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someone else: *makes a mistake*

me: don't worry buddy! it is not a big deal! we can fix this! we'll figure it out!!

me: *makes a mistake*

me: i am irredeemable worthless garbage and i want to die

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me,swimming:wow this is amazing i love the ocean

me, when seaweed touches my foot: I imagine death so much it feels more like memory

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It Still Hurts Today, Will It Forever?

You cut my soul right to the core,

You took my love and did all you could,

you tore

it apart

all of my heart

and

I still can’t believe it.

It wasn’t fair that I felt like I was always chasing you

always a step behind you in the background

and as you kept screaming profanities,

all these insanities at me,

I could no longer hold myself together

It wasn’t fair that I felt like you could deny me everytime

While you begged others for their attention

and watched me as I cried for yours alone

You watched me wither away into someone else

with a heart cold and full of stone

It wasn’t fair that I stood at the edge,

wanting to jump off

and never see the light of day again

For everytime you screamed at me

I felt the knives go into me deeper

It wasn’t fair that you consoled them

but left us to rot inside

to feel this hurt that seemed to transcend everything

That I became consumed in such deep pain

it drove me to the brink of extinction

why did I deserve to hurt and you gave all your care away?

It wasn’t fair

But I stood tall

through thick and thin,

above it all

I became empty

but I gained peace in other ways.

Don’t get me wrong,

I knew this all along,

but my gosh,

I think I’ve lost my will

because it does hurt still.

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sailor cosmos ✨🌙

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when someone points out something you’re sensitive about and you have to pretend like you don’t care

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when the screen goes dark and u see ur reflection

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CHALLENGE: Can you get through these 33 funny Tumblr posts without even smiling once?

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when u got some opinions on things but ur deciding if its worth starting an argument over

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mom: where are you going its almost midnight

me: out

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