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🌸 Save Little Alen 💔🙏 🌸

My name is Alen, and I’m only 10 years old.

I used to dream about school, playing with my friends, and eating ice cream...

But now, all I dream of is safety, food, and staying alive.

💔 The war in Gaza has destroyed everything around me.

Our home is gone. My life is in danger every single day.

We are living through a real, severe famine.

There is barely any food, no clean water, no medicine — and no safe place to hide.

Sometimes we go to sleep hungry and wake up to the sound of bombs.

I’m just a child, but I’ve seen too much pain.

Please… I’m begging you from the bottom of my little heart: help me survive.

Even $1 can mean the world to me. It can feed me, protect me, and give me hope.

🔗 Click "Donate Now" and be the reason I survive.

📢 Share my story and help reach more kind hearts.

#SaveAlen #GazaChildren #FamineInGaza #DonateNow 💔🕊️👧

Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #151 )

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I am really worried about Samir. Samir was recently shot in the stomach, which ruptured his spleen and liver. Samir's father Ahmed tells me that Samir had to have part of his spleen removed, and now he needs another operation to remove another part of his organ. Samir has been screaming day and night due to the pain. In addition, Samir leg was severely injured that it might have to be amputated. He has fallen into a coma AGAIN.

Samir may die if he doesn't get the medical treatment he needs. And he will NOT be able to get the surgery he needs if they don't receive your help to cover the fees for travel and medical treatment.

Samir is in a coma right now and he needs to undergo those medical treatments RIGHT NOW. Ahmed has already lost his younger son Saeed and his son-in-law. You can help him save Samir. Please help.

Vetted! #428 on @/gazavetters vetted list, shared by @/90-ghost (also here), shared by @/el-shab-hussein, shared by @/nabulsi

You can enter my necklace raffle (2.0) if you donate to this fundraiser!

You can follow Ahmed/Samir for update on Samir's situation here: @samirahmed125

Tagging for reach~ Please dm me if you want of the mailing list! Thank you!

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call me a biblical metaphor for gods omnipresence the way i got that fire bush

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i hate you

you were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs because obviously someone could never look at me like you do. nobody could SEE ME the way you do. nobody else would dare to step into a viper pit on the off chance that it might protect me because nobody else has ever considered that i’m a real person. and that means you cannot be real. because there isn’t a single person who would try to protect me. i’m the only person who can save myself and i haven’t wanted to save myself in a very long time. i cannot be saved. but then i saw you standing there with auburn hair and blue eyes… jesus christ you cannot be real. because you are a terrified runaway and now you’re telling me that instead of running away like i told you to, instead of letting me take the fall like i expected to, you somehow ran directly into danger for ME? unreal unreal unreal you are a hallucination and a pipe dream because you’re saying things nobody has ever said to me and there is a catch in your voice that i’ve never heard before and it’s all because you were worried about me and it makes me sick because nobody should ever make you feel that way, least of all me. i see every piece of myself and my pain directed back at me, reflected in the ocean of your eyes and it makes me want to burn down the world, it makes me want to destroy myself, and yet you keep telling me that i deserve to live. you see me and you won’t let me tear myself apart but you don’t see that in offering yourself up to be slaughtered you are ripping me to shreds. you cannot be real. you cannot exist. and yet here you are, standing in front of me, bruised and bandaged and more alive than you’ve ever been. and i’m so terrified to want any piece of that because it’s impossible. you’re impossible. you don’t listen. you won’t back down when i tell you i’m not worth it. you’re a dream. you’re all the hopes i threw away when i was a child. you’re not my savior. i wish you would save me. i wish you could. i’m terrified that if i look at you too long, you will.

i hate you.

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bro what if we fit together like puzzle pieces bro what if we just lay down and like test it out bro you never know

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after the war

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drew some girls based on pinterest poses…

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replayed fhr again. many chargestep thoughts

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No words can capture what this image shows.

No ambulances.

No shrouds.

No graves.

The bodies of our loved ones are being carried on a donkey cart—because everything in Gaza has collapsed.

This is not a scene from history. This is today.

We have nothing left... only the will to survive with some dignity.

My family and I are facing this horror day by day.

No donations means no food, no water. Just hunger. Just fear. Just silence.

Please help us.

Donate if you can. Reblog. Even a kind comment can make a difference.

Vetted!!!

(#167 on the verified fundraiser list by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi) (but we had to make a new gfm campaign cuz our old organizer stopped contacting us).

# dlxxv-vetted-donations

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The Shepherds of Haven Public Demo is Here! 🎉

There's so much for you to explore that it's almost hard to explain! I put all of the technical details in the dev log on itch.io, so for now, I'll just skip straight to the point and give you the goods:

Play the Demo Here

Along with the new UI, engine, soundtrack, art, save system, and countless added features, this update brings the public demo from 270,000 words to around 460,000!

Thank you for your endless understanding, support, and patience: I very much hope you enjoy!

