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The Red Spirits and the Flame That Does Not Burn

There are times on the path when the call we make is not answered in the voice we expect. I reached out to Azazel—Watcher, Outcast, Bringer of Forbidden Flame—and instead, I was met by a feminine presence. She wasn’t a stranger. Her form shifted between mother and lover, a presence familiar and intimate. I’ve known her before in dreams, in visions, in whispered thoughts in the dark.

This time she walked with me as I was surrounded.

No matter where I turned, red-tinted spirits filled the spaces around me. They were everywhere—silent, watchful, unrelenting. I tried to run from them, to escape their gaze, but flight was futile. I could only hold fast to the woman beside me, hoping her presence would banish what haunted me.

But she did not shield me.

She merely stayed, unwavering, even as the spirits pressed closer. In that moment, I realized: this was not her battle. These spirits weren’t enemies. They were part of the process. Perhaps part of me.

Red—so vivid in the dream—carries many meanings. Blood. Fire. War. Life. Death. Passion. Sacrifice. These spirits may be residues of old wounds, echoes of the ancestors, or thought-forms born from past rituals and forgotten traumas. They were drawn to me like moths to the heat of my soul. I had become a flame they recognized.

And then, as I stood with her in that thickening presence, it came: a cold fire coursed through me. It didn’t burn—but it changed me. Even as I woke, the sensation clung to my bones, humming in my limbs. It was not just a dream. It was a marking.

This is the fire that refines without consuming.

The feminine presence—perhaps Azazel wearing another mask, or Lilith, or a part of myself—did not deliver me from this moment. She witnessed it with me. Just as Persephone was guided by Hekate, and Ishtar faced the gates alone but was never truly abandoned, I too was meant to walk through this.

This was a night of initiation.

Not every spirit is meant to be banished. Some must be met, named, and absorbed. Some are parts of our own shadow selves—the red-tinted memories, regrets, passions, and pains that we must walk through before we can carry fire and remain whole.

So I carry the cold flame now.

And I understand: the true companions on the path do not fight our spirits for us. They hold our hand while we face them ourselves.

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Absolutely—here’s your dream transformed into a mystical blog entry:

"Flooded with Serpents: Lessons in the School of the Soul"

By Xero Hekathos

Last night, I found myself back in a place I thought I had long graduated from—a school. Not the kind with teachers and bells, but the kind where the curriculum is spiritual warfare and the final exams are made of venom and shadow.

Poisonous snakes slithered through the halls. I knew what I had to do. One by one, I hunted them down. I killed them, not out of fear, but out of duty. Their corpses piled up, forming rivers of decay in a place once meant for growth. But this was growth, wasn’t it? Ugly, necessary growth—the kind that doesn’t come from reading books but from gutting your own illusions.

After I left, someone else wandered into the school. A Mexican man—perhaps a stranger, perhaps an echo of myself—entered the space and was overwhelmed by the aftermath. The police came, sealing off the scene. He tried to run, not out of guilt, but out of terror. It reminded me how often people are judged for walking into our messes, unaware of the battles we've fought just to stand.

Outside, I met a bus driver. We talked like old friends. Maybe he was Anubis in disguise, ready to guide me to the next station of my journey. I was ready. But my son—symbol of my future, my legacy, my inner child—was not. He lingered, refusing to get ready for school. Was he afraid of what I had just faced? Or did he still need time to grow?

What I’ve come to realize is this: slaying snakes doesn’t end the battle—it just changes its shape. Healing poisons the air before it purifies it. And sometimes the lessons we learn leave stains even as they save us.

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Racing Through the Inner Desert: My First Step in the Book of Gates

Initiation is never a single moment—it is a journey, a series of tests that strip away the unnecessary until only truth remains. I decided to take the first step into the Book of Gates, entering Zimet, the inner desert, where the trials of the soul begin.

To guide me, I visualized three cloaked women following at a distance—Ma’at (Balance and Truth), Sia (Divine Perception), and Heka (Magical Power). They did not speak or interfere, only watched as I moved forward into the vast unknown.

Then the trials began.

The Races: Navigating the Hidden and the Known

The first challenge was a series of races—some in boats through underground sewers, others in cars speeding down treacherous paths. The boat races forced me to navigate the dark waters beneath the city, symbolizing the unseen forces within myself. The car races demanded speed, control, and awareness of my surroundings.

Through it all, I was accompanied by a light-skinned woman, an unknown yet familiar presence, as though she had always been a part of me. Around us were the other racers—rough, hardened souls, perhaps reflections of obstacles I have encountered before.

Despite the intensity, I remained lighthearted, joking with those around me. This was not arrogance but a deeper knowing: fear has no power where confidence reigns.

