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here we go! my first day, my first ever shift, as a veterinarian is about to start. I’m nervous and excited and scared and happy all at once. here’s to hoping the first day goes well. wish me luck <3

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another exciting vet update!

today my application was approved and I officially earned my DEA license to prescribe controlled medications!!

2 licenses down, and 1 to go! now I just need to obtain my USDA license to be able to issue health certificates for animals to travel between states and internationally- for this license I need to complete and application and attend a lecture (i emailed the state representative and am currently waiting for a response to receive the application)!

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guess what y’all?

I passed the state boards this morning!!! I received the exam on monday morning and submitted the exam on monday evening!! they said it could take 1-2 weeks to get results, but they emailed me this morning just over a day later and told me I passed with a score of 100%!! I am now a licensed veterinarian nationally and within the state of arizona!! even after you pass NAVLE, you’re not qualified to practice medicine as a doctor until you’ve passed state boards in the state you want to work in!! so as of today, im officially a qualified vet in the state of arizona!!

this morning I also sent in my application for my DEA license so I can prescribe controlled substances (which will take 6-8 weeks for approval) and I have also reached out to the USDA state representative to start the process for earning my USDA license too!

it’s all happening and it’s starting to feel so Real!! officially 33 days until my first day working at a vet at the best hospital!!

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guess what y’all?

today I got emailed my state boards exam! I will be completing/submitting it today (because I’m excited to get the ball rolling asap!) and hopefully get results next week. another step closer to being a licensed veterinarian! I have to pass this exam to be able to practice veterinary medicine in the state of arizona, so I need to pass this so I can start working in july. wish me luck!

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here we go y’all! new era on this blog!

now I’m officially a graduated (and board certified) veterinarian, I’m gonna keep this blog active with my journey as a vet and some cowboy aesthetics mixed in too! <3

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today wasn’t the best day- between starting my period, having worse knee pain due to my torn meniscus, being stressed, lack of sleep, and just feeling really drained and worn out. but I’ve promised myself that even on the bad days, I have to share something good that happened today, too. so, good news: I successfully drew blood on my patient today on the second try (only reason I couldn’t get it the first try was the dog backed up and I had to pull the needle out for safety) but I hit the vein and got the blood I needed for an important ACTH Stim test on the dog that was being rechecked for Cushing’s. and as I drove home today, I was thinking about how over the last 11 months of being of rotations, I have vastly improved on my skills of successful blood draws on dogs and cats, and that’s something I’m really proud of.

good night y’all.

~ oliver

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hiiiii yall <3

I’m back! with a new url!

it’s taken me a couple weeks to come to terms with not passing my NAVLE. but that’s okay, because I’m back to studying and I WILL pass the exam when I take it again in april. until then, i felt like i needed to change the url here on my personal blog. having a url with the word ‘doctor’ in it before i pass my NAVLE didn’t feel right, and i want to save the url until i get that ‘PASS’ on my NAVLE. so for now, i thought a lil change would be fun here. and since I’m reliving my ‘carry on’ obsession, and since i’ve added the name ‘baz’ to my names here on tumblr because i felt like it suited me, i thought let’s have some fun with a new url! so here for my baz-era (and my pyromania and vampire aesthetic), I introduce my new personal sideblog url @vampirebazpitch ❤️‍🔥

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(the anon from before)

lots of hugs, i know you need them. and i know you feel alone, and ashamed, and an imposter, but you did your best. and that's all you can do.

🫂🫂💜💜

nonnie <3 thank you so much for the hugs. I really really needed them a lot. I was really struggling and really have felt alone, ashamed and like an imposter. It was such a shitty feeling to have failed by mere points. I hate the fact i have to study and do the entire 8 hour exam again. I wish i could just take some time to not study… you know? but it is what it is. I’ve had a couple weeks now to digest the news and I’m on a slightly more positive path now. I’ve started studying again, and I’m trying to work on the concept of putting positive good vibes out into the universe. I’m going to pass this time. I am. I am. I am.