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Yoooo (falls over)

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life isnt a race theres still time to do the things i want to do im still young im not behind in life i have time i have time i have time i have time

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SHEPHERDS OF HAVEN ALPHA PREVIEW UPDATE [06/27/25]

The Shepherds of Haven alpha preview has been updated here!

ESTIMATED WORDCOUNT: 1,306,000 WORDS WITHOUT CODE

WHAT’S NEW:

28,000 words of new content (!!!)

The Ascendancy Festival begins (Trouble route only!)

Trouble's confession (!!!)

Chandry's horrible play

All of Chapter 9 fully ported and complete

Possessed route expanded and polished

Critical fixes for mobile users and Chrome lag

📣 TROUBLEMANCERS, YOUR LONG WAIT IS FINALLY OVER... I REPEAT... YOUR TIME HAS FINALLY COME! 📣 🗣️‼️

Please be sure to read the specific developer notes on Patreon for all of the info you'll need, as well as check the Incomplete Routes Guide linked in the alpha build post if you have questions about how to proceed through the alpha build! 

WHAT’S NEXT:

More festival routes, possibly the start of Chapter 10, and the public demo releasing on 7/7!

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Freshwater Pearl Necklace Raffle for Gaza 2.0 (worldwide shipping!)

Making another necklace raffle due to the huge response I received for my previous one!

I am organizing this raffle in order to raise funds for Gaza fundraising campaigns with LOW donations/ supports big families/ in need of medical surgery AND Gaza mutual aid initiatives. I am also shipping worldwide this time!! 

To enter, donate to any fundraisers that fulfill both of the below requirements:

A fundraiser that

has raised less than €10K/ $10K USD/ £8K GBP/ $14K CAD/ kr110K SEK/ kr110K NOR at your time of donation 

OR supports 15 or more people, 

OR is raising funds to pay for medical surgeries. 

2. A fundraiser from one of the following sources:

@/gazavetters vetted list

Vetted list by @/el-shab-hussein, @/nabulsi and Mohammed Ayesh

Fundraisers reblogged by me (@a-shade-of-blue)/ My list of vetted fundraisers that have reached out to me (basically all the fundraisers I have reblogged are on this list)

OR

You can also enter the raffle if you have donated to the below Palestinian-led mutual aid initiatives:

The Sameer Project (IG): North and Central Gaza/ The Refaat Alareer Camp/ South Gaza [provides basic needs and aid]

Mona's Mutual Aid Project (IG) [provides basic needs and aid]

Isnad Foundation (tumblr) [help students pursue degree online]

Ihyaa Foundation (tumblr) (IG) [ Palestinian youth led initiative to provide resources so that university students in Gaza can continue their education]

Revive Gaza Farmland Initiative [Rehabilitate Gaza's agricultural sector and local food sector to combat famine]

Crips for eSims for Gaza

Instructions:

Donate a minimum of €5/$5/£5/kr50 to enter the raffle! Each €5/$5/£5/kr50 counts as an entry, so if you donate €10, you will be entered twice.

Submit your entries through this Google Form!

The deadline for entering this raffle is 15 July, 2025. 

Submit your entries through this google form to enter the raffle!

Not sure which fundraiser to donate to? Check out these low donation fundraisers that support big families!

Tagging for reach~ Please dm me if you want of the mailing list! Thank you!

@commissions4aid-international @nosferatu-library-for-palestine @c-u-c-koo-4-40k @lordzannis @fifthnormani @virovac

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The situation is unbearable

Since early morning, the [b💥mbing] hasn’t stopped.

We are trapped inside our home, unable to leave or reach any safe place.

There is no money to relocate, no way to escape.

We’re exhausted, terrified, and running out of hope.

Please, if you can help in any way, we are truly in need. We are not okay. We are not safe.

We’re fading away while the world is silent.

✅ My account is verified by @/el-shab-hussein @Nabulsi (sheet no. #209).

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🇵🇸💔 From Gaza, with Hope

Hello, my name is Nour, and I’m writing to you from Gaza.

We have lost everything.

Our home, worth $50,000, was completely destroyed in the recent war. Our car, worth $20,000, is gone. We’ve been displaced seven times, carrying our children from one unsafe place to another — hoping to survive.

My parents suffer from chronic illnesses — high blood pressure and severe spinal disc pain — and we no longer have access to proper medication or care.

Prices of basic goods have become insane:

• 1 kg of flour = $30

• 1 kg of onions = $80

• 1 kg of sugar = $100

Imagine living with no home, no income, and no future for your children under these conditions.

We are raising funds to rebuild even the smallest part of our life again. Even $10 can make a difference.

Please don’t forget Gaza. Don’t forget us.

💔 Every share and every donation is hope.

Thank you.

#GazaUnderAttack

#PrayForGaza

#SaveGaza

#StandWithPalestine

#GazaNeedsHelp

#PalestineUnderSiege

#GazaEmergency

#SupportGaza

#HelpGaza

#GazaRelief

#DonateForGaza

#GazaAppeal

#RebuildGaza

#GoFundMe

#GoFundGaza

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letter to theo by vincent van gogh