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i have so many good drafts that i need to write and absolutely zero motivation to finish any of them pls help

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[ in the works 💭 / . . . dr3 fic ! ]

— requests are open.

❝ 𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮, 𝑱𝑼𝑺𝑻 𝑨𝑵 𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑯𝑰𝑫𝑬𝑵𝑻 ! ❞

[ DR3 ; fuck 'em all. ]

love, y/n.

[ LH44 ; i'm working on a masterpiece . . . ]

tbd !

[ CL16 ; it's like this . . . ]

tbd !

[ LN4 ; . . . and it's all too much, for little lando norris. ]

tbd !

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nah y/n was entirely too lenient but she better than me. she shoulda beat his ass in front of the cafe and took her $50 back 🔫

no cause personally i would've made him double it and gone shopping

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Challenge: Listen to ‘You’re Losing Me’ when writing the part when y/n finds out none of it was real and she was just a whole joke to him and his friends + the aftermath on how she feels 🙏🏼

I can’t stop listening to it too. It’s heartbreakingly good.

perfect challenge go make yourself cry with this

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soooooooo

‘you’re losing me’ that mother taylor just dropped has to be added to the ‘even if it’s a lie’ playlist bc i swear it reminds me so much of your fic tbh

“my heart won’t start anymore for you. cause you’re losing me.”

have you listened?? ahhhhhh it’s so good

so on theme with what’s going on really

also disappointed that aonung chose ivy once again and the fact he still hasn’t told her lol. like your girl is crying? where is the worry or urgency? lol lord

sorry but at this point he deserves what he’s gonna get and i hope his ass grovels for the rest of his life lmao

and lo’ak is a real one tbh. im scared and excited to see how she’s gonna find out the truth bc we definitely going downnn 😭 talk about emotional and mental damage ffs 🥲💔

THIS IS SUCH A LATE REPLY BUT YK WHAT NONNIE YOURE SOOOOO RIGHT

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TAG GAMES ITS BEEN SO LONGGGG

top five songs ; end of beginning by djo / meltdown by travis scott / tough subject by tristan / redrum by 21 savage / pipe by christina aguilera.

[ tags 🏷️ ; @stargirlrchive @dilfverz @love-chx @casiia + anyone who wants to join <3 ]

tagged by @28reas0ns to post my top 5 songs recently TY TY

i don't understand but i luv u – svt / blue – taemin / angel – keshi / elevate – ambré ft. mack keane / killer – fka twigs

tagging @dawei-s @beomgyutruther @minholing @signed-manny and anyone else who wants to do it <3

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hey just to clear something up: it’s okay to want notes on your fics or your art or gifsets or character analyses or whatever you’ve put your time into and shared. it’s okay to want people to acknowledge your hard work, and if you post it on this site the only way you actually know people are enjoying it is if they interact with it. that doesn’t make you greedy or whatever. you can write/draw/etc something for yourself and also be upset if doesn’t do as well as you thought it would. i see so many people say, “I know I shouldn’t care about notes…” and that’s just not fair to yourself. this is a social media site. you’re not wrong for wanting the social part of it.

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do i say fuck it and write something for f1 i feel like i should

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A love triangle between ao’nung and neteyam they’re both trying to gain her love and attention

ok but i feel like i already have a love triangle with them in a past series i did 😭

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hi pooks! i haven't been active in a min but i think i'm making a semi-comeback TT how've u been? <3

AHHH HI BBY ME TOO 😭😭

i've been really good! soooo busy oml but trying to get back into writing <33 hope all is well!

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someone give me requests of what to write while i feel motivated pls pls pls

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EVEN IT'S A LIE !

epilogue.

[ a / n ; i finished! who would've thought. ]

series masterlist. | previous.

— two years later !

after having to deal with the baggage from ao'nung, the past couple of years had been nothing short of focusing on yourself. with the help of your friends, you were able to find yourself again, assuring yourself you'd never let a man dictate the way you felt about yourself ever again.

of course, avoiding ao'nung when you go to the same university is nearly impossible. you see each other in passing every few months or so, trying your best to limit any sort of contact with each other.

you'd grown closer with rotxo, with him being a better friend to you than you ever could have expected. it's strange, how well you're able to avoid ao'nung when your best friends with the two people closest to him.

still, the limited contact keeps the damage to a minimum.

because you'd be lying if you said you didn't think of him from time to time, the three words he claimed to be nothing but the truth. and how you were deceived into feeling the same.

but you're content, and over time you'd started to find yourself again. making it a weekly thing to just go out on your own, to your favorite cafe for some alone time.

so when you walk in, the last thing you expect to see is ao'nung's face behind the counter, an apron tied around his figure.

you feel your throat go dry when his eyes widen, and he tries to keep as professional as he can, clearing his throat before speaking up. "what can i get for you today?"

