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I haven't touched this blog in beyond forever, but I need to put this down and get it out of my head.

Dear Bear,

For the last few days, I find my thoughts keep drifting to you. As a 1D fan who has a little boy of her own now, my heart breaks the most for you. I'm so sorry you lost your dad.

While I didn't know your father personally, I know for a fact how deeply he loved you. You were the single greatest part of his life. No amount of fame, fortune, or awards ever came anywhere close to the all-encompassing pride he felt about you. When you were born, his whole world shifted in the best way. When he spoke about you in videos and interviews, I could see his devotion in his eyes.

Your dad, at his core, was compassionate and wanted to bring light to people. The mind is a complicated place. No one is perfect, and your dad stumbled and fell short at times. We all do. I wish he'd had more time in this life to mend bridges with those he wanted or needed to. The very best parts of him will live on in you.

I'm sorry you won't get to have your dad there for life's milestones. I'm sorry you only got 7 years with him. No amount of time with you would have ever been enough for your father. I firmly believe he will always be with you, watching over you proudly. I hope your family is able to keep his memory alive for you. I hope your grandparents and aunts tell you all about your dad when he was your age. When you're old enough, I hope the other boys share stories of all the tour antics your dad got in to. I know your mother loves you immensely and wishes she could keep this pain from you. Lean on her when the grief hits you. Ask her to tell you about him.

Bear, never doubt how much your dad adored you. Never doubt that he would do anything for you. Live your life to the fullest. Find peace and happiness. Your dad was and will always be proud of you.

I'm hugging my son a bit closer, hoping some of that hug finds its way to you. I'm sending love and prayers to you, now and always.

Love,

A Directioner Mom

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Is he effing kidding me with this shit today?!? Bressie, I am at my monthly hormonal peak...you cannot post pics of your giant hands with fresh babies...

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Writer’s Block

Why is this Bressie one shot suddenly so hard to write?!?!?

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Hello! Hope you're having a lovely day/night. I Was just, oh, just wondering....where the "weighted dips" Bressie smut is. Whenever you're ready, I'm just gonna be here, waiting patiently. :)

I’ve just seen this message! I hope it hasn’t been here long--swear I haven’t just ignored you Anon :) I’m thinking it might be the perfect thing to work on while I wait for the Ball to drop tonight :)

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Honestly, how did she not just combust when he called her "my love" because I would die.

Niall saying “Hello my love” cause we all need and deserve it.

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He posted this while I was out in public. It was almost impossible to control myself.

x

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I StG he does this shit on purpose...

I JUST SNORTED 

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God bless Mark Jarvis...

2014-2017

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Considering he enjoys killing me on the daily, I'm surprised he didn't wear that ridiculous cow costume from last year's Corden video. The one that had me questioning my sanity for being so attracted to him in that moment.

“I don’t celebrate every lil holiday like you Americans.”

Niall after someone asked why he wasn’t dressed up, Beacon SoundCheck

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I die a little with every new photo.

Philadelphia Flicker Sessions Meet & Greet - 10/29/2017

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I had no idea just how much I missed Stage!Harry until he started touring.

lovelovelove343: SHUT THE FUCK UP HARRY JUST SAID “THIS IS A FAMILY SHOW…ORRR IS IT” IM DEAD

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I am a million percent here for shirtless performing Liam.

Pictures of Liam from his show tonight in France - 7/14

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I think this is completely flattering. And exactly the type of content I'd love to see more of!

This is straight up Bressie porn. 🔥

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This is one of my new favorite Narry galleries.

Niall + the Mick Jagger’s impression that Harry used to do with him first.

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Holy smokes...

UMM i’d like to thank God for this

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How dare he...

One Love Manchester Benefit Concert Backstage - 06/04/2017

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How has it been a year already?!?

Soccer Aid 2016

It’s been a year since our lives were forever changed by Soccer Aid 2016. Here are some of the beautiful photographic highlights that made us weak in the knees and tingly all over.

1st there was Footballer/Frat boy Niall…

2nd were the sweet Nouis pics:

3rd: The Suit

4th: My favorite “bits” from Soccer Aid

What an event and oh the memories!