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December 24, 10:11 PM.

What’s BTS? Bev seems to be really into it lately.

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Richie probably tried out for the basketball team in high school because he was tall, fast, a very good defensive player, and not a bad shot, but didn’t make the team because whenever he got the ball during try outs he’d stuff it under his shirt and pretend he was pregnant

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November 21st, 10:43 PM.

Is it ju

does he really write in here every d

STAN. That was Stan. Fucking Uris, he’s a pain in the goddamn ass.

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Finn Wolfhard + 2017 photoshoots.

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November 21st, 7:20 AM

Happy Tuesday. I get to spend another hour in a class with Bill. Fuck me silly, huh? It’s okay, I’ll probably be fine.

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November 19th, 6:58 PM.

Been a few days, has it? It’s gonna take some getting used to if I’m gonna be writing in this thing every day, I guess. Huh, how was my week? It was alright, I guess. I went for a bike ride with the Losers over to the carnival today, it was absolute shit over there. The entire place looked almost as sad as the entire town of Derry. Almost. But, it was sort of charming. Ben and Bev went on the ferris wheel together, Stan and Bill went over to get cotton candy and make out somewhere, and Mike just went to go snap photos of everyone. He’s really a big shutterbug. We stayed almost all day, I’m sure most of us with short sleeves got sunburns. Ha, it was funny to see Bevs pale skin compared to the exposed half, which was red. Me and Eds sort of just wandered around, until I forced him to go onto the alien abduction with me. He threw up after that. It was hilarious. At the end of the day, all of us went on the drop together. Is that what it’s called? I’m not sure.

Eddie would always lecture me about how gross all the carnival food is. Bev would too. But, what can I say? The funnel cake is actually scrumdiddlyumtious. Fucking delicious. It was all great, and when the carnival closed, we all rode to Losers Hill to stargaze. Not gonna lie, it was pretty peaceful. We sat there for what seemed like ages until a few of us broke apart and went home. Me and Bill were the last to go.

“Ya had a good day, right Billy?” I spoke out. In the dark, we could barely see each other if it weren’t for the help of the moonlight softly beaming down on us. “Y-Yeah. I won St-Stan some things.” He moved his arms so that both his palms pressed against his head. I could see him crack a smile. “Huh, you won Stans’ virginity too, right?” I chuckled. I could tell he was embarassed. “Beep beep, R-Richie.”  He sat up, checking his phone. “Almost past my cu-curfew. I n-need to get home.” He stood up, shoving his phone in his pocket and picking up his bike from the ground. “See you at s-school tomorrow, Richie.” I nodded. “Later.” He rode off, and I was left alone. I stayed up on the hill until about ten minutes later, then I went home.

You know, I love all my friends. I love Eddie, I love Ben, I love Mike and Stan. Hell, Bev gets on my nerves every damn day, but I love the girl like she’s family. In the ten minutes I sat there up on Loser Hill, I thought about one thing only. It’s just, it’s more of a question. I don’t know how I would or could explain it to someone other than just myself. I don’t know why I feel this way. He’s my best friend, you aren’t supposed to..

Would I ever have feelings for someone like Bill?

I know I do. I have a crush on Bill. I can’t, though. He’s happy with Stan, they’re happy. They’re healthy. I don’t know what to do. Bev is the only one who knows. She’s like my sister. She knows, and she tells me that I have to come clean or keep the truth buried forever. I chose the latter. I’m not going to ruin our friendship over some stupid crush. Ha, I’m freaking out. I feel my chest tightening. I can see my handwriting changing while I write this. Haha, god. Eddie and Bill. They’re both my best friends. I love them, I love them all to fucking bits. But I don’t know what to do.

I’m pretty pathetic. I’m going to have to learn to just move on. I’ll keep you updated. An away message: Feelings suck.

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November 15th, 7:21 PM.

Today was a day spent well. I made the cut for basketball, and I’m pretty sure Bev did too. As did Mike and Bill. Eddie, Ben, and Stan just like to watch from the stands, I guess. We went out for ice cream in celebration. It was great. I’m glad I have supportive friends. I lov

I miss them.

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November 13th, 9:43 PM.

I’m at Eddie’s place. Tonight we connected his phone to the TV and he turned on his playlist of the “chillest songs” he knows. The songs are pretty good. We’ve been sitting on his bed for the past half hour just writing and studying, he’s even started singing along. He’s a big dumb platter of Eddie Spaghetti, but honestly he’s my..best friend. Yeah. He’s commented on my journal multiple times, but they were all good things. I think he’s given me the strength to actually call it a diary now. Yeah. Ha, thanks, Eds.

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November 13th, 6:26 PM.

This was a great day. I mean, at school not so much. All I got was unwanted attention from some kids who I barely even knew and who barely knew me. But..after school we all got together at the same cliff where we all met Bev. We went for a swim. It was the most fun I’ve had since that fucking clown. Eddie even tried to drown me again. Ha..of course I went along with it. He’s shorter than me. Cute cute cute! But, after that we all got our clothes and wet down to the field. Eds was grossed out because our blood was still on the ground. It was hilarious. Bill and Stan were off somewhere, doing god knows what. Ben and Bev were making flower crowns, Mike was taking scenic photos close by, it was all peaceful.

That is, until Bev spoke up. “You guys gonna kiss while the sun goes down?” Me and Eddie whipped our heads around. “Come on, Beverly!” Eddie was flushed red.  “You do know that kissing shares more gerns that licking the rim of a toilet seat, right? You never know where anyone’s lips have been! I won’t even begin to mention Richies.” We would all share a nice laugh, and even my ears were kind of red as well. “Come on, Eds!” I went up to pinch his cheeks. “Don’t hurt me this way! I’m clean, trust me!” I laughed out. Eddie swatted my hands away. “Don’t call me Eds.” We all laughed, and we got together again as the sun had just began to dip below the horizon. Stan and Bill were back, standing..weirdly close to each other now that I think about it. We all rode home separately on our bikes.

It was a really great day. I’m glad I met these losers. Don’t tell them, I’d die if I had to hear Bev laugh at how much of a sap I am. But, I love these guys. I really do.

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OOC Post!

heya! i want to clear up something before any of you guys submit/ask anything, the photos you submit will be taped into his journal pages, the quotes you send will be written at the top of the page below the date. Also, the asks you send in will be questions kids at school have asked him! with that all set aside, the ask box is OFFICIALLY open!

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November 13th, 7:10 AM.

I was in such a rush to get to school that I forgot my contacts at home. Thank god for Eddie, he always keeps a spare for me. I don’t know why. I’d left my glasses at home too, so I spent the first half hour of the day blind. Great, right?

I know, I’m creepy. But I snapped a photo of Eddie while he wasn’t looking. He’s such a nerd, but he’s pretty good at the flute.

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November 13th, 6:42 AM.

Ah, shit! Short entry today. I woke up totally off schedule! Fucking daylight savings!

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OOC Post!

hey guys! my name is lee, this is one of my newest accounts! he’s about 14 in this, and this takes place in modern times! get ready for a diary full of memes and gay shit. i use they/them pronouns, and i hope you have fun on my account!

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November 13th, 1:04 AM.

My first diary entry. Pretty pathetic, huh? A 14 year old boy having a diary to write his pathetic little feelings in. It’s supposed to help me “cope” or something. Bev gave me this journal. It has a nice leather cover to it. Listen, I’m gonna try and use this thing often. Maybe it’ll help with all these..I don’t know. I’m looking forward to this.

Signed, Richie “Trashmouth” Tozier.