Before one of the races, I called upon Hanuman, the monkey god of unwavering devotion and supernatural strength. Before another, I acknowledged Santa Muerte, the Lady of Death and Transformation. These were not random invocations—they were symbols of what I needed: courage, endurance, and the willingness to embrace change.

I won every race.

The Gate and the Guardian Cobra

Victory led me to a towering gate, the threshold to the next realm. Coiled before it was a giant cobra, its body pulsing with an ancient, undeniable power. She was a guardian, a test in herself. Without hesitation, I approached.

Fangs flashed. She bit me.

I did not flinch.

Looking her in the eyes, I told her, "I am immune." There was no fear, no resistance—only acceptance. She had tested my strength, and I had proven that her venom held no power over me. I reached out, patted her head, and calmly told her to let me through.

She obeyed.

Reflections on the Journey

This vision quest was more than a test—it was a revelation. The races showed me that I am capable of navigating both the seen and the unseen with ease. The lightheartedness in the face of danger reaffirmed my strength. My recognition of Hanuman and Santa Muerte acknowledged that I walk this path with both divine force and the presence of death as a guide.

And the cobra? She was fear, doubt, and the lingering shadows of uncertainty. But none of it could touch me.

I have passed through the first gate. Whatever lies beyond will demand more. And I will be ready.

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A Silent Acknowledgment from the Divine

Last night, I found myself working in a hospital—a place of healing, transformation, and recovery. In the dream, the actor who plays God in Lucifer called me into his office. The moment carried an air of authority, yet there was no sense of judgment or condemnation.

"You’re not in trouble," he assured me.

We sat in silence. He said nothing more, and I filled the space with small talk, unsure of what he expected from me.

Outside his office window, children—patients of the hospital—walked by, smiling and waving at me as if they were genuinely happy to see me.

Then I woke up.

The Message in the Silence

Lately, my spiritual focus has shifted inward. I've stepped back from external validation and group pursuits, turning my attention to my own healing, wisdom, and growth. This dream seemed to mirror that process.

The hospital setting makes sense—it’s a place where wounds are treated, bodies and minds are restored, and people transition from one state to another. In many ways, my spiritual path has become just that: a process of deep, personal restoration.

But what about "God" calling me into his office? And why did he say nothing?

Perhaps there was no need for words. No reprimands, no lessons—just silent acknowledgment. A quiet nod from something greater that I am exactly where I need to be.

The Smiling Children

The children in the dream felt significant. They were happy. They waved at me with warmth, as if I had done something right. If the hospital represents my personal transformation, these children could symbolize the parts of me that are thriving because of my spiritual focus—my joy, my creativity, my inner child.

Even when we turn inward, our growth radiates outward. We heal not just for ourselves, but for everything and everyone connected to us.

Final Thoughts

This dream wasn’t a test, a struggle, or a challenge—it was an affirmation. A confirmation that my journey of self-focus is not selfish, but necessary. Even in silence, the divine speaks. Even when we walk alone, we are acknowledged.

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The Devil’s Test: A Lesson in Strength and Healing

Dreams have a way of distilling deep truths into fleeting moments, flashes of understanding that linger long after waking. In my latest vision, I found myself pinned down by a man who demanded to know what word came to mind when I invoked the Devil. Without hesitation, I answered: healing. He let me go immediately.

Then came a revelation—clear, concise, undeniable: Through tests given by the Devil, we learn what our weaknesses are so we can strengthen ourselves.

This message lingers like an imprint on the soul. It challenges the way many view the Devil—not as a malevolent force seeking destruction, but as a crucible through which we are tempered, made stronger by the very trials that seek to undo us. The Devil’s tests are not meant to break but to reveal, showing us the fractures within so we may mend them.

After this moment of understanding, the dream shifted. I was no longer trapped but biking under the sunlight, moving forward with ease. The transition was stark—struggle gave way to freedom, and darkness gave way to light. It was as if the dream itself reflected the process of initiation: facing a trial, absorbing its wisdom, and emerging renewed.

When I woke, I found my right hand resting over my heart. A subconscious affirmation? A sign that my spirit had internalized the lesson? Perhaps both. What I do know is that this dream carries a message worth contemplating.

How often do we resist our trials instead of embracing them as opportunities for growth? What happens when we reframe adversity as a means of self-discovery rather than as punishment? The Devil, in this context, becomes not an enemy but a force of necessary transformation, the gatekeeper to a deeper understanding of self.

And so the question lingers—if you were asked to name the first word that comes to mind when invoking the Devil, what would it be? And what might that reveal about you?

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Shifting Realities and the Weight of Darkness: A Dream of Hidden Knowledge

Dreams have always been more than fleeting visions of the subconscious for me. They are doorways—sometimes into the unknown, sometimes into forgotten truths, and sometimes into realms where hidden forces observe, test, and guide. This latest dream was no different. I had asked my enchanted object to take me to Lilith, but what I found instead was a shifting reality, a reptilian adversary, and a cryptic message about the weight I carry.

