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Sunshine through the clouds

a/n: first fic of the year, and we're back with our favourite Polish player...

*not my GIF*

Pairing : Ewa Pajor x Léon!reader

Summary : Ewa is anxious about her game against Austria, but luckily for her, you're not too far away.

Type: fluff

word count : 1049

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Strange sensation on her chest, short breath, and heavy heart pumps. Anxiety. Ewa was there awake, a little earlier than usual. She looked trying to find something that could help her to calm down, but nothing.

She tried to ignore it, but it wasn't easy. But what was she even stressed about? Today was supposed to be her birthday. It's always a great day.

Yeah, but not today. She checked her phone, then scanned the room she woke up in.

It was not only her birthday but also a very important game day. Not only for her but for her country. The last game before potentially qualifying for Poland's first Women's Euro.

Of course it motivated her that they won the first round at home against Austria, but she knew that today's game was more important than the previous.

Ewa stood up from her bed, took a deep breath, and went to the bathroom. She stayed long enough to formally wake up her own and try to push her anxiety down.

The first part was easy, but the second was a little harder. Then she did the only thing she could think of. She took the magnetic key of her chamber and her phone before leaving the room.

There she was, visibly too early, in the hotel hallways, alone but with a place in her mind. She headed to the elevator and hit the button to the next level.

Once out of the metal cage, she already knew where to go. She made a straight line, not looking away from her destination and only stopping when she reached it.

The striker searched in her pocket for something before pulling out a second magnet key. She unlocked the door and carefully intruded herself in the room.

The Barcelona player quietly walked to the bedroom and then smiled a little when she finally noticed the shape of someone sleeping on it. The Polish striker didn't wait long before making herself a space on the bed with you.

She was not sleepy right now and didn't really want to wake you up, so she just stayed there stroking gently your hair out of your face while your mouth let out some undescriptive sounds.

Thankfully, her little shenanigans finally woke you up not too long after she started them. You took some time to process what was happening. You looked very surprised, which made your wife laugh.

You grumbled something in your tiredness that you didn't understand yourself, but Ewa didn't question it and just left a kiss on your forehead.

"What's happening? Did I miss the game?" You asked, still confused.

"No, don't worry, kochanie, it's still pretty early." She reassured you. "I just came here because I felt like I needed it." She told you, and your body immediately fully woke up.

"Has anything happened?" You asked, a little worried.

"No. It's just that I feel a little nervous about tonight." Your wife revealed. "I know you will say that I don't need to, but I can't really control it."

You were about to say something when Ewa's phone started ringing.

"That's my mom." She told you just before picking up.

You used this time to go to the bathroom and came back only after you finished to fully wake up and prepare yourself.

The striker was there, lying on the bed more in distress than you had ever seen her.

You got yourself next to her and just stared at her face with an undescriptive expression. She gave you a confused look, but you ignored that and just lay next to her.

You were both looking at the ceiling until something came back to you.

"Do you remember our first dfb-Pokal final?"

Ewa turned her head to look at you a little unsure of where you were going to.

"Yeah."

"You spent the entire night before at my place because I was very stressed. We didn't do anything special that night. You just held my hand and told me that everything will be okay." You held Ewa's hand and looked at her. "You don't have to stress out about this game. It's going to be alright. Everything will be fine; I can feel it."

The Polish striker lost herself for a few seconds in your eyes until she reacted, "No, you can't just use my own word on me like that." She had a little smile on her face and already felt a little lighter.

"Okay, but there was something I really wanted to do that night." You turned your body to your wife, who copied you.

"What?" She asked even if your eyes already told her what she wanted to know.

You slowly approached your face to hers, and she did the same. You both closed your eyes at the same time and enjoyed the moment your lips made contact with each other's.

It wasn't a lot, but for now it was enough for Ewa.

When you pulled back, you could see some relief in her eyes.

"Happy birthday, mi amor. Now get up from my bed and go get ready to kick some ass tonight."

"Can I have another one before?"

The face she was making made you smile, and you happily granted her wishes.

"I'll give you something better if you come back with the win tonight." You whispered in her ear, making goosebumps run all over her skin.

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The game against Austria was tough, but she made it; they made it. With a last-minute goal from your wife, Poland was finally qualified for the next Euro.

Ewa immediately made her way to the fans and, more precisely, to the family area in the stadium.

She found you there, with tears in your eyes but a big smile on your face. She ran to you and hugged you tightly while you were giving her some pecks on her neck.

"You did it, amor, I'm so proud of you." You cupped her face and let more pecks on her lips. "I'm so proud of you." You repeated.

"I couldn't do it without you. Thank you for being here for me."

You were both crying in each other's arms, celebrating this moment with all of her teammates.

It was absolutely magic, and she could share this moment with you.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 🎉

Hey, everyone, happy new year. I hope this year will be better than the last one for everyone 🙏

2024 was not good for a lot of us, and I hope 2025 will be more kind. I hope you'll all be able to accomplish everything you're trying to, and more importantly, I hope you'll actually be healthy and happy this year.

[doudouneverte]

Too much love

a/n: I think it will be our little meeting of the year now. Merry Christmas for the one who celebrate it, and good day for the others and happy birthday for me...

*not my GIF*

Pairing : Karólína Lea Vilhjálmsdóttir x DENWNT!R; Pernille Harder x cousin!Reader; Bayern München Frauen x reader

Summary : the match between Bayer Leverkusen and Bayern Munich with a little surprise at the end

Type: fluff

Warning: none

word count : 1534

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"She looks like a painting." Linda and Magda already had enough, and it's been only 20 minutes since the match began. You were sitting between focus on the game, or more precisely on a player, your girlfriend.

The two older Swedish players looked at each other for a moment, trying to see which one of them would get annoyed first.

"I mean, have you seen how she dribbles with the ball?" You resumed your praise, which gained a reaction this time.

"Y/n, you can't praise the other team like that." Julia said, and everyone on the bench agreed, except Linda and Magda, who decided to ignore you until the end of the game to keep their sanity.

"I agree with Julia on this one, Y/n, even if it's your girlfriend. For now you're playing for opposite teams. I'm pretty sure you'll have a lot of time to praise her when you're both alone." Sydney told you this time.

"Oh, I'm sure she will." Linda said just loud enough to be heard by you and Magda, making the defender crack a smile.

"You're just jealous because your girlfriend doesn't play here." You told Linda, and she responded with an offended look. Magda on the other side was closer to bursting in laughter but still kept her serious face.

"You have a big mouth for someone who can't clear a ball on a corner." The defender said, which caused a gasp from you and some other people on the bench.

Your two other Swedish teammates decided not to interfere knowing how something like that could quickly get out of control.

"I need to remind you that if I can't jump on the corner, it's because I have to make the course that you're not quick enough to do." Another wave of gaps could be heard, but this time it was coupled with Magda's laughs.

"Okay guys, stop. I think you broke Magda." Sydney said while the all bench was trying to not follow the defender and laughed.

You didn't even have time to say anything before you were on warm-up with Alara. During your warm-up, a ball escaped on the limits of the pitch and rolled to your feet. You decided to give it back, not really knowing which team gained a throw-in until you were facing a familiar face.

Karo was in front of you with some sweat on her face due to her efforts, but it didn't make her less beautiful. It was the opposite; the little pearl of sweat made her face shine a little more.

You wanted to say something, but suddenly you felt Alara take the ball from your hand and give it back to the Leverkusen player.

"Are you okay, Y/n?" The younger player asked you.

You finally seemed to come back to your senses and just nodded at her before ending your warm-up and coming back on the bench.

