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“To Disappear From Here”

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including :: sinostra

SINOSTRA

—taiga hoshibami

your last moments together

The familiar sound of cards shuffling filled your ears. A sound you had grown accustomed to ever since you were dubbed Taiga’s “lucky kitty-cat”.

But this particular day, you couldn’t help but hold Taig closer, snuggle closer into his lap as he gambled his day away. He seemed none the wiser to your inner turmoil.

For the first time, you think you were great full for his memory issues. You were happy that, in approximately two weeks time, he would hopefully forget you ever existed. You were great full he wouldn’t be hurt.

Not that you think Taiga was capable of feeling that way over you anyways.

How could he form any feels for you if he could barely remember who you were? Either way you’d like to think that, if he could remember you, that he’d miss you.

The familiar sound of Taiga’s laughter filled her ears, as his body shook slightly from the laughter. He began to spout about his luck but all you could do was smile.

Smile and pretend everything wasn’t going to fall apart soon

after it’s all over

Taiga went through a lot of his recent life being confused. His memory loss was something he was well aware of, but never cared too much about. It was irrelevant when he remembered important things at least.

So who were you?

Who was this person who wrote him such a heartfelt letter? Taiga wasn’t an affectionate person, the cruel world made sure of that. So how could someone claim to care for him? How could someone look past all his sins?

Plopping down on the couch in his room that was far too expensive, he looked down at the letter in his hands. Bothered.

Unlike his usual self, he wanted to know who you were. He wanted to see who you were and ask why you thought to caring for him did you any good.

But no matter how much he racked his brain, no matter how hard he thought. He couldn’t remember a single thing about you.

He let out a small laugh, one different from his usual one. No longer filled with amusement his laugh gave off a frustrated air to it.

Was his fate to keep missing someone he couldn’t remember?

—romeo lucci

your last moments together

There was no denying that the days you spent at Darkwick had worn you down. The stress and struggle for survival was one thing, but the constant jabs and words slowly ticked away at your confidence.

The worst part? Romeo hated seeing you like this. The same Romeo who was a big part of the reason. His sharp words never stopped, and they only got worse when he realized you were down.

“What could you possibly be afraid of?” He had said one day when you were doing him a favor and attended some sort of event with him, “ You’re one of my people! Walk with you head held high or I’ll step on it!” The threat followed what you thought was a heartfelt conversation for once.

Faintly, you caught scent of his cologne. It was a sweet smell that you couldn’t help but feel comforted by. A sweet smell you wish you could enjoy just a little longer.

But a little longer would lead to you wanting more time, and you knew you didn’t have it.

after it’s all over

The smell of expensive cologne hung in Romeo’s nose. The same cologne he had worn the day he convinced you to go to an event with him. The same cologne he had worn the very last time he was able to see you.

“Don’t drop that!” He hissed at his henchmen, who were clearly holding more bags than they could carry. But Romeo wasn’t done.

In and out of different designer stores he walked, trying to get rid the heavy feeling lingering in his heart. He knew it was useless. He knew that no matter how much he bought, you’d never receive any of it.

He missed his chance to spoil you while you were here. He had missed every opportunity to cherish you, and you obviously ment more to him than he’d like to admit.

Maybe he could make up for it, maybe he could keep buying things he thought would look good on you. Of course they would look good on you HE picked them out.

But I guess we’ll never know now, will we?

—ritsu shinjo

your last moments together

The clock was slowly ticking by, second by second you scribbled down on the documents in front of you. Finally coming to the last page in front of you you let out a deep sigh. Everything had been settled and things were finally in place.

“I just finished checking my recordings from today. You sighed a total of four times—is there something troubling you?” Ritsu’s voice cut thorough the piercing the silence laid thickly in the room. Looking up at him you thought back to the agreement you had blade with him, you thought of what being his business partner actually meant.

“Honestly, I was thinking of coming to see you…” you admitted though you already regretted it. Ritual seemed to light up ever so slightly with a small smile making its way onto his face. “Was it something with legal work? I’m sure you are aware of my fees and-"

“Ritsu will you write me a will?" you said it so calmly, with such a smile it put Ritsu off for the moment. You smiled so sweetly, while asking such as task of him. But, as a paralegal he replied with..

"Of course."

after it’s all over

When Ritsu could predict things there was no need to get surprised. He had long been away of your curse, and that one day you might not be here with him. And at the moment it hadn’t bothered him as much. He had lived before you, and he would live after you.

…..so why did it hurt so much? This was something his father hadn’t taught him. He didn’t know what he as feeling or why he was feeling it. You were just a person, a person he didn’t know for long. So why did he feel so off writing your will? And why did his chest hurt when he thought about you?

Slipping his suitcase open he glanced into the neatly organized space, a sole letter taunted him as he looked down at it. His name scribbled on the front of the envelope, inviting him to open it. Inviting him to read your last words.

But instead of taking the crisp paper into his hands he closed his suitcase. He took a shower, changed his clothes, brushed his teeth, and tried to get some sort of normality out of the atmosphere. He tried to pretend everything was normal.

The question was, how long can he pretend before his feelings boil over?

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“Biting your Tokyo debunkers boyfriend.”

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Including :: taiga, lyca, sho, Alan, haku

—Taiga Hoshibami

•so you have a death wish? /j

•if your dating he probably remembers you so he’s definitely gonna smile and tease you.

•he’ll bite you back but harder. Probably gonna draw blood.

“Gyahaha! You’re getting bold kitty cat!” Taiga laughed out and you froze in his arms. He had one arm wrapped around you as the two of you sat on the couch, and you of course couldn’t resist the urge to bite down on the fingers that hung out of the corner of your eyes.

“W-well I—“ you stammered and Taiga took your left hand into his own. You thought you’d have a cute moment, but then Taiga bit down hard on your ring finger, “Taiga! Ouch ouch!” You whined as you felt his sharp teeth dig into your skin.

“Till death do us part kitty cat,” Taiga grinned as he licked around the new wound on your ring finger.

—Lyca Colt

•bites you back

•one way wolves show affection is biting so more than likely he was already nibbling on you.

•sometimes you have to remind him to bite gently.

Soft giggles and laughter rung through the room and you and Luca laid on his bed in the Obscuary dorm. There was a mix of playful wrestling and affectionate action between the two of you.

With a sly grin on your face you leaned forward and bit down onto Lyca’s shoulder. The did even show a reaction, instead he also leaned forward and bit into your arm that was wrapped around him.

“Lyca! Gently!” You hissed as he bit down harder than you expected, making you wince. The half wolf who laid on you pouted, “you bit me first!”

“Yeah but not that hard!”

“Whatever…..”

—Shohei Haizono

•gives you a look but ultimately doesn’t say anything

•then you do it again and he teases you for it

•I feel like he thinks it’s funny, doesn’t mind

You had always admired Sho’s passion for cooking. You always offered a helping hand with his food truck and were more than happy to sit with him while he cooked up new recipes.

But today was different. You had a shitty day and wanted nothing more than to be held by your boyfriend arms, but he seemed to think that whatever he was cooking was more important.

With a huff you gently slid behind him and wrapped your arms around him. “Just a little longer— huh!?” You delivered a harsh chomp to his arm. Obviously you didn’t hurt him, it would take more than that.

“You couldn’t wait a little longer for the food—“

“I don’t care about the food Sho…”

Yes, your boyfriend could never deny you attention.

—Alan Mido

•just looks at you with surprised pikachu face

•he might warn you against doing it every now and then if he’s covered in car oil.

•it definitely doesn’t hurt him so keep biting he doesn’t mind as long as it’s you.

“Don’t.”