🫂💜💟

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hello how are you??

hi nonnie. 2 days ago, went you sent this ask.. I would’ve said I was okay, that I was good, that I was hopeful.

but not now.

right now… im not okay. i guess that’s a step, right? admitting that im not okay. allowing myself to be angry and sad. maybe not tomorrow, and maybe not this week, but some time, I’ll be better.

I hope you’re doing well. sending you love.

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after failing the NAVLE today by only 7 points, I haven’t been able to find the words to describe how I feel. disappointed. angry. sad. upset. mad. frustrated. exhausted. drained. embarrassed. jealous. isolated. alone. unworthy. stupid. ashamed. none of these words are enough. but the hardest part.. is watching everyone else in my class post on FB and insta that they passed. and everyone commenting on each others posts and congratulating each other and calling each other doctor… because everyone else earned their license today and everyone else gets to call themselves a doctor. but not me. I think I’ve found the word now to describe how I feel…. imposter.

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Hey!! How's your brain? Are you feeling better?

hi hi nonnie!! I’m so sorry for my delayed response, and for not being on this blog much! the holiday season was really busy, both with Christmas stuff and family stuff and then writing my mistletoe kissing fic and then taking a lil social media break too! I’m gonna be back to posting on this blog starting today, with plans to post every day or every few days to really make this feel like a diary.

my brain is… it’s doing okay actually. I’ve been through some crappy stuff in my personal life recently, and had a bit of a panic attack last night. but, in general, I actually feel much better than I did a few weeks ago. now that im back in my more normal routine of working on rotations, I just feel a lot more like myself again. I think having a break from vet med was nice, but I missed it too and I missed the routine of working and how it structured everything for me. so being back to rotations has helped a lot and I feel a lot more stable and generally more happy and just back to my normal self. im definitely feeling better and happier! thank you so much for checking in on me and asking how I’m doing! I can’t even express… I have no words to describe how much that means to me. to feel like someone cares enough to check in, it means everything. thank you from the bottom of my heart. literally sending you all my love <3

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even after all the positive and happy things that happened today, the only thing my brain can focus on is the one small negative thing. fuck it all.

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a snapshot of day 1 in the bahamas! im obsessed with palm trees and got to snap some beautiful pics of the trees and the beach! also I’m a pyromaniac and found fire last night and that made me very very happy!

~ oliver

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Seeing your Bahamas pictures thinking destiel colors help

oh god you’re so right! the bluegreen is real I swear the colors here really are destiel! let’s be deranged about destiel colors together! I mean, look at this!

destiel right there <3

also I saw this sign yesterday and I was like dean 🥺 blue 🥺 and then I saw hole and it made me laugh 😂

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oooh how are the bahamas? did you have a nice breakfast?

my blorbo!! first you make me cry happy tears in DMs and then you send me a cute ask too! heart melting 🥹 the bahamas is absolutely amazing! first day is officially over and it was wonderful! got to swim in some lovely pools, toes in the sand and swim in the ocean, ate some super good food, drank some fantastic alcoholic drinks, gambled $20 and made it up to $46.65, and took some stellar pictures! also omg yes, for breakfast we want to a little cafe and I had a donut which was delicious! it’s been such a perfect first day here! I hope you had a lovely day today and sending you lots of love! ❤️

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I have decided I am moving to the bahamas and I am never leaving paradise ever again

~ oliver

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first morning in the Bahamas! our flight was delayed 3 hours in miami so we didn’t end up landing in the Bahamas until 1am. got to the hotel at 2am and went to sleep at 3:45am and then woke up at 9am. very tired but the warm sunshine makes it all better. can’t wait to explore and enjoy the few days we have here. already seeing a glimpse of the ocean and sitting outside feels so wonderful!

also reconnected with an old friend recently and finally last night we talked about our past and talked through what had been between us and how I friendzoned him because I wasn’t in the place to accept a connection or even small acts of intimacy. I always regretted being so hot and cold with him, one minute wanting something and the next being afraid. so finally being able to talk through it really helped clarify everything.

~ oliver