On your way there you saw the face of your teammates and already knew the few minutes before the halftime would be spend by teasing you. And it started immediately when you sat back between Magda and Linda.

"Oh, look at our little bunny having a complete brain freeze after seeing her girlfriend. Isn't she cute?" Linda mocked you, and the whole bench burst out laughing.

You hoped that somehow the earth could somehow open at your feet to let you hide forever.

"I'm pretty sure the ref was about to give you a yellow card for time wasting." Linda Dallman added, which caused you to be even more ashamed.

And the teasing continued until halftime. When both teams got back out on the pitch, you exchanged a glance with Karo; just this little action was enough to make you smile.

"Can you be focused on something that's not your girlfriend only for a minute?" Mala asked you while she was dragging you to the locker room.

During the pause the coach gave you a lecture about the game and insisted on coming back on the scoring board. After announcing that you would be sub on for the next half, he let you prepare yourself mentally. Things that you did pretty well before someone sat next to you.

"Remember, you're playing for us now, Y/n. I don't want to see you pass the ball to Karo, okay?" Glodís told you while she gave you a side hug.

"Why does everybody think that I can't play against my girlfriend? I'm totally professional, and I can play against anyone." You defended yourself.

"You literally froze in front of her a few minutes ago." Someone shouted from the other side of the room. Hearing everyone laugh made you even more ashamed, but you decided to not respond to that.

"It's okay, little one; I'm pretty sure you'll do a good job out there." Magda told you before you had to come back on the pitch.

Coming back as a defender forced you to defend on your girlfriend, something that your whole team found judging by the look on her face when you realised who you were replacing.

After the beginning of the second half you were already facing Karolina again. But she didn't have the ball yet so your whole job was just following her on the side.

"Are you tired?" You asked your girlfriend, and she gave you a confused look before understanding the question.

"Uh, no, why?" She replied a little confused.

"Well, you know you spend so much time running to my dream last night; you should be a little tired." This sentence earned a little laugh from the Icelandic player, but this moment was cut short when you saw your teammates taking back the ball.

A good run and an assist later, Bayern was back on the scoring board with an equaliser.

"That was mean of you." Your girlfriend told you while you were on your way back to your position.

You turned and looked at her fake angry face and decided to stick out your tongue at her.

And the rest of the game went like that. You would flirt with her for a few seconds before an offensive.

At the final whistle and after a big goal from Alara, Bayern won 2-3. Of course, all the team was jumping around and screaming everywhere. It was an important win after all.

While your team was celebrating, you escaped a little to find your girlfriend, who was with her teammates.

"Oh, look at who's there. You're really inseparable; that's crazy." Emily told you when you approached her.

"I just came to check on everyone; I mean, you're still my friend too." You gave a tight hug and congratulated all the opposite team as well. Then came Karolina.

She was sitting on the bench alone, and you sat next to her. She looked at you, then at her team, who were giving her the thumbs up.

"I know it sounds like I'm lying, but I'm really sorry that you didn't win today." You said.

"Please don't say that; it's worse." Your girlfriend replied. "But I think I have to actually congratulate you. You finally started to make a place on the team."

You leaned your head on her shoulder and smiled. "yeah, I mean we both worked hard for that, and I'm still waiting for your comeback. I'm not really at my full potential when I'm not playing with you."

"Stop that bullshit; even Magda was more convincing when she wanted me to join Chelsea." Pernille said out of nowhere.

"What are you doing here?" You asked her.

"I wanted to know what you were doing because I couldn't see you after the game." The Danish player stopped for a moment and looked at Karolina next to you. "So, you're the girlfriend, right?" The Icelandic player nodded.

"Pernille, this is Karolina, my girlfriend. Karolina, this is Pernille my cousin." You introduced both of them.

"Your what?" Karo asked you with a shocking face.

"Don't need to say what you already know, but I can do anything to protect my cousin and her feelings, and if I learn that you played with her feelings, things are going to get ugly." Your cousin stared at your girlfriend with a menacing face.

"Oh, you're here." Magda said, coming back from the locker room. "The team was searching for you." She grabbed Pernille's arm and started to drag her back with the team. "Y/n, I think you also have to come. And see you soon, Karolina." Magda waved before leaving. But even out you could hear Pernille scream at her fiancée.

"I think my time has come, but I will call you tonight." You kissed a still shocked Karolina on her lips before leaving.

A few minutes later, Emily was talking with Cornelia while a livid Karolina approached them.

"Did you know that Pernille and Y/n are cousins?" The Icelandic asked her teammates. The both of them looked at her with the same surprised face.

"Who is her cousin?" They both yelled.

"I hope you lived a great life because now you have a huge sword of Damocles up on your head." Emily told her.

Cornelia just landed her hand on her shoulder and gave her a sympathetic look before saying, "Good luck."

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Shapeshifter and The Captain

a/n: a little update of this universe...

*not my GIFs*

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x daughter!Reader; Carol Danvers x Romanoff!reader; Nick Furry x Romanoff!reader (platonic)

Summary: your first encounter with Captain Marvel

Type: fluff

Warning: none

word count: 2251

Natasha didn't really know why but you loved Furry. He's like a grumpy grandpa, but he always gives you a lot of gifts every time he comes to see you and your mom.

Natasha thought first that it was because you spent a lot of time with him when you were very little and she had to go on a mission. But it's not really his fault; you didn't really like when Natasha left, and the only time you stopped crying was when Maria was rocking you or when Furry took responsibility for you.

'Took responsibility'—that was how the other called it when Furry had to keep you with him in his office while your mom was trying to save the world. For Furry, at first it was just some babysitting. Well, it only lasted two days before he developed a soft spot for you.

Since then he became your grumpy grandpa.

That's how you talked about him at school when your classmates asked you about your relatives.

Furry was a grandpa for you while Maria became (and more quickly) your auntie.

You really like Maria. She was always there when your mom was away on a mission. And she didn't hesitate to break some rules Natasha instaurate when you grew up. But what was more funny with auntie Maria was that when Natasha couldn't be there, she would take you home for sleepovers.

That's the best thing about auntie Maria. During the sleepovers, you would both do a lot of things. Sometimes you cooked together; other nights she would buy something on her way home, and you would spend the night watching movies and playing

Unfortunately, she couldn't always stay with you because sometimes Grandpa Furry would also give her a mission far away from home.

During the rare moments when they both went on missions with your mom and uncle Clint, you were left with other SHIELD agents. Some were cool and funny, but none of them could match Maria or Furry.

Then your mama joined the Avengers. When Furry came home to announce her, he told you that it was a group of superheroes and they would save the world. It was exciting to hear that at first, but then you realized that would mean your mom would have to leave more often too.

Today was one of these days. It was a weekday, and there was nothing much to do. Almost everyone was on a mission, which meant that Furry was the one who picked you up from high school.

"You know, I thought you would send someone to pick me up." You said to him while you entered the car.

"Why? Are you ashamed of your grumpy grandpa?" He joked, and that made you chuckle.

"At least you're not Alexei. He would drive an old car and would yell my name as if I could miss him in this crowd of high schoolers." You replied.

"Right, your mama has some strange parents." He laughed a little bit before starting the car.

"Where are we going?" You asked when you noticed that he didn't seem to drive back to the tower.

"Your mama suggested that, like their coming back in a few hours, we should use this time to relax, and also I could keep an eye on you." He replied.

"I mean, you don't have a lot of eye to put on me, so I guess I will take that as an excuse."

He was flabbergasted and opened his mouth several times without any sound. "How dare you?" You laughed, and he gently hit your shoulder. "I didn't know you were so bold at your age."

"Mama said it all the time." You defended yourself.

