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freak !!! (insanely turned on)

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guy who presents himself as really gentle and nervous, lightly touching you during a party and playing with your hair, only to take you back to his place and force you into a headlock on his floor… feeling him roughly undress you and force himself into you while you squirm and twitch under him 💭 guy who is taking full advantage of how optimistic and trusting you are

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Pathetic that I get turned on from feeling wanted

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I do want to hold someone in my lap and torment them (sexually)

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It feels weird being seen, I've spent my whole life teaching myself how to be invisible and to get just through

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I used to be so funny and now I’m just boring what the hell happened

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I don’t have a substance abuse problem I’m actually pretty good at it

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you know what? Fuck you. *turns your strong and stoic and serious character into a crying, traumatized, whimpering, curled up mess in the floor*

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good morning. something needs to change

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Plot twist I eat cement *om om om*

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um actually you’re my emotional support pet so if you try to run i’ll kill myself and it’ll be your fault :3

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locking in so i can become lovable amen

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"Can you block-" YEs . Wiped clean. I dont know who that is.

"Can we match-" Yes. You can pick. I can pick. Whichever you prefer

"What are you doing?" I will now proceed to vlog my entire day for you if you want. I will send you snippets of my mundane.

"Can we play this?" I have now set a time aside for the two of us to spend together. I have loads of things I want to do with you.

Hjshhdjahdn kms kms

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