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the calm.

It is official, I am no longer allowing myself to post on here anymore because of the negative impact this tumblr put on me. This tumblr fed my negativity, relapsed my depression, and made me have a horrible outlook and mindset of the world. It destroyed friendships and is really affecting my relationship, so I must put an end to it (thus, not posting on this tumblr anymore is one way to help me on this journey). I have more than I can ask for in my life already, and I am so grateful for that. I am so grateful to have such wonderful, loving people in my life - whom I love very much. Thank you so much, even to the strangers who might read my posts (or this post by chance). I reblogged a few positive posts to leave this tumblr on a happy note. 

Always remember there is hope, love, happiness, and...JUST THE WHOLE DAMN UNIVERSE - there is so much more to see than what you already know and have experienced so far. You're living your own life, you have the power to do whatever you want and live however you want. You can be you - you are you.

Lastly, I have to acknowledge that this tumblr has saved me too. Even when I was in the depths of misery, tumblr was here for me as an outlet. It allowed me to realize that I am not alone in this battle, and that I'm not stuck in this forever - that I can change. So thank you, Emmeline Vance.

If you're an avid Harry Potter fan who happened to stumble upon this url hoping to grab it, I'm sorry it's already taken. I do not want to give it away because this url means so much to me. It really does. 

Who knows if I shall post here in the future again...Maybe if I do really need an outlet...if I really need it, you might see a post on here sometime in the distant (or near?) future. I just know that for my sanity, I need to stop posting for awhile. I need to do this for myself - so that I can work towards not letting my depression define me.

I love you all! 

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what i have learned from talking about my feelings

it’s better to not talk about my feelings

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 A story behind each window

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I — so imperfect, so weak, so unspeakably lonely.

Virginia Woolf, from The Waves 

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