.)

TL;DR: I made raunchy/dirty jokes in my server when I was 17, in high school, with a bunch of other high schoolers, and Cin is telling me to end my life because of it.

Please consider my words. I have worked hard to build what I have, and feel it is important to be transparent. I want nothing but to make a positive impact on this community and the people within it. This does not mean I am perfect, but I am trying my best and my intentions are good.

Feel free to ask me, or leave opinions in the reblogs and replies. This is a conversation, not a preaching.

Also, about the art thief thing: I genuinely have no fuckin clue what he’s going on about there.

Edit: I have deleted the “P.S.” section regarding a suspicion I have to avoid further conflict.

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growling sobbing you are EVIL HOW COULD YOU (keep doing it)

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Hello!! It's me again

I hope you are having a wonderful day!

Here is the cube fanart! He's my favorite character (there are others but he's in first place)

I also wanted to apologize for the delay, I was very sick so I couldn't do it sooner

But here it is! I made it with great care, I hope you like it

Thanks for reading! And I wanted to say again that I love your comic

ACK I LOVE IT TYSM!!! ;;; <3 <3 <3