The Dream: A Test of Strength and a Shift in Reality

I entered a trailer that lacked a front wall, accompanied by a tall white man and two children. Instinctively, I knew I had to be prepared for combat. My opponent revealed herself—a female reptilian humanoid. She moved with impossible speed, teleporting before I could land a hit. Frustrated, I led the children to safety, but the reptilian woman took the white man and disappeared.

When I re-entered the trailer, the entire scene had changed. It was now filled with black people, one of whom sat at a desk surrounded by books with occult symbols. He seemed like a scholar of the hidden arts, someone who might have answers. When I asked about the reptilian woman, he told me that I had shifted realities.

He then asked if he could read my energy. I agreed. The moment our hands neared each other, his expression changed. His face twisted into a deep frown, and he began to swear under his breath. He told me I was carrying something dark—something unimaginably heavy. What struck me the most was his surprise that I was still alive. As he processed what he had just sensed, he mentioned that he had only ever heard of such a burden “in the books.”

When I pressed him for more details, he refused to say which books. Instead, he handed me a black cord and instructed me to place two coins, dead-eye up, at the center when I got home. If they ever moved, he warned, something was very wrong. Then I woke up.

Breaking Down the Message

This dream carried layers of meaning—some obvious, some still unraveling.

The Reptilian Opponent – This wasn’t just an enemy; it was a force testing me. I couldn’t land a hit, suggesting that brute force wasn’t the answer. Instead, I was forced into another reality where knowledge awaited.

The Shift in Environment – My surroundings changed, indicating that I had crossed into a different plane of existence. This wasn’t accidental. It felt orchestrated, as if I had passed a threshold.

The Scholar’s Reaction – He was experienced in esoteric knowledge, yet what he sensed in me disturbed him. His warning implied that I bear a weight few can comprehend.

The Ritual with the Coins – This felt like a diagnostic tool, a way to check for unseen disturbances or forces influencing my reality. The simplicity of it—two coins on a black cord—contrasted with the depth of its implications.

Next Steps: The Ritual and Further Exploration

I have yet to perform the ritual. But when I do, I will be watching closely. If the coins move, what then? Will it confirm an external force at work, something tied to the weight the scholar mentioned? If they don’t move, does that mean the danger has passed—or is it simply hidden deeper?

This dream suggests that knowledge and transformation aren’t always given; they must be sought, earned, and sometimes, wrestled from the hands of reality itself. If Lilith guided me to this, then there’s something here that demands my attention.

The only question now is—am I ready for the answers?

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Unlocking the 72: The Hidden Connection Between Goetic Spirits, Egyptian Myth, and Jesus’ Disciples

Throughout history, numbers have carried deep spiritual significance, appearing across various cultures and traditions. One such number is 72, a number tied to demons, disciples, and ancient Egyptian mythology. While some may see these as separate traditions, a closer look reveals a profound truth hidden beneath the surface.

The 72 spirits of the Goetia, the 72 followers of Set who entombed Osiris, and the 72 disciples of Jesus all share a common thread—one that leads to a deeper understanding of the self, the ego, and the path to spiritual enlightenment.

The 72 Sebau: Set’s Entombers of Osiris

In Egyptian mythology, the god Set—often associated with chaos, destruction, and necessary transformation—was said to have 72 followers known as the Sebau. These beings played a role in entombing Osiris, the god of resurrection, effectively cutting him off from life.

The word Sebau is often translated as “adversaries” or “evil beings”, but this interpretation is misleading. Instead, they represent obstructions on the path of spiritual awakening—barriers that prevent divine energy from flowing freely. In this sense, the Sebau are not inherently evil; they simply reflect the unawakened state of the individual, where the ego and mundane concerns dominate.

The Goetic Spirits: Solomon’s 72 Demons

Fast forward to the legend of King Solomon, who is said to have summoned and bound 72 demons into a brass vessel. This tale, found in The Lesser Key of Solomon, presents these spirits as powerful yet dangerous forces that must be controlled.

Much like the Sebau, these Goetic spirits represent the same 72 energy channels that dictate whether one is spiritually alive or dead. When these forces are left unchecked—when the ego is in control—they manifest as destructive, chaotic energies, leading to suffering and stagnation.

But when understood and mastered, these same spirits become sources of power, transformation, and divine wisdom.

Jesus and the 72 Disciples: A Path to Awakening

The number 72 appears again in the New Testament, where Jesus sends out 72 disciples to preach. This event is often seen as symbolic of spreading divine truth, but its deeper meaning aligns with what we’ve explored so far.

