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      ❛ so what the fuck do you want us for? house calls aren’t our thing. ❜

( @crimecrown // sc. )

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    ❛ fifty blessings? y’mean those guys with the ANIMAL MASKS? ❜ alex isn’t sure how much she buys into their existence. someone’s doing the good work, fighting the good fight against the lawless sons of bitches who were fucking with her hometown. ( home city? ) she’s not at all sure who this person is though.  ❛ don’t know them, but anyone taking out the trash like that is fine by me. ❜

( @softsmiled // sc. )

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sentence starters: Kiznaiver

❝ Are these exterior things enough to explain who you are? ❞

❝ Sorry, but could you not cause a ruckus while we’re stuck here? ❞

❝ I think you’re pretty damn eccentric anyway. ❞

❝ Have you been keeping something dark locked inside your heart lately? ❞

❝ It doesn’t hurt when they hit me. ❞

❝ My secret. I’ve killed someone before. ❞

❝ Don’t talk to me. We promised, remember? ❞

❝ Living together just seemed like the logical choice, don’t you think? ❞

❝ When I said I loved you, it was past tense, okay? ❞

❝ It feels like everyone’s emotions are all over the place. ❞

❝ Trying to hide it with a bandage or handkerchief just makes it more unnatural. ❞

❝ Why are you so loose-lipped about our situation? ❞

❝ You’re just being brainwashed! ❞

❝ Then… Could you die right now for me? ❞

❝ I think that’s probably because I’m not interested in myself. ❞

❝ People can’t find themselves within you. That irritates them. ❞

❝ I don’t know if I like you, but… I can’t help thinking about you. ❞

❝ And I thought I was close to remembering what I was really like. ❞

❝ When I’m hurting, everyone is hurting. ❞

❝ Your standards for friendship are too low. ❞

❝ Yup. Your personality definitely sucks. ❞

❝ I was taught to gratefully accept the kindness of others. ❞

❝ If I’m a good person, then you’re a saint. ❞

❝ I love it when you say ‘stupid’. Hey, say it more. ❞

❝ So, we’re finally friends, aren’t we? ❞

❝ Are you okay? Who the hell was that asshole? ❞

❝ No matter how much you try to run, you’ll never escape me. For all eternity. ❞

❝ You have a frightening look on your face. ❞

❝ If we work together, we can compensate for each other’s weaknesses. ❞

❝ What’s the problem? You’re the only one who’s hurting. ❞

❝ I’m going to go! I’m going to go get properly hurt! ❞

❝ Sorry, I was still holding your hand. ❞

❝ How could you hold me? You’re so cruel. ❞

❝ If you get too close to someone, you have to share your heart with them. ❞

❝ It hurts… It hurts.. ❞

❝ I finally figured out that you were trying to protect me. ❞

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blessingshot:

             ❝ oh, no, not really. i, uh, don’t have many friends out here. just moved, y’know? ❞ she doesn’t have any friends, really. a few people she’s met, including the ones who dragged her to this party — and then abandoned her in the center of it. she’d been lingering along the walls until approached by this group, different than the rest, but alex stuck out the most to her.

            ❝ it’s alright ; they seem real nice. ❞

                                                          she’s new, that explains a lot. girls this nice don’t usually hang around this part of town, well, aside from corey but corey was just as fucked as the rest of them. came with being in the military together, she supposes. still, christine has somehow managed to catch alex’s interest. it’s nice meeting people that don’t have this scummy place tainting them. at the mention of them seeming to be nice, alex can’t help but laugh.              ❛ tony’s an asshole, corey, the other girl’s really nice, there’s ash who’s my twin and that big guy is mark. he’s a big softie. ❜

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@helmetedher0​:

Yeah, he’s been there himself. Drinking hard is something he’s a little bit too used to by now, and he would be lying if he said it were for a different reason. Life is just too much of an effort lately, but he doesn’t want to throw in the towel. It isn’t that he hopes things will magically get better, but the thought of dying is, surprisingly, still unappealing to him.

He sometimes wonders why he’s put his life on the line so many times, but reaches the eventual conclusion that brushing with death makes life all the more meaningful… Or rather reached. Nowadays nothing seems to make anything meaningful, and the paranoia that came attached with said brushes with death wasn’t worth the risk.