"Oh, she did? I don't know what I was expecting from Romanoff. Now get out of the car; we're here." You exited the car and looked around you a little confused.

"What are we doing in the forest?" You asked.

"I have something to show you." He stood next to you and pointed to the sky, making you a little more confused.

You didn't have enough time to ask what he wanted to show you before a huge ray of light, that looked like UFO lights from old movies, blinded you.

Even if you didn't see anything, you could feel your feet leaving the ground, and by fear you immediately clung to Furry.

"Now you can open your eyes." Furry told you, and when you did, you were shocked to see a lot of people dressed like scientists walking back and forth in front of you.

"Hello Mr. Furry, uh, we didn't expect to see you here today." A woman greeted him when she noticed him. This comment made almost anyone stop for a few seconds just to greet him. "Oh, and who is she?" The same scientist asked.

"This is Y/n Romanoff, the daughter of Natasha Romonoff." The only mention of your mother's name made everyone stop again. The woman in front of you seemed to be petrified.

"Wait, since when does the Black Widow have a daughter?" You heard someone whisper to his colleague.

You just waved a little shyly by the reaction your name caused. A lot of scientists looked at you like they were expecting something, but fortunately for you, Furry decided to send them back to work.

Furry was walking somewhere, so you decided to follow him before realizing something important. "Wait, is it the Earth? Are we in space?" You asked him very excitedly.

"Oh yeah. We're in one of the most secret and protected bases in the whole. It's also the SWORDS HQ." He replied. Before leading in a room.

"Wait, the SWORD? And what about the SHIELD?"

"See the SWORD like the SHIELD but for space." He told you, which made you more excited.

"Wait, is that why you let Maria lead the SHIELD recently? You're leading a f–big spatial station."

"Well, it's more than a spatial station, but yeah, we can say that."

"That's absolutely incredible. Does that mean that now the Avengers will go to space?"

"If the earth needs them here, then yeah. But that's not why I bring you here." He picked a box from under his office and gave it to you.

You were a little suspicious about it but decided to take a look, and what a surprise. "Wait, is that real?" You took the little brown kitten out of the box. "He's so cute."

"I'm happy that you like him. Goose had a lot of them recently, and I know that your birthday is soon, so take it as an early birthday present."

You put the kitten back in the box before giving Furry a big hug. "Oh, thank you very much."

"It's on me, don't worry. Now what if you try to find him a name?"

You looked at the kitten, and his little brown eyes looked at you back. "Kazna (казна). Yeah, that's a great name for him."

"Treasure, huh? That's a great name."

"I know. I hope Liho will love him too."

"Well, I think it's time to go back on Earth. Your mom should probably be back now."

You said your goodbye at a more joyful time when they saw you with Kazna on your arms before leaving the ship.

Back on earth, Furry drove you back home, and like he said, your mom was already there.

"Mom, look what Grandpa Furry gave me. He said it's a present for my birthday." You were so excited that it was impossible for Natasha to match your smile.

"He's so cute; what's his name?'' Your mama asked you.

"Kazna. Now where is Liho? I want to show her Kazna.

"She should be somewhere in your bedroom." The redhead told you before you left them.

"Thank you again for staying with her and for this present." Natasha said.

"Oh, it's nothing. Now I have to go, but I expect your report of the mission for tomorrow." Furry said before leaving.

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A few hours later you were still trying to make Liho like Kazna a little, but she seemed to not really like him. She immediately ran away after she sniffed him. But after running after the older cat everywhere, you decided to give up.

You let Kazna follow you in the kitchen where Natasha was making dinner.

"Wait, you're cooking, and nothing is burning; it's a miracle." You joked, which made her give a stern look.

"Haha, very funny. You should try to see if we still have some food for the kitten instead of critiquing my cooking skills. Natasha replied.

You searched in every drawer but didn't seem to find something for Kazna. You were about to give up until you heard a cat hissing. Natasha was observing Liho, ready to defend against Kazna, which made her chuckle.

"Why Liho seems afraid of—" she couldn't finish her sentence before she saw some tentacles coming out of the kitten's mouth and stealing the wooden spoon she had. "Chto eto za khren'?(What the f*** is that?)"

Hearing the fear in your mom's voice, you turned around to catch the end of what was happening.

"What the hell? Did he just eat a wooden spoon? Kazna, let throw it out; it's not good for you."

Well, a wooden spoon should be good for a kitten, but it didn't seem to be an ordinary kitty.

The other car in the room already ran away, and honestly, if you weren't so flabbergasted by what you saw, you would be laughing, but it wasn't the right moment for that.

Natasha immediately ran to take her phone and call Furry. You were still in the kitchen looking at the little kitty in front of you while your mom was yelling on the phone.

The der woman came back a few minutes later and grabbed him before putting him in a corner of the living room.

"Mama, what's happening?" You were still confused about the previous event.

"Furry gave you a flerken as a present gift. This is not a little kitty Y/n, this thing is an ALIEN."

You stood there a minute not knowing what to say. What, an alien? Your little kitty?

Fortunately for Natasha, someone knocked on the door a few seconds later. She let you a moment to answer the door. You stayed there keeping an eye on him while questioning if you were dreaming.

During your trance you didn't hear the guest coming in the room.

"Oh, it's him?" You heard someone ask. When you turned around, you were faced with a blonde woman and an orange cat.

"Y/n, this is Carol. Carol, this is my daughter Y/n." Your mom introduced you to each other.

"Hi, Y/n." Carol proposed your hand, and you shook it. "So you're the new owner of this little kitty, right?"

"Actually, Danvers, I think you should take your little...thing with you and tell Furry that I'm going to pierce his eye if he does something like that again." Your mom threatened, which surprisingly made the blonde woman chuckle.

"Don't worry, Romanoff, I don't think a little kitty can harm your daughter." Carol Danvers replied.

"I saw this thing stealing a wooden spoon from my hand and eating it. How am I supposed to not worry?" Natasha replied very pissed off.

"You're not funny." Carol said before approaching the little kitty. "Now come here, little boy; I think we have to bring you back to Furry." The blonde woman tried to catch him but ran away from her and hid behind your legs.

The orange cat who was with Carol came to you but immediately stopped when Liho hissed at her.

"Oh, it seems that your cat already likes this little kitty." Carol told Natasha, who was completely shocked by what she was seeing.

You got on your knees and gently picked up Kazna while Liho was still protecting you from her mom.

"Oh, I see. I don't think it's a good thing to separate them." Carol said to your mom.

"What do you mean? I'm not letting this thing stay at my place." Natasha replied.

"Well, even if you don't like this idea, it's not like your daughter is willing to let me take him back, and even your cat isn't letting Goose approach."

The spy wanted to say something, but she stopped when you called her. "Mom, can we keep him, please?" You were looking at her with those puppy eyes that she was very weak against.

Her eyes were switching between your face and the little alien on your arms. She finally groaned in defeat, "Yeah, okay." You jumped from excitement and hugged tightly.

"Okay, that's a great choice. Now I have to go, but I'll send your mom every piece of information you need to know to raise this little thing." Carol said.

You followed to the door. She gave you a smile before Goose jumped on her shoulder. And then out of nowhere she began to glow and start to fly.

"Whoa." Was the only thing that left your mouth after seeing that. "Cool." You whispered.

"She's not that cool. I mean, I see almost everyone flying at my job." Natasha commented back before heading back to the living room.

"Wait, are you jealous, Mom?" You asked while you were closing the door.

"Absolutely not." She said before leaving for the kitchen.

"Yeah, absolutely jealous." You whispered to Kazna.

"I heard you, little miss!" She yelled from the kitchen.