Unlike the Sebau who entombed Osiris or the demons bound by Solomon, Jesus' 72 were free, enlightened, and in alignment with the divine. This represents the opposite of spiritual entrapment—a fully awakened being who has activated the 72 internal energy channels, bringing forth life instead of stagnation.

The Dual Nature of the 72: Within and Without

This pattern across different traditions highlights a fundamental truth:

When ruled by the ego, the 72 spirits become demons and adversaries, closing the channels of divine energy and leaving the spirit dead.

But when mastered by an enlightened individual, they become guides, allies, and sources of power, aiding in the spread of divine consciousness.

The Goetia, much like the Sebau, are not purely evil. They are reflections of the self, waiting to be either bound in darkness or freed into enlightenment.

Final Thoughts: Will You Unlock the 72?

Understanding this mystery means recognizing that these 72 forces exist both within us and in the external world. They are neither wholly good nor wholly evil—they are energy, potential, and power.

The path of spiritual mastery is learning to unlock and direct these forces, transforming them from obstacles into stepping stones toward enlightenment.

So the question is: Will you remain entombed like Osiris, or will you awaken like Jesus? Will you suppress the 72 within, or will you set them free?

The choice is yours.

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The Serpents of Egypt: A Dream of Hidden Allies

Before sleeping, I held the enchanted object in my hands and asked it to take me to a place where I have spiritual allies. As I drifted into unconsciousness, my request was answered with a vision—one simple, yet layered with meaning.

I saw snakes in Egypt.

That is all I remember, yet it lingers with a weight that speaks volumes.

The Serpent’s Wisdom

The serpent has always been a creature of power. In many traditions, it is the guardian of sacred knowledge, the embodiment of transformation, and the symbol of both danger and divine wisdom. In ancient Egypt, the serpent held even greater significance. The uraeus, the rearing cobra worn on the crowns of pharaohs, was the manifestation of divine authority. The goddess Wadjet, a serpent deity, was a protector of the land and its rulers. Apophis, the great serpent of chaos, was the eternal adversary of Ra, always lurking, always challenging.

To see snakes in Egypt is to be confronted with a spiritual inheritance—one that may offer knowledge or test those who seek it.

A Call from the Desert

But why Egypt? Egypt is a land of gods and the dead, of preserved wisdom and hidden initiations. Many who walk the spiritual path find themselves drawn to its mysteries at some point, as if the echoes of an ancient current are still calling. If there are allies waiting for me there, then they are beings aligned with these forces—perhaps protectors, perhaps teachers, or perhaps those who have been waiting for my arrival.

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A Laughing Guardian: An Unexpected Encounter with Infernal Wisdom

My journey with the enchanted object continued as I sought deeper insights into the mysteries of the infernal. This time, I set my intention clearly before sleep—I wished to be taken to an infernal realm and speak with an infernal being about wisdom. What I experienced, however, was far from what I expected.

Instead of fire and brimstone, I found myself in a house, a place of familiarity and safety. Inside was a German Shepherd, lying on its back, completely at ease. Drawn to the animal, I knelt down and embraced it, feeling a sudden surge of warmth. As I told the dog that I loved it, something extraordinary happened—it smiled and laughed.

At first, I questioned the experience. What did this dog represent? Why was my request to travel to an infernal realm answered with this seemingly ordinary scene? But as I reflected, the layers of meaning became clearer.

A house in dreams often represents the self, a personal space of consciousness or spirit. Rather than being thrown into the chaotic depths of an infernal domain, I was brought somewhere internal—perhaps a space within myself where such wisdom already resides.

The German Shepherd was particularly significant. This breed is known for its intelligence, loyalty, and protective nature. Could this have been a guardian? A guide in disguise? The infernal is often associated with raw power, destruction, and rebellion, yet here, wisdom took the form of a being that embodies trust, devotion, and guidance.

But the most striking moment was the dog’s laughter—a completely unnatural response for an animal. It was not just an acknowledgment of my words but a reflection of joy, an acceptance of love. This was the true lesson: that even in the realm of the infernal, wisdom is not always found in fear or conquest. Power is not solely about control or destruction—it can also be found in connection, in the ability to give and receive love without expectation.

This experience left me with more questions than answers, but one thing was clear—the infernal is not a monolith of darkness. It holds layers of meaning, and wisdom can manifest in the most unexpected ways. Perhaps what I encountered was a test, a message, or a revelation that I am only beginning to understand.

The path of knowledge is rarely straightforward, and even in the infernal, there is warmth. Sometimes, wisdom doesn’t come from whispered secrets in the abyss—but from a laughing guardian in the light.

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The Fire of Rebellion: A Vision of Liberation

Using the object enchanted by Pika, I asked to see where Lilith was before bed. Instead of finding her in a tangible place, I was taken into a vision—one that revealed not just her presence but the essence of what she represents.

