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its funny how we all pretend like " i will stop when im thin enough" is a reality .

We all know there is no such thing as "thin enough"

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" yeah it's zero calories , but look at all the chem-"

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pov: you feel like you binged but really you just ate like a normal healthy person would 💀

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by god i hate the way having an ed affects shitting

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The thing about having depression hit before I was even a teenager, is that I have no idea who I am. I have no memory of what it’s like to live without anxiety, depression, and eating disorders. 

I have no idea who I am without these disorders, they’ve defined my entire life. 

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When you become 20 something, you have to forgive yourself or you will never grow up. You have to forgive yourself for everything and learn from it.

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I am, what many would call, a fucking mess.

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i need a watch that tells me my weight so i can look at it as a reminder before i eat and see it go up if i eat

or maybe i'm psychotic for thinking that...

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i just wanna rot in bed

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i

need

a

THIGH GAP

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slow progress is better than no progress at all.

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“Life’s to short to be worrying about your weight, just eat what you want!” Nah life’s to short to be fat n hate myself #yolo

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I love the feeling of dizziness and, overall, love the feeling of looking frail. Once I look skinny enough, I want people around me to worry because of how tired and boney my body is becoming. But of course, I can't let them know that I actually need their help. I'm a relapsing anorexic! I was once here, and I could do it again.

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Who else is feeling like an ✨Attention Whöre✨ Rn?

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My husband said yesterday “you’re in the best shape of your life” it’s like :) thanks I’ve been restr1cting :)

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I can’t wait to see my mom in a couple weeks. I’ve dropped 20 lbs since I saw her last. I wonder if she would notice.