[doudouneverte]

So glad you are back!!! Hope everything is okey 🙌🙌🥰🥰

Thank you, and yeah for now everything is good and I hope it will stay like that .

[doudouneverte]

Y/N in the multiverse of Madness (prologue)

a/n: your favourite procrastinator is back, sorry...

*not my GIF*

Summary : In a universe deep in the Multiverse, Y/n is requisitioned by Uatu a Watcher to help him to save the multiverse

Character: Y/n Maximoff (U-534); Y/n Maximoff-Romanoff (U-717); Y/n Belova-Bishop (U-800); (main) Y/n Vostokoff (U-805); Y/n Romanoff (U-810); Y/n Y/l/n-Harkness (U-308) + Uatu

note: every version of Y/n (of course) already have their own stories, I tried to maintain a certain coherence here. This story is like a filler, it doesn't interfere with the plot of 'Special Bond' and 'Back to Home'. I just this as an excuse to write again about Y/n Belova-Bishop and some other ones. Of course, I encourage you to read the original fics if you haven't yet.

word count: 1207

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Feeling everything and nothing is scary. At least that is what it felt like for her. She was once a good warrior, well, not in a way we think. She had one of the worst childhoods, but for now she didn’t know that she was not the only one. Not the only ‘she’.

"Thank you for all, Kate Bishop. Thank you for being my rock. Thank you for never letting me go, even when I was a jerk. Thank you for being patient with me. Thanks for loving me, Kate Bishop-Belova," she smiled, and before this Kate could say anything, she used her widow bites to make her fiancée fall near the edge of the cliff, and then she jumped.

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[Universe 800 - Vormir]

You experienced a lot of scary things during your childhood, a lot of things that left a lot of trauma, but this time it was scarier. Death is scary, and right now that was where you were heading until something didn’t feel right.

“I’m sure you’re wondering why you’re not dead yet.” You heard a strange voice speaking to you.

“Uh, hello?” Just before you realized it, you felt your body hitting the floor, but it didn’t hurt enough to kill you. Even with the shock of your non-death, you immediately put yourself on your feet and look around you. “Where am I?”

“Y/n Belova, or Belova-Bishop, I don’t know which one you prefer, but I’ll go with the second one if you let me.” You turn around to find a strange ‘man’ looking at you with bright blue eyes. The widow’s instinct immediately kicked in, and you pulled out your sticks, ready to fight.

“Who are you, and how do you know my name?” You asked while you tried to maintain a certain distance between you and this strange creature.

“Oh, no. Don’t worry; I’m not here to fight. I’m not allowed to do that, and I’m pretty sure that you would win.” His reply didn’t convince you, and sensing that he needed to clarify. “My name is Uatu. I observed you and all other universes.”

“Are you God?”

“Uh, sort of, but—"

“Is that heaven or something like that?”

“Not really.” You looked at him a little confused. “Well, you’re dead but also technically not dead yet.”

“What do you mean?”

“I need your help. You and some other people to stop someone who’s threatening the entire multiverse.”

“Wait, first, what do you mean by multiverse, and also, what makes you think that I would lie to help you? I don’t even know you.”

“Do I need to remind you that technically you’re dead? It’s not like you have something else to do.”

You didn’t say anything and just took some time to look at him and remember what happened before this strange encounter.

“What makes you think that I’m the right person to help you in your ‘multiverse’ quest?” You asked, visibly not fully convinced by what he told you.

“I will explain everything after we find the other ones, but before that I’ll send you somewhere.”

Uatu just finished his sentence before you were transported to a different universe where everything seemed to be dead.

“Where am I now?”

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[Universe 810 – New York City]

“Okay, the Avengers needed me, but I promise to be back as soon as this mission ends. Please don’t do something dangerous while I’m not here. Yelena can’t come to take care of you, so please be nice for me.”

You exaggerated a groan, which made Natasha give you a stern look.

“Don’t worry, mom, everything will be good. I will lock the door, and I still have my girlfriend if something or someone tries to break in and kill me.”

“Y/n, I’m not joking.” Her tone was more strict than usual, and you could feel that she was a little scared, but you were used to it now.

“I know, I’m sorry. I’ll be good, and really, if anything happens, I’ll call Wanda and Uncle Furry.” You told your mom, which seemed to ease her anxiety a little.

She caught you in a tight hug, which took you by surprise, but you reciprocated it quickly.

“Okay, now I have to go. Be careful, and if anything happens, call Furry first.” She finally told you before leaving the house.

With Natasha leaving for an emergency mission, you locked every entry of the house before deciding to watch a movie, but you only started it before starting to get hungry, so you decided to search for some snacks. On your way to the kitchen, you felt like something was watching you, but you just put it on your tiredness. You grabbed some snacks and started to head back into the living room before getting transported to an unfamiliar place. “What?”

~~~~~

[Universe 534 - ???]

Music was blasting through some speakers on the floor in an abandoned warehouse. There you were, training your skills. Of course, even without Agatha around you and on your trips, you had to find time to train. You still wanted to be an Avenger, and you needed to be much stronger than you were now.

You were in the middle of your training when you saw a huge portal opening in front of you.

“Whoa.” You stopped what you were doing and just stared at this until something, or someone, came off this.

“Y/n Maximoff, I’m Uatu, and I need your help to save the multiverse.” The strange man told you, which left you totally speechless.

“Uh, excuse me, who are you and how do you know me?” You asked, very confused. Even if this situation was very strange, you didn’t feel any bad intention from Uatu.

“I’m a watcher, a sort of entity that keeps an eye on the whole multiverse. And now his is about to crumble, and I needed your help and some other people's to stop that.”

“Wait, is that an Avenger’s type of mission?”

“It’s more than—"

“You don’t have to say more. I’m coming. Well, I have to tell Agatha. Please let me just—“ You didn’t have to finish before you were transported to a strange place. A new universe. “Woah.”

~~~~

[Universe 717]

You used your last energy to throw Khrono away; he broke the wall and was now in front of a Spider-Man who was angry and exhausted by his fight. You stay focused and try to contain the possible explosion with a little magic barricade around the machine. America's fist gleamed, as did her eyes, and she punched it without thinking. A start appeared, the device was aspired like you thought, but you forgot to dissipate your magic, and before you noticed, your body crossed the portal too.

You couldn’t stop your fall, and before crossing another portal to a universe, your body was dragged by a strange force in a random direction.

“Ouch.” Your body hit the floor, and the effect of America’s power immediately hit you. You just had time to get back on your feet before you threw up.

“Wait, where am I?” You asked no one.

“What the hell is that?” You heard someone ask you; you turned to the source of the voice and froze.

“What’s happening here?” A third voice asked.

To be continued...

[doudouneverte]

Hello back everyone

Hi, I know I disappeared for a long time now, but I finally found the time and the motivation to write.

I know a lot of you want the next chapter of Back to Home, and I'll try to give it to you before the end of the year (like the 20 others fics in my drafts), but before that (and to help me to come back into writing) I wrote something else.

It will be a 2 part fiction. The first part will be post tonight, and I'll force myself to end the next part for the weekend.

Thanks for all your support, even if I'm not the most proactive person on earth.

[doudouneverte]

🚨 NEWS 🚨

Hey, i finally got a new pc. We're so back 🥳

[doudouneverte]

a/n: I totally agree with you

Other plans

*not my GIF*

Pairing: Sarah Zadrazil x NY/NJ Gohtam!reader; FC Bayern frauen x reader

Summary: A date with your wife while her team take care of your daughter....well that was your plan

Type: Fluff

Warning: none

word count: 1849

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Loud noises, and people everywhere, some walking faster than others, some who looked stressed or late. It was in this state that you left the plane. It was one of these days when you would come back to Europe after a big season in the US.

