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Hello! Disco here! We thought we should let you guys know our triggers!

Cats, dogs, hedgehogs, horses, pigs, cows, sheep, giraffes, cars, trucks, vans, woman, men, saunas, Gacha life, Gacha Club, Gacha life 2, vinted, Ebay, Facebook, TikTok, Instagram, YouTube, houses, sheds, storage units, kitchens, living rooms, mothers, fathers (ours abused us), blankets, jackets, jeans, leggings, skirts AND skates! I know it’s a lot but make sure you read it!!!! :3 -🪩

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Generally going crazy!!!

I swear Damien is gonna kill someone!!!

Pls help us XD I swear we’re going crazy today! :333333

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sys culture is getting fake claimed for making jokes about your disorder despite the fact that humour is how you cope and you’re not trying to make the disorder seem like a good thing

God forbid a system make a joke about their disorder the same way anyone else jokes about any other disorder 🙄

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"omg you're a system!!! it just be so fun to have friends in your head!!!"

Yeah. They are my friends but you know what's really not fucking fun? Seeing how intelligent an alter is and how much they want to pursue their dream career but they can't because we share a body. Seeing how creative and talented alters are but we can't spend hours and hours drawing because we share a body and the body has to work. Seeing that an alter really wants to do something and we just don't have time, they say it's okay but we share a body and I know how they really feel.

Yeah I have friends in my head and I'm constantly letting them down because the things we all want aren't physically possible. Yeah that's really fun.

okay making an edit because this was months ago:

i was not mourning the fact someone can't do a career. this post was about feeling like a useless shitty fucking host that for some unknown reason needs to be the host of this system of genuinely incredible parts.

and yes, this is the least of my issues. there is so much fucking shit I go through bc of this disorder i don't talk about. but this is the internet and my blog. im allowed to vent.

(also this post originally was made at a time where part separation was hard/before we started did therapy. we didn't know much about our system back then)

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Saying “oh hey it’s ___ I’m fronting now” when coming into front : Bad. Lame. Boring. Cringe

Saying “hey I’m back and I killed that other guy” when coming into front: Awesome. Hilarious. Based. Literally the funniest thing ever

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if I hear "did is rare" [as an argument to why "you can't possibly have it !!"] one more time im going to start fakeclaiming redheads. I swear to god.

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sys culture is HOW DID WE INTROJECT OUR CAT

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our brain when something stressful happens

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Hello! We’re the Disco Lights System! Currently there are 16 of us! But many will come soon!!

Bodily 18-24

Now Let us introduce ourselves! :333

Name: Disky/Disco

Role: Main Host

Pronouns: She/He/They/Disco/Disc/Disk/🪩

Likes: My BF Jacky! Cold Fries, Cold Pizza, Parties!

Dislikes: anyone mean :(((!

Genders: transautism, cisautism, self diagnosed autism, transpartyraccoon, cisadhd, cisaudhd, transadhd.

Disky is too lazy to continue this post- so I will take over-

My name is Stacey- 17- adhd- trans girl- bisexualesbian-

My sign off is 💔-

And that’s just us 2 for now- we will share more about us soon- so follow us to keep up with the Disco Lights System-

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