"uhm," you stutter, blinking multiple times before bringing yourself back to reality. it's more than a shock, seeing him in a place that was supposed to bring you peace, and now is making your head spin in such a way it makes you forget your usual order. "just a iced chai, please."

"you wanna take a muffin with that?"

you're surprised as the question slips out his mouth. you've always liked to pair your drink with some sort of muffin over the years, a small detail you definitely didn't expect him to remember.

"uh, yes please. how about a-"

"blueberry." he says quietly and in sync with you as he jots it down casually. you don't understand how he seems to be so nonchalant over this, like the interaction isn't so out of the blue for him.

you both stand there silently as he finishes up the order, and you pay, your eyes meeting after. and when they do, it's like you could fall into him all over again. his eyes are like the ocean, waves so dangerous yet you can't help but want to jump in. you have to pull your gaze away, breaking you both out the trance.

"look, i'm- i'm really sorry," he breathes out, and taking this as an opportunity as nobody else is in line behind you, and the cafe is experiencing its dead hour. "i know it was years ago, but i was an asshole. really. and i just- i've worked on myself, and i've had time to reflect, and i still can't believe i did what i did."

you smile at the sincerity of his voice, and you can do nothing but believe him. it's true, he's grown as a person in the past years and so have you. you can practically see how he's matured, carrying himself with a calm sense of confidence, different from the cockiness that once was.

"it's alright, really," you assure, nodding as you're finally able to hold a civil conversation after all this time. "i mean- we're both really different people now. we've grown, and learned, and it's water under the bridge, honestly. and i know it might not mean much," i chuckle. "but i was finally able to bring myself to forgive you."

"it's a lot," he admits, smiling back at you with a certain sweetness behind it. "it's everything. really." he assures, and this time, you're sure he means it.

after a few smiling moments you glance down, deciding to take a leap.

"would you like to join me? maybe for just a bit, i know you're working. but.. just as friends."

because despite what ao'nung did to you, there's always a soft spot for him in your heart. always a part of you that will know him, no matter how much he changes. and maybe you don't realize it either, but it's just the same for him.

his smile grows even wider at the invitation, and you can feel your heart swell at the sight.

"i'd love to."

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lol i finally wrote the epilogue will be done soon

EVEN IF IT'S A LIE !

ao'nung x fem! reader smau.

" and i know, you don't love me so, but please say it once before i go. "

summary. — after ao'nung is left behind as a second choice, his friends decide he's in need of a major pickup. the only problem? it's you.

status — incomplete, updates are irregular.

a/n — a spin-off from the series somebody else :), takes place a few months after the end of the story. (💭 = written portion)

! mc from somebody else will be referred to as ivy !

chapters !

profiles. playlist.

one. — surprise. (💭)

two. — good luck. (💭)

three. — new bestie.

four. — games. (💭)

five. — dishes. (💭)

six. — rebound.

seven. — trapped. (💭)

eight. — jump the gun. (💭)

nine. — ditched. (💭)

ten. — not real.

eleven. — not lying. (💭)

twelve. — morning after. (💭)

thirteen. — the truth.

fourteen. — again. (💭)

fifteen. — comfort. (💭)

sixteen. — a what? (💭)

seventeen. — a lie. (💭)

eighteen. — want to. (💭)

nineteen. — tables turned. (💭).

epilogue. —

END.

extras ! (other thoughts under the tag # — ⌛️ ; even if it's a lie ! )

headcannons.

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imagine i did a smau! charles leclerc based on my maladaptive daydream

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Would you think about doing a happy ending to even if its a lie?

who knows 🤷‍♀️

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PLS DO WRITE AN ELI FIC 🙏🙏🙏 rockstar's gf typa vibe xx

I MIGHTTTTTT

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How are you? Just want to make sure your ok!!

i'm good bby, thanks for checking in <33