It was a hard choice to make at first. I mean, yeah, it is always hard to leave your family and your friends behind, but this time it was for football, so they understood. Well, almost everyone, because at first it was strange for your daughter to leave Germany. For her defence, a kid doesn’t really think about things like that.

“Look, it’s mama!” Your, surprisingly, very energetic daughter, yelled after she saw your wife. You look at where she was pointing to see a smiling and very beautiful Sarah waiting for you two. The middle fielder quickly closed the gap between you and hugged the little girl tightly.

“Hallo, meine mausebâr. Were you good for your mom in America?” The Bayern player asked.

“If we ignore that she was very spoilt by all the girls, then yes.” You replied while you gathered all your bags.

“I also missed you.” Your wife said before giving you a light kiss, making your daughter grimace. “Here, Maya, let’s show mama how strong you became and help us to carry the luggage in the car, okay?” 

The four-year-old girl nodded vividly and started to grab her backpack. You and Sarah took the rest of the luggage and followed your little girl to the car.

“I'm pretty surprised that she has so much energy right now.” The middle fielder remarked.

“Actually, she had a nap on the plane because she wanted to ‘not be tired and the first one to hug mama’.” You quoted with a smile. “Totally a mama’s girl.”

“Yeah, but we both know that you love our ‘mama’s girl’.” She mocked you with air quotes. “Now let’s go back home; I think you really need to rest too.” She caressed your cheek and admired your tired face.

It’s not really a surprise for her; you always had been the stressed one in the couple, so she could guess that you overthought the last night or packed and unpacked to be sure that you didn’t miss anything.

Being back in Germany, and especially in Munich, was a little strange feeling for you. Maybe because you’re Austrian, so you’re technically not ‘back home’, but the other thing was that the last time you played in the Bundesliga was when Sarah still played with you for Potsdam. Of course, southern city was a very great place for Maya to grow up, but you couldn’t help but miss the house you shared there.

“Finally back home.” Sarah announced before turning off the engine.

“Mama, can we see Sydney and Klara?” Maya asked very excited.

“It’s a little late today, but I promise that they will come to see you tomorrow after training. Now, what do you think to help me and your mom to unpack everything, and then I will give you your bath? What do you think about that?”

“Really?” The little girl asked.

“Yeah.”

“Yay, and I will show the new toys Esther brought me!”

“I really want to see them, but right now, help me to wake up your mom so she can help us, right? We can’t do everything on our own.”

After a few hours of unpacking things and a mama-daughter time, it was time to eat before sleeping.

“--and then, mommy took the ball, and she ran very, very fast to before she passed the ball to auntie Esther... Oh, auntie Esther played for Spain, and she’s really good, but I still prefer Klara and Syd–”

“Maya, please, babygirl, can you finish your dinner before?” you asked.

“But I was about to tell mama when you scored.” Your daughter pouted.

“You still can tell me before your bed story.” Your wife reassured her.

And it was with this promise on her mind that Maya finished eating and immediately waited for her mama. Being totally exhausted because of the precious hours, Sarah easily convinced you to let her deal with the four-year-old girl. When she came back to your shared bedroom, she found you still awake and waiting for her.

“She has a lot of energy recently.” She commented, making you laugh when you remembered how the team struggled to keep up with Maya’s energy.

“You should’ve seen her with Kelley. I swear this woman never grew up.”

“Well, she’s about to spend all her time with the girls.” Your wife reminded you before laying next to you. You both looked at each other, not exchanging a word, just smiling and appreciating the time together. "Congratulation, by the way. My wife is a NWSL champion.” She gave you a light kiss, which made you smile even more widely.

"Look, who’s talking? You won the Bundesliga last season. And I watched your game; you’re ready to do the same this season too.” You countered.

“I know, but it’s different when it’s come from you.”

“What do you mean by that?” You asked with a falsely offended look.

“I mean that we need to celebrate that properly, and that’s why I think I will take you on a date tomorrow.” She explained.

“Oh, really? Then I’m pretty glad to win this thing then.” You grinned and caught her lips between yours before you decided to finally call it a night. 

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The next day everything was planned to let you spend a lovely day with Sarah while some Bayern players would take your daughter to a ‘tanten and Maya day’.

“You have everything you need in her bag. I packed some snacks if she got hungry, and she had a bottle of water. If–.”

“Hey, Y/n, it’s okay. We know how to take care of our little girl here.” Jovana cut you off.

“Actually, she’s still legally our little girl, but I’m really glad that you accept to spend the day with her today.” Sarah said coming out of Maya’s bedroom.

“Okay, now where is she?” The striker asked. Just after that, you all heard some footsteps coming in your direction.

“Mommy, look, Syd bought me this.” Maya showed you a Bayern kit that, of course, the younger player brought.

“It’s suit you very well, little mause.” Linda said, making you roll your eyes. “What, isn’t she cute?” She asked you directly this time.

“Okay, now girl, we need to leave before there’s too many people.” Lea announced, and everyone followed outside.

“Lea, you’re in charge!” You told her, and she nodded. "Why do I feel a little stressed?” You asked your wife when everyone left.

