having facial and body dismorphia at the same time is so exhausting... tell me why I unironically looked up how to be less ugly
convinced plastic surgery is my only hope atp
I wanna rip off my face and get a new one entirely, my current one is a lost cause
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I hate how much I rely on food. I hate that I have to have food. I hate how much I need food to survive. I hate food.
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i wish i could feel comfortable in the skin i live in.
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the best part about being thin is feeling so precious and dainty.
i looooove when a man picks me up like i’m absolutely nothing. not a grunt or a wheeze. just scooping me safely into his arms like a flower. ugh.
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I wanna stress starve instead of stress eat
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TW M3AN$P0 ‼️
you’ve been ⭐️ving for how long? and look at you. nothing to show for it. just a shit ton of pathetic excuses as to why you kept stuffing your fat piggy face and a body still covered in flab. you clearly eat your guilt. all those nights crying on an empty stomach and all that screaming at the mirror, and you’re still the fattest in the room.
look at those gorgeous thin girls.
They have so much more control than you.
No more excuses.
Starve until you’re beautiful too.
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triggered AF……
*name* showed up to “early Christmas”
(today)
rail thin
when I hugged her I felt
her boney shoulder blades
I watched like a hawk the entire time waiting for her to take one bite of anything…nothing…
while sharing photos I noticed how bad her hands were shaking…like really shaking
@ the very end I watched her take 3-4 sips of sweetened tea…
to prevent from fainting due to low blood sugar
Meanwhile…
I show up… the heaviest I’ve EVER been.
Fuck this man,
I’m getting to 103lbs.
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Look it’s me fr
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Coisas da ana que deixam nosso coração quentinho...
Aliás, recomecei um nf agora às 20 horas depois de comer e beber por dois dias feito louca
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My stupid ass really thought I was skinny
And I just saw myself in pictures💀
I'm way too confident for my own good
Fuck
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I feel like a failure at my own disorder. I am not skinny. Therefore my disorder is fake. I am clearly not trying hard enough.
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I just want to curl up and hide my unwanted grotesque body under the covers for the rest of my life
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