The instruction was simple, and firm all at the same time. You stopped mid bite, your teeth hovering over your boyfriend’s arm.

“I’m dirty,” his voice came out in a deep rumble soon after seeing your pouty face. With another guff you simply leaned against Alan, “go shower so I can bite you.”

“…..okay.” who was he to say no?

—Haku Kusanagi

•is caught off guard and shocked then he laughs and says something about not being a chew Toy

•I feel like Haku probably likes it tbh

•idk i just think that he thinks it’s cute.

Snuggling with Haku was a favorite pastime of yours. Heck it might have been your favorite pastime.

But you wanna know what was the best about cuddling with Haku? His arm wrapped around you, holding you, and tempting you.

So with very little restraint you decided to bit down on his arm, making him wince and lift his head to look at you fully.

“I’m not a chew toy,” he muttered and moved himself to lay on you further. He situated his face against your neck, limiting your mobility so you couldn’t bite him.

“You’re no fun…”

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"To disappear from here"

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one | two | three | four | five | six | seven

—Haru Sagara

your last moments together You never minded helping Haru. Unlike the other captains in Darkwick he didn't demand your help, and he was always grateful. But there were some tasks you enjoyed more than other. Some were easier, some were harder, but you still helped Haru when you could. One of your favorite tasks was watching over Peekaboo. The small ball of fur couldn't go everywhere with Haru, and more often than not Haru would only trust his beloved companion with you while he worked. "You sure are fond of [name], aren't you, Peekaboo?" Haru laughed out as he trudged in the front doors of his dorm. Spotting the two of you cuddled up on the couch he smiled. A enthusiastic 'Boo!' came from Peekaboo as the small created snuggled closer into your side. "You did nothing but bite me for the first three days after we met," Haru pouted as he took the seat next to you, throwing a friendly arm over your shoulder as he settled in next to you. "I'm sure Peekaboo can be this friendly because he learned to trusts you," you said in comfort to your friend, "I'm sure he loves you the most," you laughed as Peekaboo crawled over to Haru and in turn snuggled into him. It was moments like this you hoped you got to keep. Even if you turned into an anomaly, even if you'd never be yourself again. You wanted to keep special memories like these with you no matter what.

after its all over

"Come on Peekaboo," Haru tried to coax, "You need to eat soemthing. You know [name] wouldn't want this...." There was a defiant 'Boo!" in response to his pleadings, and the mention of your name. Ever since you disappeared, ever since the incident, Peekaboo was been going through it. Not eating, moving much, and often Haru found him with tears in his eyes. Haru gets it, he understands how Peekaboo feels. But Haru also understands that the world keeps turning, there were still things to do, and creatures that relied on him. So even though he understood how Peekaboo felt he needed to stay focused. "Please Peekaboo..." Haru begged as he gently lifted Peekaboo from his spot in the corner of his crib. Somewhere he often buried himself in order to hide his tears. Met with a teary eyed Peekaboo, Haru felt his emotions well over. The days of pretending he was fine were slowly getting to him. Pulling Peekaboo to his chest, he felt his own eyes tear up. Holding Peekaboo he wondered how you could forgive him. He told you that he and the others would save you. That things would go back to the way they used to be for you. But here he was, alive and well, and you were nowhere to be found. Somewhere far away in his most cherished memories.

—Towa Otonashi

your last moments together When Towa got into one of his moods, Haru found it was getting harder and harder to deal with him. That's where you came in. Surprisingly, Towa was receptive to you. He took in the things you said, and you could often lift his mood with ease. "Towa," you almost whined as you patted the boys locks of lilac hair. You were currently sat under the tree, Towa buried his face into your stomach as his arms wound themselves tightly around you. "What happened this time?" you hummed as you ran your hands through his hair in a comforting fashion. "I wish that wolfsbane would go away," He muttered into your shirt in a huff, and you had to hold back a laugh. Having seen how much Towa dislikes Ren, you weren't surprised in the least by his answer. "Don't say that," you hummed and Towa only whined, "Ren isn't that bad."

"He is though!"

There was no arguing with Towa, and you understood that. But vaguely you wondered how things were be when you were gone.

after its all over

Haru was sure that the animals were going to drown. The area of Jabberwock has been subjected to severe rains ever since Towa went into his 'mood'. He didn't know where Towa was, he had been hidden away for who knows how long. Hidden away in the one place the two of you spent your time together. The tree on the hill was a place the two of you frequented together in the middle of the night, usually upon Towa's insistence. But suddenly, Towa realized that he took everything about you for granted. He had always hated weak things, but for some reason you were an exception. Towa loved love. It was something that made him change his ways, one of the things he swears he felt when he was with you. He wanted love more than anything, and he believed that as long as he had you, he had it. He believed that as long as you were by his side he'd have everything he ever wanted. Now you were gone, and there was no one to truly show him what it felt like to be loved.

—Ren Shiranami

Your last moments together "Wow you really do suck as this," Ren said with a shit eating grin. Putting down the gaming controller in your hands you sighed, "Ren you could have let me win at least one round!" "And why would i do that?" This is the real world, he said following in your lead and laying down on his bed. His eyes trained to his window, "When did it get so late? That was horrifyingly fast...." Looking out the window you frowned. You had always hated the dark, even though you found yourself i it more than you liked. Getting off form helping the guys was always a pain, but one you had to tough out in order to get back to your dorm. The dark also reminded you of that thing, the thing that called itself 'mine' The close and closer the due date got, the more and more you saw it in your everyday life. Whether it be your own reflection, or in the shadows that followed you. 'It' seemed to be everywhere. "I'll walk part of the way back with you," Ren cut through your thoughts, sliding his uniform blazer on, "i was going to buy something to drink anyway...." And you smiled, knowing it was the small acts of kindness from him that you'd miss.

after its all over

Ren was sure you were haunting him. He saw you everywhere he went, in his games, dreams, and even in the halls of Darkwick. He swore your perfume scent clung to his jacket from that one time you hugged him, he also swears that the avatar he let you make on one of his accounts was left logged in on purpose. It was annoying, your memory annoyed him. The way he silently cried in his dorm annoyed him. The way he missed you annoyed him. Turning over he smooshed his face into his pillow to hide the small hiccups that came form him. Trying to hide his sadness, trying to tell himself that he didn't miss you. So why did you make it so hard? Why did you have to leave traces of yourself everywhere in his life? Why did you have to leave him?

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“Sharing a Bed with their Lover”

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including :: vagastrom

—Alan Mido

•okay uh…. Bro is a little stiff but he’s trying okay

•someone who’s sleeps on his back like a board, unmoving.

•he tries is best to hold you but he’s really scared of hurting you. Like, his hands are filthy with the things they’ve done how can he hold you so gently?

•so basically he lays there while YOU snuggle up to him.

•I see him as a walking heater so just snuggle up and have a good time.

You were sure you've never felt more comfortable in your life. Laid out on your boyfriends chest was the best way to wake up, with one of his arms wrapped around your waist you felt secure. The best thing yet? You got to appreciate your boyfriends sleeping face. Although you always took Alan for an early riser, it seemed he slept in more than he intended. Or at least he was sleeping more than you. "mmm [name]?" called a voiced rasped with sleep. You felt the arm around you tighten and you smiled even more. "Mmm Morning," you hummed and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. "Morning," he hummed back and closed his eyes, seemingly enjoying the bliss of waking up to you. And the two of you would stay there, wallowing in each others attention and affection.

—Shohei Haizono

•probably one of the best ghoul guys to share a bed with and I take no criticism on that statement.

•Sho definitely sleeps on his back so just snuggle up however you want to.