“It’s okay; nothing will happen to her. She’s with her favourite aunties; nothing can happen, don’t worry. Now let’s get to change for our date.”

~~~~

Everything was perfect. It was maybe one of the best dates you ever had together. And even if there were still a little doubt about how the Bayern players took care of Maya, you forced yourself to trust them.

You were walking hand in hand with Sarah, talking about how much you missed her, and she was talking about how everything was going so far. And it was when you really started to relax that the middle fielder received a call.

“Uh, hello, Linda. Everything is alright?” When you heard that, you instantly froze.

“Yeah, of course. All is good. I just need to ask you a question. Maya still has all her baby teeth, right?” Sarah’s eyes instantly opened more wide.

“Linda, what happened?” She asked very stressed. Not knowing what her teammate was talking about, you started to get anxious. You started to gain her attention, but she was too focused on the call. “Where are you?... Okay, we’re coming right now.”

“What’s happening?” You asked when she hung up.

“Maya fell, and it seems that she lost a tooth, and she’s crying a lot.” Your wife explained before dragging you to the car.

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The ride to join the girls seemed endless. You couldn’t stop your heart from beating more than usual, your palms were sweaty because of stress, and you couldn’t look away from the road even in the passenger seat.

Once Sarah stopped the car, you immediately unbuckled your belt and rushed out of the car. You called for the girls, but no one replied. A few seconds later, Sarah was by your side, and she told you that Linda texted her precisely where they were. You followed her, a little anxious, even if your hands were attached together.

You walked a few more steps until you heard voices. You tried to decipher what they were saying, but the middlefielder dragged you with her when she started to accelerate. Then you both found Maya sitting on a bench with her favourite plush that you packed earlier. You started to run to her, but you stopped when you suddenly saw the girls coming out of nowhere.

“Surprise!!” They yelled together, making you look at them with a confused expression.

“What the hell?” Was the only thing that came out of your brain.

“We planned this before you came back.” Your wife explained after she joined you.

“Honestly, we didn’t know what to do to bring you there, so we used the help of Maya.” Lea said this time.

“Wait, you’re telling me that you almost gave me a heart attack for a…for a party?” You asked.

“Well, it’s not any party. It’s your party. Sarah thought it would be a good idea to organise that because we couldn’t be there to see your final against OL Reign.” Caro said.

“Yay, it’s mom’s party. Mama, can we eat cake now?” Maya asked, making you laugh.

“Of course, babygirl.” You said very amused.

Honestly, it was not really what you were thinking about two days ago. But you also didn’t think you could win the NWSL this season a few months ago.

And that’s how what should have been a date with your wife transformed into a party thrown to make up for something she didn’t have to.

“So, did you like your surprise?” Sarah asked once you were back at home.

“Yeah, that’s definitely the best surprise someone ever made me.” You replied.

“Well, you already gave me the best surprise I could ever dream off four years ago, and now I just try to match that, but it’s not easy.” You caressed her cheeks and admired her face with an enamoured expression.

“You don’t have to match anything; you already did so much all these years together, and I absolutely love you for that.” You said and pecked her lips gently, which helped a smile appear on her face.

The brunette was about to reply before Maya came into the living room. “Mom, can you read me a story tonight?” The four-year-old asked.

You looked at her and at Sarah before replying, “Okay, but what about, mama’s coming too?” The younger brunette nodded excitedly and ran to her bedroom, followed by you too.

[doudouneverte]

Hi doudou its me 🫶🏽anon I’m actually reading your recent reply while having my orientation…i also sent that rant at like around 5am so i didn’t get a good sleep at all cause i was so nervous right then…boom im here at school all is fine…i guess sometimes i tend to overthink about situations a lot…but yea thats it🥹

Lmao welcome to the team, we're all a bunch of overthinker sometimes and it's totally understandable. You just need to not let it ruin your happy moments.

~🫶🏽~

[doudouneverte]

Hello dou dou its 🫶🏽anon and im feeling anxious about going to a new college since im gonna start my bachelor degree by next month..and yea do ignore this…i know it doesn’t relate to what you usually post but since we’re both college students i feel like its safe to talk to you about college stuffs…im gonna have my orientation day tmr and i feel nervous…so yea…but anyway i do hope yoh have a great day!!! If not its fine theres always another day…oh and dont forget to stay hydrated and dont forget to eat

🫶🏽anon

Hello 🫶🏽anon. Honestly, I totally feel you. I'm also a little nervous about college sometimes (and I had to change path for this year so it's a little confused), but I can assure you that everything is gonna be okay.

Of course, the first time in a new place is always a little scary but you'll rocked it (I don't know if it's the good thing to say 😅)

We're in the same boat in a way and that's less stressful knowing that I'm not alone, I'm sure we can surpassed this year together 💪🏽

[doudouneverte]

HELLO DOUDOU(can i call you that but do correct me if im wrong😘)…hehehe its me 🫶🏽anon..im doing fine…gonna have uni soon again….just saw your current update regarding your broken pc…that sucks but i do hope you get to buy a new one since its also important for your school work and other stuffs..but anyway take care doudou🫶🏽

🫶🏽anon

Hey 👋🏽 (yeah you can call me that ☺️)

Happy to see you're fine, and yeah that sucks but I will do my best to get another one asap and also use this time to put myself in school 😅

Thanks for your message and take care of yourself too

~🫶🏽anon~

[doudouneverte]

Is your blog 18+?

No absolutely not. I try to stay family friendly 😅 but I know that my last work might be disturbing sorry for that

[doudouneverte]

Oh and I missed some messages from my '🫶🏽-anon', I don't know if you will read that but I hope you're alright and that you take care of yourself.

And also thank you for loving my works, it gives me the motivation to continue to write.

I don't know what you're up to but I just want for your support and let you know that it means a lot for me

[doudouneverte]

🚨 Announcement 🚨

Hi everyone, sorry for going MIA for so long I was working on a lot of things. But there is one major problem: my PC crashed out.

I have to buy a new one and I will take time but don't worry I'll write a lot on my phone from now and I'll edit everything when I get a new computer.

I'm so sorry, but you can use this time to request some fic (knowing that I have some time ahead of me to complete them), or just 'bother' to talk about anything and nothing.

Thanks to read it, and sorry again.

Reminder: stay hydrated, eat well and have a good time

Love you, and see you soon

[doudouneverte]

Why?

a/n: I wrote it in thirty minutes to force my ass back into writing, sorry if it feels disturbing and incomplete...

*not my GIF*

Pairing: Kara Danvers x Fem!reader

Summary: Kara try to understand how you became like this

Type: disturbing? angst

Warning: no power-au, kidnapping, drugged Kara and creepy reader

word count: ~1300

It's from Kara's POV

Why did it seem so real? Why couldn't I get rid of the feeling of her hands on me? She was so perfect, yet she was full of flaws. It was impossible for me to remember why I fell for her. Maybe it was her eyes the first time she looked at me. Maybe it was her voice when she talked to me. Or even her hair (god, I love her hair). And her cute face too. She was full of qualities. At least until this thing started between us.

Everything started like any other relationship. I was mesmerised by her look and her personality, so I decided to ask her out. She gladly accepted, and it was like she had waited for a long time. It was a little weird, but I let it slide.

Then one date became two, then three, and much more. Three months later, we were officially formalising our relationship after we had good sex at her place. She was caring, lovely, and never pushed me more than necessary. So when did everything start to go insane?

Well, actually, I already knew the answer. It was a random Wednesday; we were out for a date, and then we met my friend Lena. That’s when I noticed that she became weird. Her behaviour towards Lena was a little aggressive. I decided not to really question that because I thought that it was just some misplaced jealous act. But then it happened again. Did it really happen more, or did I just start to notice her true self from this moment?

After Lena, she acted weird, even around my family. It was something that my sister, Alex, tried to talk to me about. But at this time, I was too enamoured by her to even notice that her worries were justified. I meant, my mom loved her, and for me, it was enough. 

She was making me happy. She treated me like a princess, always caring, making love with pure love in every act, and she put even more affection in the aftercare. It seemed like I was always her priority, but after some months, I started to find it a little weird too.

Of course, I talked to her about how she was slowly babying me and how it started to annoy me, but I still reminded her that I still loved her. For me, it was not a big deal, but it was a discussion that we needed to have. To her, otherwise, it was…heartbreaking? At least that was what she said between her sobs. She cried that day because I told her that I could take care of myself?

I found it weird, and I talked about it with Alex and Lena. They agreed on something: I should start to let her go. Leave her before she took total control of my mind. They seemed to notice how everything would go, but they didn’t want to scare me, I guess. But for me, nothing could go wrong: it was Y/n, the same lovely and caring woman I met that day. Or maybe it was what I said to myself because I was afraid that they might be right.