“Nothing much,” he admits, offering her a shrug as he watches her down her beer. He’s tempted to tell her to pace herself, but it isn’t his place. “The usual existential crisis, you know how it goes. What’s goin’ on with you?”

      truth be told, alex always wanted her life to mean something. it didn’t mean shit in hawaii, where she watched members of her company get killed without being able to do anything. it’s got her rationalizing shit she knows is technically amoral, technically evil, but when you live in gray - morality subjective. people are mixed, on one hand they love and relish the vicious slaughter of these russian scumbags. on the other hand? it’s a little more complicated, but it’s war; it always is.            biker’s as irrational as she is some days, crazy but in a different way. she gets him, he gets her to an extent. she can feel judgmental eyes as she lowers her bottle of beer to rest in between her hands at the bar. existential crises are their normal, hell is their normal. it maybe a neon jungle, but they’re living in the gray. they both are.                ❛ work mostly. ❜ that’s vague; incredibly vague. if only biker knew the shit she was in now, if only he knew she was killing people for fun. mimicking the miami mutilator, butcher, a ghost wolf, whatever they called him now. a sigh slips from her lips.  ❛ it’s been alright, for the most part. what’s got you freaking out? ❜

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Elsa Bleda

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starter call while i make icons.

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the purge is such a fans aesthetic.

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alex where did you learn to use a chainsaw

alex is actually probably the strongest hotline miami character

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❛ What was it like? ❜

MORE QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS. 

status: accepting.

    ❛ it was hell. ❜ hawaii typically doesn’t serve as a mental graveyard, but it is in alex’s mind. it’s a grim reminder of what happened in the war, the people she’d lost, that they’d lost. it’s a nightmare world where safety doesn’t exist. people led like lambs to the slaughter and having no power. it messes with her mind. it made the idea of killing gangsters, criminals, and those fucking russians a lot more palatable. ❛ i think part of my soul’s back there, shriveled up on the shoreline. ❜

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hey there, do you like superfluous acts of ultraviolence? do you like animal masks? how d’ya feel about chainsaws or the pretty girls that wield them? allow me to introduce you to ALEX DAVIS OF HOTLINE MIAMI 2: WRONG NUMBER! she’s beauty, she’s grace, her company couldn’t even hold down a base! ah, but that’s the past and this is the future. our little stoner girl needs friends, enemies and just some good ol’ fashion fucks interactions. so do me a solid and LIKE OR REBLOG this and i’ll check out your blog! so, seriously, what the fuck are you waiting for?

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@meltingmedic and i still going strong with the vine stuff

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{The Morning After}

“ shit, I’m late for work ”

“ ugh, not you again ”

“ did I lose a bet last night? ”

“ I can’t believe I just did that ”

“ you cannot tell anyone about this ”

“ you cannot tell _____ about this ”

“ that was amazing ”

“ my name’s _____, by the way ”

“ where did you learn to do that? ”

“ well this will be an exciting diary entry ”

“ why are we outside? ”

“ I’m sorry I broke your bed ”

“ so… breakfast? ”

“ I think I need to shower for a year ”

“ we have to stop doing this ”

“ I really hope I’m/you’re not pregnant ”

“ I didn’t know you had a tattoo ”

“ wanna go again? ”

“ I ache all over ”

“ you might be the best I’ve ever had ”

“ that wasn’t what I planned ”

“ why is there glitter everywhere? ”

“ karaoke isn’t usually such a turn on for me ”

“ that was better than last time ”

“ does this mean we’re dating? ”

“ I’m so hungover ”

“ what did you say your name was? ”

“ I need a cigarette ”

“ are you sure that was alright? ”

“ I don’t cuddle ”

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"You really think that will help?"

MORE QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS. 

status: accepting.

      ❛ YEAH. i mean, it’s not a long-term solution to any problem, but it’s nice to just not really worry about things for a while, ❜ her shoulders shrug before she sits back on the bed. it’s nice to be around someone who’s not involved with all the murder and chaos that’d consumed her life. she didn’t even really notice that it was all around her, that it was inescapable. so, alex lights up and takes a hit. ( fuck, at least it beats out that creepy dealer’s stuff. ) passing the joint to christine a smile tugs at her lips, ❛ it’ll get you out of your head for a just long enough. then you can deal with everything else. ❜