•also doesn’t move a lot in his sleep so you don’t gotta be worried about that

• keeps on arm wrapped around you at all times. He’ll never admit it but he likes having you close

•might even play with your hair while dozes off

"Senpai," a soft voice called. Groggily you opened your eye only to see a muscular arm. Your back was to Sho, and you hugged his arm with your head on his shoulder. "Mmmm mornin'," you mumbled out and snuggled further into his arm, clearly not ready for the day, and preferring to stay in his arms. Sho hummed back and moved to where his chest pressed against your back. "We gotta get up soon." You groaned and shook your head, "no." "we have to- Did you just bite me?!"

—Leo Kusanagi

•imma suprise myself and say he’s actually the cuddler in this situation

•he’ll give you shit about you wanting to hold him but in reality HE wants to hold you

•if his words deter you from actually cuddling him he’s gonna be pissed

•your like? Super to take his readings as him wanting to cuddle you.

•once you fall asleep he’s wrapped around you for the rest of the night.

You woke up to a heavy pressure on your chest. Looking down you were met with grey locks of hair. Leo laid snuggly on your chest, snoozing away as if he had not a single care in the world. Reaching your hand up you gently ran your fingers through his hair. You had always enjoyed how soft his hair was, and for once you appreciated all the money he spent on different hair products. "I never gave you permission to touch me," Leo snapped, but you couldn't help but laugh at the way he leaned into your touch more as you pulled your hand away. "Yeah, yeah, i get it," you hummed and let him snuggle back into your chest tiredly, soothed by the feeling of your hand in his hair.

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"To disappear from here"

parts one | two | three | four | five | six | seven

masterlist

including :: vagastrom

—Alan Mido

your last moment together.

The days had been hard, and you were exhausted. Missions, helping Jin, Romeo, and Haru all seemed to pile on more than you had anticipated. The days were long, and the nights not long enough.

Trudging into the familiar busted up cathedral you couldn't help but groan. Flopping down on the couch you managed to get you leaned into the cushions. Taking a deep breath you winced, the thorns growing leaving you in immense discomfort.

What's worse is that, as soon as you sat down, there was a loud pounding knock on the door. Sighing you dragged yourself up and down to the door, only to be greeted with a face you hadn't expected.

"Alan?"

"Get your things. We're going."

"Going where?" you asked but complied in gathering your bag once again. Alan took a moment to stare at you, before reaching out and taking your bag from you. "For a drive," he said simply and turned to lead you out. Scurrying behind him you stared at his back.

"Hey," he said as he suddenly stopped, almost making you bump into him, "Don't overdo it." Then you smiled.

"Yeah, i wont."

after its all over

There was nothing but Alan and the open road. He burned gas as he drove, not knowing where he was going. unsure of his destination he drove, and drove, just wanting to feel close to you again.

Alan had always thought he was a monster. Ever since that incident he’s been well aware of it. But now, there was another life he was at fault for. He hadn’t saved you.

He didn’t know why he was so focused on every other case, wanting the truth and nothing less. But your case, he paid no mind too. Almost as if he forgot about it. But how could he forget? You meant so much to him.

His grip on the steering wheel tightened as he came to a stop. Somewhere on a cliff, the last place you two had been together. The last place he had driven you. The place you mentioned in your letter,

He hadn’t realized it then but that small act of kindness seemed to sooth you in ways he didn’t understand.

He wanted to go back, to try a little harder to help you. But once you do something there is no taking it back. And he knew that better than anyone else.

—Shohei Haiozno

your last moments together

“Can’t sleep?” sho called from his side of the bed. Well technically, the whole bed was his, but he was so gracious as to share with you when you slept over at Vagastrom.

He wasn’t wrong, sleeping had been a struggle as of late. Too much on your mind, and too little time to think it all over.

“Come over here— I’ll warm you up,” she chuckled as he opened his arm. You, however, did not find it as funny and hit him gently on the shoulder. “Pfft…I was kidding, don’t get mad.”

It was a sudden thought, that you’d never get another moment like this with him. This was it. The last time you’d ever share a bed with Sho, share the late night talks and such with him. It was a scary though, that everything you had built at Darkwick was really coming to an end. Even if you were aware of it, even if it was inevitable. It scared you.

“Senpai… I was just kidding, I’m sorry,” Sho said panicked, wrapping his arms around you as he pulled you closer to him. He held you gently, almost as if he thought you’d break, or maybe that was just him being aware of his strength. Either way it was nice. Nice to know he cared enough to hold you so gently.

But not enough to try harder to save you.

after it’s all over

Sho has seen a lot, he’s experienced a lot. He’d knows the ins and outs of life, he knows grief, and he knows happiness. But even as he knew all this, he couldn’t bring himself to get out of bed. He couldn’t bring himself to stand up and go about his day like he normally would. And the person to blame? You.

He had been dealing with your death better than most of the ghouls, he had been getting through it. So why did you have to ruin that? Why did you have to leave one last note filled with sweet words for him? Now he couldn’t pretend to be okay anymore, he couldn’t hide how hurt he actually was anymore.

Rolling over he stared at what he deemed “your side” of his bed. Somewhere you had spent many nights. The same place he had held you and comforted you. The same place he had mistakenly made you cry.

Sho likes to think the two of you meant something to each other, friends or more, it didn’t matter as long as it was him and you.

But now there was no you, and it was only him. Alone in his seemingly large bed.

—Leo Kurosagi

your last moments together

“Hey Leo!” You greeted bright and Leo only scowled at you in response. This was this usual response, nothing you were used to.

“Ugh, you’re so loud,” Leo said in his usual annoyed tone, “ask for permission if you want to talk to me.” His eyes never left his phone. This is something you had gotten used to with Leo, being treated like you were nothing. Yet you still found yourself oddly enjoying his company at times, his witty remarks never failing to be funny at times.

“Well, can I—“

“Nope, denied.” He said flatly as he quickly turned from you and began walking away, never once looking up from his phone. Laughing a bit you couldn’t help but wonder, would Leo miss you?

……nah, probably not

after it’s all over

Leo hated you. You were annoying, and for some reason couldn’t accept your place as an NPC in a world revolving around him. Looking back, he regrets not trying harder top get rid of you during your first mission together. Maybe then he wouldn’t have had to deal with you after then, and maybe your wouldn’t plague his mind like you do now.

he tried everything. Live streaming, a new case, a clubbing, and even doom scrolling on his phone. But every thought lead him back to you. Every thought he had about you made his chest ache, and almost nauseous. He hated the way you made him feel.

So why did he always find himself re reading your letter? Over and over again he found himself looking over the now crumbled paper.

It was when he realized something that didn’t sit right with him, something that’s been on his mind ever since he first read your words.

Leo couldn’t remember what you sounded like.

He couldn’t imagine what you sounded like when you talk to him, scolded him, laughed.

Regret.

He regrets not listening to you so bad…

IM SORRY LEOS IS SO BAD!!! I tried but is toggled so much top write him. The reason this took so long is because I just didn’t want to write him —

[eldizzle69]

Just accidentally deleted the second chapter of “to disappear from here” about to crash out

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“To Disappear from here”

part one | two | three | four | five | six | seven

masterlist

including :: frostheim

Or…a collection of your last moments together, and what happens after your gone.

One week. One week until the one year anniversary of you coming to Darkwick Academy. There's also just one week until the day you turn into an anomaly fully.

You think you’ve accepted it, you think you’ve come to terms with changing. But looking back, it hurts to leave so much sooner than anticipated. And you wonder if there was anything you could have done to change things. What if you hadn’t been on that train? What if your favorite group hadn’t disbanded?

What if the others had done a little more to save you?

You don’t blame them, you try not to. This was just an unfortunate experience, and an unfortunate end for you.

