el-max-jenna

[el-max-jenna]

inspo from The Vow, a movie i watched with my grandma and her sister !! this is one of the first fics/one shots (not really a one shot tho cause im prob gonna write a pt 2 but wtv) that im moving to tumblr, if you follow me on wp you’ve prob read this before. there is angst so keep in mind if you’re a fluff girl !!

y/n's pov

"god...i love your handwriting jen" my eyes dart up to hers as she giggles, a soft blush blooming across her face. "thank you, love..." she says, i could tell she's flustered just from her tone of voice. i sigh, laying back and silently admiring her, her gentle breaths, her scattered freckles, her sunkissed skin...what did i do to deserve this? this beautiful woman?

she looks up at me through her lashes, an amused smirk on her face '"so how long are you gonna just stare at me and not kiss me darling?"

her words immediately make me realize how long i've been staring, lips parting as i search for an explanation. she giggles as i scramble for words, leaning in and pressing her soft lips to mine, making my mind go blank. "it's fine dear...i'm joking" she whispers against my lips, pulling away and continuing to write a paper for her work.

i watch, captivated, as she writes out her lines, this is always how she's memorized her lines, writing them out, locking them in her mind. that's why she's the most talented actress i know...and somehow she's my beautiful girlfriend.

"are you almost done babe?" i say softly, looking at her lovingly as i watch her graceful movements, the way her hand drifts over the paper. "yeah babe- let me just..." i watch as she jots down her last line, her scrawled writing somehow still seeming more beautiful than mine. "alright, let's go" she says with a smile, i take her hand and smile as she leads me out the door, ushering me into her passenger seat and refusing to let me drive "no love, you're my passenger princess" she says, smiling. i roll my eyes and let her drive, secretly loving how she spoils me.

timeskip

i'm staring out the window as jenna stops at a red light, seeing her reflection in the black of the window, her love filled eyes and gentle face contrasting against the dark of the night sky outside. i look over at her, unable to keep pretending i don't see her staring. she smiles as i finally look over, cupping my cheek with a gentle hand. "took you long enough" she says, eyes darting down to gaze at my lips, i smile shyly, lips parting as i stare at her own.

i watch as she leans in, cupping my cheek in her gentle hand, feeling her fingertips brush against my jawline and smiling as i lean in, letting her close the distance as our lips finally meet. i smile into the kiss, eyes fluttering closed as i relish the feeling of her soft lips against my own, feeling her pull me in as she moves to deepen the kiss, her hand moving down to my waist as she-

i lurch forward, letting out a shocked gasp as i grab desperately at the seat of the car, feeling the car slam forward as the red light reflects in jenna's wide, brown eyes. i grab at her to attempt to pull her to safety, hide her from the danger. but i watch in horror as her body lurches forward, arms covering her head as the glass of the windshield shatters, scattering the front seats with shards of glass, the glittering fragments freckling our faces and skin with minuscule cuts, bathing my arms in agonizing pain.

i feel my mouth open in horror as if to scream, but no sound escapes my lips, too petrified to choke out a noise. i watch as jenna jolts towards the windshield, tears flooding my eyes as i stare at the red blotch on the dashboard before she slumped back, lying still in her seat. i'm too shocked to feel pain, unable to feel the gashes and cuts in my skin as i stare at my girlfriend. i feel my eyes grow heavy as i look at her, why the hell do i feel so dizzy...? my vision blurs as jenna becomes a red and tan patch amongst the grays and blacks of the car, no- no no no...i cant let this happen, but i cant even think straight as i surrender to an empty black void.

timeskip

i gasp, eyes snapping open as i try to sit up, "hey- lay down sweetie it's alright-" i hear someone say. sweetie?...is that jenna?! "jenna?" i say, my voice scratchy and weak, as if i haven't talked in hours...but that doesn't make sense- i was just talking to jenna...

"sweetie, are you alright?" i look up through blurry eyes, seeing a tall woman standing there. my heart sinks as i focus in more,..not jenna. i study her pale blue shirt and pants...scrubs. am i in a fucking hospital? "oh god...how long has it been?" i say, eyes nervous. "it's...it's been a few days" she says with a sympathetic smile, looking at me pitifully. "jen-..,where's jenna?" i say, frantic now.

"jenna?" she furrows her eyebrows, looking at me "jenna...oh- ms ortega?...yes- she's a few rooms down fro-" "is she okay." i ask, voice firm. "um...she's...she has a bit of amnesia but-" the rest of her words turn into a blur, amnesia...how much did she forget? does she remember me at least? my eyes are slightly foggy as i vaguely hear "i'm sorry ms l/n...i'll leave you alone to process" before the door clicks shut, leaving me alone in the room. i close my eyes and think of my beloved jenna, just a few rooms down, potentially not even remembering my existence...

jenna's pov

i groan as i attempt to roll over, pouting as im blocked by some weird wire sticking out of my arm...what the hell? my eyes shoot open as i stare at the iv in my arm, looking at it piercing my skin with wide eyes. i look down, hearing the rustling of the hospital gown as i shift in the bed. ...fuck. i sigh and feel a pulsing pain in my head, wincing as i lay back weakly. "oh good- you're awake" i hear a soft voice say, my eyes fluttering open and squinting at a short woman in navy, loose fitting pants, a white fitted button down and a white doctors coat.

i see her flash a pity filled smile, holding up a small bottle "just in time for your meds" she says, approaching the bed and carefully handing me the pills, i take them gingerly, drinking down half of the small cup of water and relishing the feeling of the cool water soothing my sore throat. i glance up as she says something about someone named 'y/n' i look at her blankly before realization washes over my face.

"oh- is that the girl who hit me?" i ask curiously, seeing the nurse falter. "...oh" i hear her say, watching her walk over to a nurse in the room and straining my ears to hear what they're whispering, i catch the words 'amnesia', 'girlfriend', and 'room 206' but not much more, i frown. girlfriend?...i don't have-

but i'm startled out of my thoughts by a girl standing at the door, eyes wide and frantic, relaxing as she sees me, i frown curiously, confused at the look of pure relief on her face. i see someone who must be her nurse following her, guiding her to the room.

"jenna?! oh god..." i recoil as she approaches the bed, flinching away from her outstretched hand. "j-..jenna?" she says meekly, her voice just as weakened as mine. "...who are you? how the hell do you know my name?!" i say, face contorted in worry and nervousness. i study her features, feeling an odd sense of recognition, as if i knew her in a past life. she is quite beautiful... "jenna...it's me baby, it's your girlfriend...y/n..." i see her deflate. "i-i'm really sorry, but i don't have a girlfriend..."

[el-max-jenna]

I mean..why not tho