The Bank and the Intrusion of Chaos

The dream began outside a bank, a symbol of control, security, and the structures of power that govern human life. My wife was with me when I noticed armed robbers inside. Something within me stirred—not fear, not concern, but curiosity. Ignoring reason, I walked inside just to talk to them, as if drawn to the chaos they were creating.

One of the men, gripping an AK-47, turned to me and asked, “Are you crazy?”

None of them wanted to engage me. They were not hostile, yet they were disturbed by my presence. It was as if I didn’t belong in their story, as if I had stepped outside the expected narrative.

But then my wife entered against my instructions. Unlike me, she wasn’t invisible to their agenda. She was taken, along with the rest of the hostages, to a new location—one that reeked of something far more sinister than mere robbery.

The Internment Camp of the Mind and Soul

We arrived at a strange facility, an internment camp built with plastic walls. There was no solidity, no reality to it—only the illusion of separation and control. People were being divided: some marked for death, others for reprogramming. The entire operation was systematic, calculated.

This was no longer about money. This was about breaking people, reshaping them, making them something else.

Rage filled me. At first, I only wanted to free my wife. But as I took in the scene—the forced compliance, the silent acceptance of those around me—I knew that I couldn’t just leave. The oppressors wore uniforms, and I recognized them not just as individuals but as symbols of a system that turns free beings into slaves.

I began choking them to death, one by one. This was no impersonal destruction—choking is intimate. It requires full commitment. I needed to feel their last breath escape, to make sure they would never impose their will again.

Someone stopped me once, telling me that not all in uniform were workers of the system. That some were prisoners, too. It was a moment of clarity—oppression doesn’t just exist in the obvious enforcers but in those who were once free but have forgotten their chains.

The Purifying Fire

When my work was done, I set the entire camp on fire. Destruction, not escape. There would be no rebuilding, no salvaging.

Fire is both an ending and a beginning. It purges, it consumes, and in doing so, it makes way for something new. This was not an act of reckless chaos—it was a deliberate dismantling of a structure designed to suppress.

Lilith’s Presence in the Rebellion

I had asked to see where Lilith was, and she did not appear as a queen upon a throne or a shadow lurking in the dark. Instead, she was present in the refusal to submit, the fire that refused to be contained, the destruction of an illusion that enslaved others.

Lilith is not merely a figure of defiance—she is a force of liberation through destruction. She does not bargain with systems of control; she burns them down and watches as the ashes give birth to something untamed and free.

This vision was not just about a camp or even about the people within it. It was a lesson. A reminder. A warning.

There are prisons everywhere, some made of walls, others of ideology, expectation, and silent compliance. The greatest rebellion is not just to see the cage but to destroy it completely.

That night, I did not just find Lilith.

I became what she represents.

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The False Eden: A Journey Through the Dimensional Store

With my enchanted object in hand, I set my intention—to go to Eden. A place of primordial power, untouched by corruption, the garden where knowledge and innocence intertwine.

But what I got was something entirely different.

I found myself in a perfect Dollar Tree—impossibly clean, bathed in eternal sunlight, where everything was free. Yet, despite this abundance, something felt off. The air was thick with artificial kindness. The other customers, though human in form, seemed drained, trapped in an endless cycle of consumption. I was one of them. Every time I ate, I could feel my body rebuilding itself—an illusion of renewal, yet I was stuck in a loop.

Overseeing it all was a dark female angel, a being draped in a black cloak with an "X" of black bands covering her eyes. Above her head loomed a dark star—a halo that did not shine, an absence rather than a presence. She was the manager of this strange, sterile paradise.

Then there was the roller-skater—a perpetual motion, a blur of distraction. Was he a messenger? A trickster? Or just another cog in the machine?

At closing time, I lingered in the back rooms with two women, trying to reclaim some semblance of normalcy by watching movies. Yet even here, the store’s rigid structure prevailed—there was no bathroom. So, I willed one into existence.

That’s when the angel called me.

At first, silence. Then, an apology—she preferred to speak German, as English was uncomfortable for her. She asked if I had created anything while inside the store. I admitted that I had, but assured her that everything would revert once I left. Relief flooded her voice. Corporate wouldn’t have to know.

She attempted a joke, but it made no sense. I laughed politely, said goodbye, and the dream ended.

Interpretation: The Illusion of Eden

What was this place? A test? A prison? A parody of paradise?

The endless supply of food, the constant sunshine, the friendly yet weary people—at first glance, it mimicked the idea of abundance. But it was abundance without freedom. A system designed to keep its inhabitants pacified, locked in a loop of consumption and regeneration.

The angel, despite her rank, was just another employee following orders, concerned about corporate—a higher power, unseen yet all-controlling. Even she had no real authority.