It was complicated, the relationships you had built with the ghouls of this school. But it clearly wasn’t enough for them to want to try and little harder to save you.

So with the last week of your life, you spend it away from all of them, spending the time for yourself, writing letters and getting all the things you never got to say out of the way.

Laying down for the last time you close your eyes, knowing you’d never wake up as yourself again.

FROSTHEIM

—jin kamurai

your last moments together

“Don't be stupid," Jin said roughly, followed by a yawn. Fluffing up the couch pillows you rolled you eyes. that was a response you had seen coming from a mile away.

"I'm serious Jin, i can't wake you up anymore," you said hands resting on your hips, hoping to get your point across.

Jin didn't get up from his bed, instead he cracked on eye open to look at you disapprovingly. "Waking me up every morning was your idea, so I'd better see you here tomorrow too. That's an order." you stifled a laugh. had it been the old you, you might have been scared by his words, but not anymore.

Trudging over to his bed you plopped down besides him, nudging his arm with your head. "Get your shoes off my bed," he grumbled and you laugh. "Already took them off."

Silently, Jin wrapped an arm around you, pulling you into his side. Mumbling something about you being quiet he closed his eyes. But you couldn't sleep, you had been having sleeping problems for a while now. Your impending doom weighing too heavily on your shoulders for you to properly rest.

Maybe Jin's warmth would bring you some peace, maybe now you could actually close your eyes soundly.

after it’s all over

A groan escaped Jin’s lips. Opening his eyes he glanced down at the crumpled paper laying on his chest.

You were a fool.

Usually servants were obedient, not going where they weren’t given permission to go. So what made you so different? What made you think you could go off and die? He had long accepted it, he thought. He knew your time was limited, and he reminded himself of that time and time again as he felt himself grow more fond of you.

Lighting a cigarette Jin could only stare at the ceiling. There was dust on the curtains, and his bed needed to be made. So where were you? He asked himself even though he knew the answer.

He also knew there was more he could have done. There was wishful thinking that some of the other ghouls would help you, that he wouldn’t have to lift a finger. He wasn’t one to blame himself, but he acknowledged that he and the others were at fault. He had consciously chosen to not help you actively, he had chosen to let you die.

So why? Why were your final words to him so sweet? How could you leave him a letter filled with anything but hateful words? It pissed him off.

He wanted you to hate him, curse at him and wish horrible things upon him.

But you’d never do that, and your letter filled with sugary words made that clear. And your words would taunt him for just as long as your memory would.

—tohma ishibashi

your last moments together

A sigh left you as you plopped down in a heavy bench in Frostheim. Running around and doing various tasks for others seemed to take more out of you than you had anticipated for the day.

“You seem a bit overwhelmed,” said the familiar voice that seemed close by. Looking up you were met with the piercing eyes of Tohma. You gave a tired smile and only nodded. At his words, it finally settled in you body how tired you were. “Good health is a treasure, you do best to acknowledge this.” There was no bite in his words, instead there was a caring tone he rarely took.

Before you knew it he stood directly in front of you. “Please don’t overexert yourself. There are many people here who need you.”

That made you freeze. Because you wondered, what would they do without you? If they really did need you. But that was an easy thought to push aside. They had live before you were in their lives, and they would continue to live after you were gone.

Looking back up at Tohma you gave him a smile. “I’ll do my best,” you said simply.

“Come with me,” Tohma hummed turning around, expecting you to follow, “I’ll brew us some tea.”

after it’s all over

Lately, Thoma had been working late into the night. He spent many hours simply going through paperwork, running errands, and taking care of appearances in front of his dorm mates. Before he even knows it, night creeps up on him, engulfing the halls of frostheim. He also found a habit of looking up at the stars.

He used to laugh when people would say the stars were looking over them. But somehow he wonders if you had become one of those stars. If just maybe you had been looking down at him.

That’s what you had promised him after all. In your last letter to him you wrote about how you’d always be there, always watching. If the circumstances had been different he would have found it strange, but knowing what happened, how you ended up, it brought him some comfort.

Trudging out of his bathroom he sat on the bed and opened his bedside table. He took the letter out and gently flipped through it. Your last words ringing in his head. And they would continue to do so for a long time.

—kaito fuji

your last moments together

"God, please don't make me go on anymore missions..." He begged with a groan when he saw you getting close to him with a mission paper in hand. "Kaito," you called out sternly and he only shook his head.

"It's not like me being there is any help to anyone anyway..." He added on soon after to try and argue against you. Instead of your words, however, he was met with silence. Looking up, he was met with your tear eyes and mad face.

"(N-name)?!" He almost shouted in shock, "I'm sorry! I'll go! Please don't cry! there there...." He tried to sooth you but your expression never changed, you were mad at him.

"How could you say that about yourself?" you blubbered, "I hate when you say stuff like that!" Kaito froze, shock taking over his face as his own eyes watered.

"You’re so nice," he blubbered back, his own tears crowding his vision. And then there were no more words said between the two of you, only tears and hugging.

after it’s all over

Kaito's voice was hoarse and his eyes stung. He can't tell you how long he had been crying. Hours? yes. Day? yes. How many days? he couldn't tell you.

Not even his neighbors minded. Usually they'd come banging on his door telling him to be quiet. But they knew what had happened, he knew he was grieving.

Your letter to him was left on his desk, unopened and left there. He couldn’t bring himself to open it, what good things could you have to say to him? The one thing he did best was run away. He was a coward, he knew this, he could accept this. What he couldn’t understand was how you looked at him in such a good light. How could you think so much of him?

What he feared most was your disapproval. He was scared that your opinion would have changed. He greedily wanted you to keep thinking of him in a good light. He never wanted that to change.

So he couldn’t bring himself to read what you had wrote to him. He would keep crying in his ignorance, still believing that you thought highly of him.

—lucas errant

your last moments together

Peaceful moments were hard to come by in your day to day life. Missions after missions, ghouls after ghouls. There was very little time for you. So moments like these were treasured.

The wind blew through your hair, the sudden coldness making you shiver. “Are you cold?” Came the question from Luca, who looked at you with a concerned expression. “I’m alright,” you said before the two of you were engulfed in a comfortable silence. Your walk together being more calming than either of you had expected.

Glancing at Luca you saw him in deep thought, “penny for your thoughts?”

Luca only smiled and shook his head, “I was just thinking,” he began, stopping his walking.

“We have experienced many joys and sorrows together since becoming friends,” he spoke, tugging at your heart strings, “I’m very glad we met. I look forward to walking the road ahead with you.”

He said this all with a smile, but you couldn’t bring yourself to return it.

“(name)?” He questioned with a slight panic in his eyes, “did I upset you? I’m sorry—“

“You didn’t upset me,” you said softly in a shaky voice, realizing suddenly that you were crying. “Excuse me Luca,” you said before bringing the boy into a tight hug, which he returned after a moment of stiff stillness.

You couldn’t promise him you’d walk the road ahead with him. You couldn’t lie to him.

But you could forgive him.

after it’s all over

Luca had failed time and time again to protect the things close to him. It seemed to become a bad habit for him. Vaguely he wondered back to when you guys first met, and he wished he could go back. He wishes he could go back and fulfill his promise to protect you and cure you.

But now, as he’s sat in his room with his head buried in his hands. Thoughts raced through his head and suddenly he realized that, just like you that time, he had been crying. Moving the paper off his lap to protect it from his tears he silently let his tears fall.

He didn't even think he deserved to cry over you, but he couldn't help it. He had promised you he would help you return to normal, and here he was, without you.

And despite his mediocre efforts, you forgave him. In your last words to him you forgave him for not saving you. That brought him no comfort, instead it worsened the guilt eating away in his chest.

