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i cant believe neurotypical ppl are allowed to just…..feel sad?? like they have all these playlists full of sad songs on spotify for ‘when u just want to wallow’ and its like honey if i let myself wallow for like 0.003 seconds im gonna be on the brink of killing myself 

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anybody else a gay demon?

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hello! ive decided to start something like a kuro network? if you ID as or are kin with someone from kuroshitsuji/black butler, you can be a part of this! recently, ive started feeling rather down because i have no canonmates or people to talk to, and i decided that maybe other people are feeling that way and maybe if i make something like this, we can connect and be friends and like a support group!! if you're interested, please contact me through PM, on kik (rottentown), or skype (whoreos666@gmail.com)! when you do, please tell me if you're comfortable with doubles or not, what your age is (its more likely that minors will be accepted, as i'm a minor myself), and what your kik or skype is (i might have 2 chats, seeing as not everyone has kik or skype)!!! what you can expect from the group: a bunch of friends, memes, people that can help u and that u can talk to, maybe rabbit chats where we watch things together??? also, my vent is @butiers, and if you have one, i'd feel very comfortable with you listening to me there as well!!!!

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imagine one day ill find my claude and he'll remember our romantic relationship. i m a g i n e

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WHEN WILL I FIND MY CLAUDE

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tonight ive been thinking a lot abt sexual abuse/manipulation/pressuring from my past partners and how ive been forced so many times into relationships (esp ddlg ones) that make me so uncomfortable. i feel so disgusting and dirty.

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i feel randomly, mm, whats the word..... fake?? i feel like a fake sebastian im going to remake my entire blog new about pages with more detail new theme new posts new everything I Need To

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It Seems I Am Feeling Unloved. I Will Kill Myself And People Will Feel Sad Which Means They Loved Me… Perfect

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srry for being gone for so long :// i needa vent abt some shit but dw ill tag it (unfortunately i cannot put it under a read more as i am on mobile :()

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god fuck i relapsed

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fun fact about me im depressed

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✩ cute demon + cute tiny demon ✩

Kuroshitsuji [Ch.120]

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why he is so goddamn cute

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i could do with keeping you near

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Self care is dropping off the face of the earth to see if anyone will bother to notice that youre gone

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me: i think im ok right now…

(someone doesn’t text me back)

me: you know?! fuck being mentally stable. death sounds sweet.