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the prince of starkhaven

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when i say “that reminds me” & theres zero connection you just have to take my word for it theres no time to explain

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Continuation and uncensored version in AO3 <3

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and so begins the long tradition of my warden trying to joke around with her friends but everyone just thinking she's an asshole </3

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ABOUT ME MEME: [5/∞] Favorite Ships Margot Verger & Alana Bloom — Hannibal (2013-2015)

"Are you still with Margot?" "Yes. We have a baby. A Verger baby. A son." "Good for Margot." "Good for me, I carried him. He's my son. He's the Verger heir."

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i say that i like the tabris origin the most because of shianni and soris and just the plot in general and the lelitab of it all. but if i'm being honest it's because of this specific camera angle which kills me every time

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i think my biggest grievance with the qunari in da is that bioware keeps wanting them to be. almost not human (human in the humanity/person sense, not literally). oh the qunari have a breeding program and their name is actually just a serial code. oh they dont waste anything so they dont have sweets. oh they are all so rigid they think one way. it feels like they keep trying to dehumanize them instead of showing them as people.

and it gets to me because we do have crumbs of how the qunari really act. We have sten's dream, that show the other two guys he was if talking and making jokes and being sarcastic. we know that when someone is deemed hero by qunari standards, they have days long celebrations that can take a while for the ben hassrath to bring everyone back to normal. tallis say that the qunari only act all stoic and quiet when there are others, non-qunari, around, and that amongst themselves they talk and gossip like anyone. despite being told there's no relationships on the qun, bull has the whole dragon tooth thing so that you know you're not apart or smthg. and im like i want more of that. more of how they act with each other, how their culture is and less of. "if you dont convert we'll fuck up you mind with drugs"

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Felassan’s staff glowed green around him as he stepped over to Briala. “Beyond that, you may be out of luck. Sylvans fear little besides fire and magic.”

he doesnt even know about charred sylvans

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okay ik this is pretty quickly forgotten by the series but like. i'm so fascinated by the implication that the city elves in denerim just straight up don't believe the dalish exist

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"I don't dance," Ser Michel snapped. "Anyways, what is gay pride? What do they have to be proud of?"

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realizing she's about to be front page news

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Fenris : "Did you send some Templars off to the Deep Roads again ?"

Anders : "Who do you take me for ? Some Kind of Apostate ?"

So... I wanted to draw a companion piece to my Transfem!Anders collab with @orphic-eluvian which you can find here and here

then added some Transfem!Fenris for good measure

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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god i wish bioware went into more detail with the aqun-athlok i want to know more about qunari gender theory

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I cannot stop thinking about this article. It has enchanted me.

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the architect dragon age you will always be famous

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an old karlach i never got to finish