Once again, he had failed to protect what was dear to him.

[eldizzle69]

“You were a wonderful experience, you were…you were everything..”

masterlist

including :: sho, Romeo, Haru, Haku, Jin, Lyca

Or…. In which, after your curse takes over you, the guys get asked about you(their lover)

—Shohei Haizono

•it purely depends on whose asking really

•if it’s some random person, he’s gonna be like when we first met him and get really defensive.

•but if it’s someone he knows pretty closely then he’ll just smile and say something vague.

•either way, thinking of you would be a fond time for him

•you were everything to him, so he’ll cherish your memory.

The tension was strong, it had been a Simple question, one with no malice. “Hey Sho, who was the honor student?” One of the new freshman ghouls had asked him. And despite it being a harmless question, it filled the room with a deep tension.

“What’s it matter to you?” His words were harsh, aggression evident in his tone. The question was most definitely NOT appreciated.

“W-well,” the ghoul sputtered, “I just— I’ve heard so much about them! All good things!” The freshmen seemed panicked, obviously scared by Sho’s aggressive response.

“Better be..” Sho muttered, turning and walking briskly away from his underclassmen. He didn’t answer the question he didn’t wanna talk about it. He didn’t want to talk about you.

Instead, he would keep your memories in his head, waiting for the day you could be together again

—Romeo Lucci

•immediate fit

•it becomes well known in Sinostra, and other houses, that your name is to not be mentioned near Romeo

•that is unless you want to feel the wrath of Romeo.

•god forbid someone say something bad about you. Bullets will be flying

•your memory just hurts so much he doesn’t know how to process his emotions, so he just gets pissed.

“Who pissed Fico off?,” the Sinostra student asked in a hushed whisper, only to be met his a harsh response. The other student sent him a glare, “Shhh, He’ll hear you! Do you wanna die and take me with you?”

“Sorry…. He just seemed angrier than usual,” was all the student could say as he rubbed the back of his neck. The other student only shook his head before giving a actual response, “some general admission students mention…. Them..”

Shock spread over the students face as he gaped at his coworker, “were they stupid?”

“Had to be, they even called them a gold digg—“

“What are you idiots talking about!” Came a booming voice as the door, Romeo’s door, was kicked open from the inside. The students cursed under their breath but said out a quick “nothing!”

Th irritation on Romeo’s face was evident in his glare, “if all your going to do it talk on the clock, get out of here!” He yelled, doing well to push down the bubbling emotions deep within him.

The turned back into his office with a click of the door. Suddenly, the room felt gloomier, felt lonelier. It had felt this way since you had left him, leaving nothing more than your memory and a strange looking anomaly in your place.

—Haku Kusanagi

•Probably someone who would be a little shocked when he’s asked about you by a randomly student

•I can see Haku giving a small really, nothing too detailed

•he might even ask the student to not ask again, or ask around about you. Kinda like he did when mc mentioned the clash in the Hotarubi episode

•he loves thinking about you, but he also knows your memory hurts him and many others so he doesn’t want people getting too comfortable with your name.

•he loved you more than anything, and it was clear to the other students by the looks in his eyes.

“That’s not the question I was expecting,” Haku did his best to laugh, the sound that came out was strained and semi uncomfortable. The other students seemed to stop and realize they shouldn’t have asked that

“Sorry Haku, i was just told if i wanted to know about who the ‘honor student’ was to ask you,” the student mumbled sheepishly.

Haku waved his hands dismissively, “it’s alright, but you probably shouldn’t go around asking about them,” he said with his usual expression. What was different was his eyes, they were soft and seemed almost far away in thought. Suddenly the student that asked was consumed with guilt, feeling as though they stepped on fragile glass.

“ Alright….i won’t,” came a mutter followed by a swift goodbye as they excused themselves.

Plopping down on the floor Haku couldn’t help but lean back with a groan, “even now, you’re still on everyone’s mind.”

—Haru Sagara

•hella shocked when someone asks about you

•he’s doing his best to pretend your curse taking over you doesn’t bother him, and he thinks he’s done a pretty good job

•maybe that made people a little too comfortable with your name around him

•I’m stuck between him giving a sweet, vague answer, and just changing the subject completely.

•either way, he can’t just keep working and pretending he’s okay forever.

Haru was a busy man, who else would take care of the park? He loved you, he really did, but if he started lacking now what would happen to Jabberwock? Sadly, he hasn’t got time to properly grieve.

So that’s how he found himself entertaining a group of Frostheim girls one evening. They had become regular patrons, ones that he was great full too.

“Hey Haru, I heard you were close with the former honor student,” one of them said. Quickly the other girl responded in his place, “ ahhh no way, if they were close wouldn’t he have taken time off to grieve.?”

He was quick to change the subject, offering them a look at his newest purchase. A new animal he had started taking care of. But their words stuck in his head and vaguely he wondered if maybe he wasn’t doing your memory justice.

Maybe Haru had let things build up, because his emotions took over him later that night as he looked at pictures of the two of you. Maybe a few days off would do him some good? He would,d have to talk to Towa…

—Jin Kamurai

•how tf did they even get close enough to ask him that?

•no matter who it is he’s going to be pissy about it

•either he’ll just silently glare at them or he’ll tell them to leave very roughly.

•of course the Frostheim students are going to gossip about you, but they better not do it near Jin

•he has a large amount of influence, so anything said about you won’t be taken lightly.

Frostheim students was know for their gossip. They spread everything by word of mouth, but there was one thing that everyone knew to keep their mouth shut about. And that was you.

No one remembers when it became an u spoken rule, but one family after another, anyone who mentioned you in a negative light seemed to meet ruin.

But this student really thought she was something. A few small conversations (business conversations Jin was forced to partake in) with Jin and suddenly she thought she was immune and could say whatever she wanted.

Busting into his room the girl sobbed loudly, a sound that gave him a headache. Jin couldn’t make any words out of her sob filled ramble. It seemed her words came to bite her back

“Get out,” he said coldly, not even bothering to get up from his couch. “B-but-“

“Go,” he barked and this time the girl flinched. Looked at Jin one last time she cried herself out the door, and Jin just laid there.

Looking back, he regretted treating you so coldly when you first came to his room, but it was too late for regrets. You weren’t here anymore, and he’d have to live with his actions.

—Lyca Colt

•I see him being kinda like Sho, it really just depends on who’s asking.

•he’s not close with a lot of people so you really only see his standoffish answer

•like he might growl at them and ask what’s it to them

•Lyca is the number one defender of you and he won’t let anyone use your name lightly

•you were a wonderful experience just as much as you were everything to him.

“The honor student?” Lyca said in a questioning manner, almost as if he hadn’t known what the new student was asking him. New students, and new friends, all things Lyca was unfamiliar with. But these were also things you had always wanted him to experience, you had told him as such. So these were things he tried to welcome with open arms.

So why did he feel so upset when he was asked about you? Why was he so upset when this new student asked who you had been? Lyca soon realized he was scared, scared of anyone saying bad things about you. That wasn’t something you deserved. That was something Lyca had done his best to protect you from, even when your not here.

“Right! I’ve heard so much about the honor student, but have no idea who they were!” And with these words all his fear and upset feelings went away. His grin became toothy as a smile spread across his face.

“There were my lover,” Lyca manger out with his grin spreading over his face ever more than it already had.

He used the words you had taught him, the world ‘lover’ now deeply engrained in his brain.

Okay so maybe I didn’t do that well with haru’s but I TRIED

[eldizzle69]

“thinking their crush likes someone else”

masterlist

including :: Hotarubi

—Subaru Kagami

•genuinely heartbroken

•like I see him letting his thoughts get the better of him and telling him he was never good enough anyways.