Despite our conversations, she still acted like usual. Never leaving my side until it was needed. Always trying to take care of me, even if I could do things on my own. She was slowly transforming me into her little doll. After some weeks, she started to choose how I would dress when we had a date, and before it could go too far, I decided to step in.

I remember that we had a huge argument about how she was suffocating me. But like usual, she started to cry. If I wasn't so angry, maybe I would fall for that, but not this day. I grabbed my keys and left with the promise to come back only when she would be more mature and responsible enough to talk like proper adults. That day I drove to Alex’s house, and then I explained everything to her and how it started to be suffocating and scary to live with Y/n. The night I slept in the spare bedroom, even if I was still angry with Y/n, I couldn’t help but miss her. I was still in love after all.

Then a week passed, and she finally texted me, saying that she took some time and that she was finally ready to talk about it. Even if something in me screamed to stay away from her, I still needed to come back to her apartment to at least take some clothes if I had to stay longer at my sister's.

Surprisingly, for me, she seemed to have some stain of tears on her cheeks when she opened the door. She guided me to the couch and brought two cups of tea. I took a sip, and then we both started to talk. But less than five minutes later, I felt myself becoming more and more tired. I called her name just before collapsing on the couch.

Now there I was, somewhere far from home, chained to a bed in a bedroom that I didn’t recognise. 

“Oh, finally, you’re awake. I started to think that I put too much drug in your cup.” There she was, with a creepy smile on her face. It was the first time that I saw her like that. “I know you should have a lot of questions right now, and I will answer them, but before that…” She climbed in her bed next to me and immediately cuddled with my body as if her life depended; she inhaled my scent and left a sloppy kiss on my neck. “I missed that. I missed you.”

I tried to scream, but I noticed that any attempt was shut off by a cloth she put in my mouth. “Oh, sorry, I almost forgot that.” She said before freeing my mouth.

“Get out of me you psycho bitch!” I yelled while trying to get rid of the bed. She just ignored me and kept her face pressed against my chest. “Y/n, I don’t know what type of shit you’re doing right now, but you need to back off and let me go.”

“Why? So you can leave me again?” She snapped for the first time since I knew her. “Sorry to yell, but you need to understand that I can’t let you go, Kara. I love you, and I know you do too. You’re just getting corrupted by your sister and Lena. But it’s okay; these bitches will not be able to mess with you anymore. It’s just you and me against the world.” Her sweet tone made shivers run through my entire body.

“What do you mean, Y/n?” I asked.

She raised her head and looked at me with a wide smile. “They will never find us; I mean, we left the country a few days from now.”

“What do you mean, Y/n? Where are we?” I asked, more panicked.

“Greece. I told you that my dad had a house here, and he was more than happy to let us live there from now.” From her facial expression, it was not a lie, which meant that I couldn’t go back home? No, it’s impossible. I had a whole life back in the US.

Seeing the tears running down on my cheeks, a wide smile appeared on her face. “It’s okay, Kara. I’m here, and I will not leave you.” I wanted to throw up, scream, and maybe punch her, but I couldn't do anything about that. I couldn’t stop crying.

“I know that the change can be weird at first, but it’s okay, I will help you with that. I will never leave your side.” She pressed her lips against my cheeks.

Why everything was happening to me? Why did it have to be me? She was so lovely, and so caring, I started to dream about a future with her. Why did she need to ruin everything?

[doudouneverte]

Picture perfect

a/n: I try something, i don't know why

*not my GIF*

Pairing: Antonia Dreykov x Female!Reader

Summary: after a series of recurent dreams where she live a perfect life, Antonia started to feel insecure and you have to help her

Type: i tried to write Hurt/Confort

Warning: mention of Red Room and everything related to

word count: 3123

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The sun was beaming, and Antonia was there, lying on a long chair near the pool. She put her book away and walked to the pool. She tested the water with her right hand before entering it.

Once her body was fully wet, she started to relax. It was her first holiday since Christmas, and she decided to use this time to visit the world. And here she was in Cuba, in a beach house, far away from her stressful job and her problems.

Antonia started to swim when the bay window opened. Then a man came out of the house with a plate full of snacks and drinks. "Oh, I see that you finally decided to have fun." The man said.

"Well, I was just finishing reading my book, but the plot kind of disappointed me, so I decided to take a break." She replied.

"I'm glad to hear that because it would be a shame if I had to drag you into the water. But now let me get rid of this before I join you." He placed the plate near the edge of the pool before joining his wife. "You know what? I'm really happy right now."

"Oh, yeah, and can I know why?" Antonia asked before wrapping her arms around her husband's neck.

"I'm here, in a beautiful place, with beautiful weather, a loving dog, and more importantly, the most beautiful, smart, and hot woman in the world." He smirked when he noticed that the Russian woman was blushing. "I love you, Antonia."

"I love you too--"

She couldn't finish her sentence before being awakened by the alarm. The brunette looked around before spotting your phone and turning off the source of her disturbance. She groaned when she checked the time and saw 9 a.m. She hesitated for a long time before deciding to leave the bed.

Chills ran through her back when her feet made contact with the cold ground. She yawned and made her way to the bathroom. A few minutes later, she was in front of the sink, facing her own reflection in the mirror. She didn't like it. She didn't like the way the woman in front of her looked like. Even after all this time, it was hard for her to face herself. It reminded her of everything.

The bad things she did, the lives she took, and the treatment she received. But the worst thing was that it plagued her face. The burn marks were there to remind her of that day. Even if after all these years and Red Room's technology they didn't physically hurt her anymore, the inner damages were here, and they returned almost every time she looked at them.

Lost in her thoughts, she didn't notice you coming. You were looking for something when you spotted her looking at her own reflection with this look. You sighed and walked carefully before wrapping your arms around her torso. "Hello, sleepy head, did you sleep well?" You asked and maintained eye contact with her through your reflection.

When she nodded, you smiled and pressed a light kiss on her neck. "When did you have to leave today?" Your girlfriend asked.

"Don't ruin the mood, please." You said with your head hid in the crook of her neck. She chuckled a little but didn't push you. You stayed with her while she was brushing her teeth, and you were brushing her hair while you were informing her about what had been planned for your day.

"I think you should go now or you'll be late." The Russian said.

"I'm the boss; I can do whatever I want, babe."

"I know, but I need to remind you that you have your new intern today; you can't be late." She headed to the kitchen, and you followed her like a lost puppy.

"Can I at least have a kiss before going?" You asked even if you knew the answer. After a heated kiss, you left the house with a proud grin while your girlfriend plastered a fake smile in the hope that you didn't see through it.

A few hours later, Antonia was watching TV. She didn't even know what she was watching, and it didn't last long until she fell asleep.

This time it was different; she was in a park, sat on a bench, and took a look around. There were some parents talking together, some kids playing and screaming, and even some dogs running after each other.

The weather was perfect; the sun was shining, but her straw hat protected her just enough. She didn't have to wait long before a familiar voice called her name.

"Antonia, malyshka, I missed you." Here was her dad. He was smiling more than she remembered (when was the last time she saw him really smile?). "I just came back today. I wanted to visit you at home, but Thomas told me that you were there." He sat beside her and wrapped an arm around her shoulder.

"I wanted to call you, but I got so lost in the book. I really love that one." She said.

"I'm glad that you love this one; honestly, I was very worried about the story when I was writing it. I felt like including a new character like that would lose the readers."

"What, are you joking? The character of Yelena is very cool, and I really like her. And when we learned that she's Natalia's sister, my mind blew. I'm really excited to read more." She explained with a smile.

"I'm happy that you love that. I didn't know that you would be so eager about spies."

"Me neither, but you write them so right; it feels like we're living with Nat and we follow her in her adventures."

"Okay, I'm really happy that you love that, but I think that now we need to head back home. I think that Thomas is waiting for us, and I'm sure that Alexei is ready to go back home right now."

The two of them stood up and started leaving, just after being joined by a golden retriever.

At home, Antonia was greeted by her husband, who was setting up the table for them. When he noticed them, he came to greet his wife with a passionate kiss before hugging his father-in-law. The dinner was animated with playful chat and jokes between the three of them. Everything was perfect; it felt like a life that she always dreamed about--wait dream about?

Antonia slowly woke up. She looked around and noticed that she was back in your shared house. She was about to stand up when she noticed that her head was resting on something.

"Good evening, sleepyhead." You greeted her with a smile. "When I came back, I saw you lying on the couch, and the pillows were scattered on the ground." You explained while she noticed that she was resting on your laps. "I don't know what you were dreaming about, but it should be very good, judging by your smile. I hope you dreamt about me." You said with a grin.

