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speen

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Gaslighting in action

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She's trying to grasp the concept of waterbeds.

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Sures been asked probably a million times but what's your inspiration for your art? I've noticed a few game references but that's about it

Thanks for the question! Believe it or not, video game fan art isn't a big part of my usual drawing topics, it's just that tumblr is a silly place to throw in silly ideas - and that's how I find people who know what's going on and can appreciate them.

But my actual main source of inspiration is music (and has been for as long as I can remember). I can't even pinpoint a specific genre or artist because my taste is an eclectic mess. Sometimes a certain scene or a certain memory pops into my mind when I listen to something, and sometimes I even think it's worth capturing in drawing. Sometimes a line from some song clings to my brain and I see how it can be turned into an illustration. That's it - if it's a personal work, I simply draw what I hear and/or see.

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Just stood there and waited (until the world ended).

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The infamous Fridge Fish incident (happened to me this morning).

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When in doubt, summon some kittehs.

Also, an honorable mention of Tarman's tarlike tar cat. Nobody will convince me that he never tried doing this thing with his glasses at least once.

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What a year it was... Surprised that I'm still here and lucky enough to have basic needs met. Don't even want to comment. Posted a ton of pessimistic thoughts everywhere already, so suprisingly I spare Tumblr (out of all things!) from repeating them over and over.

I hope 2025 will be... Well... That it will be.

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Just finished a little sketch for my personal project. The sketch isn't fitting into my room.

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Again and again. Hear no evil (2022) See no evil (2018)

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Tumblr says my blog is nine years old today. Hooray.

To celebrate this, I want to show some cropped fragments of my works: usually I draw pretty heavy amount of details and textures in my "serious" drawings, but since I never upload fullsize documents publicly (for the obvious reasons), the quality of jpeg makes them dissipate. So here is my official shotout to hours and hours and hours of losing eyesight! I hope it is worth it (it's not).

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Yeah. You know how it goes.

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"With my toes on the edge, it's such a lovely view"

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Finally, a comfort zone.

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This drawing is so old and I have an urge to redraw it at least once a year (when cleaning work folders on my computer and looking at all atrocities of the past). It's not that good, I don't like my technique here and my drawing skills were obviously poor at the time.

Still… I can't bring myself to redraw it. Sure, my skills grew and I have a clear vision of the majority of flaws here, but I am certain that it won't have the charm the original has. It is very ambitious and after 8 years I just dont have these particular ambitions anymore.

she’s here.

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"Capture something red, Paste it to the edge of your bed - Someone will be there, Someone who will know what it says"

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Lighthouse (2024) - redux (?) version (?) Just because one of my friends finds this "without a million branches" version superior.