•he might unconsciously avoid you, like he doesn’t mean to it just kinda happens.

•might look a little gloomy when your around.

•pls make it abundantly obvious you life him he would be so sad.

“Subaru can I ask you a… uh question I guess?” You spoke finally, and your words visibly caught the Hotarubi captain off guard. He gave a nervous nod to your question.

“Have I upset you?…”

“What?” His response was immediate, his eyes panicked. “N-not at all! Why would you think that?” casting his gaze down, he knew why.

“You’re avoiding me,” you said sternly and Subaru sputtered, “if I’ve upset you just tell me why….please?”

There was a long stretch of silence after that. Neither of you said a single thing, and Subaru refused to meet your gaze what so ever. So, you took that as his answer. Bitting your lip you lifted yourself from your seat and went to leave. You were into a few steps into leaving when a gentle hand frantically reached out and grabbed your own.

“I-I’m sorry,” Subaru said with a red face. Quickly he let go of your hand. Then the two of you were engulfed into more silence as Subaru collected his words.

“I like you…,” he said after a moment, with red ears. “A-and I know you like that guy from your anomaly law class but—“

“Why would I like him?” You cut him off, arms crossed. Subaru looked at you suprised and stumbled over his words, “w-well— you—“

“Subaru,” you said pulling him from his s rambled thoughts. Plopping down in front of him, to be eye to eye with him, you couldn’t help but grin. “The one I like is you Subaru.”

—Haku Kusanagi

•a little disappointed, but doesn’t let it affect him

•the way he treats you never changes, he’ll never lead on to being disappointed

•I don’t see him acting or doing much different than he normally does really.

•he still seeks you out to make sure your okay

•he’s just Haku, and that won’t change no matter how you feel about him.

“Penny for your thoughts?” The voice came out of no where, but the familiarity was comforting. Looking up at Haku you sighed and leaned back in the bench. You shook your head and closed your eyes for a moment. When you opened them again Haku was standing right in front of you.

“Well, clearly something is bothering you,” he hummed, crouching down in front of you, “you sure you can’t tell me what’s wrong?”

After a moment of silence you opened your mouth, “…there’s this guy I like…”

You didn’t catch it. It was a brief flash of disappointment that went over his features before he went back to his usual expression.

“Hey, what’s with that expression,” he hummed noting the almost sad look on your face.

“He just…… doesn’t seem to nice my advances..” you admitted defeatedly, fight off a strong blush. Haku hummed and placed a gently hand on your knee. “Well… you can’t make people like you back, but If anything that guys missing out.”

You only shook your head, “not really…”.

“Ah don’t say thattttt,” he said drawing out the last letter. Still kneeling down he gave your knee a pat, “seriously the guys gotta be lucky to have you running after him.”

“Well, do you consider yourself lucky Haku?” You murmured out quietly. Looking up from his hand resting in your knee you notes to shocked look on his face. He didn’t say anything and you bit your lip, “sorry… I’ll just go—“

“I consider myself extremely lucky, now that is,” he hummed not letting you finish. The grin in his face said what you needed to know.

—Zenji Kotodama

•This is so sad Siri play despacito

•definitely going to write sad songs on his biwa about his heartbreak.

•but despite how expressive he is, I see him hiding his heartache AND his crush.

•he knows he’s dead, and he also knows that, if you did like him back, it would be kind of tragic.

•he can’t help but think, if he were alive, could it ever be him?

The gently strum of Zenji’s biwa was the only sound heard in the deck of the Hotarubi pond. There was an odd sense of sadness etched in every note, something unusual of the musician.

“Why the sad song?” Your hummed glancing at the ghost from your spot laid out on the deck.

“Heartbreak is simply beautiful,” he said, his face plastered with a smile nonetheless. You quirked a brow and sat up from your laying position.

“And who exactly is getting their heartbroken?” You hummed, looking for the source of his inspiration. You had been around Zenji long enough to tell what he’s feeling, and you had the hunch this heartbreak was personal.

“No one dear,” he said simply, still strumming his instrument, “a simple thought has clouded my mind.”

“Or a simple someone,” you said your tone accusatory as you shuffled to sit directly next to him. His fingers paused for a moment, the area around you two falling still with silence.

“Might….i ask you a question?” Zenji said after some seconds. He didn’t look your way and his normal grin was nowhere to be seen. You gave a soft nod of approval. “If I were alive, would you ever choose me as a lover?”

The question made you pause, silence once again enveloped the two of you as you sat there wide eyed.

“Ah I see…,” Zenji spoke quietly, his fingers resuming their strumming. Zenji could accept this, he had accepted it for a long time. What he wasn’t expecting was for something—rather someone— to fly through him.

A thump drew his attention as he glanced over to see you lying face first on the deck. “[Na-name]!” He called with concern and you only peaked at him.

“You were always the first option Zenji.”

[eldizzle69]

“Finding out they’re their crushes ideal type”

masterlist

including :: captains pt1

“I have something to ask you,” said the random student you had never seen before. And you thought it would be harmless to hear him out. Maybe he had something important to say? What you weren’t expecting was for him to drop to one knee and pull out a ring.

“(Name),” the student went on despite your uncomfortably shocked face, “will you do me the honor and marry me?”

The students in the halls all stopped and stared, further making you uncomfortable. “Uhh, sorry dude you’re not my type,” you tried to gently turn him down.

Your words did little though. The boy shot up with a determined face and took your hand roughly. Both you and him unaware of the ghoul about to step in. “then tell me, what is you type?” The boy asked, “I’ll do everything I can to be the man you want.”

“Well….”

—Jin Kamurai

“I want a man who has a good financial standing, someone who can support me.”

The guy furrowed his brows but smiled nonetheless, “alright! If you wait for me I can-“

“You do yourself a favor and let go while you still have hands,” said a low voice. Looking up the voice belonged to none of then the Frostheim captain himself.

The guy that had proposed to you sputtered and searched for words to prove his case. But one glare from Jin shut him up quickly. Soon, before you know, the guy was scampering off.

Rubbing your now sore wrist you smiled at Jin, “you’re a life saver Jin!” Jin only stared at you blankly, seemingly deep in thought. Without another second to waste he turned away and walked began to walk (probably to Frostheim, that’s enough action for the day).

The next you heard of him was a text he sent you only an hour later with the usual “come to my room”.

•the proposal pissed him off fr. Make sure you wash your hands there’s no telling what disease that thing carries.

•but now he knows you like people with money so expect to be spoiled.

•he thinks he’s slick but he’s really not

•new clothes and shoes, even some expensive looking jewelry.

•he wants to make sure you know he has the funds to take care of you.

—Alan Mido

“I want a man who could fight for me, someone who can protect me.”

In a split second, wasting no time, the tough hand was snatched off you. “Keep your hands off her,” Alan grumbled now standing in front of you protectively.

Within seconds the guy who had confessed to you was shivering with fear. He sputtered out an apology before he made a quick escape to safety.

“Are you okay?” Alan said after a moment of silence, he reached his hand out to take your wrist into his but stopped halfway there. Almost as if there was sudden fear is his body he froze, before pulling his hand back.

“I’m alright thanks to you,” you couldn’t help but smile and show off your wrist void of any injury other than a red mark where he had grabbed you. Alan’s eyes narrowed at the red mark but didn’t say anything else.

•Alan has not the slightest idea what to do with this new information

•on one hand he feels kinda happy, because he knows he has the strength to protect you.

•but he also knows he has the strength to hurt you as well.

•so he’s at a cross road of letting himself fall further in love with you

•or pushing you away completely for your safety.

