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Perks of Losing Weight

Some of the things i have noticed 

- Hair doesn’t get greasy anymore, it just doesn’t 

- There is less to wash, exfoliate, self tan, etc. (Honestly really notice this one in the shower, i used to have 20+ lbs more in my legs) 

- Moving with more ease 

- Food is cheap. Hello water over cocktails and an apple over spaghetti bolognese 

- Generally feeling smaller is a bit euphoric especially wrapped in blankets or trying on old clothes 

- Skin clears up because theres less oil production 

- Barely sweating (even while exercising or on a hot day) 

- Sunglasses/glasses are more flattering against a more angular face 

and when i reach my goal weights, i just feel fucking invincible. 

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You could have…

* a flat tummy

* a small waist

* pronounced collar bones

* protruding hip bones

* thin legs

* a thigh gap

* dainty wrists and hands

* perfection

Or you can have…

* pizza

* chips

* fries

* burgers

* chocolate

* candy

* cake

* junk food

But you can not have both.

Your decision.

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Things I can’t wait to have…

Defined cheekbones

Skinny fingers

Wide thigh gap

Prominent collarbones

Sharp jaw

Skinny arms

Showing ribs

Flat stomach

Confidence

Feel free to add your own ❤️✨

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motivation.

truth is, the only thing that really motivates me is thinking about all the good stuff I can do when I’m skinny.

wearing cute clothes and feeling confident

people telling me to eat more instead of telling me to stop eating so much

having clearer skin

people being able to pick me up/carry me

wearing bikinis/going to beaches

being your own thinspo

being able to see my own bones

not feeling stupid at festivals/concerts

people being jealous of my body

looking good in everything

finally being happy.

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Some tips!

Okay so here’s some low cal foods and tips for cravings and eating out.

Cravings?

-Dill pickles are only 5 cals each, eat those fuckers till your mouth stings. A whole jar is close to being only 100 some cals. Pickles are safe. -There are SO many zero calorie drinks out there. One of my favourites is called Clear American. It’s a flavoured sparkling water drink and there’s a ton of flavours to pick from. Also they’re only like 70 cents for a liter bottle. -TicTacs are a life saver. 1.5 cals each and perfect for sugar cravings. -Monster Zero Ultras are a gift from the gods. They’re great for sugar cravings and also make you less hungry.

Forced to go out for fast food? -s a l a d. There’s salads everywhere and if they don’t have a plain one just get one that’s the least cals and pick out the lettuce to eat. -idk about all fast food places but McDonald’s has fruit and yoghurt parfaits that are 150 cals each and 180 with the granola. Get one of those and claim to be not very hungry. They’re super good btw -say fast food has started to make your tummy feel sick and you’d rather go somewhere else or just get a coke zero and call it a day.

Other tips -coffee is a natural laxitive. Wanna get everything out of your system? Drink a shit ton of coffee and smoke some cigarettes and you’ll shit for sure. -eat a small breakfast, it helps boost your metabolism. -instead of eating 3 meals a day try and have 6 small snack throughout the day. You’ll be less hungry in between each and it will be easier to eat less.

Feel free to add more!!

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I'm ready to change

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I hate myself

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My aesthetic is:

Being so small that I look like I can break

Wearing clothes that always look cute, even when I'm not trying

People thinking I'm younger than I am

Just having a small salad for the day

Having prominent cheekbones

Having wrists so small that bracelets won't stay on

Not worrying that I'm clothes don't look as nice because I'm fat

Ana is my aesthetic

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My Reasons for Losing Weight

For My Health

To have better skin

So I don’t sweat profusely

So I can walk up a flight of stairs and not feel out of breath

So my back won’t hurt

So my knee won’t hurt 

So my doctor will never say, “you really need to lose some weight” to me ever again

So I don’t have to worry about arthritis or other illnesses that accompany obesity

For Vanity

To feel better about myself

To look good in tight clothes

To be able to wear shorts in the summer

To be able to go into any store, and buy the clothes I like, not just the ones that fit

To not feel awkward about going clothes shopping or shoe shopping

To be able to order clothes from a catalogue without worrying if they will fit

To be able to wear something that doesn’t say PLUS on it

So my pants won’t wear out between my legs while the rest of them are still in good shape

So I can look in the mirror from the neck down and like what I see

So I can wear tight jeans

I want to wear underwear that looks sexy

So I can show off my legs

So I can go into public and not feel like people are judging me

So I can wear tops without worrying about the dents from my bra showing trough

So that my boobs stick out more than my stomach – not the other way around

For a Better Quality of Life

To be able to use a public toilets comfortably

I want to be able to read the scale by just looking down, straight down

So I don’t get those indents on my thighs from the arms of the chair I’m sitting in

So I can cross my legs

So I can get up from the floor in one smooth move and not a grab and hold on to something move

So I can sit on a bar stool and I’m actually sitting ON it, not on it and around it too

So a regular towel goes all the way around me 

So my socks pull all the way up

So I can hug my knees to my chest again, and it’s comfortable

So I can fit into the cinema/stadium/airplane seats comfortably

So I can bend over comfortably to tie my shoes

For My Self-esteem

So I can go swimming without being self-conscious

So I don’t worry about chairs breaking

So I don’t have to ask for the additional seat belt on an airplane

So I can dance without being self-conscious

So I can go on rides at amusement parks again and not have to experience the embarrassment of having to get off because I don’t fit

So I don’t have to worry about the maximum weight before I using things

So I don’t feel awkward when people start talking about losing weight

So no one can ever call me “a big girl” ever again

So I’m not embarrassed to have my picture taken

So I can say my weight out loud

So furniture doesn’t groan when I sit on it, or wear out long before it should because I’m too heavy

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Flower thinspo

Follow for hourly thinspo <3

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This sweater is so comfy.

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My aesthetic would be so much more cuter if I was skinnier.

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65 Things to do to avoid a binge

After going on a trek with a mate of mine this weekend and having to forcibly eat, my purging habits came back pretty bad. I hate binging and purging, so I decided to make a list of a bunch of things you can do to avoid a binge! I made this not only for myself, but for every one of you that may be struggling with a binging problem too. 

Drink a cup of tea

Paint a picture

Write a story

Write a song

Play your instrument

Go on a walk

Go on s run

Take your dog to the park

Ride your bike around the neighborhood

Read a book

Look at thinspo/fitspo

Research something

Learn about the Universe

Walk to the library

Go to the mall

Do your makeup

Dress up in your favorite outfit and take pictures

Go to the gym

Play a video game

Take pictures of nature

Sketch

Create a diary

Do your homework

Pick up shifts at work

Make a collage

Snuggle with your dog, cat, or pet

Watch a movie

Make a list of things to do 

Write out meal plans

Watch funny internet videos

Drink a cup of coffee

Call a relative you haven’t spoken to in a while

Go to the movies

Listen to music

Do 100 jumping jacks

Paint your nails

Do a facemask

Go bowling

Take a bath

Nap

Dance in your bedroom

Go adventure in you nearest town/city

Go on a hike

Go to the recreational center for a swim

Take a babysitting job

Go for a long drive

Go on a walk on the beach

Go to an art museum

Write a letter to someone

Do an internet workout video

Hangout with your mates

Drink lots of water

Come up with an ANA/MIA recipe

learn how to count to ten in a different language

Take a shower

Sing a long to your current favorite song

Do the dishes

Browse the library

Join an online support group

Clean your house

Go gardening

Learn how to knit

Water your plants

Discover new bands

Plan your week out