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I miss the non-canon audios ngl

Love Damien and Huxley but Damien’s audios live rent free in my mind

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OOOOOOOooooh!

Some of y’all are about to get BLOCKED with the way y’all are talking about Dear!

Wishing they were DEAD because you want poly DAMN Crew is INSANE!

A lot of people wanted Lasko to have a listener and now you guys are switching up?!

Why can’t y’all add Dear to the poly relationship INSTEAD of wishing they were dead

It’s always something!

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Dear and Lasko as Aang and Katara for Halloween

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Dear listens to sexy redd and glorilla fs

i love the hc that dear listens to the most explicitly freaky music in the universe like lasko gives them the aux on their third date or something and every song sounds like closer by nine inch nails

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Why y’all gotta drag us in everything smh

I understand that representation is important and im not tryna be like “oh no they all need to be white” but there are certian character i see with designs as non-white like so frequently that i feel bad when i dont see them like that

Examples that come to mind; milo and huxley, i dont see either as white but i dont see either as black either but i feel like if i say “oh i dont see huxley as black” someones gonna come for my knees

Obviously, headcanon what you wanna headcanon but let people have their own opinions, some of your skulls are so thick that as soon as someone says “lasko/david isnt #000000 white” and/or “huxley/milo arent black” you little freaky ass keyboard warriors come to defend YOUR headcanons like suddenly your erik and what you say is gospel

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Where are the black ppl in this fandom >:(

(Pls be my friend)

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I need fool! Gavin NOWWWWWW

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Does anyone hc dear as someone who’s suffered from mental health issues (namely depression and anxiety) in the past and possibly even tried to take their own life and went to get help and is now a long way in their healing journey and recognizes some of the same negative thinking patterns she had in Lasko? No? Just me?

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HE LITERALLY IS

tell me Mike faist isn't literally lasso Moore????

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YES A BLACK DEAR!!!!😍😍😍😍

professionalism.

i saw the i.am.gia office collection and i KNEWWW i had to draw lasko n dear in this pose. they're sooo <3<3<3 everything to me i love them. also my lasko design keeps changing idk man

reference under the cut

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Vincent and lovely fanfic post inversion!

This is the beginning of an idea I had. I wanted Lovely to have some angst and their own ideas of what happened to them since meeting Vincent. I don’t have a name for them yet so I just refer to them as lovely for rn but I hope you enjoy!

Warning: mentions of blood

Lovely had always hated her period. Seven, and sometimes more, days of excruciating cramps and excessive blood was not her ideal choice, but it beat the even more terrifying prospect of a growing specimen planted within her uterus.

Her cycle started the day of the games, her partner catching whiff of the impending flow the night before. “I don’t want to freak you out, lovely,” Vincent started, light eyes filled with warmth as he stared into her brown ones, “but you might want to wear a pad tomorrow.” Sure enough, the morning of the games, she found her white sheets stained with red.

She discreetly changed her pads between events, practically sprinting to the bathrooms once the slosh of blood began to fill her underwear. Once her event was up, she popped Midol in her mouth like it was candy and sent a silent prayer to the universe.

Please don’t let me bleed through my jeans, amen.

But now, four days later, as she looked down at her clean white panties, no drop of blood in sight, something inside of her snapped.

She had tried to smile reassuringly since waking up from her stupor despite the overstimulation and pain that pounded within her new body. She answered her partner’s questions with precision, ensuring that she didn’t say anything that would cause concern or distress. But still, Vincent’s nervousness persisted. She could feel her facade breaking under the weight of his silver eyed gaze, so she tried to distance herself, stating that she needed to go to the bathroom. She didn’t even know if she could use it anymore, but she stumbled her way there without so much as a glance back at Vincent.

She was trying so hard to be okay, to keep herself going like she had after all the shit that had happened to her. But as she looked into the mirror, someone she couldn’t recognize staring back at her, the thoughts that she wanted to keep down were beginning to bubble to the surface.

Because even though she asked for this, asked to be saved as the sweet whispers of death began to fill her senses, she couldn’t help but feel like it was a mistake. That the past year had been a mistake; from the trauma she’s faced to the powers she’s gained. And that no matter how much she truly loved him, she resented the man whose charming smile started her descent to hell in the first place.

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me but with David because why is he so mean 🥲

Anyone else here used to actually dislike Gavin in the first couple of videos that he was in? Or like any other character that grew on you with time?

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okay I just got caught up on all of Vincent and lovely’s videos and I just have to say

GIVE LOVELY A GODDAMN BREAK PLEASE

Also feeling like Lovely deserves to be more fleshed out as a character. Like what happened to them experiencing bloodlust? How do they feel about being turned and not being able to go back to their old life? How do they feel about losing their powers after working so hard to improve them? They kinda just go along with Vincent for everything and I get that they’re in love but they have their own thoughts and feelings too. I also headcannon lovely as a black woman/person so I feel like I’m tired of seeing them go through so much pain and just accept it. They deserve to break down and get mad too

On the bright side, this is inspiring me to write again bcuz I want to write fanfic so bad lmfaooo

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once again making Pinterest boards for men who don’t exist