depressedqueerboy

[depressedqueerboy]

🥺🙏🙏🙏 how can a person be like this /s

i think you're gay.

Damn,

[depressedqueerboy]

I cried for like no reason last night

I was watching "Everything's Gonna Be Okay" 10/10 would recommend. And I relate a lot to Nicholas and somehow that lead to me thinking about:

how I am a burden and I don't want anyone telling me I am not but I objectively am. I don't do ANYTHING productive and I am a failure at the age of 13.

I don't have motivation I just don't and my moms solution (after like months of me not doing anything) is to take something away. I don't even want to begin at how much of a spiral I go down when I need to clean my room.

[depressedqueerboy]

(TW: depression shit)

I can't function, I can't take care of myself, I barely turn in schoolwork, I want to, I am sick of this shit,

sorry my room is a mess. sorry I don't have the energy to spend much time with you. whoops.

sorry I am hypersensitive to your critiques. I don't know what I am supposed to do.

everything to much and little at the same time.

you ask me if I am okay I say I am, wish you just knew, I know that isn't realistic and that I should be more clear but I don't have the energy.

no. cleaning my room doesn't make me feel better. I just feel less stressed because you may not criticize it. but mostly annoyed I spent the entire day having a mental spiral because I didn't have the energy to clean my room, and I did it anyway.