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Just when I thought I was getting better it came back

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The Simpsons

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Flicking through tinder wondering when that one person you want will want you back and put you out of your misery

A lonely 20 year old boy

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🛫🌃🌇

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ID # 82103

Name: Isabel Age: 19 Country: New Zealand Hey! I’m Izzy, I’ve been alive for 19 years and I live on an island called New Zealand. I’m a bit of a hippy, obsessed with the ocean and beware I’m a Scorpio. I’m looking for anybody across the world to have an amazing yarn with because handwritten letters are gorgeous things. I’m extremely open minded, lover of adventures and love listening to other peoples experiences in life. I love painting, writing and reading books. I study Event Management in Auckland and hope to work a conservation job saving the environment and animals when I graduate. I love the 1975, John Mayer, Ed Sheeran and G-Eazy is my husband. If you’re looking for a pen pal who sends Polaroids, drawings and random artwork then you’ve found the right girl! Preferences: Anyone and everyone, spread the love!

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Looking out on an ever so small world

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Women, Charles Bukowski

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I just need someone to believe in me.

(via ephemeralology)

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loneliness like this

i’ve never known 

loneliness like this

to be so completely alone

with only the shadows on my walls

but no matter how hard i try

they won’t speak to me at all.

alone with my demons

tearing my mind apart

driving me into insanity.

alone with my thoughts

ripping my heart to shreds

dripping blood onto my face

to mix with my tears.

alone with my screams

echoing in the dark

again and again and again

coming right back to me

with no answer at all

but the sound of my cries

talking to the darkness

through my tears

praying to Heaven

i’ll get a reply 

even though i know

deep in my heart

that i won’t.

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Are you taken?

Nope.. and I don’t think I ever will be.Thanks for the reminder..

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i just really want to kiss a girl okay

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The saddest thing is no one knows what I’m going through. And no one even wants to.

My sad, pathetic, and exhausted self. (via loudlyoriginalpaper)

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thank you

you left me to think and didn’t speak a single word after that day

and while i’m still in pain i’m learning about the world and how to live

you taught me how to be a person how to be me how to forgive and forget

so as i dry my eyes in a desperate burning pain i just wanted to say one last thing

thank you for everything thank you for being there when i needed you most just know you still hold a place in my heart thank you

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i wanna be paid attention too 

but i also wanna be left alone 

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Do you ever gets so lonely that you start making references to yourself to feel less lonely but then you rethink what you did and realise it was really lonely