—Haru Sagara

“I would love a man who’s good with animals.”

“That’s me! I’ve got two goldfish in a tank at home—“

“(Name)! There you are! I was looking up and down for you!” A arm was slung over your shoulder in a friendly manner. The familiar “boo” caught your attention as well. Haru smiled brightly as he gave his usual friendly greeting.

The guy who had proposed to you reached forward and roughly tightened his grip on your hand, “we’re kind an the middle of something right now—“

“Ah no! That won’t do,” Haru said with a frown and quickly removed your hand from the students, his touch gentler. “Just like anomalies, you should touch people without permission!”

“Haru did you need my help?” You asked feeling the irritation radiating off the proposing student. Haru nodded and turned his full attention to you, “Yeahh! Would you come to Jabberwock with me?” He asked, but oddly enough there was a slight blush dusting his cheeks. With a nod from you, the two of you simply left the student standing there, making your way to Jabberwock.

“Sooo uh, you like guys who are good with animals?”

•”pick me, choose me, love me”—Haru 2025

•Haru can’t help but get a little blushy hearing that he fits your ideal type. He likes to think he’s pretty good with the animals!

•he’ll probably ask you about your ideal type in more detail after the fiasco

•he’s not good at hiding why he’s asking

•probably gonna get drunk and brag about being your ideal type to Rui and Romeo.

—Taiga Hoshibana

“I like my men a little crazy.”

Everyone froze. No one dared to move as a gun shot sounded. The man that had proposed to lay on the floor, a smoking bullet laid a little too close to his foot. It as silent for a few more seconds before a cold voice sounded, “scram,” Taiga said gruffly.

Within seconds the man who proposed o you bolted off. Probably going somewhere very far from Taiga.

Then it was like a full 360 twitch happened to Taiga as he threw his arm over your shoulder with a laugh, “Gyahaha! There you are kitty! I was lookin for ya!”

•if Taiga has gotten far enough to like you that means he remembers you

•and Taiga is POSSESSIVE! What’s his is his and no body is going to touch it.

•So he probably wouldn’t. Take too kindly to someone making any kind of moves on you

•so much so that it would over shadow the actual thing of you revealing your preferences.

•he just needs his kitty by his side, opinions be damned.

[eldizzle69]

The amount of times I've yelled "I'd marry him!!" To a completely deranged and evil fiction man is quite concerning.

[eldizzle69]

“When they accidentally hurt their lover”

masterlist

including :: vagastrom

—Alan Mido

•okay now he’s gotta break up with you for your own safety

•he was already hesitant to get together with you because he was scared to hurt you

•and now, accidentally or not, he has hurt you and he feels horrible.

•your gonna have to put in overtime in comforting him a bit and telling him your fine and it wasn’t a big deal.

•but no matter what you say, he’ll think about it and feel guilty.

“I’m really fine Alan,” you insist, but he didn’t look at you. He stayed slid under his car, sound of wrenches came from under the car and you groaned. Resting a hand in his high, that made him stop, you sighed loudly.

“You didn’t mean to babe, and I’m okay! It’s really fine,” you tried to sooth, and you could see Alan stop moving under the car. He seemed to take a moment before he slide from under the car and sat up. His face was a stoic as ever, but you could see guilt clouding his eyes.

“….its… not safe for you to be here,” it’s not safe for you to be with me. But you could hear his unspoken words. Wrapping an arm around his oil stained shoulders you frown as you pressed yourself into him, moving to sit on his lap, he kept his hands down and didn’t hold you like he usually did.

“Just try it okay?” You encouraged, and slowly… his hands came up, slowly but surely wrapping themselves around you. Although clumsy and hesitant, his touch was gently.

“I know you’d never hurt me Alan,” you said looking deeply into his eyes, “accidents happen, but I’m okay, I promise.”

“Okay..”

—Shohei Haizono

•immediately noticed his mistake and is shocked himself

•if he doesn’t apologize in the moment he will definitely apologize later

•he might even be a little sweeter to make up for it, I think he’s a strong believer of showing that you sorry rather than just saying it.

•you can expect your lunches packed and ready for you till he no longer feels better

•pls don’t give him the silent treatment, he already feels bad.

There was a heavy silence between the two of you. Sho looked down at you, who sat on the floor, a look of pain etched on your face as you look down at your scrapped palms.

“I’m sorry,” he says after the realization settles in him. Within an instant he’s kneeling down by your side looking at your injured palms.

“No, I shouldn’t have snuck up on you like that,” you said meekly, bringing your to quickly stand on your own. There was clear embarrassment on you face. “No i—“ “I’ll see you later Sho,” you quickly said before scampering off to get you hands looked at.

But you couldn’t run away from him the next morning. He stood firmly in front of your door with a lunch neatly. You weren’t getting away this time >:).

—Leo Kurosagi

•Leo is mean as shit don’t except an apology out of him.

•more than likely he hurt you with his words rather than actions.

•he might even insult you some more if he sees you upset.

•ignore him and he’ll learn his lesson (no he won’t)

•eventually he’ll get tired of you ignoring him and give a half assed apology.

“Are you seriously ignoring me?” Leo grumbled following you through the halls of Darkwick. You hadn’t been responding to his messages or calls for the past week. “Are you still upset about what I said? It wasn’t even that big of a deal.”

But you didn’t budge. You kept your lips tightly sealed and briskly walked through the halls. Leo could only frown and cross his arms. , fed up with your attitude.

“Fine! I’m sorry! Now stop ignoring me,” he finally said and you finally came to a stop, making him bump into your back. Swiftly you turned to face him with an unimpressed face, “say anything like that to me again and I’m break up with you.”

“Yeah, yeah, my bad. Now let’s go”

[eldizzle69]

“Sharing a bed with their lover”

masterlist

including :: Frostheim

—Jin Kamurai

•Jin likes having you close by, but also doesn’t like to leave his room. Therefore you basically moved into his room at this point

•Jin is actually a big softly and nice guy under his asshole exterior so I see him as a cuddler

•Be prepared to be squished against his chest all night because you’re not moving from his arms.

•Jin also sleeps a LOT so prepare to not do anything till he wakes up.

•I see him as being very warm, so you have your own personal heater basically attached to you.

A grown left Jin as he slowly opened his eyes. Only to met with the fabric of your pajamas. His arms were tightly around you, while his face was buried in your chest.

“Morning sleepy head,” you hummed carding your hands through his messy white hair. Jin only tightened his arms around you, bringing you impossibly closer.

“Should I go get us breakfast?” You hummed and Jin sent you a glare. “Shut up,” he muttered into your chest with no bite behind his words.

“Mmmm Kay,” you hummed resuming playing with his hair, while also pressing a kiss onto his head, “…you can sleep a little longer but I still have class Jin.”

“Skip it “

—Tohma Ishibashi

•I feel like Tohma has a very good sleep schedule, so prepare to conform to that.

•I don’t see him as a big cuddler, like I don’t think he minds but I also don’t see him initiating much cuddles.

•he’s gonna tease you a good bit if you’re nervous or shy so just be prepared for that.

•mature adulty mc pants isn’t nervous what so ever.

• the way he interacts you would think your a 50 year old married couple who have been sharing a bad for years.

“Tough day?” You hummed looking up from your book. You were already showered and neatly tucked into bed, while Tohma was just coming out of the shower.

“Not any tougher than the usual day,” he hummed climbing into bed next to you. “You seemed to finish early today?” He shot back and you smiled, “Romeo was feeling generous.”

He merely smiled at that. You slid your book onto the night stand and suck further into the blankets. Tohma turned the only lamp in the room off, leaving you two in pure darkness.

