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It’s amazing how much easier it is to love myself when I don’t have an abusive prick controlling me.

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Girls will be like Idk why im so unproductive recently and then you ask whats going on in their life and they list eight lifestopping crisies and then say 'yeah but i should be fine :/ '

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lower the retirement age to 3. im sick of this shit

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I'm feeling really ugly and fat today and trying to fight the dysmorphic thoughts off. It's not easy though and sometimes I feel alone with it.

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Finishing touches!!!!!

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Finishing touches!!!!!

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It’s exauhsting!

being a fan of your own ocs is frustrating because you literally have to rely on your own productivity for any content

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So I think it went well. He seems to be willing to at least talk.

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Ngl lie though. I’m really scared and anxious about the whole thing.

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So I reached out to my dad today. The person who molested me as a child and who was emotionally abusive and manipulative and controlling. It’s been six years since I last spoke to him and I’ve spent a lot of time in therapy. I’m not sure how this is going to go but I know I am ready with my support system and tools to protect me.

Here’s hoping that maybe we can forge a new relationship. And if not, then at least I can say I truly have forgiven him and accepted every part of myself, even the ones he touched and the ones that I got from him.

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Reason #2362

I want to recover to learn how to grow my friendships even in the chaos of adulthood

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Days 4-6 of making my Ashoka Tano cosplay.

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Days 1-3 of making my Ashoka Tano cosplay!

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Self Care Tips From Tumblr: When you feel like everyone hates you, sleep. When you feel like you hate everyone, eat. When you feel like you hate yourself, shower. Someone out there feels better because you exist. 

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I really loved cosplaying Eri from My Hero Academia!! 😍💙

Wore color contacts too!! First time ever with contacts period.