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doomed-dirk · 1 year

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this isn't near finished, and i have no reason to be proud of it, but I figured I might as well post it here, on this blog I use once a year, as this is a rewrite of my "giant" Morenatsu fanfic that I also posted here.

this is a story about boys who summon ghosts. ironically red weaver isn't among them, nor is he one of the ghosts summoned. except there is a ghost named red weaver but it's not the same guy. every single character has some sort of psychosis, because i don't know how to write them otherwise. they also have very very very particular names. because i don't know how to write them otherwise. most of the characters are native (belonging to a fictional agricultural people in the rocky mountains, called shorok), and i tried and am still trying to write them in an authentic way, i am white and inevitably got some stuff wrong. if you have any comments about that feel free to tell me. themes include love, loneliness, responsibility, masculinity, adulthood, choice, and fate.

cw abuse, suicide, homophobia, racism, mental illness, memory loss, mind control (kind of), some other stuff probably

#idk even what to tag this as #writing #do tags even matter #anyway unrelatedly i want to make one of those things that's like #iconic tumblr posts next to characters who would (supposedly) say them #but to do that i'd need to draw them #also re: psychosis this is just my personal brand i'm projecting onto everyone #as in: heavy delusions frequent symbolism but no actual hallucinations #also re: mind control it's kind of not mind control but it kind of is but anyway the triggery part is that it's Not presented negatively #it's presented as fate and good and not really perpetrated by anyone in particular #it's the whole “fate” theme basically #and i'm trying to be as vague as possible what exactly is going on there so i figured i'd warn.#because mind control is very easy to interpret there #also re: memory loss there are two different causes for memory loss in this #one is abuse (scary) but that one is not nearly as relevant as the main drive of the plot #the main drive of the plot being Supernatural memory loss #okay it's a little strange to call it the main drive of the plot but that is one of the main reasons [redacted] is doing anything

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doomed-dirk · 3 years

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I haven’t posted anything to this blog in a loooong time. So here’s Haku.

#naruto #haku #started reconsuming naruto on a whim and haku. is good #hey zabuza your child soldier is gnc af

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/5127302/chapters/11797187

Just finished my 190-page Morenatsu fanfic how are y’all doin

#morenatsu #it's not like. edited or anything. nor do i intend to ever edit it #it's just for me and mostly i'm just proud of the volume of it #which isn't a great thing to be proud of but w/e #read it if you want but don't expect anything #i wrote it in five separate multiple day bursts over a period of five years

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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Just finished my 190-page Morenatsu fanfic how are y’all doin

#morenatsu #no it’s not proofread at all #yes I’m already writing a sequel #yes this is the longest completed thing I’ve ever written #Kindler is longer but it’s not complete at all nowhere close #and also it’s just barely longer #also I know this is probably remarkably cringe I just. do not care #i’m proud of the sheer volume of it even if it isn’t quality or whatever

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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But what if baseball part 2

#Kyouji Takahara #morenatsu #furry #so i drew this months ago and didn’t post it #but now I am because I just discovered I didn’t lol #so here it is

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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https://docs.google.com/document/d/17_rwnCA89kHYVOiK8JVolvkqbH_UXK87Dp4aUjwBfcU/edit

Good afternoon to people with broken watches, people who can shoot toothpicks out of their mouths at very high speeds, children who can’t do a Russian accent, men who think vandalism is a paid profession, people who occasionally turn into a duck, and women who abandon other women in the Siberian wilderness

#writing #this is the best thing i’be ever made #i wrote it like a year and a half ago

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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catcrumb’s post reminded me of soutarou

#this is just a shitty doodle i made instead of identifying borrowed chords in west side story #morenatsu #soutarou touno

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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Here’s some old ladies I made for a DnD campaign. They’re Eruvans, inhabitants of a valley that is always cloaked at least half in shadow, except for high noon. They’re sisters, and leaders of a wealthy family that controls some of the scarce fertile land by the river. The family keeps being attacked by birds

#ocs

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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What if,, baseball

#soutarou touno #morenatsu #idk why but i felt the sudden compulsion to draw this yesterday #and so i did #and even more strangely i decided to post it #which i never do anymore #but 90% of the notes on this blog are for morenatsu stuff so.#here it is #and by 90% i mean my seven notes from three years ago but ya know whatever

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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another school project, from one semester ago, but made with Ableton free trial because of Coronavirus. (I have no fancy software for doing cool things anymore and it’s very sad) This one I guess is also made in a specific genre, but that genre is ‘Boss Fight.’ Who are you fighting? The Snake from the Jungle Book. Obviously. The end is weird because, being Boss Fight Music, it’s supposed to loop to the beginning, so it has the pickups to do so. Sorry for that. This one is entirely my creation; the only thing I didn’t make were the software instruments and the software.

Edit: holy shit the quality loss after converting this to mp3

#music #this one was substantially harder to make than the others #firstly i only had like. two weeks.#and secondly i had to learn a whole new software #pro tools hates me for some reason rip #i mean actually it hates everyone and is a terrible software but you can do a lot with it #pro tools is like if wingdings were an audio software it is so incomprehensible #but also it just doesn't work at all on my computer because i have baby processing power for babies #and it needs... so much.

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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something from one semester ago. I like this one a lot. Made using loops in Logic and also my own melodies and things,...

#music #the trumpet on this is me :)#with reverb and shit added #so yeah i’m sorry you had to hear that lol

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doomed-dirk · 4 years

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I made this as a final for a class I had two semesters ago, but I never update this blog, so here’s something. It’s half loops from Logic and half entirely my own creation. Of course everything is modified slightly with effects and stuff.

#music #it's not like i'm not working on things #it's just such a pain to convert them to mp3 #because i'm mostly working like. on paper now #and i'd have to recreate it and then export it and all for what? a tumblr post? yawn

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doomed-dirk · 5 years

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