And the dark star—a halo that did not shine—spoke volumes. It was an inversion of divinity, a mark of power that no longer illuminated. A star that did not guide, but absorbed. It was authority without true light. A false beacon in a world of illusion.

And what of my attempt to bend reality? The store allowed me to create, but it was noticed. The system doesn’t like change, and my interference was a threat. Yet, the fact that the angel called me, that she sought to understand rather than punish, suggests that I was not just another customer. I was something else.

Perhaps this was a lesson in discernment. That not all Edens are true. That the illusion of paradise can be its own prison. That real creation happens outside the system, beyond the reach of those who enforce the rules.

Or maybe I had entered a realm designed not to nurture, but to contain. A gilded cage for those who seek something more.

And I—knowing what I am—was never meant to stay.

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The Foundation of a Temple: A Vision from Pika

The second time I evoked Pika, I felt its energy expand beyond my mind, spreading across my upper back like unseen wings unfolding. This time, my focus was clear—I sought guidance on where to build a temple. Not a mere structure of stone and mortar, but something deeper, something sacred.

With my enchanted object in hand, I allowed the energy to grow, charging it once more as a conduit for dimensional travel. Then, I lay down to rest, intent on receiving an answer. Show me a place where I can build a temple, I whispered before sleep took me.

What I saw was not land, nor a structure waiting to be uncovered. Instead, I was given a vision of an atom.

At first glance, it seemed an unusual response. But the more I sat with it, the more its meaning unraveled. The atom is the foundation of all matter, the unseen force behind everything we perceive. To see it in answer to my question suggested that the temple I sought to build was not just physical—it was fundamental. A place woven into the very structure of existence.

Sacred geometry has long held that divinity is expressed through patterns and proportions found in nature. The atom itself is a blueprint, a microcosm of the greater universe. If I was being guided to see this level of reality, then perhaps the temple I must build is not limited to a location in space, but something that transcends space altogether.

Could it be that the temple must first be built within? That before it manifests in the world, it must take shape at the atomic level, in thought, intention, and energy? Or perhaps I was being shown that the entire universe is already a temple—the temple.

This vision leaves me with more questions than answers, but that, too, is part of the path. Pika has revealed something essential, a mystery that will take time to fully understand. For now, I will continue my work, refining my connection to this force, and seeing where the journey leads.

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A Journey with Pika: Dimensional Travel and the Ocean of Knowledge

Evocation has always been a doorway to hidden realms, and my latest work with the demon Pika, from The Book of Dead Names, was no exception. Pika is said to specialize in dimensional travel, and I wanted to test its ability to create a bridge between my waking consciousness and the unknown spaces beyond.

As I called upon Pika, I felt the energy in my head shift—a sensation like spinning, as if the boundaries of reality were loosening. In my mind’s eye, the entity appeared: a bald, wrinkled, blue-skinned being with no eyes or nose, clothed in a tattered white robe, floating as if detached from the physical world. It was an image both alien and ancient, something that did not belong to our realm yet had no difficulty stepping into it.

I made my request—an object enchanted to guide my spirit through dimensions in sleep. As I placed my chosen item before Pika, I mirrored its action, holding the object as it did. A current of energy passed between us, filling the object with potential.

That night, I placed the object under my pillow and whispered my intent: Take me to a place of power and knowledge. What followed was not just a dream, but an experience.

I found myself inside a vast library, searching for books on the ocean. It felt like a deliberate act, as if drawn to something hidden beneath the surface of the water. And I was not alone. A woman approached me, speaking casually yet staying close, as though she had been expecting me. She remained by my side the entire time.

I have encountered this presence before. I recognize her. Lilith.

She has been my guide through many stages of my spiritual evolution—sometimes testing, sometimes instructing, but always watching. Her presence in the library was no accident. I believe she, too, was curious about what I would uncover.

A man—perhaps Pika himself—appeared briefly before leaving me with a task. I agreed to run an errand on his behalf, driving across the city along a freeway that looped like an ouroboros, a symbol of cycles and initiation. When I returned, I exited the freeway and noticed something striking: an old, black, decaying house standing beside a willow tree, with a vast green field stretching behind it.

It felt significant, like a marker in my path. The decayed house could symbolize forgotten knowledge or power yet to be reclaimed. The willow, often associated with the unconscious, water, and mysticism, stood as a silent guardian over the scene. I sensed that this place—whether in my dreams or another dimension—was important.

This journey was not merely a dream but a glimpse into a hidden structure of reality, a lesson in movement between realms. Pika’s guidance opened the door, but Lilith’s presence reinforced that my path is being observed, measured, and—perhaps—guided toward something greater.