“Mmm night Tohma…”

“Good night dear”

—Lucas Errant

•I think Lucas would be shyer about sharing a bed with their lover.

•He’s very by the book so sharing a bed seems like a very intimate act for him so he’s a little shy about it

•he keeps his hands and limbs to himself and worries if he’ll make you uncomfortable if he’s too close

•expect apologies and awkward shifting from him.

•if there’s gonna be any cuddling it’s gonna be from you.

“S-sorry,” Luca said and quickly retracted his hand that had brushed your arm.the only sound in the room was the rustling of covers as Luca fidgets under them,

“You don’t have to be sorry Luca,” you hummed turning to face him. He fallowed your movements so you two were facing each other in his large bed.

“No, I shouldn’t have touched—“

“Luca, Relax,” you calmed him the best you could. You could see the uncertainty in his eyes.

Slowly, you reach over and took one of his hands in your own. Luca blushed slightly but didn’t question your actions. “Let’s go to sleep, okay?”

“Okay….”



—Kaito Fuji

•mf is SO nervous.

• palm sweat, knees weak, all the above

•he tries to be chill about it but the blush on his face and the

•He’s gonna spend the entire day hyping himself up to cuddle with you just to freeze and malfunction

•take the lead and snuggle with him pls

“This has gotta be some kind of dream, there’s no way this is actually happening—“

“Kaito what.”

“I AM CALM WHAT DO YOU MEAN?” Kaito yelled as he shot up in the bed. You shivered as the cold air rushed under the covers where you laid.

“S-sorry!” Kaito stumbled out noticing your shiver. He laid back down, trapping both of you in the warmth of the blanket. He stared at the ceiling, not daring to move.

“Kaito,” you called gently, and he snapped his attention to you. “YES?” He yelled but cleaned his throat, “y-yeah?”

“Can we cuddle?” You asked with a grin in your face. You watched as Kaito went through internal panic, unable to properly respond. So, taking matters into your own hands own hands, you snuggled up to his side, lead laying on his chest.

Let’s just say Kaito struggled to fall asleep,

[eldizzle69]

“Mortkraken when their lover gets injured”

masterlist

—Yuri Isami

•prepare for the bitching of your life

•he’ll go on and on the ENTIRE time he’s treating you about how stupid you are

•he’ll never admit how worried he actually is and instead will just scold you.

•makes you stay in his line of sight for the next few hours because you clearly can’t be trusted alone

•if you catch him off guard with asking for a hug, he might say yes. But if he does he’s stiff and blushing the whole time.

“Idiotic! Have you no respect for your health?” He complained as he finished wrapping up your arm in bandage. “It’s apart of your personal responsibilities to take care of—what?”

Hold your now wrapped arms open you couldn’t help but smile at his confused face, “it’s apart of YOUR personal boyfriend duties to make me feel better with a hug.”

“Don’t be foolish,” he growled with no bite behind his words. A spell of silence enveloped the two of you. Yuri’s eyes flash back and forth between you and the floor. A blush spreading across his face as he awkwardly accepted your embrace. And he practically malfunctions when you wrap your arms around him.

Jerking away Yuri quickly turned around, but you could clearly see the red tips of his ears. “D-don’t leave this room! I-I c-cant have you running around getting injured! I don’t need anymore work!”

—Jiro Kirisaki

•unsurprisingly very calm

•there’s no use in panicking, besides he needs you calm as well so you can properly tell him what happened.

•treats your wounds calmly, but you definitely notice the way he holds you a bit longer while doing so

•might stick to your side for a little but with the excuse of keeping an eye on your healing wounds.

•he’s not fully familiar with the feeling of worrying for someone, so he might not acknowledge the new feeling right away. But it’s there for sure.

“I’m sorry,” it came out as a whisper, but you weren’t sure what you were sorry for. Sorry that he had to come all this way to treat you? Sorry you were causing trouble for him? Sorry you took him away from his work?—

“For what,” he said as he finished wrapping your ankle up. Gently, his hands stayed in place, holding your injured foot longer than he intended.

“Well umm….,” you could say, and Jiro looking up at you didn’t help. It felt like he was reading your mind, staring straight into your eyes he moved a little closer. “I’m your boyfriend,” he said simply, “you’re allowed to bother me.”

OKAY SO, I wasn’t completely satisfied with Jiro’s part cuz I was having slight writers block for him. BUT I DID IT, and I’m happy enough to post it.😼☝🏻

[eldizzle69]

“Tokyo Debunkers masterlist”

—Jin Kamurai

“To Disappear From Here” (here )

Frostheim Fellaz getting a confession (coming Soon)

Sharing a bed with their lover ( here )

Hearing his crushes ideal type ( here )

Wearing his clothes (coming soon)

“You were a wonderful experience,…you were… you were everything” ( here )

—Tohma Ishibashi

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

Frostheim Fellaz getting a confession (coming Soon)

Sharing a bed with their lover ( here )

—Lucas Errant

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

Frostheim Fellaz getting a confession (coming Soon)

Sharing a bed with their lover ( here )

—Kaito Fuji

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

Frostheim Fellaz getting a confession (coming Soon)

Sharing a bed with their lover ( here )

—Alan Mido

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

When they accidentally hurt their lover ( here )

Sharing a bed with their lover ( here )

Hearing his crushes ideal type ( here )

Wearing his clothes (coming soon)

Biting your Tokyo debunkers boyfriend ( here )

—Shohei Haizono

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

When they accidentally hurt their lover ( here )

Sharing a bed with their lover ( here )

“Bets and boundaries” (coming soon)

“All Bark No Bite” (coming soon)

“You were a wonderful experience,…you were… you were everything” ( here )

Biting your Tokyo debunkers boyfriend ( here )

—Leo Kurosagi

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

When they accidentally hurt their lover ( here )

Sharing a bed with their lover ( here )

—Haru Sagara

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

Hearing his crushes ideal type ( here )

Wearing his clothes (coming soon)

“You were a wonderful experience,…you were… you were everything” ( here )

—Towa Otonashi

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

—Ren Shiranami

“To Disappear From Here” ( here )

—Taiga Hoshibami

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Hearing his crushes ideal type ( here )

Thinking his crush likes someone else ( coming soon )

Biting your Tokyo debunkers boyfriend ( coming soon )

—Romeo Lucci

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

“You were a wonderful experience,…you were… you were everything” ( here )

Thinking his crush likes someone else ( coming soon )

—Ritsu Shinjo

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Thinking his crush likes someone else ( coming soon )

—Subaru Kagami

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Hotarubi getting a confession (coming soon)

Hearing his crushes ideal type ( coming soon )

Thinking his crush likes someone else ( here )

—Haku Kusanagi

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Hotarubi getting a confession (coming soon)

Thinking his crush likes someone else ( here )

“You were a wonderful experience,…you were… you were everything” ( here )

Biting your Tokyo debunkers boyfriend ( here )

—Zenji Kotodama

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Hotarubi getting a confession (coming soon)

Thinking his crush likes someone else ( here )

—Rui Mizuki

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Obscuary having a crush (coming soon)

In the Next Life (coming soon)

—Edward Hart

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Obscuary having a crush (coming soon)

Hearing his crushes ideal type ( coming soon )

—Lyca Colt

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Obscuary having a crush (coming soon)

“You were a wonderful experience,…you were… you were everything” ( here )

Biting your Tokyo debunkers boyfriend ( here )

—Yuri Isami

“To Disappear From Here” ( coming soon)

Mortkraken when their lover gets injured ( here )

Hearing his crushes ideal type ( coming soon )

—Jiro Kirisaki

“To Disappear From Here” (coming soon)

Mortkraken when their lover gets injured ( here )