drowned123

[drowned123]

TIRED

Im tired. Im tired doing everthing I can. Im tired doing everything i thought its right. Im tired. You treat me like im the stupidest person in this world just because of that one mistake. Oh not a mistake but a fear!

Hey! Learn to understand my part. Palibhasa hindi niyo naranasan to. Palibhasan hindi niyo alam yung nasa ugat ko. Hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ba ang depinisyon niyo ng tama at mali. Hindi ko na alam!

[drowned123]

IM NOT A ROBOT

Hey! I dont have battery to recharge.

Ang sakit kaya! 😊 Hindi ko alam kung gaganahan pa akong umuwi para magcelebrate ng birthday ko. Cool no? Pati pag online ko kwestyunable?! Tapos pag sinabi yung side, ang sasabihin, "Magaling kang sumagot" yaaay! Sounds great dude! ❤️

Naiiyak ako. Gusto kong magwala. Hahaha. Hindi ko na alam kung saan ako lalagay. Hindi ko na alam kung saan ako tatama ng hindi matatamaan ang mali. Pakisabi naman kung ano yung dapat kong gawin. Kung kailangan bigyan niyo ako ng listahan, bigyan niyo ako! :)

[drowned123]

Hi daddy elison! Good Morning! 😘 I love you! Gusto kong maging sweet pero ayoko na munang maattach sayo ng sobra kasi nga hinahanap hanap kita. 😭 Dito muna ako mag memessage no?

Focus ka jan ha? Kaya ko namang magsacrifice para sayo. Sabi ko nga, mawala na ako, wag lang lisensya mo. Kasi inaasahan yan pag uwi mo. Inaasahan yan ng family mo. Im praying for you always. Thank you for everything. Thank you for being one of the responsible i met!

Sorry if I need to do this for your own. Ganito kita kamahal, mahal. Titiisin ko ang lahat para sayo. Dahil alam ko naman yung mga priorities mo.

I LOVE YOU JOSHUA ELISON COLOMA CADIZ. I MISS YOU.

[drowned123]

SEPTEMBER 13, 2019

This will not be easy. It takes time. It takes a week maybe or days of cries before I acquire the thing. From hundreds to ONES, text messages is soooooo challenging.

This will be the day where I limit myself to few things. Less talks, less text. Less YOU. Im crying right now while typing this message. Its too painful for this adjustments. Its too painful to do the opposite things like you used to do.

Im leaving my comfort zone. Im leaving what I used to do to make new environment and discover new things for us to grow.

This will be worth it I think. Im praying for the smooth process and approach. Im praying for His guidance. Im praying for this development.