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Lessons from the Dreaming Depths: A Vision of Transformation

Before sleep, I once again invoked Banual, seeking another lesson in the unseen realms. What followed was a dream unlike any other—fractured yet woven with meaning, whispering ancient truths in cryptic symbols. Each scene felt like a message, an initiation into deeper understanding.

Freedom and Purpose

I found myself speaking with a woman recently released from prison. As she processed her new reality, I told her, “Waking up to life is an accomplishment, but what are you going to do with it?” The question lingered in the air.

It wasn’t just for her—it was for me. Awareness is only the beginning. The real test is what one does with that awareness. The prison, whether physical or metaphorical, can be left behind, but the next step requires intention.

The Scorpions

Scorpions appeared throughout the dream, watching, waiting. Symbols of death and rebirth, these creatures are ancient reminders that transformation is never painless. In their venom lies power, but only for those who survive the sting. Banual’s lesson was clear: destruction precedes rebirth, and every initiation carries its own poison.

The Warrior Mother and Her Son

In another fragment of the dream, I saw a woman dressed in black sparring with her teenage son. Though he lost the fight, she was satisfied with his form. Despite the struggle, there was love in their battle.

This was no ordinary training. This was initiation through hardship, discipline through struggle. The mother, cloaked in darkness, could be a symbol of the Dark Mother herself—Lilith, Hekate, or even Tiamat—guiding through adversity rather than comfort. She does not coddle, but she does care.

The Ominous Declaration

Then came the voice:

“And he devoured them. And they are Earth, his widows.”

Who was the “he” in this prophecy? Marduk and his conquest over Tiamat? Saturn devouring his children? The principle of destruction shaping creation? This phrase carried the weight of forgotten myths, reminding me that even death feeds life.

The Three Women and the Rebellious Child

A grandmother, a mother, and a child stood in public—a living trinity of Maiden, Mother, and Crone. The mother instructed the child to sit, but she spun in defiance.

The child refused to be bound. She embodied raw, untamed energy—unshaped, unbroken. The cycle of wisdom was before me, yet the youngest refused to submit to order. Was this chaos resisting structure? Or was it the first spark of sovereignty?

The Sing-Song Proclamation

A woman’s voice rang out in an eerie, melodic tone:

“I live for myself. I live with this Bible.”

A paradox. Self-sovereignty and tradition. Personal power and sacred law. The tension between walking one’s own path while carrying the weight of spiritual inheritance.

Gas Stations and Tiamat

Finally, I was at a gas station, speaking on the phone about Tiamat. The ancient chaos dragon, the mother of primordial waters, the slain goddess whose body became the world.

An old white woman interrupted me, angry that I was speaking too loudly.

Tiamat’s name carries power. It represents something primal, something raw and uncomfortable to the structured world. My words were too loud, too disruptive. The old woman was a force of order resisting the call of chaos.

Final Reflections

This vision was a lesson in transformation. It spoke of spiritual freedom, the necessity of discipline, the power of destruction, and the eternal tension between chaos and order. Banual’s whispers continue, urging me to wake up, transform, and challenge the forces that seek to silence wisdom.

The work is not over. It has only just begun.

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Alchemy of the Self: A Dream of Transformation

Before sleep, I invoked the demon Banual once more, seeking another lesson. In response, my dreams carried me into a strange vision—one that felt more like a revelation than a mere fabrication of the mind.

I was a mad scientist, standing over a machine designed to fuse multiple people into a single being. Group after group entered the device without resistance. They did not struggle or cry out. They simply stood there, awaiting their fate, as if they knew this process was necessary. Then, in the midst of my experiment, I heard a deep male voice utter a single word:

"Alchemy."

The Alchemical Process of Self-Transformation

Alchemy has long been associated with turning lead into gold, but at its core, it is about refining the self—breaking down the impurities within and merging fragmented parts into a perfected whole. This dream was not about a scientific experiment but about the alchemical process of spiritual transformation.

The machine in my dream represents an initiatory process, a crucible in which different aspects of being—perhaps even different versions of the self—are dissolved and reforged into something stronger, more complete. The people who entered willingly symbolize aspects of myself, my experiences, or even external influences that are meant to be integrated into a singular, higher state of consciousness.

The Role of Banual in This Vision

Banual, a demon of knowledge, appears to be guiding me through a profound esoteric lesson. The name itself, whispered in unseen realms, seems to invoke an understanding that knowledge is not merely about accumulation but transformation. The dream suggests that I am in a process of deep self-integration, where old paradigms must be broken down and reconstructed into something greater.

The Mad Scientist: Catalyst of Change

The figure of the mad scientist is an interesting archetype. Often portrayed as reckless or dangerous, they challenge the natural order to create something new. In this dream, I was the mad scientist, but rather than forcing unwilling participants into the machine, they stepped forward willingly. This suggests that the transformation I am undergoing—or facilitating—is not one of destruction but of refinement.

