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No fucking wonder there’s a point i exist because I’m a punching bag for my household I’m always getting blamed hit , 4bu53d and threatened ever since I was 8. even when I say something , stand up for myself , or when I ask for something harmless. I continue getting backlash It’s my fault ok i Dont feel like human at all I’m suffering and its worse that I’m currently experiencing body dysformia due to all of this

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I will never forgive myself,

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hi so they all hate me and I hate myself , I am the most hated specimen ever lololoololloll I HATE THEM I HATE THIS STUPID HOUSEHOLD I HATE IT I HATE ITTTTT AAAHHHHHHHHAJJ

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they all hate me

I never got the care I always desired as a kid

I never got the support they gave me , no matter how many times they try to prove it

They don’t care about me

They hate me

I’m disgusting

I wanted an actual someone that supports me , and accepts me for who I truly am , I need them but that someone is sadly imaginary since the world is against me anyways [blame my FUCKASS household]

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Gave you my love and you used and abused me! /lyr/vnt

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I’m abused and neglected , ok

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theterwrstjstheresnop point of me staying here I UUST WANNA BE HAPPY PLEASE DONT MAKE ME DO THIS. DONT MAKE ME CUT THE STRAW THAT LEADS TO CONSEQUENCES. I WANNA BE HAPPY. I WANNA FIND MY SOURCE OF HAPPINESS. I WANNA BE LOVED. ACTUALLY LOVED.

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it’s all my fault for existing I ruined everything they all hate me THEY ALL HATE ME I CAN GLADLY DISAPPEAR JUST FOR THEM IM GENUINELY A HIDEOUS CREATURE THATS BESIDES A GOOD HUMAN. THEY HATE US THEY HATE US THEY HATE US THEY HATE US THEY AHTE US HATE THEYUSUTTHWTAHUSIUWWHJSSFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKKKKK

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I DID NOTHING, I DID EVERYTHING AS I CAN TO BE A BETTER CHILD AND THE PERFECT CHILD. I WANTED TO SEE HOW PROUD YOU ARE OF ME. BUT NO NO NO NO. THEY DONT MEAN ANYTHING BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT ENOUGH??? OKAY. YOU DONT. CARE ABOUT US BUT MONEY. AND USING ME AS YORU SOURCE OF HAPPINESS BESIDES YOU HATING ME IS JUST??? WOW WHAT THE FUCK DUDE

iiwuwgcwganattICANAHT DO TGHIS INTHIS FUCKKASS HOUSEHOOLD NOOOOO DONT TOUCH ME DONT TOYCH ME STOPSTPSTOSTOSPTSOSOSPPPPP ISPOEYTIOOPPLWLWASE

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STOPSTPP STOP IT STOP IYT STOP IYTTT STOOPEOIEUETDTTTY I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE MY FATHER I HATE MY FATHER IM NEGLECTED ENOUGHALREADDY SETEIOPSTOOPPPOSUEII HATE MY MOTHERREUUWBKWSMIIMNEGLECTED HEOUGHSTOPSTSPOSTOSKTSOOSTSOOPPPOIEEIJSM

iiwuwgcwganattICANAHT DO TGHIS INTHIS FUCKKASS HOUSEHOOLD NOOOOO DONT TOUCH ME DONT TOYCH ME STOPSTPSTOSTOSPTSOSOSPPPPP ISPOEYTIOOPPLWLWASE

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iiwuwgcwganattICANAHT DO TGHIS INTHIS FUCKKASS HOUSEHOOLD NOOOOO DONT TOUCH ME DONT TOYCH ME STOPSTPSTOSTOSPTSOSOSPPPPP ISPOEYTIOOPPLWLWASE

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INTRODUCTION POST!!

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Alias: Ell / Ellie!! :3 ; nick[s]/other aliases!!: Trojan , Nini , bat , ratgarbage67 , confetti , cheese ^_^

15 yrs old!! [2010/2/25]

Ambivert ^_^

Interests: Lapfox trax / Halley labs [I do not support Emma Essex/msx.] , chiikawa , pinatas , rainbows , forsaken , block 13 , Dumtum salimin , pengosolvent , maretu , party animals , Chikn nuggit , viva pinata + more!!

As far as you can alr tell , I’m a big fan of the quick brown fox from Lapfox trax / Halley labs<3 ask me what do I know about them then I would throw up MULTIPLE explanations / fun facts abt them :3

OTHER !!

- I’m a quirky Texter. If you don’t like that please lmk !! ˃ 𖥦 ˂

- I am not always a good responder when it comes to social interaction!! I will try my best to respond also English is not my first language (◞‸◟ㆀ)

- I do not have a dni list but if you are under 13 , I suggest you not to stumble upon my posts cus I can assure you they are NOT made for your age. Block me and dni , also this applies to all problematic stuff so for example , if you are a com / proshipper , l0Ii / shot. APPLIES TO ALL UNAPPEALING STUFF. Block me urgently and permanently dni PLS

- this is a non issue to some people yes but it is for me. I do not like when somebody says “huh” “what” “oh” in a dry tone at me when I say something. I do NOT like that and this is a boundary,, cross it and your blocked

INTERACT WITH CAUTION!!!

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Alrietdj cakpwrs ijm sssosSAD!!!!!!!!!

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Stupid aauagheheyeyehehdgdg get this thing away

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Happy new year ^_^ even tho I’m like.. late????

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merry rizzmas everynyan!1!1!1!!

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AWWWWE

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