Your girlfriend smiled at you, and even if you could see the pain through it, you decided not to question it. At least not now.

"I had a very awful day at work, and I don't really want to cook now. Are you okay if we order something?" You asked, and she just nodded.

While you were ordering food, the Russian left the living room and locked herself in the bathroom. Today was a hot day, and after her nap, she was now a little sweaty, so she decided to take a shower.

She slowly peeled her clothes off her body. Once naked, she looked at her reflection for a few moments. Her eyes were tracing every scar and burn mark. You always praised her body, it was something she loved about you. Always whorshiping her body, despite her little special aspect, as you like to call her defaults (at least they were for her).

When she stepped into the bathtub, she wanted to stay there forever. Far away from anyone. From the indiscrete glare that everybody gave her every time you would go on a date. But she also wanted to stay away from you. In this moment, her insecurities took the lead, and she was scared that one day you would change your mind and decide to find someone prettier than her.

It's been one year since you two were together, but she still didn't know what made you want to shoot your shot with someone like her. Since she got freed from the Red Room and her father, she started to hate her past actions and herself when she noticed how people outside the Red Room looked at her when she didn't wear her helmet.

Trying to run away from everything, she found her way into this house. She thought that it was just an abandoned house near the sea, and she was glad about that, until one day you opened the front door to see a sleepy Russian on your couch. When she woke up, she was shocked to see someone cooking for her. And the most shocking part was how you looked at her for the first time. After this 'incident' you explained that it was your second home, a house that you bought to hide in every time things became too much. She proposed to leave, but you quickly changed her mind and proposed to let her stay here with you because this house was too big for one person.

This was two years ago. Now you have officially moved in with her. Of course, it's not always easy, and at first she was avoiding you because she didn't trust herself and thought that she could lose control anytime and hurt you. But you never back down. You tried every day to pull down her walls, and it finally paid off one day. It surprised her first, but then she learned how to trust you, and you taught her how to love herself again.

Coming back from the bathroom, she saw you in the cooch with your camera in your hand.

Your camera was also something that helped her reveal more about herself. She didn't like when people took pictures of her, but that didn't mean she didn't like to see you take pictures of everything. You were a photographer; you had your own studio and a room dedicated to it in the house.

Seeing your girlfriend walking to you, you aimed your camera at her with a big smile. "No, please, not now." She tried to hide her face with her hand, but she knew it was futile.

It was something she noticed lately; you loved to take pictures of her, and even if she didn't like the idea, she was too enamoured by you to stop those habits.

"Don't worry, love; nobody will see it." It was the promise you made so she would let you use her as your model sometime. You had a lot of models during your career. Some were more stunning than others, but no one would compare with her.

Maybe it was because she didn't have to pretend every time you captured any of her expressions. During dates, movie nights, or even when you captured her body after sex. She was just too perfect.

"I didn't know what you wanted, so I ordered pizza." You said before pushing a piece of it between her lips.

"Stop feeding me like that, please."

"I'm sorry." You were smiling, and she knew that you were not, but she didn't say anything.

After dinner, you finished your movie and headed to bed. Antonia was wondering, what will she be dreaming of tonight? She secretly hoped to have the same type of dream that she had recently. Focus on that. She was surprised when she felt your hand move from her back to caress her abdomen.

She knew exactly what you wanted, but not today. She stopped your hand and pushed the sheet to cover her body. "Not tonight, Y/n." She said, but her voice sounded more harsh than she intended.

Sensing that something was bothering her, you just nodded and said "Okay, good night, love," before spinning your body in the opposite direction to prevent you from trying to be physical during the night. Antonia sounded usually dried like that when she was letting her insecurities take the lead, and you know better than anyone to push her in this state (she is still the Taskmaster after all).

Antonia cursed herself when she heard how her voice sounded, but she really wasn't ready to let you see her today. Maybe her recent dreams started to bring some bad feelings back. Living briefly in a world where none of her insecurities were an issue, where her father seemed like a good man, a world where she seemed to be happy with her own body. Maybe everything started to make her jealous because she lowkey knew that there were things she could never have, not after everything happened to her.

The next morning, she woke up alone. She tried to reach for you but was met with nothing but a cold sheet. She took a deep breath before leaving the bed. The recurrent dreams didn't show up last night, and it let her be a little confused, but in the end, they were still dreams.

In front of the mirror, while she was brushing her teeth, she was thinking about last night and the past few days. She knew that she had become involuntary and a little more distant because of all the things that kept popping into her mind.

A few minutes later, she joined you in the living room. You were looking at some photos you took yesterday when you noticed your girlfriend. "Y/n I need to tell you something." You heard what she said and left everything to focus on her.

Her body language told you that whatever she wanted to talk about was serious and also made her a little stressed.

"Mm, okay, right. Come on." You said and opened your arms. The Russian didn't think twice before accepting your invitation. She sat on your lap, facing you. You wrapped your arms around her torso and rested your head on her chest, and she rested hers on yours.

It was easier for her to have a heart-opening conversation with you like that. Even if you didn't know why, you started to get used to that.

"So, what's the problem, love?" You asked quietly, not trying to rush the things.

"First of all, I want to apologize for last night, I was--"

"Hey, it's okay; you don't have to apologize for that. You didn't want to have sex, and I completely understand that. Honestly, I think I should be the one apologizing for that; I should have asked you first. I'm sorry." You pulled away to look at her while you said that and watched her expression soften; she didn't seem angry or anything.

"Don't worry; like I said, it's not your fault." She said before giving you a brief kiss before you placed your head against her again. "And more importantly, I need to talk to you about something…" She started to tell you everything about the last things that happened to her. The dreams that felt way too realistic and how they impacted her a little to see a life where everything seemed perfect. And more importantly, the new rise of her insecurities.

It was something you were used to for the first year of living together, but they slowly left. At least that's what you thought.

"Hey, it's okay, babe. Look at me." You cleaned up the new tears rolling down her cheeks. "Remember, you're beautiful, the prettiest woman alive, and I know that I say that every day, but I mean it." You left some pecks everywhere on her face before something popped into your mind. "Let's go change; I have something to show you at the studio." You told her before leading her into the bedroom.

An hour later, you were in your studio, leading her into the room where you took almost all your photos. "Please, detka, I don't want to take some pictures right now." Your girlfriend was a little curious about what she was doing here.

"Don't worry, you don't have to. Just look." You grabbed the black curtain that you use for a plain background and tossed it on the floor. Then she saw it. The whole wall behind it was totally covered in pictures. Pictures of her that you have taken for a while now. Everyone had a date for when they were taken.

"What the…" she inspincted every photo on the wall.

"It's my personal collection. I promised you that no one would see them, and it's true; nobody knows about it. It's something I do to keep me motivated to work when I miss you." You explained.

Your girlfriend was totally shocked. All those pictures that you took of her. They looked beautiful. It was like they were illuminating the room more than the lightbulbs.

"Did you edit them?" She asked.

"Only a few of them, because the light was awful, but for most of them, I just let them be like this. I never touch anything with you on them. Well, it's not like you needed it in the first place."

While you were talking, she finally noticed it. The common thing about all of the pictures. She was always smiling at all of them. From the ones you took during your dates. To the ones you took while she wasn't aware of them. And even during more intimate moments. There was always this smile.

"I called this collection Portrait of a Healing Smile. But I'm not fully sure about it." You explained. "So what do you think about it?"

"Is it really how you see me?" She asked back with a trembling voice, and when you looked at her, she was crying again.

"I already told you. I usually have a different version of the world when I'm looking through my camera, but it seems that even in this version of the world, you're still so perfect. I know that sometimes you ask yourself how I can still love you every day, but reassure you, your smile is totally worth it." You grabbed her hands, and she looked at you. "You're my favorite smile in the entire world, and nothing can change that." You pressed your lips tenderly against hers.

"I love you so much, Y/n."

"And I love you as much."