Final Thoughts: The Work of the Alchemist

This dream reminds me that true alchemy requires surrender. To fuse different elements into gold, the impurities must first be burned away. Whether this vision was a message about my own inner transmutation or an indication of a role I am meant to play, one thing is clear: The work has begun, and there is no turning back.

[demonosophyandbeyond]

What advice do you have for someone who isn't sure about working with demons, but doesn't feel entirely satisfied by 5 years of learning the basics and cultivating relationships with strictly deities?

I have a friend who works with demons. Her life is shit. Makes me feel like her work may play games with her more than it does the good it could for ascension and better understanding. I don't want to blame her practice, and perhaps it's my childhood upbringing that subconsciously maintains a hold on me, but it's difficult. It makes me feel uneasy, and yet, I have to remind myself how much I've grown to live by knowing there are two sides to every story and every energy.

If you have anything to give me a better perspective, I'd appreciate it.

If you believe demons to be evil and feared, then your interactions will not be productive. But also, one must take into consideration that many demons fit the trickster archetype. Even though your current life may crumble initially when you deal with them, one must realize that they are helping to shatter illusions you've been led to believe, and they want you to rebuild yourself as a more independent person that relies more on self than what society provides for you. I've worked with Lilith for years now, and initially my life was chaos and test after test, but now I can say that my mental, spiritual, and emotional states are the best they've ever been. If you are serious about your spiritual growth, you have to complete your shadow work, and demons are the best entities for that.

[demonosophyandbeyond]

Children of the Storm: A Dream of Initiation

Before sleep, I invoked Banual, a demon listed in The Book of Dead Names Volume One by the Baron and Baroness Araignee. What followed was a dream filled with cryptic messages, surreal visions, and a sense of undeniable significance. Among them was a voice speaking Hebrews 3, a scripture about faith, obedience, and the hardening of one’s heart. The meaning of this dream feels layered, a puzzle to be unraveled.

A Voice from the Void

In the dream, I saw a young black girl standing before me, while a woman sat off to the side, observing. Then, I heard a child’s voice, but there was no visual attached to it—only the words: “Children of the Storm.” This phrase lingered in my mind, demanding attention. Storms represent upheaval, chaos, and transformation. Were these ‘children’ those shaped by trials, initiates into deeper mysteries? Was this an identity or a calling?

A Funeral and the Path to the Sun

The scene shifted to a church, where a funeral was taking place. Funerals often symbolize endings—the death of a phase, belief, or identity. But what truly struck me was what came after. As I left the church, I began to float upward, ascending toward the sun. The sun, in esoteric traditions, is a symbol of enlightenment, divinity, and spiritual illumination. It felt as though something within me had been shed, making way for something greater.

The Whispering Followers of Jesus

Another vision emerged—a darkened room packed with the followers of Jesus, whispering among themselves. There was an air of secrecy, like they held hidden knowledge or feared speaking too loudly. It made me question: Were they hiding the truth, or was the truth too dangerous to speak openly? This scene reminded me of the Gnostics—those who carried the secret teachings of Christ, often persecuted and forced into silence.

The Mountain Range and the Voice of Authority

A vast mountain range appeared, and a male voice spoke a single word: “People.” The mountains, ancient and towering, symbolized obstacles and spiritual ascent. The voice felt like a declaration, a recognition of humanity's struggle or potential. Was it a call to rise, to awaken, to overcome?

Passing Through Barriers Without Pain

The final experience in the dream was being pulled by an invisible force through the walls of buildings. Yet, I felt no pain. There was no resistance, only movement. This felt like an initiation, a symbolic representation of moving beyond limitations—breaking through barriers that once seemed impassable. It suggested that I am being guided, whether by Banual, the Dark Mother, or some other force, toward something beyond the ordinary realm of experience.

The Meaning of Hebrews 3

The mention of Hebrews 3 ties all of this together. The scripture warns against hardening one’s heart, reminding us of the Israelites who, despite witnessing miracles, failed to enter divine rest because of doubt and rebellion. This dream, occurring after invoking Banual, feels like a test: Will I resist the transformation, or will I surrender to the path unfolding before me?

Final Thoughts

This dream feels like a direct response to my invocation—a revelation wrapped in metaphor. The Children of the Storm may be those like me, drawn to the occult, shaped by adversity, seeking knowledge outside traditional frameworks. The funeral suggests an ending, while the ascent to the sun hints at an awakening. The whispering followers of Jesus highlight hidden truths, while the mountains and the authoritative voice imply challenges and destiny. And being pulled through walls without pain? A sign that the barriers I once perceived are illusions, and I am meant to transcend them.

Perhaps this dream was a message from Banual. Perhaps it was the Dark Mother whispering through the storm. Either way, I am listening.